"i'll always peel another orange for you"
tags: death, angst, implied self-harm/suicidal feelings.
summary: how your yandere!husband grieves you
★ yandere!husband who plays with his hair every night. he pretends that his hand is yours, and that the pillow he's buried his face into is your chest. why won't the tears stop falling?
★ yandere!husband who leaves your side of the closet untouched. at least, he tries to -- sometimes he holds onto your blouses and your scarves and pretends it's you wearing them. they still smell like you.
★ yandere!husband who orders your exact wedding cake. he pays extra for the baker to replicate it entirely. it sits on his kitchen table. he can never bring himself to eat it.
★ yandere!husband who, while drinking himself blind, wonders if he regrets buying you flowers from that flower shop before your very first date. he wonders if he regrets meeting you at all. he doesn't. he wishes he could ask you the same thing. even in a different lifetime, he'd still pick you, even if it came with all this heartbreak.
★ yandere!husband who still cooks enough food for two. while dicing vegetables, he cuts his fingers, and he lets the blood drip for a moment before wiping it away. he wishes you were there to scold him to be more careful. he gives the second portion food to the homeless man on his way to work.
★ yandere!husband, who stops by a bridge on his walk home from work. it's quite late at night, and it's started to rain. he remembers your first kiss: the flavor of your lipgloss, your breathy moans, his hand in your hair. he finds himself leaning a little bit too much on the bridge. he pulls himself away and walks home.
★ yandere!husband, who stands in the shower with his head down. water cascades off of his hair and into his eyes. he can't tell the difference between the soapy shampoo water and his tears. they both make his eyes sting. where are you? shouldn't you be wiping them away, and kissing his cheeks?
★ yandere!husband, who grieves your unborn children. a son and a daughter, like you'd wished. your son would look like him, but have your temper, and your daughter would look like you, but have his crooked smile. they would run around and the two of you would chase after them. he sits alone in the living room of the home you'd bought together. should he sell it?
★ yandere!husband, who dreams about meeting you one day. you would wear your hair down, a little bit of cherry lipgloss (he'd complain about the taste -- it won't deter him from kissing you, though), and as you walk under sakura blossoms he'd tightly hold onto your hand. he will never let you go again.
★ yandere!husband, who wakes up in the morning to repeat the process. he tells himself you would want him to.
andulkaphoto
turnnoffyourmind
origamiaround
janainaart
areudirty
prguitarman
discoholicmusic
izzy806
