sour grapes.

It's bittersweet that I don't wanna taste I don't think it's going to be that sweet Unripe emotions, I just feel afraid I'll never bite, I'll never bite the pain Sour, a bitter taste that makes you cry Sour, if there's such things as love.

[soleilsoie]

𓈒ㅤ   𑁍   ㅤ`   ㅤ𝄒   ㅤsoleilsoie   !   a   selective   ,   multi   -   muse   &   multi   -   verse   indie   blog   for   originals   characters   expressed   with   love   by   lila   ﹒   🦢

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[bicvrious-a]

conttradict:

someone give me “you’re my best friend’s innocent little sister and i’ve known you since you were in like 4th grade but somehow you got super fucking hot and you live next door and have a habit of dancing in front of your window in your underwear.”

[castalisms]

muse  a  was  invited  to  spend  the  summer  at  their  best  friends  beach  house  with  their  entire  family  ,    including  the  older  brother  /  sister  (  muse  b  )  that  they’ve  had  a  small    (  but  hopeless  )    crush  on  since  middle  school  .    despite  all  the  years  they’ve  known  each  other  ,    they’ve  never  spent  this  much  time  around  each  other  and  it’s  hard  to  keep  their  eyes  off  of  one  another  ,    especially  when  the  hot  summer  sun  is  involved  .

[ava-deb]

Well, there’s a lot of things you don’t know about me, Victor. I sponsor a manatee named Jessica, I’m a meme in Japan, I make my own shampoos. ANTHONY TURPEL AS FELIX WESTON IN SEASON ONE OF LOVE, VICTOR (2020- )

[mensource]

Dylan O'Brien as Richie Boyle THE OUTFIT (2022) dir. Graham Moore

[soleilsoie]

               ♡            🦢         ࿓         ❛      please   tell   me   you’re   not   going   to   date   that   fucking   fraud   .      ❜      glass   carafe   nearly   barren   with   only   drops   of   transparent   intoxicant   left   occupies   free   palm   ,   other   trekking   tousled   raven   locks   gracefully   slicked   back   for   families   corporation   carouse   that   male   had   managed   to   vacate   premises   of   in   order   to   interrogate   counter   upon   newly   discovered   revelation   .   inebriation   evident   in   darkened   orbs   and   staggering   limbs   scarcely   capable   of   positioning   self   straight   upon   grand   staircase   of   abode   entrance   ,   moonlight   that   strikes   fibrous   anatomy   only   fueling   lethargy   that   accompanies   intoxicated   temperament   .      ❛      your   parents   couldnt   find   someone   better   ?   i   mean   ,   anyone   but   fucking   him   !      ❜      octave   rising   with   each   syllable   that   expels   past   poison   tainted   petals   ,   no   desire   to   inquiry   if   pitiless   elders   were   present   despite   possibly   unveiling   secret   relationship   dearest   daughter   of   theirs   was   entangled   in   with   one   and   only   son   of   sworn   enemy   .      ❛      tell   me   you   refused   him   ,   you   refused   them   .      ❜   @floralscents​

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     floralscents

one   believed   that   leaving   was   something   he   did   best   as   he   has   gotten   years   of   experience   .      consistently   sidling   out   the   confines   of   lodgings   owned   by   forgettable   individuals   he   had   only   spoken   less   than   thirty   words   to   right   before   daylight   started   to   course   through   windows   ;   or   swiftly   exiting   luxurious   banquets   after   being   given   the   second   portion   of   his   payment   .      it   had   been   something   that   had   become   so   elementary   to   him   that   it   was   an   option   that   he   would   choose   above   all   else   .   nevertheless   ,   the   circumstances   of   this   situation   are   entirely   different   ,   leaving   other   who   he   had   loved   and   yearned   for   more   than   anything   brought   nothing   but   an   excruciating   pain   in   thorax   .   instantaneous   shout   has   him   pausing   for   a   moment   before   turning   on   heels   to   face   the   source   ,      palms   hidden   in   pockets   of   hooded   sweatshirt   as   he   takes   in   a   shallow   breath   .      he   is   unaware   if   he   is   more   astonished   by   the   fact   male   had   stopped   him   or   that   it   sounded   as   if   other   had   still   cared   .   “   i   don’t   wanna   impose   .   .   .   ”      statement   is   low   ,   would   have   been   inaudible   if   there   were   any   more   distance   between   dyad   .      it   does   not   take   a   polymath   to   figure   out   that   roaming   the   minacious   streets   of   new   york   this   late   at   night   was   a   receipe   for   disaster   especially   with   an   adequate   amount   of   alcohol   flaring   in   system   .      “   but   i’ll   stay   the   night   since   you   want   me   to   .      ”   considers   failure   to   mention   that   he   was   hoping   to   stay   as   well   a   positive   thing   .   after   so   long   of   allowing   fight   or   flight   response   to   guide   oneself   it   is   almost   revitalizing   for   someone   to   ask   him   to   remain   ,      vessel   underneath   ribcage   practically   swells   .      the   space   dissolves   just   as   quickly   as   it   had   appeared   ,   legs   carrying   him   a   bit   too   eagerly   towards   dearest   .      “   you   don’t   have   to   sleep   on   the   couch   ,   though   .   this   is   your   place   i’d   feel   bad   about   kicking   you   out   of   your   own   bed   .   ”   he   supposes   there   is   some   veracity   to   this   despite   the   genuine   reasoning   behind   such   decision   had   been   because   he   wanted   to   be   as   close   to   him   as   physically   possible   —   being   an   arm’s   reach   apart   proving   to   be   insufficient   .   @soleilsoie·

               ♡            🦢         ࿓         beating   vessel   confined   within   depths   of   thorax   gains   increasing   momentum   with   minimal   space   now   deposited   between   pairing   .   wasnt   that   lovers   had   not   been   in   close   proximity   before   ,   numerous   nightfalls   sheathed   in   satin   bed   sheets   with   bare   extremities   entangled   with   one   another   ,   though   couldnt   resist   sentiment   of   current   exchange   possessing   much   more   importance   than   circumstances   before   .   as   if   brand   new   ,   wandering   newly   found   territory   of   males   being   ,   breath   mingling   after   hours   ,   days   ,   spent   apart   .      ❛      you   could   never   impose   ,   not   when   your   clothes   are   still   in   my   dresser   where   you   last   put   them   .      ❜      resonance   subtle   ,   polished   palms   grasping   at   pockets   of   hooded   sweatshirt   as   if   to   pull   lover   closer   to   radiating   warmth   offered   .      ❛      this   is   your   home   too   ,   you   know   .      ❜      and   palms   are   diving   in   depths   of   pockets   to   seize   his   own   ,   digits   interlocking   as   solace   is   located   in   current   position   .   array   of   others   belongings   decorating   every   living   space   ;   cups   claimed   as   his   own   to   always   utilize   when   over   ,   own   personal   closet   space   alongside   drawers   hoarding   articles   ,   ones   male   would   often   time   steal   glances   of   whenever   in   lonesome   .   could   never   truly   escape   him   ,   though   believed   to   garner   no   distaste   for   such   notion   .      ❛      okay   ,   we’ll   sleep   together   then...      ❜      hums   momentarily   ,   basking   in   warmth   digits   provide   in   darkened   pockets   ,   hues   parting   beauty   before   him   now   surveying   surroundings   before   minor   frolicsome   beam   dawns   subtle   features   .      ❛      we’ll   sleep   together...   naked   ?      ❜      canines   sink   into   lesser   brim   at   inquiry   posed   almost   pleading   with   current   exuberant   countenance   thats   drawn   upon   .   though   gusts   of   fog   that   cloud   relationship   on   the   daily   could   never   possibly   be   above   burning   desire   to   drown   self   in   bare   and   raw   being   of   lover   presented   .   

[soleilsoie]

like   this   if   you’d   like   to   plot   <3   will   reblog   this   over   the   week   and   will   most   likely   unfollow   those   who   havent   liked   by   the   end   of   the   week   .   

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     floralscents

“   you   act   like   such   a   fucking   child   .   ”      scoff   of   sheer   incredulity   is   all   that   manages   to   leave   brims   as   optics   observe   other   maneuvering   into   more   comfortable   position   on   settee   .   relationship   concluded   yet   again   after   numerous   nights   spent   absorbed   in   thoughts   of   whether   lover   was   utilizing   time   apart   to   rendezvous   with   abundance   of   suitors   possessed   even   before   they   began   .      after   parting   ,   it   had   been   rare   to   see   male   alone   at   the   various   festivities   doublet   frequented   which   only   aided   in   solidifying   vexing   notion   that   remained   sealed   within   cerebrum   .   “   i   ended   it   because   i   was   mad   at   you   .   not   because   i   stopped   loving   you   ,   but   since   it’s   so   easy   for   you   to   move   on   maybe   you   never   loved   me   at   all   .   ”

               ♡            🦢            ࿓            ❛      you   didnt   have   a   problem   with   that   when   i   was   in   your   bed   last   week   .      ❜      hardly   audible   ,   soliloquy   parted   for   own   pernicious   pleasure   .   line   of   sight   stumbling   elsewhere   knowing   fully   well   if   male   were   to   lay   behold   of   beauty   before   him   he’d   succumb   to   her   every   wish   and   command   .   clear   as   day   cherub   possessed   little   to   no   idea   just   how   much   eloquence   she   reigned   over   his   entire   being   .      ❛      do   you   fucking   hear   yourself   sometimes   ?      ❜      though   with   dubiety   that   plagues   soma   ,   no   other   option   but   to   gaze   at   beauty   with   interrogation   that   follows   suit   .      ❛      if   i   didnt   love   you   i   wouldnt   be   here   listening   to   all   this   bullshit   you   argue   about   on   the   regular   ,   daphne   .   i   would   be   in   another   room   inches   deep   in   some   other   girl   whose   name   i   barely   know   ,   but   i’m   not   .   i’m   here   listening   to   your   shit   ,   just   like   the   last   time   ,   because   i   love   you   .      ❜      locates   self   on   outsoles   ,   invading   personal   space   with   sudden   indignation   that   brews   from   within   .      ❛      tell   me   what   other   guy   would   put   up   with   this   shit   on   the   daily   ?   who   would   stick   around   this   long   ,   huh   ?   you   see   me   with   other   girls   because   if   you’re   not   around   i’m   missing   you   like   crazy   and   doing   anything   just   to   fill   that   void   .   you   do   know   these   girls   mean   nothing   to   me   the   way   you   mean   so   much   to   me   ,   right   ?      ❜

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     nightalkers

perhaps  it’s  the  variety  of  liquid  courage  he’s  been  downing  for  the  majority  of  the  afternoon  ,  but  toby  was  feeling  chatty  .  more  chatty  than  usual  ,  more  willing  to  make  some  questionable  decisions  in  light  of  a  good  party  .  male’s  been  conversing  with  the  same  group  of  people  since  he  arrived  with  malia  ,  although  she  was  nowhere  to  be  found  and  he  was  left  to  make  his  own  fun  .  flirtatious  remarks  flung  back  and  forth  between  him  and  a  mere  stranger  and  it’s  only  a  matter  of  time  before  he’s  cozied  up  with  her  ,  mouth  discovering  a  new  world  on  her  skin  .  it’s  only  when  he  hears  malia’s  voice  that  toby  is  catapulted  back  into  reality  ,  frantically  dispersing  from  the  femme  he  was  entangled  with  prior  .   ‘   oh  !  no  ,  malia  ,  don’t  go  .   ’   feels  a  twinge  of  defeat  ,  almost  intuiting  as  if  they’ve  taken  a  leap  backwards  now  that  she’s  witnessed  him  in  an  uncompromised  position  .  in  his  defense  ,  he  would’ve  rather  it  been  her  taking  place  of  the  other  .  steps  away  ,  pulling  malia  along  with  him  .   ‘   alcohol  and  being  without  you  don’t  mix  .  sorry  you  had  to  see  that  .  i  uh  ,  got  a  little  ahead  of  myself  .   ’   glances  around  at  inebriated  partygoers  ,  searching  for  their  next  stop  .   ‘   find  anyone  fun  ?  anyone  …  worth  your  while  ?   ’   it’s  no  wonder  he’s  itching  to  find  out  what  she’s  been  up  to  after  his  own  mistakes  were  made  .

               ♡            🦢            ࿓            grasp   on   extremity   but   light   feather   as   cerebrum   was   still   envisioning   male   with   brims   pressed   against   another   .   was   finally   going   to   admit   ones   feelings   that   had   been   possessed   from   start   to   male   only   to   lay   behold   of   such   harrowing   sight   ,   knot   blooming   in   depths   of   esophagus   as   syllables   are   wrestling   to   part   plump   petals   .   inability   to   harbor   any   ill   sentiments   towards   male   considering   having   yet   to   be   clued   in   on   her   feelings   though   discovers   it   to   be   increasingly   arduous   to   conceal   anguish   .      ❛      a   little...      ❜      timbe   hardly   audible   as   a   slight   pace   picks   up   ,   unable   to   even   gaze   into   others   orbs   due   to   earlier   sight   .   was   a   common   occurrence   for   ballerina   ,   fall   for   someone   who   only   fell   for   others   .   was   beginning   to   believe   she   was   doomed   in   all   aspects   of   love   .      ❛      actually   ,      ❜      begins   ,   sniffling   only   slightly   at   saline   liquid   that   dares   escape   glassy   orbs   ,   raven   locks   tucked   behind   conch   .      ❛      i   was   just   on   my   way   out   .   you   can   stay   ,   dont   worry   about   me   ,   you’re   clearly   busy   with   someone   else   .      ❜      only   offers   fraudulent   beam   before   empty   plastic   cup   is   pressed   against   males   chest   as   she   departs   vicinity   ,   no   slight   interest   to   witness   if   other   had   followed   behind   her   as   she   desired   nothing   more   than   to   sink   into   depths   of   own   mattress   .   

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     swtsours

“   look   ,   either   we   date   secretly   ,   or   we   don’t   date   at   all   .   ”

               ♡            🦢            ࿓            ❛      would   it   be   such   a   crime   if   people   found   out   we're   seeing   eachother   now   ?   i   mean   ,   fuck   ,   your   sister   broke   up   with   me   for   some   hot   shot   broadway   actor   .   pretty   sure   she   wont   mind...      ❜

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     swtsours

“   when   will   you   get   the   hint   ?   i   don’t   fucking   like   you   .   ”

               ♡            🦢            ࿓            ❛      that's   why   you   keep   calling   me   in   the   middle   of   the   night   when   your   little   boyfriend   is   gone   ,   right   ?   yeah   ,   you   really   dont   like   me   .      ❜

[soleilsoie]

          🩰     floralscents

confidants   instantaneously   scatter   into   luxuriant   accommodation  after    welcoming    session   .     one   can   only   assume   that   the   sole   cause   of   such   an   exit   was   to   place   as   much   distance   between   themselves   and   the   ticking   time   bomb   preparing   itself   to   detonate   in   the   parlor   .      being   within   the   presence   of   previous   partner   has   the   hair   on   the   back   of   one’s   neck   standing   at   attention   and   the   resentment   that   settles   within   being   burns   hotter   than   the   hearthside   placed   in   center   of   the   room   .      abandoning   luggage   at   entrance   ,      she   makes   her   way   around   marble   countertop   languidly   as   if   she   had   been   a   predator   zeroing   in   on   prey   .     “   me   following   you   ?   ”      statement   is   so   ludicrous   that   a   small   chortle   escapes   brims   despite   nothing   about   current   situation   being   even   remotely   comical   .      one   doesn’t   know   if   she   should   be   more   exasperated   at   the   fact   she   had   been   finagled   into   excursion   into   niveous   mountains   or   that   she   had   to   acknowledge   the   existence   of   individual   she   had   spent   weeks   trying   to   forget   existed   .      “   if   there   was   anyone   that   truly   wished   to   follow   you   somewhere   it   would   be   the   cops   .      i’m   surprised   you   were   able   to   leave   the   city   without   your   ankle   monitor   causing   trouble   .   ”      depending   on   the   company   ,   one   would   never   allow   such   merciless   comments   to   come   from   her   mouth   as   she   was   raised   to   be   poised   and   good-tempered   .      it   was   only   other   that   caused   her   to   lose   her   bearings   and   she   supposes   the   affect   had   been   chronic   as   he   has   invariably   caused   her   to   feel   an   array   of   emotions   both   positive   and   negative   .      “   you   know   ,  ”       she   begins   ,   manicured   digits   playing   with   paper   map   that   had   been   placed   beside   complimentary   wine   as   head   tilts   innocently   ,      faux   pout   pulling   at   corner   of   lips   .      “    you   could   probably   call   an   uber   and   make   it   out   of   here   by   nightfall   .     you   wouldn’t   ruin   this   trip   for   me   right   ?   ”  @soleilsoie·

               ♡            🦢         ࿓         couldnt   help   but   display   widening   beam   that   meets   either   conch   at   current   milieu   ,   the   bite   that   seizes   her   every   syllable   .   wouldnt   publicly   admit   no   matter   surroundings   be   it   companions   or   ex   lover   herself   but   at   times   missed   such   cynical   remarks   professed   ,   perhaps   sole   reason   he   once   fell   for   beaut   .   was   beyond   intuitive   ,   quick   -   witted   ,   would   leave   him   to   query   from   time   to   time   if   perhaps   she   deserved   more   than   someone   like   him   .   elbow   will   rest   on   marble   counter   top   inviting   any   other   unrefined   comment   she   could   possibly   possess   ,   knowledge   of   no   escaping   presence   now   that   others   had   fled   scene   would   only   see   fit   to   seek   own   comfort   .      ❛      the   cops   would   have   to   catch   me   first   for   me   to   have   an   ankle   monitor   .   it’s   only   been   a   week   since   i   broke   up   with   you   ,   i   know   you   didnt   forget   about   me   already...      ❜      mimics   pout   that   adorns   supple   countenance   of   hers   ,   only   to   be   replaced   by   corrupt   beam   that   dawns   sharp   features   .   reminiscence   of   who   exactly   dumped   who   lingers   in   air   that   fills   cranium   to   brim   ,   though   in   his   retelling   would   always   tell   company   it   was   of   his   own   doing   pairing   are   no   longer   together   ,   and   not   other   way   around   entirely   due   to   his   turbulent   nature   ,   of   course   .      ❛      ruin   ?      ❜      repeats   as   male   is   invading   her   personal   aura   as   extremities   grasp   bottled   liquid   from   behind   petite   figure   ,   simpering   expression   plaguing   features   .      ❛      i   would   absolutely   love   to   ruin   this   trip   for   you   .   ❜      single   digit   presses   at   tip   of   cherubs   nose   before   departing   from   close   proximity   to   previous   position   behind   marble   .      ❛      think   its   only   fair   considering   you’ve   already   ruined   this   trip   for   me   by   being   here   .   just   mind   your   own   and   your   little   trip   will   go   swimmingly   .      ❜      

[soleilsoie]

               ♡            🦢          ࿓         ❛      dont   give   me   that   shit   .      ❜      locates   slightly   inebriated   soma   on   chaise   ,   intoxicant   coursing   veins   an   inability   to   endure   others   tirade   .   quarrel   that   occurs   one   too   many   times   for   pairing   who   claim   to   love   one   another   .   would   do   as   pleases   when   dyad   were   apart   ,   yet   somehow   always   depositing   self   under   dermis   of   hers   ,   would   continue   to   visualize   no   wrong   in   late   night   escapades   with   others   no   matter   verbal   ambush   that   would   ensue   .      ❛      you’re   the   one   who   ended   it   ,   so   i   dont   wanna   hear   about   whatever   jealousy   issues   you’ve   got   going   on   now   .      ❜      @floralscents​

[soleilsoie]

               ♡            🦢         ࿓         ❛      i   got   you   something   .      ❜      saccharine   confectionery   hangs   from   aperture   ,   coltish   simper   tugging   on   edge   of   sea   -   foam   tinted   brims   ,   hue   spilling   from   sweets   .   training   on   field   generating   crowd   of   paparazzi   and   aficionados   alike   for   young   soccer   player   to   accumulate   ,   would   take   it   upon   self   to   polish   media   image   now   that   attention   was   unwillingly   obtained   .   excursion   to   local   flower   shoppe   and   candy   store   where   purchases   for   faked   loved   one   would   embed   every   front   page   of   tabloids   tomorrow   morning   .      ❛      i   know   you   dont   like   me   ,   but   i   thought   you’d   like   these...      ❜      petal   arrangement   is   now   displayed   between   pairing   alongside   heart   -   shaped   box   of   chocolates   ,   possibility   of   presents   being   disposed   of   before   very   own   being   present   in   back   of   cerebrum   with   severe   abhor   other   possessed   for   him   .      ❛      they   reminded   me   the   most   of   you   .      ❜      as   if   current   exchange   hadnt   only   occured   due   to   own   desire   of   scrubbing   image   with   public   .   @floralscents​​

[bicvrious-a]

conttradict:

someone give me “you’re my best friend’s innocent little sister and i’ve known you since you were in like 4th grade but somehow you got super fucking hot and you live next door and have a habit of dancing in front of your window in your underwear.”

[soleilsoie]

like   this   if   you’d   like   to   plot   <3   will   reblog   this   over   the   week   and   will   most   likely   unfollow   those   who   havent   liked   by   the   end   of   the   week   .