[solitaryschizoid]

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warning: the topics of this blog may be potentially triggering for some people. i will discuss my mental health, mostly about my experience being personality disordered.

what you will find on this blog:

• visuals of my favorite aesthetics, some that i feel can relate to szpd, like gloomcore which is one of my favorites as a pluviophile from the pnw!

• mental health topics, mostly surrounding schizoid personality disorder and narcissistic personality disorder, will be discussed on this blog.

note: this is a side blog and i follow back from my main blog, an 18+ account @dacryphilia-archive

[solitaryschizoid]

"you're not a narcissist you can't self diagnose, if you think you're npd seek professional help" baby there is no professional help, everyone including psychiatrists hate narcissists please use logic... And the implication that we need immediate help is crazy u act like I'm a criminal LMAOOOO

[deceiver-of-god]

"I do not exist. I abstracted myself. Ash, and dust, and traces of impure carbon. I fear that something dark is hiding under the skin and between the ribs, and that it will stain the fingers of whoever touches it. Whoever touches me. Unstable, directionless, variable identity.

I do not exist; there is no "I". There is nothing. I have no words to say to the world. I will be forgotten."

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Npd culture is “if I’m not actively being praised then everyone hates me and I need to MAKE them like me”

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[solitaryschizoid]

Um....... It's a personality disorder. Key word personality. You can't get rid of your innate personality. Narcissists are wired differently than egotypicals.

There are many "healed narcissists" that built their platform based on anti-NPD values. Who cares if they have NPD, they are still pushing anti-NPD.

[solitaryschizoid]

"if you can't get 10k steps in a day you're either fat or lazy there is no in between"

"I'm disabled"

"stfu freak it's not about you"

Actually yes, it is about disabled people when you assume everyone on earth has the capability to do something and call them lazy because you are ableist and ignorant.

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Npd culture is seeing all those ppl talk about “narc abuse” and “how to tell if ur dating a narcissist” bla bla bla and I’m like??? If I’m dating you I literally love you and think you’re literally so superior to everyone around u and I treasure you for being worthy of me???? I would not abuse or manipulate u ever bc ur amazing and I love you??? Anyone close to me I love with all my heart and would never intentionally hurt them????

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[solitaryschizoid]

Cluster B stigma ❌

Cluster B sigma ✅

[solitaryschizoid]

If you don't like narcissists then why do you have them all over your front yard

[solitaryschizoid]

Apparently there's a holiday for anti-NPD folks on June 1st called "World Narcissistic Abuse Day" and yet these ableist and sanist freaks still pretend they aren't being discriminatory towards us

[solitaryschizoid]

When you find a good post but at the end of the post the OP describes the subject as "narcissistic"

[solitaryschizoid]

And we just became mutuals... Wait til they find out I'm an actual narcissist. 🙄 It's always mental health communities.

[solitaryschizoid]

When you find a good post but at the end of the post the OP describes the subject as "narcissistic"

[solitaryschizoid]

People in my post arguing about the origin of words is crazy like be serious no one uses these terms as adjectives anymore, they are mental health conditions and their terms have been (ab)used in a derogatory way.

[guess-who-relapsed]

[narcissisickk-deactivated202407]

relatable

[drh3nryj3kyll-deactivated202411]

Ya know how we have symbols for autism and ADHD (infinity symbol and butterfly) I haven't seen one for NPD and I think it should be daffodils (you probably know why)

[narcissisickk-deactivated202407]

made some variations of this!!

[solitaryschizoid]

neurotypicals will be like "you can't self diagnose" and then diagnose everyone they dislike as a narcissist

[solitaryschizoid]

Exactly. They love to invade our spaces and use us like objects to appropriate our language yet they start freaking out whenever they realize we actually struggle in life and don't have "awwtism" or "beautiful princess disorder". They are privileged and do not realize we are disabled and disadvantaged, and many of them know and don't care or believe it.

[solitaryschizoid]

I'm going to be the best so that they will all want me.