Intrusive Thought City @solizzzer - Tumblr Blog

Hi people,

So a few things

Ive been so hyper focused on my social skills and how generally BAD they are

So I predict a few things:

1. I certainly have ADHD

2. I also suspect autism or asbergers

3. I learning more about communication (verbal) but I cannot always implement what i learned (i try to practice with folks)

4. I think i am selective verbal mute because there are times I just cannot talk… but even writing becomes intimidating.

I feel so ashamed for not being able to casually keep up with people that I like as friends

I want to have friends and such but I also cannot manage relationships in a consistent way (verbally)

I just don’t know where i belong

The prisons are made for profits

The cops pick and choose who’s not worthy to live. And who goes to prison.

The socialites set the trends and standards of worthiness.

The socialites profit off the prisons and hoard the money of dead children.

The hypocrites defend the socialites to hopefully get a piece of their shit.

Not realizing they are still getting screwed with it.

No longer heartbroken romantically but just familial-y so say hello to new sad posts :’)

Crazy how my family legit chose a pedophile over me

Hopefully my crush likes the selfie i sent her 🥺

I cant believe i sold my art for the first time

I feel like im being such an idiot

How do i just be

I just want to stop thinking so much

I keep having nightmares. Too real to handle and I don’t know how to even describe it. I just need to release control.

I was in such a bad place the past 12 months. Hoping to open up to socializing more. Also need a new head set becuzzz mine sucks to game with!!!!

Complaining about your physical pain Does Not make me want to push through mine!! I want to heal!!

blushing all day from the compliments I received

Im good at things but only for like ten minutes

Are you really that oblivious

Intrusive Thought City