tears in the cathedral,

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── 𝐉 𝐄 𝐒 𝐒 (𝐈 𝐂 𝐀.) 🌈 𝖱𝖾𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗍 𝗅𝖾𝗌𝖻𝗂𝖺𝗇 ⌨ 𝖫𝗂𝖿𝖾𝗅𝗈𝗇𝗀 𝗐𝗋𝗂𝗍𝖾𝗋 🤯💚 𝖬𝗎𝗅𝗍𝗂𝗉𝗅𝗂𝖼𝗂𝗍𝗒 / 𝖮𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝖣𝖨𝖣 𝗌𝗒𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗆 🐕‍🦺 𝖱𝗎𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖻𝗒 2 𝖦𝖾𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇 𝖲𝗁𝖾𝗉𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖽𝗌 ♪ ►Voice acting / 𝖬𝗎𝗌𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 ♌︎ 𝖫𝖾𝗈 | 𝟥𝟧 𝗒𝗋𝗌 𝗈𝗅𝖽 🐾🩺 𝖵𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝖾𝖼𝗁 / 𝖺𝗌𝗌t. 🎭💻 - 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 ....𝖺𝗇 𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗈𝗋, 𝗉𝖾𝗋𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖾𝗋, 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗈𝗋, 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋, 𝖺𝗇𝖽...𝗁𝗈𝗉𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗅𝗒 𝗇𝗈𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗀𝗂𝖼.

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[ I know my blog says 21+, but if I end up following you, I don't need a snarky message about how you're a minor. Chances are, I know, but I enjoyed your blog or posts anyway, and therefore, it was probably a conscious decision. I am not a 21+ blog because I post inappropriate things. It's to keep drama and childish things away from my safe space. I don't mind you checking in nicely to make sure a mistake wasn't made, but I don't understand the snark. If you're confused, just say so. If MY age makes you uncomfortable, just say that as well! ]

VIEW MY VOICE ACTING BLOG HERE.

VIEW MY CASTING CALL CLUB ACCOUNT HERE.

Hi hi! Just your average millennial here! (...if you couldn't tell by all the nostalgic, colorful, shiny graphics here. xD) This blog is mostly just a random, collective place for me to post all kinds of things that I like and / or find aesthetic. No particular fandoms here! You will see all kinds of random things. I will follow anyone. Unless, of course, you are here with otherwise bad intentions, and I catch wind of it - you will swiftly be blocked. I have unfortunately made a few enemies here before, and that's whatever. I'm here to exist in peace on my own... where I can be myself. Thoroughly and unapologetically. I am constantly learning, growing, and evolving as a person, as a human.... and I won't apologize for that ever again.

Anyway! I'm a part-time veterinary technician / assistant in rl and have worked with animals pretty much my whole life. (come on, you know you want a mix of cute af puppy photos and weird surgery videos jk) But I do have three glorious but demanding German Shepherds, a cat, and I breed rats on the side! I often fantasize about musical theater, and acting / performing is a fun hobby. Outside of that, I'm an avid writer / roleplayer and have been doing that for about..... 20 years...??! wtf.

I also enjoy photography, editing, making graphics, videos, etc. Also, you can toss voice acting and video games into that list as well! I'm equally obsessed with true crime as a whole, serial killers, cults, you name it. (If you like this shit and alt music, check out Skynd because she fucking does true crime genre music!!) Also, conspiracy theories, creepy icebergs and deep dives. Love it all. If you partake in some 420 activities, we will also get along! ;3

Ahhh, but then the music ---

I consider myself a loyal band follower, and I've really been enjoying some of the same music for years. Some of my all time favorite bands are -- Hollywood Undead (married to them since '08, jk, but especially meeting them), Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, My Darkest Days, Escape the Fate, Falling in Reverse, Set it Off, Smash into Pieces, Skynd, From Ashes to New, Chase Atlantic, Citizen Soldier, Five Finger Death Punch, Disturbed, Imagine Dragons, Twenty One Pilots, Tech N9ne, AFI, Linkin Park, Blutengel, Rammstein, Panic at the Disco, System of a Down, Shinedown, Of Monsters and Men, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Lady Gaga, Ice Nine Kills, Eminem, DREAMDNVR, Boy in Space, Deuce, Daddy Yankee, Chris Webby, Starset, MNQN, SkyDxddy, and way more??? Yeah. Discord is and will always be by request only, as I tend to be a more reserved person until I really get to know you. Not to mention, I'd prefer to protect my peace for obvious reasons. If you are, however, interested in writing together or something along those lines, please do not hesitate to drop me a dm and ask before we get comfortable and add each other anywhere else.

For all other main info and links ---

View and refer to my CARRD here!

You can find stuff like my Youtube, which is where I sometimes add random video editing I have done, music stuff, or voice acting projects I've worked on! ;3 Just click the 'Sanctuary' button or the photo to access the Carrd.

No, there's no DNI here or any other cringe / pointless checklist / criteria thing that I need to list that tells you 948747 reasons as to why I'm too much of a douchebag to interact with you. (Js. I know it's about people setting boundaries, but a lot of ya'll just look like huge, entitled assholes lol) I'll interact with everyone friendly and accepting manner, regardless of views, gender, religion, etc. Just don't be a dick and please, no 'syscourse.'

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Writing / RP info below the cut.

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'The world is cruel. The world is ugly. But there are times and there are people .... when the world is not....'

'And at its cruelest, it's still the only world we've got.'

'Light and dark. Foul and fair.'

'Out there....'

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I do write. Not really on here, but mostly on Discord. I primarily write in the Hunchback of Notre Dame verse / fandom, if that wasn't obvious, but again, I am not interested in the fandom here as a whole, nor do I need any roles filled. Outside of HoND, I do write many other things, though. Muse list is as follows, though most of these characters are by request only. This is just a compiled list of characters I do write and have written for in the past / as well as the fandoms I am a part of.

Tate Langdon (American Horror Story, Murder House)

Kai Anderson (American Horror Story, Cult)

Winter Anderson (American Horror Story, Cult)

Archdeacon Claude Frollo (Disney, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Musical, novel canon)

Captain Phoebus De Martin (Disney, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Musical, novel canon)

Jafar (Disney, Aladdin, animated)

Scar (Disney, The Lion King, animated)

Judge Claude Frollo (Disney, tHoND, animated, retired)

Bryce Walker (13 Reasons Why)

Lucius Malfoy (Harry Potter)

Hermione Granger (Harry Potter)

Det. Nathaniel C. Burke (Crime OC, fandomless)

Graverobber (Repo! The Genetic Opera)

UPDATING SOOOON. BUT MOOD MUSIC RIGHT NOW....BELOW.

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'Sometimes it has to hurt. We all get what we deserve. And when it's your turn to burn, you're gonna know who you serve- When you go to meet (God). When you go to meet (God). The wicked are forsaken. The voice in the choir. The sound of the trumpet. Welcome to the fire.' -J3t, Hollywood Undead, 2025.

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; )

[randalkirkland]

AMERICAN HORROR STORY: CULT S07E10 - Great Again

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Kai, Kaiiiii, Kaiiii..

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LITTLE RAT BABIESS. AHHH. I WANNA SQUEEZE EM..

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RAGEEEEE.

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My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul.

I lift you up and then I let you go.

I've made an art of digging shallow holes.

I'll drop the darkness in and watch it ... grow.

My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul.

Who knew the emptiness could be so cold?

I've lost the parts of me that make me .... whole.

I am the darkness.

I am a monster.

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A coward is something I will never be.

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Fuck you and the white horse you rode in on.

[dying-suffering-french-stalkers]

everyone say in the tags what their current custom discord status is

[alchemistofproendos]

btw "introjects aren't their source" applies to factives, too.

this includes factives of horrible historical figures.

this includes problematic influencers.

this includes a system's abuser(s).

this includes any and all factives of people you might not like. if your introject positivity stops at factives, you're a hypocrite.

[kianasblog97]

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chgnfcnghgfhfhfmn

my boyyyy.

TATEEEE.

[eagans]

Maisie Peters, “There It Goes” / art by Otoha Takenami

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[hisuncontrollableanger]

the absolute worst thing is when they genuinely believe they've done nothing wrong

makes you feel fucking insane for hurting, doesn't it?

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Gaslighting at its ultimate finest.

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...

I told you I would fucking do it, and you didn't believe me.

At one point, I'd like to think that you did, though.

The truth was, you celebrated my rage because you were never the intended target. If someone else was in the crossfire of it? You happily sat on the sidelines and watched me burn the world down, only glad it wasn't you.... because you were coddled, right? You were ....... put on an emotional pedestal. You were fucking cherished - a reminder to be gentle - to take care. Not because you were fragile, but because I never wanted to let you down. Because I could tell you looked up to me in some way.

But you only made me more dangerous because you took my gentleness for granted and only watered and fueled the bitter, wounded, angry side of me. Now you run because the mess you made got ugly, and the flames are finally too high.

You refuse to be fucking smothered by a fucking fire you ignited.

You helped me smolder the shittiest parts of me, the parts I didn't know how to contain or manage. The parts I didn't want to confront. But then..... you were the one to reignite the raging, destructive fire inside of me all over again, but had the audacity to blame me for the damage done, even though you were the one holding the gasoline and the matches.

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Psst.

I don't know who needs to hear this but -

Changing the name you go by and changing your usernames online while adopting a new friend group does not and will not ever change what you did or the mistakes you've made. It will not redeem you, and it will not absolve you of your wrongdoings or the pain you've caused others. You're still the same empty, scared, selfish person that you were before. Stop hiding. You have nothing to prove. It only makes you a coward.

Running does not evade accountability or responsibility. It will only ensure that accountability finds you instead, and it will not be in the nicest form. It will not be gentle or kind. It will be in the form of karma well deserved.