Honestly when i get home from Vietnamese class I immediately want to continue reading. I need to be soooo disciplined and productive. I need to be need to be need to be.
And tomorrow I will no longer put off doing the reanalysis that I am supposed to be doing because I am supposed to present it at a conference in barely more than two weeks and it needs a lot of love and attention in order to be presentable. I don't want to fake it till I make it, it should actually be decent.
I am pretty pissed off, not gonna lie. Like, yes I have been too slothful for the past three years but good god if the institute were not such a soulsucking place and if my supervisor were even slightly involved then I would have worked much harder.
I want to scream


















