Some Guy 404

I’m a depressed teen boy who’s favorite color is red. This is my private place.

[someguy404]

[someguy404]

I hate my entire being

[someguy404]

I knew I wouldn’t die but I tried to kill myself

I took too many sleeping pills. I thought,

“Well, at least I’ll sleep the whole day. If I die, then that’ll be okay.”

I woke up disappointed. My stomach hurt and I felt overall empty.

I’ve been more reckless lately, t@king piIIs, percing myself, and cvtting too deep lately.

I am a danger to myself and I don’t know what to do.

[someguy404]

I thought i would’ve died at 7,

I thought I would’ve died at 8,

I thought I would’ve died at 9,

I thought I would’ve died at 10,

I thought I would’ve died at 11,

I thought I would’ve died at 12,

I thought I would’ve died at 13,

But at 14 now, I’m still here.

I hate it

[someguy404]

scared of dying, tired of living

[someguy404]

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[someguy404]

It’s hell knowing that you want to die, but don’t have the balls to go through with it.

Peace is waiting for me and I’m delaying it with my own fears

I don’t know what Im scared of, waking up and living everyday is worse than dying

[someguy404]

I’m done worrying people

[someguy404]

Does anyone know how to be sent to a mental hospital??? I don’t mean this in an attention seeking way.

I’m a minor and I can’t admit myself, I’m too scared to call a hotline, and my family doesn’t notice anything— even my multiple attempts.

I know some r not the best places to be but I genuinely can’t keep myself safe anymore. Pls help.

[someguy404]

Fuck I know no one will see this and no one will care but I’m fucking done

I’m so done

I’m done trying I can’t do it anymore

My whole life I’ve felt like I could bearly stand and I’m tired. I want to collapse

Just let me fall and never get back up

Let it go black

[someguy404]

I feel like I’m going everywhere and no where at the same time.

[someguy404]

[someguy404]

I just went to go take a piss but I ended up with 10 new cuts wtf 😭😭

I’m still sitting on the toilet lid typing this I am so done with myself

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[someguy404]

Today I’m finally realizing that I do it to myself.

All my my trama has been self inflicted and it could’ve all been avoided if I wasn’t such a dumb child.

I could’ve said stopped when he touched me

I could’ve said no to dating at 21 year old at 9

I could’ve just not starved myself and kept my heart working

I could’ve just not cvt myself and kept my arms pretty

I could’ve stayed out of the pill cabinet and kept myself alive

I could’ve not been gay and made it easier for my mother

I could’ve been a better son to my dad so he didn’t hurt me

[someguy404]

[someguy404]

I canceled on plans to go out with my friend’s today.

I should’ve went.

All I’m doing here is sitting alone in my room rotting, and I hate it.