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Made a side blog for me (H) :D yay!! Main is @atelltalebbokenheart

Others may post on here but if there's no sign off the post was probably made by me :)

Adult mentally and bodily

I just realized this is my blog so I can do what I want forever!! I may post some adult things from time to time (will be tagged!!) but mostly probably not

siphonophoresys

running a ttrpg campaign where my friends are totally not interacting regularly with one of my alters unmasked 👉👈

#Putting my headmates in ttrpgs why didn't I think of that #Gotta have someone else make our next character and have it just be them

thegroovybears

Hiii I hope you know your tags made us super happy we teared up 🥹 hope you're having a good day/night and have yourself some free time and fun soaps too 🫶

@void-and-aether

jdlfkjklds I'm very very glad to hear that <3

I'll definitely add it to the list, hah! Had a nice long shower a few days ago which felt similar enough? (though gods know it wouldn't hurt to have another ;-;)

You lot are absolutely amazing, wishing you all of the best! Also! Took me so very long to realize, BUT. TELL-TALE HEART REFERENCE? YIPPEE? ^ nerd /silly

#honorary mention that IF there's anything you need help with/can't do alone #lemme know and I'll see if I can assist/find someone to help! :D /gen #<- Hmmmm lemmine know if you find any mc seeds with good big valleys #Orrr if you know any good music making programs #Thank you!!!!

thegroovybears

Hiii I hope you know your tags made us super happy we teared up 🥹 hope you're having a good day/night and have yourself some free time and fun soaps too 🫶

@void-and-aether

jdlfkjklds I'm very very glad to hear that <3

I'll definitely add it to the list, hah! Had a nice long shower a few days ago which felt similar enough? (though gods know it wouldn't hurt to have another ;-;)

You lot are absolutely amazing, wishing you all of the best! Also! Took me so very long to realize, BUT. TELL-TALE HEART REFERENCE? YIPPEE? ^ nerd /silly

#someone just interjected 'all args come from some form of retroslop'#<- uhh thank?? You?? Unknown person 😭 I think??#Also I was gonna say (but completely forgor)#I've been wanting to make this for a while #And I hyperfocused on it sososo much #And of course stressful things happened #So we ended up. Splitting one of the characters 😭#So that's her blog she made lol #you lot have to update us on how that goes hehehe /nf!!#<- I'll certainly try!!!#I did make a promise to her that I'd see this come to fruition so I gotta actually make it

thegroovybears

Hiii I hope you know your tags made us super happy we teared up 🥹 hope you're having a good day/night and have yourself some free time and fun soaps too 🫶

@void-and-aether

jdlfkjklds I'm very very glad to hear that <3

I'll definitely add it to the list, hah! Had a nice long shower a few days ago which felt similar enough? (though gods know it wouldn't hurt to have another ;-;)

You lot are absolutely amazing, wishing you all of the best! Also! Took me so very long to realize, BUT. TELL-TALE HEART REFERENCE? YIPPEE? ^ nerd /silly

#Awe shucks #And yeah telltale heart reference!!#I wanna make my own minecraft arg that's a VERY loose retelling of it #Inspired by literally every mcarg ever #I've seen all of them like seriously if I put minecraft arg into the youtube search bar all of them have been watched

void-and-aether

I had a dream about my ex where I sent a really emotional and heartfelt ask and when I woke up I was like I DIDN'T ACTUALLY SEND THAT RIGHT?!?!??! 😭😭😭

Anyways I caved and sent him a small ask wishing him well

Also I was in the backrooms in the dream lol

void-and-aether

I'm feeling very sad cause of that dream he was super mean to me but like in a way that he (at least the guy I remember) never would in real life

#And based on his posts I don't think he's changed much #Which is nice #He's a very funny fun guy he deserves to be happy

I had a dream about my ex where I sent a really emotional and heartfelt ask and when I woke up I was like I DIDN'T ACTUALLY SEND THAT RIGHT?!?!??! 😭😭😭

Anyways I caved and sent him a small ask wishing him well

Also I was in the backrooms in the dream lol

#plural stuff #actually plural #pluralgang #plural community #plurality #system blog #multiplicity #system stuff #sysblr #weird dreams

chestersbraincell

Idk. I feel like a big part of our plurality was just. The fact that there was Too Much of various things for one personality to reasonably hold. Not necessarily one BIG/continuous trauma, but just. Too many different traumas and the ways they shaped us that simply became too conplicated for one person to be. Too many traits that contradicted one another to comprehend as one person. Anyone?

#“Too many traits that contradicted one another to comprehend as one person.”#I used to think I was just crazy #And accepted that I was just a “walking contradiction”#And that I was severely mentally unstable #I hated myself so bad because I thought I was just some strange unknowable horribly contradictory/indecisive creature #I know now of course #But like everything #I'm still dealing with the repercussions/residue of it all #Anyways you're not alone op 🫶

kr33perklown

"average person gains 10 introjects a year" factoid actually just statistical error. average person gains zero introjects a day. Introjects georg, who lives in cave gains over 10,000 each day. is an outlier adn should not have been counted

#Used to be us #It was the trenches man #And then we just #Completely forgot we were plural lol

alex-is-fxcked-up

im scared and i need help

i have 3 (3.5?) different systems all saying they think im a system. (all very close friends of mine btw)

the issue isn't the accusation, i dont think theres anything wrong with being a system, i just. for me??

don't other singlets not remember massive chunks of their (decently traumatic) childhood? don't other singlets feel like their body isn't theirs when they look in the mirror? don't other singlets have names and voices for their emotions like it's fucking inside out? don't other singlets feel this disconnected from reality?

i cant be a system. i dont know why i cant, i just cant. every time i try to come to the conclusion its like nails on a chalkboard, something im not meant to know.

why don't i belong in my own brain?

i dont understand but i want to understand and i just want this all to stop or be better or anything. please.

void-and-aether

Hi! I'm not always the greatest with comforting or the best with wording things but

Yes singlets can have memory loss

Yes singlets can feel like their body isn't theirs

But I doubt singlets have names and voices for their emotions

i cant be a system. i dont know why i cant, i just cant. every time i try to come to the conclusion its like nails on a chalkboard, something im not meant to know.

I think this is something a lot of systems struggle with, especially early on. DID/OSDD/etc are meant to be covert, and oftentimes that means hiding it from the people inside the body too.

My advice? Take things slow! Especially since your brain is rejecting so harshly, and you're already distressed. Things work differently for different systems but maybe a note or a directed though here or there could get you something? For us, it's typically easy to tell a thought from a headmate because (while the sound still sounds like it's coming from inside our head) headmates sound like they're behind whoever is controlling the body. But if it doesn't come easy, don't stress!

Research can also help! Learning things like journaling or communication techniques can help you learn more about yourself(s). Looking around on tumblr and seeing other people talk about their experiences can be nice too! But don't let it overwhelm you. There's no right or wrong way of existing!

Also, you don't always have to know everything all the time. It's completely normal!

#I'm sorry you're feeling this way #I hope this helped or brought some comfort #If even a little #You're not alone!

64mpg

guy who has a mental health condition that comes and goes: i’m cured this time actually i can feel it

64mpg

same guy when they start having symptoms again: what the fuck is happening and why

void-and-aether

About to take a bath who's proud of me

dawn-in-asphodel

I am !!!!

void-and-aether

:DDD Thank you!!!

About to take a bath who's proud of me

#executive dysfunction #hygeine #plural stuff #actually plural #plural system #sysblr #plural community #system blog #system stuff #pluralgang #multiplicity #plurality

N saved a bush cicada and was rewarded with seeing a dog day cicada :D

#cicadas #bug #bugs #plural stuff #sysblr #multiplicity #plurality #system blog #system stuff #plural system #plural community #actually plural #pluralgang

emotionalsupporthandgun

why is my main coping skill/entertainment getting obsessed with random ass people (not celebrities) only for it to fizzle out in a few days. oh and liquor (+drugs) but yk

localnewspaper

I am so lost why is homestuck like a canon event for systems, you read homestuck you either get a fictive, or an alter/headmate that's very obviously draws from it LMFAO

#Haven't even read it #And yet.......

96 degrees outside 💔💔💔💔💔💔 stay safe in the heat yall

#pluralgang #plural stuff #actually plural #plural community #plurality #system stuff #sysblr #system blog #plural system

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