When life crashes down to the mind @somex-kid - Tumblr Blog

Cya tumblr Done a lot for me. Met some lovely people i dont talk to anymore through here. Allowed me to find punk culture and experience its branches. Ill be punk one day. Thanks for all the porn too. lmao Opened my eyes to a lot of things, I find myself very accepting of most everything now. Later

Name

Some-x-kid comes from 2 places. Decent greenday song that i got stuck in my head for like 2yrs straight after release. And also the fact i dont recall what being a kid is. Not that i grew up or anything. Its blank, gone. Theres no memory. I was a kid at some point. But I, me, my brain. Seeminly hasnt lived it. At this point im way way past my expiry date. Ive been feeling that for a good amount of years now. But fuck it. Ive been allowed to be happy and feel new things. do new stuff. So fuck you, life, world, universe. If you wont let me be happy then ill continue to pretend for those i care for and im sick of your bullshit anyway. Ill continue living. If not for the new me, then for the people who let me find out who she is.

2months, 4.5 months, 6 months hrt changes. Shits magic. Am trans. Am gurl. Fuck being a guy. Fuck those who wouldnt listen to me when i opened up about this stuff over a decade ago. I wasted so much time out of fear. Learning to love myself. Not there yet, wont be for a while. But at least i can pretend to be hot in some selfies and send them to my friends who matter.

Lmao.

Ive come back to tumblr less and less. I imagine my blog has been dead for like 7yrs or whatever. Used to repost and queue stuff sorta properly and shit. Now i come back, try to use the site and it just feels like its ad spammed and the same shit round and round. Takes forever to find anything im actually interested in even with all the tags and filters. Maybe im just older and grew out of this place. But i still hold it dearly to me heart. Wouldnt say it "helped" me or anything. If anything it pushed me over the edge a few times. lul. Is this a farewell to a website i grew up with? Maybe. Did this place help me figure out who i am and who i want to be? Sorta..? It certainlly helped me find and explore things i never wouldve. So i do have appreciation. Anyway. Gunna post my boobs.

Also never posted my photography stuff here....

Could of done numbers. Lol

I miss feeling like Tumblr was my place. But I've changed a bunch. Basically no other socials aside from bsky and discord. But theyre not the same as tumblr years ago where id accidentally stumble into year long conversation with people fully randomly. Discord kinda but they drop off quick.

Idk why i have this still installed.

Well. I do know why.

Might get a notification from someone in the inbox one day. If they even remember me. X to doubt.

Ramblin

Welp. My friends are fucking HOT

mooonlighttbae

klinckfoster

WAKE UP

YOU’VE PROMISED

catchymemes

Fuck it. Imma allow myself to become happy. If not for myself then in spite of how much you fucked me up

Been encouraged to do a lot of photography stuff recently and its been really nice. Its really nice to have friends. People who give a shit. feels good this weekend should be a step up in my quality of life and im actually looking forward to something for the first time. Not used to that.