it feels like i’m becoming just like everyone else and i can’t help myself. i’m jealous, i’m expectant, i’m disappointed, i’m judgmental, i talk over others, i think i’m more right than others, i’m impatient. it feels like i’m fighting human nature. i just want to be open.
i feel like i used to be more open, accepting of other opinions. but i felt like i used to get walked all over because of that. now i’m less open and don’t get walked over as much. is there a middle ground?















