[songinspirea]

hi!!!!!!!  welcome!    this is an independent rp blog for    alwaro, a fandomless original character of my creation!     we’ve got a variety of crossover verses in here,   a few to be mentioned are   tolkien,   the witcher,   dungeons and dragons,    and a few others.     all of the information can be found on my google doc,    which is linked on my blog!

my name is erin!    i’m 23 and genderfluid   (   pronouns are all over the place,    most use she / her.   )    from the usa,    gmt-5.     i’ve been writing on tumblr for almost 8 years in a variety of fandoms.     my only other active blog is @heldrage​.     i’m currently in college full time   (  IN MY LAST YEAR, FINALLY.  )     and i also work,     so my activity will be more sporadic.     i’m always on mobile,    and i’m always around on discord however. 

please feel free to IM me or ask for my discord if we’re mutuals!    i love plotting and talking with my writing partners,    i just find i write a lot easier if i know you!    never feel shy to approach,    i’m always around!

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but there’s chaos brewing underneath my skin:    tectonic plates grinding and crashing in effort   to rattle my bones.    this is what it feels like to be in-between good days.    to be a self contained hurricane floating on calm waters.    teeth gritted,  knuckles white           trying to hold in the storm instead of making waves.    //   independent and mutually exclusive fandomless original character,    dungeons and dragons origins.    crossover and oc friendly.    mun & muse 21+.    nsfw material contained.    rebooted dec. 2020.    composed by:    erin

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alright here’s the deal.    the blog is moved,    you can find me over here.    this blog will now function as an archive.

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chuckles nervously:    his new blog is basically done what do i do now

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alright so here’s the deal.    i’m slowly moving alwaro on to a new blog for multiple reasons.     truly,   the biggest reason is the fact that i want to use the new blog as a gauge as to who truly wants to interact with me,    as i have a decent amount of followers and there’s only about 6-8 people who i write with.     i also feel incredibly anxious here for some reason.     i most likely won’t have him to the new blog until tomorrow or friday     (   he’s in baby blog jail anyway   )    but i just wanted to put this out there so people knew what was going on.

[fairysmooches]

yearning   rp   meme.

when   you’re   in   love   and   can’t   admit   it.

i want you to be happy.

you can’t get rid of me that easy.

i care about you. a lot.

you’re my best friend. you always have been.

we can share the bed. if that’s not weird.

what are we?

what am i to you?

have you ever been in love?

it reminded me of you.

i think about you all the time.

you matter to me. more than anyone else.

can you believe they thought we were a couple?

imagine if we really did like each other that way, huh.

are you… jealous?

i didn’t mean it like that.

i’ll always be here for you.

you always know how to make me smile.

you’ll always be safe with me.

always.

i sleep better when you’re around.

you awake?

i trust you.

i feel calmer when i’m with you.

stay.

don’t go.

it’s okay. i’ve got you.

it wouldn’t be the same without you.

wait, let me fix it for you.

i’m glad you’re here.

sorry for calling you so late.

i couldn’t sleep.

i didn’t think you’d pick up.

can we be alone for a bit?

stay with me tonight?

[rp-memes-cafe]

Tell me why you followed me and what made you stay.

[blossomfully]

Sue Zhao

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it’s always an interesting day when you find out your job hasn’t been processing commission sales for an entire year.

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i’m gonna..... go do something.       but if you wanna send me memes,     i’d appreciate you.

[ywukki]

it’s been...... 6 minutes and 32 seconds since i last received any attention... its tough out here... i’m already starting to run short on supplies..... i really might not make it this time....

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first day back to work in two weeks,         first day of freedom from school,     and i already want to throw myself into the void and never return.         it’s a good day lads.

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okay so because i want more interactions on here,     like this if you’re  interested  in plotting something in any of the verses i have available.    i think the only one that has an actual write up is the tolkien one,    but i’m happy to talk about other ones and the potential of adding others in order to branch out with muses from other fandoms. 

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i’m gonna go poke around on the mutli,     but consider this a lyric starter call.

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today is the day i do many things.      because i gotta go back to work tomorrow.

[givemeameme-blog]

Please tell me your favorite things about my portrayal/muse?

Anon is acceptable.

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@radiantcrown​ liked for a starter.

he was tired.      so so tired.       the feeling to lie down,     submit to this earth and pass into the halls across the sea was so great,         he was certain it would happen.   (  the world is not a pleasant place to be........   without someone.  )     that lack of feeling,     the loss of that bond was so great,       it was beyond alwaro’s comprehension that he had even made it this far.     yet,     he knew that strength had to be mustered,      for the child in his arms,      his child,    their child.     

he found no peace in sirion,       no sanctuary.       his safety was gone,      his comfort.    destroyed,    desecrated by evil forces,      for the other half of him breathed no more.      in the sea of faces,      faces of refugees,      faces of people he served,      he loved,       he found an all too familiar one,     one he had not seen in quite sometime.      

yet there was no joy,      no happiness in his face.       how fragmented he was now,      in the face of destruction.      his features were etched with misery,     yet somehow he managed to find his way to her,      only to realize he had nothing to say.

“       i had hoped to find you again,       only in better circumstances.      ”