Don't fix my smile. Life is long enough.

Dreamer, lover, writer, fandom junkie, weirdo, fanfiction aficionado, japanophile, singer, flutist, aspiring guitarist, geek. Superwholocked, old school anime fangirl. 40 year old, 26 year fandom veteran, married (but separated) with fangirl/boy children. Demisexual Panromantic Ketete Motata @ Leviathan FFXIV Ships -> Good Omens - Aziracrow * Supernatural - Destiel * Sherlock - Johnlock * Doctor Who - The Doctor/Rose * BNHA - BKDK * Kingdom Hearts - SoRiku * Naruto - Sasunaru * Gundam Wing - 1x2

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It's 2024 and I'm still clowning for a Rose Tyler/Doctor reunion.

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Update: It's May 31, 2025 and what the fuck ... it's a ... union I guess ...

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Your love for him was the messiest, silliest, most predictable thing in the universe. And it always made me smile.

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There's something poetic about soulmates, in a universe without God and therefore the concept of souls, still finding each other regardless.

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Thinking of writing a Byler fic. Gotta couple of ideas that won't leave me alone. Just not sure whose POV I wanna do it in. Thoughts? Leaning towards Mike, I think.

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Recently got into Stranger Things fics, and things that have been bothering me :

1. Caller ID was NOT a thing in the 80's. You didn't know who was calling until you picked up the phone. I'd say it got to be a thing mid nineties-ish

2. NO ONE was using the internet, except maybe the military. For reference, earliest internet search I remember was Yahoo in '94. Google wasn't even invented until '98. Amazon was a freaking bookstore.

3. You didn't have a CD player in your car unless you were rich as hell. More common in the 90's, but still not standard for a while.

Source? I lived it.

(Sorry to be that person, but one of my fave aspects of the show is the time period nostalgia, and these things are just pulling me right out of stories)

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Dear Stranger Things Byler fandom,

Sorry your ship ended up half sailing and never reached a real response at its destination.

Love, a Spn Destiel fangirl. Empathy for you, loves.

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Billie be trolling. My head hurts.

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Bad Wolf. BAD WOLF.

BaD WoLF!!

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... So the Doctor can go fuck themself now, yes?

I'll see myself out.

Timepetals forever.

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I am awful and I suck and I'm sorry. WTF self. Will be writing again soon. Life has been absolutely insane.

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WTF is Balthazar doing in my KDrama?!

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Lol at cooling an Angel Food Cake on a Family Business beer bottle.

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Just wanted to apologize for the lack of update to Centuries. Moving house has been absolutely draining and time consuming. Just about settled, but the wifi is still not up. I have the weekend off, so I should be able to get the next chapter out then or very soon after.

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Just wanted to let anyone reading "Centuries" know that I am still working on the next chapter, but I'm in the middle of packing for a move - and I have three kids at home, a more than full time work schedule, and I'm a single mom ... So. Time is not a thing I have a lot of. It will be out as soon as I can get the time to go over it again and patch some things.

[videogamepolls]

What generation was your first console?

First (Odyssey, Coleco Telstar, Home Pong)

Second (Channel F, Atari 2600, Odyssey 2, Intellivision, ColecoVision)

Third (NES, Sega Master System, Atari 7800)

Fourth (TurboGrafx-16, Genesis, Neo Geo, Super NES)

Fifth (3DO, Jaguar, Saturn, PlayStation, N64)

Sixth (Dreamcast, PS2, GameCube, Xbox)

Seventh (Xbox 360, PS3, Wii)

Eighth (Wii U, PS4, Xbox One, Switch)

Ninth (PS5, Xbox Series X/S)

Never owned a console / Results

Voting ended onMar 23, 2024

This Wikipedia article has a more comprehensive list

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goddamn you people are young

gotta get some of my old followers to help balance this out lol

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Atari 2600. Spent countless hours playing Burger Time and Donkey Kong on it at my aunt's house during Sunday get togethers. Original NES came shortly after.

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That I can write stuff like I just wrote and have it be in character with 14 when it just would not with 10 ... is so, so very cathartic. Yay character growth.

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If I had a nickel for every time David Tennant played a non human creature that is both non binary and pansexual, is in love with their vehicle and suffered more than Jesus because of their blonde love interest, I’d have two nickels

Which isn’t a lot, but man isn’t it amazing that it happened twice?