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# 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 is an independent, Highly Selective, and Private role play blog featuring Vivian Banshee from Hoyoverse's Zenless Zone Zero (zzz)! As shed by Shanelle. This blog was originally established April 27th, 2025.
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carrd.
No, she is not apologizing for locking him in the closet with him.
𝔰𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔱 𝔡𝔞𝔶𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪
The pain he could hear from her…It cut deeper than any blade. Vivian… One of the few people he let even close to him, had been hurt by his actions.
❛ Do you always hurt your family so? ❜
The voice makes him freeze… How dare it try to twisted things in this moment when he was trying to reach out to her. A shaky breath is taken in, as fingers curl in, nails lightly biting at the skin of his palms. He was already certain one of his ankles might be twisted from the initial start of it.
Could she even help him? He didn't want her to witness him in such a… Violent, yet pathetic state, but Hugo couldn't deny it was… Almost unbearable to go through it alone. How his mind twisted every event of his life – Both the good && the bad – into abhorrently nightmarish scenes.
Perhaps he was cursed to never truly be happy--
❝ I.. Hallucinate. My body spasms && fights… It's unsightly. However… I do not know if another being here to try to keep me here… Would do anything to calm it. I just… I do not want to end up hurting you while I'm in such a state. Even right now as we speak… It twists the words of what you say into cruelties… ❞
❛ Perhaps I'd have been better off if you had actually died. ❜
Ah. That, while it hurt, knew it wasn't something she truly felt. … But it didn't stop the wandering thought of perhaps that little demon voice that had the audacity to lace it's words with her beautiful voice
❝ What I do know… Is your touch is comforting. ❞
𝐒𝐎 𝐈𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒. Lightly tinted pink lips pushed together, keeping her hand up on his wrist. He hallucinates…spasms…and he's uncertain if she can actually help. A deep sigh leaves her, her hand moving to instead hold his now--though she is careful not to press on any forming bruises and such.
Rubies look him over fully once more; taking in his state. The bruises forming, his lip that she was certain was busted. His ankle was twitching--had he sprained it? She wasn't sure, she would have to properly look at it. As they talk more and more, slowly her ire dissipates. Her hurt turns to worry--but of course it did.
It was him, after all.
❝ If my touch is comforting, then is that not enough to allow me to stay by your side, Hugo? ❞ She murmurs, kneeling in front of him--making certain her dress was neat. Still, she kept her hand on his.
❝ You will never know unless you try it. Is that not what you've always told me? After all, how are we to figure things out? And it might prove valuable data for the cure, as well. ❞ She states easily, though she didn't think she truly needed to convince him anymore. Still, she continued on.
❛ Let me be there for you…Let me help you…Let me love you, damn it… ❜
@sonnettears continued from x
Oh, how the air shifted in a way that he knew she wasn't simply going to follow that request. Hazy the world might be to him at the moment, he still could read her… Not to mention his ears picked up on the whispered words she had uttered.
Though perhaps, in this moment, he wished he couldn't read the room quite so well. He could feel the pain behind those words, those actions. It only added more to his misery.
A shaky breath is taken in, he trying to get his mind to clear enough so he could properly address her.
❝ Mon papillon… Forgive me. I will explain everything… ❞
A shudder goes through him… The chills setting in.
❝ It has been months… Since about the time I faked my death. I allowed… Myself to undergo testing for the poison in my system… So that those also inflicted with it could have a cure without having to go through what I am… Or worse, be dead. I considered it a small price to pay.
Though, I will say, that does not excuse my choice to keep you in the dark after all is said && done. My only excuse I can offer… Was I did not wish for you to worry more about me… But I am aware that is a foolish reason for not telling you. ❞
𝐌𝐔𝐂𝐇 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐌, 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌 𝐅𝐀𝐑 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋. She could see he was genuinely apologetic. She could hear the sincerity in his words, despite his….well. Currently incapacitated state. She debates a moment, closing her parasol and using it for the moment to lean upon, the silver tip now on the ground.
The nickname is noted…rubies softening at it. His reason for doing it is…noble. Of course he and only he would do such a thing. Though he'd never admit it, Hugo cared more than he let on with things. Even with her…It's the other reason why he never told her his plan to fake his death, her only finding out after he was back ( Speaking of things that annoyed her to no end ). But…
It was wrong of her to expect--hope--he'd be open with her about everything. She knew this. After all…they both had different and similar agendas. And…ah…that was her emotions speaking.
❝ ….Hugo…. ❞ She quietly murmurs, worrying her bottom lip now as she watches him. Eventually, a quiet sigh leaves her lips--her hand resting gently upon his right wrist.
❝ Are your…moments like this usually that violent to where you have to tie yourself up? ❞ She queries, giving him another once over.
❝ How long do they last? What can I do, if anything? Is leaving you as you are truly the only thing…? ❞ It did still hurt that he…had hid this but…there was no point in her being upset. What was done was done…but on that same note, she wondered quietly if the proxies knew…or even Lycaon.
“ i don’t want you here. just go. ”
some angst idk y’all i like crying | @abyssalverdict
𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐖 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐓𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐌, 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆. But admittedly, it was only because of the way he looked in this moment…the fact that he was bound by his wrists and his ankles to a sturdy chair, on the lowest floor of his estate. Had he been his perfectly fine, normal self, she….
Isn't so certain she'd know. And even now, as she looks at the bruises upon his face and hands, the way he looks at her as if she had said something absurdly offensive…rubies study the blond male, gaze half lidded.
“ I don’t want you here. just go. ”
Was that said because she was here while he was down? Suffering effects of…something? Something she didn't know about? Or had he meant them deep down inside? What if whatever was going on made one say things they truly….She was getting far too ahead of herself. She shakes her head, keeping carmine hues closed for a moment. Lightly tinted pink lips inhale deeply, and then she exhales it as deeply as she had taken in the breath of air.
❝ Hugo…If that were the case, you should have made your basement floor a lot more secure. It's not like you, leaving things so easy to unlock and intrude. If I didn't know better, I'd say you're an impostor…How long have you been going through this? ❞
The mere idea that it's been months possibly without her knowing…irks her more and more. Why did he have to hide things from her?! Did he not trust her enough? She had came to understand last time he hid something from her…it was all part of his scheme and she admits; she did need to play her part. But for that to be the case, she needed to be unaware. This, however…
This was entirely different. This was something he could have--should have--shared with her. With those close….and they were close…weren't they?
❝ …Why do you keep things from me? Don't you trust me… ❞ She can't help but utter quietly under her breath, hands curled up into a fist…were she another person, she's certain she'd had swung at him. However, she keeps to herself, appearing calm--collected.
Someone had to be, as in this moment--it wasn't Hugo Vlad.
@abyssalverdict I'm sorry in advance.
some angst idk y’all i like crying
“ i don’t want you here. just go. ”
“ you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’ yeah you did. like it or not, i know exactly who you are. ”
“ why won’t you even look at me? ”
“ i’m not angry at you. i’m angry with myself for trusting you. ”
“ i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy. ”
“ i know it’s not fair to say this, but i don’t have anything without you. if i don’t have you i have nothing. ”
“ you can’t love me. not the way i need to be loved. ”
“ i’m broken. and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it. something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was. ”
“ sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before. it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new. ”
“ okay, so you’re a monster. so am i. lets be monsters together. ”
“ because of what they/you did i’m damaged. ”
“ what the hell is wrong with you? ”
“ what the hell is wrong with me? ”
“ i can’t fix you. you can’t expect me to know how to fix you. ”
“ yeah, i’ll be here. i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running. ”
“ my world is just falling apart. it’s like everything is just crumbling around me. i don’t know what to do. i just want it to stop ”
“ you’re the only thing that makes sense right now. everything else is just— the world is so loud. and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here. ”
“ i don’t know how to talk about shit okay? it’s too hard. but i do care. i need you to trust me that i care. ”
“ stop punishing yourself. you wanna make up for what you’ve done? get off your ass and do something about it. ”
“ whatever it is you think was going on between us, you’re wrong. ”
“ it didn’t mean anything to me. ”
“ you should move on. i did. ”
“ i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against. ”
“ stop pushing me away. i’m not going anywhere, asshole. and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours, the better. ”
“ i don’t need you in my life. i don’t want you in it. ”
“ i can’t trust myself. if i let myself get comfortable enough, when i try to be happy, people get hurt. ”
“ people like me don’t get to have peace. ”
“ i’m not the person you want. i know you think i am. but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake. ”
“ you want the truth? the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison. it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up. and it’ll destroy us both. ”
“ i’ll always choose you. that’s the worst part of it all. i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same. ”
“ you never had to be perfect. you just had to stay. ”
“ will you please just stay for once. just. don’t walk away. ”
“ if i loved you less, i might be able to talk about it more. ”
“ just tell me something real. tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us. ”
“ when you look at me, i feel seen. i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart. no one has ever looked that deeply at me. ”
“ how can you uncover so much about someone, make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you. and then just throw it all away? ”
“ if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back. ”
“ why are you so afraid of trusting this— trusting us. what’s making you hold back? ”
“ will you still be here? will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart. ”
“ i don’t care how willing you are to die for me. i want you to fucking live with me. live for us. ”
HURT/COMFORT
[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone.
[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset.
[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort.
[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.
[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling.
[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them.
[ CARRY ] for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.
[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep.
[ STRUGGLE ] for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other.
[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears.
[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up.
[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry.
[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries.
[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close.
[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close.
[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst.
[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)
[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight.
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I took matters into my own hands and edited Hugo and Vivian out of their avatar frames.
Vivian in 'Love like a Bouquet'
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