Forlorn and Felicity

come and take a sip

[sophiaelnar]

When you finally become certain of something, but instead of having a eureka moment, you feel pain and longing.

S L.E. She end in pity

[sophiaelnar]

I just want to stop time.

Split seconds...

And imagine every impossible thing with you.

S.L.E. frozen time

[sophiaelnar]

Sometimes, it is with the deep scars that one could see right.

S.L.E. Le petit me

[sophiaelnar]

What's more difficult?

Than knowing what you should do

But still end up in the slumps

Dressing as a potential

Treated something special

But deep in that soul, you know—

You're nothing but a pathological pretender.

Starting to go bonkers...

S.E. — Shapeshifting Liar

[sophiaelnar]

The theme was supposed to be pain, but all I felt was random and void. A vast starry meadow lies a lost hopeless romantic.

- Eselee

[sophiaelnar]

You woke up to an everyday feeling where you feel less of your self worth.

[sophiaelnar]

We both agree to fall in love

We both agree to endure it all at any cost

We both understand the risks,

the pain it will possibly cause,

the tears we will probably shed, and

the laughter that will be probably remembered as the history of us.

We were rebellious and stubborn, we put our hearts at risk

Years and we grew callous, in denial, and lost.

- Eselee, When Love Grew Stagnant

[sophiaelnar]

After all those years, I miss myself.

But I don't miss the pain that comes with it.

- Eselee, Aching Nostalgia

[sophiaelnar]

In the country side

A girl stares at the night sky

With aching heart and revolting cries,

As she silently wishes extinction for injustices.

- Eselee , Fragile Innocence

[sophiaelnar]

In the light of dawn

Little bird is set to fly,

Hopes and dreams arise

S.E. - New Beginnings

[sophiaelnar]

Someday he will realize his worth. That even without me, he'll prosper. One day, his hard work will be paid off, and he will be the happiest man.

I will be happy too, teary-eyed even. I know my man can do it, for I believe in him for years,

...because I was once there with him.

S. E. Dear, Past.

[sophiaelnar]

Everybody deserves a nice cup of tea,

After a long day of demanding work;

After a series of unforeseen rejections;

After a grievous break up;

Everybody deserves a nice cup of tea.

We all do.

-Nyl aifos, T for Serenity

[sophiaelnar]

Love is complicated.

Like beings, it evolves.

Like language, it changes— overtime.

To the point that I can no longer fathom its magnificence.

Curious and stubborn as we are, we still indulge in its scary yet addicting offer– the journey of sadness and happiness.

sofialyn, 4am Thoughts

[sophiaelnar]

I am happy,

We both are,

... and will always be.

I am so happy that it makes me sad.

What if we are so happy to the point we can't feel pain even we part ways.

S.E. Sepanx

[sophiaelnar]

This is the time where I cozy up and cry instead of cuddling through the night.

*sigh*

S. E. Longing

[sophiaelnar]

I bury my sorrows everywhere, because the world is my journal; she never replies yet never fail to remind me of what I wrote.

S. E. Unseen Journal

[sophiaelnar]

You want to be a hero? You must first cry a river.

S. E. - Struggles