clow

Clow. Adult. He/It/any

[sorcererclow]

I'm Clow

He/It/any

Genderweird/genderqueer

Autistic

Adult

Current main fandoms: The Summer Hikaru Died, Naruto, Link Click

I have a discord book club you may join if you're extremely based (and over 18 yrs old)

Things you might find here:

BL and GL manga

Anime/manga in general (Death Note, CLAMP, TSHD, Naruto, etc.)

Videogames, especially indie horror ones. (Mouthwashing, OFF, Ib, Rule of Rose, Pokemon, etc.)

Horror media (ARG's, Backrooms, SCP, Horror podcasts, etc.)

Books (Mostly fantasy and horror fiction, mostly queer)

Politics/Geopolitics/Communism (I keep it to a minimum, this is more of a fandom and personal blog)

Sometimes fanart/OC's

Some writing

Media analyisis

Current tags:

I don't tag most things but you can ask me to if you want to block a tag for whatever reason, including tagging spoilers.

Text posts by me: #clowposting

Live blogging stuff: #clow re reading tshd, #clow watches naruto, #clow reads frankenstein, #clow watches link click

Art: #clowart

The Summer Hikaru Died analysis: #hgsn analysis

Tags for blocking if you wish: #politics

Feel free to ask me anything. You can message me if we are mutuals.

[i-suggest-aro]

imagine if people actually took romantic consent seriously. wouldn't it be fucking awesome. i know they never will, but just. take a moment and imagine it with me

[i-suggest-aro]

no more "just give them a chance, maybe you'll end up liking them!", no more "if you're going to reject someone, at least apologize to them!", no more shaming people for breaking up/divorcing, no more demonizing people for rejecting other peoples' romantic advances, no more shoving romance in romance repulsed peoples' face on purpose to provoke us, no more "i know we agreed to just be friends with benefits, but i thought you were going to fall in love with me eventually!", no more "i can fix them" when the only thing "wrong" with them is that they want to fuck without dating.

wouldn't it be nice?

[sorcererclow]

A friend I used to hang out with every week once confessed his feelings for me, which I didn't reciprocate. I wanted to stay friends, didn't see why we couldn't, we had been friends the whole time without any romance, why did that have to change? but he decided to stop hanging out with me.

I was heartbroken and felt tossed aside. I didn't understand why our friendship wasn't worth anything to him if he couldn't have me romantically or sexually. I felt betrayed and dehumanised, like I didn't matter to him as a person but only as a romantic prospect.

When I told other friends about it, to my surprise they all sided with him. "He is heartbroken, it's hard to get rejected" even my THERAPIST said this. It's not like I didn't empathize with him, but wasn't I rejected too? No one else could see that but me, they placed me as some sort of villain that had power over him in that situation, when all I did was set a boundary between friendship and romance. All I did was not consent to the terms he wanted for our relationship, I rejected them, my terms were different and he rejected those.

I've had my heart broken by friends over and over and it hurt the same, if not more, than any romantic heartbreak. Why is friendship undervalued next to romantic feelings?

To be honest, to this day I'm still pissed that no one sided with me on this. There's so much unraveling that needs to get done around how we view different relationships in our lives, and I feel like most people can't even scratch the surface when it comes to this questioning.

[randomlini]

First, I find it wrong that people defend him for feeling rejected and I’m also aware that friendship in general is undervalued compared to romance. So no, you don’t own him any romantic relationship. However, the same thing could be said about you when it comes to friendships. He doesn’t owe you any friendship. Also, keep that in mind that not everyone wants to have friends, feels comfortable interacting with friends after being rejected or feel the need to process their feelings first before any friendship. Consent matters too when it come to friendships.

[sorcererclow]

Yeah I'm not taking your opinions seriously:

[catchymemes]

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[easel-eisel]

this email couldve been a meeting where we stand on seven tall pillars with our faces in shadow

[mlarayoukai-archive]

You show a cat something and they're like sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff ooooh I understand now. Don't care

[9puppiesdrowninginapool]

Ken was created from Barbie’s rib

[csny]

the bus is never going to come because im a bad person

[jame7t]

daddydom ASMR but 5 seconds in he gets attacked by a cackling witch

[cornsumer]

i’m sorry but what the actual fuck

[jame7t]

a cackling witch

[sfemonster]

A parade of empty beasts. Art from a zine i made called moon chase ♥︎

[circusboogaloo]

Soriku for a @chainedmemory28 birthday!! 😋🎂

[subaru-copilot]

looks inside procrastination -> it's anxiety -> looks inside anxiety -> it's fear -> looks inside fear -> it's shame

[teaboot]

Surely these circumstances will improve with additional shame

[senatortedcruz]

Listening to songs and thinking about something the songs aren’t about

[nonlynear]

Let me put it this way : Hi

[wildspringday]

[ivipl1]

👽👾🪼🌌

ohh so aliens

[bruzum]

[seven-oh-four]

if you delete one of your miis, the other miis who were their friends should mourn them. there should be a chance for one of them to make it their life's mission to make you pay for what you did