My name is Elias, I'm a tarot, astrology and energy reader. My spiritual path began 7 years ago, which was catapulted by strange/unexplainable experiences in my life and I've been reading and studying ever since ! I love art, symbolism, the divine, nature, philosphy and how all of these are interconnected. I hope to be able to guide and help others heal into the highest versions of themselves. We are all powerful ever-evolving beings, spiritual tools are just a way to unveil the unseen.
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your month ahead - advice and predictions (timeless)
1-4, left to right
i'll try to post more againnn. i have a new deck - the nicoletta ceccoli one and i've been so excited to use it for this reading:)) this is a timeless reading but the energies very much coincide with the astrological transits we are having right now i feel. my advice to everyone is stay focused and clear with your intentions, things may get blurry and anger may be misdirected
Pile 1
for those of you who picked this pile i recommend relaxing while you still can lol. there seems to be many shifts and changes in your life during this period that may throw you off balance a little bit. something may have ended/will end and you may be feeling like you have to start from zero. however, any growth you make that comes from this ending will be very good for you. You may be having to juggle personal and work responsibilites with your life, try to listen to your body sometimes and slowing down. there is also this sense of a dependency or addiction that may tempt you again during this month, you should stay clear of overdoing anything as your stability is very important right now. you may already be expecting these changes though, or have them planned out - if this is the case, don’t let your anxious thoughts overwhelm you. I see a boost of motivation and inspiration coming towards you by the end of the month as a reward. you may be feeling like crawling into your shell but if you let yourself experience things you will get a lot of enjoyment out of it. express your thoughts and feelings to work through them better. you may also be taking an nontraditional approach to career/finding a new job etc, something people may not be supportive of. however, i see anything you commit to and work towards will either be succesful or bring you a new mindset which will help you on your path. taking a risk will pay off. also, in regards to love, there were a lot of contradictory cards so i’m feeling like this may be complicated for now. there is a sort of regret over something or a feeling of rejection, when in reality there’s a lot more going behind the scenes. I feel this may be because of a misunderstanding with someone, both people in this situation are very confused and are overtinking this. lots of filling in the gaps and jumping the gun without seeing the other’s pov. let your guard down and communicate, but make sure your boundaries aren’t being crossed. someone’s lies or questionable actions may also be exposed to you soon. i see a happy lighthearted ending, either a new start with that same person or somebody completely new (may have fire signs, mostly leo or aries in their chart)
confirmations: cupcakes, sunscreen, watching a lot of movies recently, accidental injuries, manifestation journal/boards, biology (specifically organs?)
Pile 2
first thing i got was either friend or coworker drama? a larger group of people. you may get into a dispute with someone that you were once close with. However, it feels like it’s for the best. This person may have made you feel unworthy and gave you some sort of issues with your confidence. once this person (or you) leaves, you will feel elevated and your mind will clear. Someone may be significantly older or have more power than the other, i’m getting the vibes of a teacher/parent/some sort of leader. a big portion of your reading is about things coming to light. Your month ahead may be very unexpected. You may also experience very strong highs and lows. If this is the case, try to talk through things with a friend and get advice from a different perspective, but don’t let other people’s opinions affect yours too much. I still sense the aforementioned manipulative energy from someone around you, just make sure you’re not giving someone too much power over your life. you will be feeling passionate about something or someone, too. something you may have already been working on, or it may take a bit of patience. I see emotional and material fulfillment in your near future. Whatever worries you had before will seem unimportant soon. there is a lot of growth happening within you and your environment as a reflection of your innerwork. If you have been focusing on finding yourself and a sense of peace, you will achieve it. something to do with travelling or horseback riding here, you may have the oppurtunity to go on shorter trips and explore new places. overall, this month will be about finding yourself again and feeling secure in that. issues with other people may come up but it may have been a long time coming thing. someone from your past may also be gifting you money too, or helping you with your finances in some way. maybe an investment or helpful advice? this may be/have been a lover, i’m now getting that the friendgroup/coworker drama may be involved with this somehow. lead this month with your heart instead of your mind. things may force you to adapt a bit but any conflicts will resolve in the end, just not with force or through anger and quick decisions.
Everything that once confined you will break apart. You will be realizing the importance your own happiness. You may be having a sudden breakthrough or realization that completely renews you. Maybe you have been feeling anxious and trapped – this will end soon. i’m seeing very surreal, daydreamy energy. you will feel energized to go after what you want, however, obstacles may arise especially if you don’t balance out your life. don’t put too much emphasis on one thing and make sure you aren’t procrastinating. Also, make sure you’re eating a well balanced diet!! Maybe even taking supplements or incorporating more variety into your food. Letting go will be good for you and help you move fowards with your goals. Something you have been manifesting may be coming into your life, i’m seeing it be mostly love or promotion related. but it may not feel as great as you expect it to. you will be victorious in some shape or form, but you may hurt someone in the process, maybe on purpose, maybe not. This could also be someone from your past attempting to bring you down or minimize your achievments. Don’t let harsh treatment from this person reach you. Seems like an aggressive feminine energy. You may be feeling very emotional during this time. Don’t overextend your energy where it doesn’t have to be. Empathy is important but overthinking will only lead to you feeling lethargic and uninspired. I am also seeing you connect to your inner child in a way which will stay with you for a long time. you may be realizing how badly you self criticize and how much this affects you. remember to forgive yourself and be strict with how you behave towards yourself. Your body is your home, your shell that stays with you for the remainder of your life. You may also be confused on where to go, which path to take. It’s okay to be unsure. It’s all a part of the journey and you do not have to have everything figured out right now. you may also be confused about other people’s intentions and have a hard time seeing who is being genuine. Pay attention to your intuition.
confirmations: birds of prey, yoga mat, feeling disconnected form your body, swimming, greyhound, stripes, skin issues
Pile 4
There is something or someone you are overgiving to and the month ahead will really pronounce that. May be an overprotective masculine energy, feels very muddy and confusing. Could also just be the energy surrounding this right now. There is a lack of communication in whatever situation this is. Things may look put together on the outside, but on the inside you may be feeling like you are missing something. You may be obscuring your own vision to the truth by not allowing this to end. It may seem like a undefeatable situation, but in the end you will see how easy it could’ve been to overcome. It is mostly in your mind it seems, or something you haven’t shared with anyone. Don’t be afraid to ask for help if that’s the case. you will not be able to see how it will unfold, or you may not trust yourself at all, but it will end much better than you are imagining. It could also just be a small problem blown out of proportion. You may be feeling insecure, don’t rush into any huge changes with your appearance until you get out of this negative energy. this is only a period of time that will show you how to protect your time and space. for your love life, i’m seeing someone confessing something, could be a past person, could be in a very emotional way. this will greatly improve your mood, but you may be too preocuppied with your life to involve yourself with them too much. i’m seeing a lot of late night talks and acting on impulse. You may be very busy with other things at the same time and trying to hold yourself back from having too much fun, either with friends or this person lol. But it will be good for you, a distraction from your negative thoughts. you may be getting more disciplined with yourself, but in a gentle way. don’t let your anxiety make assumptions for you, live in the present and take things as they are. If things seem bad or unclear, it may just be a projection of your mind. find the light in your life and follow it
confirmation: oldies, garden/parks, fruit, ceramics, technology malfunctioning, fidgeting with your hair/necklaces, short/blonde hair
as somebody who has spent a lot of time alone reflecting and delved into a myriad of occult topics, manifestation techniques, journaling, deity and spellwork i've recently come to sort of an understanding.
being inexperienced and lost when i first started, i definitely wasn't protecting myself enough and setting boundaries. my beliefs are also constantly changing and i don't exactly believe in deities as actual beings - more so as an accumulation of energy.
for example, i had religion pushed onto me since i was born. i've had the idea of a god used as punishment against me. therefore i grew up thinking i am inherently evil and not deserving of things. as a child i would pray to God every night, especially when things got bad, and i would feel a lot of guilt and shame. things in my life always seemed to take a turn for the worse and i believed i was at fault.
i had to forcefully shift my mindset, even now i have trouble with it sometimes. but it's so important to know that both light and darkness are a part of everyone. if you believe you are one way, you will become that.
there is no pure evil, there is no pure good. what you think about and send into the world will always come back to you.
the mind is the most powerful part of all of this. being at peace with yourself, meditation, clearing chaos from your life are too.
no matter what, you have the most power over yourself and your close environment. it has a domino effect. ask yourself, why wouldn't you deserve that thing you want? why do you fear receiving? because you will never have a straight answer. all humans are equal and equally capable.
also, i see getting signs or angel numbers or vivid dreams as a kind of checkpoint. a warning to continue, to prepare yourself mentally and emotionally. obstacles are a part of life and overcoming them will bring you more joy than anything else.
build a beautiful world inside of your mind, because noone will be able to take that away from you. incorporate it into your being, your essence, your way of life. shift things. move and everything else will move too.
What small change can you make that will push you towards the life you want?
What do you have more control over than you realize?
thank you for all the support <3 i’m very happy my readings are reaching people and resonating with you all. please let me know if there’s anything you’d like me to do – more piles, different format, themes, more astrology content, spellwork, manifestations, protection, connecting to spirit and deities, etc. this is probably the most fulfilled i’ve felt to do something, especially professionally – i’m hoping to do paid personal readings (tarot and astrology charts) soon, so stay tuned if that’s something you’re interested in. i genuinely love connecting to all of your energies, i’ve been feeling more fluid and hopeful these days – i’m hoping my spiritual gifts and advice can give you something in return. i used to feel like my abilities were more of a burden - until now :D
pile 1
This pile feels very heavy, but in a way that you are a bit too familiar with. There is this feeling of repeating patterns even though they no longer serve you. The best thing you can do right now – stop caring. It is that simple. Maybe things that used to bring you joy don’t anymore. Maybe people you surround yourself with have disappointed you too much. If it’s too hard, you don’t have to cut them off necessarily. But it is extremely important you stop giving too much where it’s not reciprocated. Just stand still for a while, look around, and then refocus your energy. Because, in the end, who cares? You have one life and it’s completely yours. It is yours to live, yours to change, yours to experience.
Become more assertive and bright – don’t minimize yourself for anyone that doesn’t understand. Be all of what you are. With the star, the emperor and the sun in your pile – your energy is so bright, please don’t dim it for anyone or anything. This is also the best time for you to reinvent yourself – change up your appearance, take up another hobby, find a career path most suitable for you. Whatever people say about you or how they treat you is not your problem – it is just a projection. Your potential is so much more than this. Let go of all past troubles, think to the future and present rather than the past. Once you focus on yourself and your joy everything else will fall in line.
I’m also sensing many interruptions here – maybe you have felt like you failed too many times, maybe people try to get in your way, maybe you feel like giving up. Look for the smallest thing that makes you feel otherwise and start from there.
Anything you begin now will root itself and grow far beyond your expectations. Your identity and emotions are very important at this time, listen to your own body. I don’t usually say this, but I think you would benefit from not emotionally connecting/overconnecting to other people. You may be feeling drained by overextending yourself and empathizing too much. Start from zero, start from the ground up. Take a trip by yourself. Be free. Let go of fear. You can do anything by yourself, even if it scares you. Soon you will receive the recognition you deserve, but that will only be the icing on top. If you have any aquarius or leo placements check where the eclipse is happening in your chart – i sense many of you either have these or an aries placement (the saturn transit is having a huge impact on the collective overall as well).
confirmations: bursts of energy, sweet tooth, bugs, pets, jewelry, sunny days, smiling while crying – feeling bittersweet
pile 2
confirmations: wind, smoke, 21, feeling jaded, hyperfocused, guitar, the beach, anxiety, isolation
Life has been feeling chaotic for you lately. Problems at work, school or financial issues? Maybe feeling out of place? You may be handling a bit too much right now. You are persevering on the outside but it may be having a negative impact on you. You may have a sense of pride for being able to take so much at once – but please don’t be afraid to ask for help.
I sense this energy of you having to clear your head. Go for a walk, go somewhere that brings you peace, talk to people with similar viewpoints. Somewhere in nature or around a body of water. If you have a pet spend time with them. This will bring you new ideas and a fresh mindset. You are the type of person who feels the need to control everything around you, maybe you don’t feel safe if you don’t know the answers. It is safe to let go and not have to be strong.
Something that has felt very unfair may have happened in the near past. Justice will be brought. Things may seem much worse than they actually are. Whoever wronged you will be faced with their own troubles. It is not your responsibility to solve other peoples issues. There are many good things happening for you are actually not seeing right now. You have so many options and different paths to choose from. Romantically, you may have a lot of suitors you aren’t even aware of. If it’s career related, many doors will be opening up for you. Don’t box yourself in. You don’t need to put a label on yourself, you were born to grow past these. You are valuable enough, you don’t need to prove yourself anymore. If you’ve been feeling overworked, don’t put so much pressure on yourself. You are allowed to have fun. I am seeing love and opportunities come in. Find fun solutions to your problems, you don’t always have to do things by the book. You are allowed to break your own rules or reinvent them. Don’t feel guilty for buying yourself a treat every now and then. Connect to your emotions and be selfish for once. You deserve it
pile 3
confirmations: oversleeping, 333, journaling, poetry, R&B, early 2000’s, spring and summer months, therapy
You have much more power over your own destiny than you realize. I sense you may feel like life and people have been testing and trying to get a reaction out of you. Protect your own boundaries. You don’t have to make any drastic decisions, you are already on your way there. I see victory in your near future. If there is a conflict going on around you right now, don’t let yourself be sucked in, it will be resolved soon. Spend time with loved ones and celebrate what you’ve accomplished so far.
If you leave a situation you’re unhappy in, I promise you the world won’t end. Don’t feel the need to fight for what you don’t believe in. If a situation feels uncomfortable, walk away. Protect what you value and build on top of that. Don’t hold grudges and don’t overinvest. What belongs to you will come to you. Be as authentic as you can be. If something doesn’t feel right, voice it. Your words will be heard. Whatever you will speak into existence will come true. Surround yourself with beauty and love and that’s what you will attract.
You may be manifesting more easily nowadays, more than usual. I see someone from your past also returning, platonic or romantic. This person used to feel like a twin flame - if there was anything left unsaid they are coming back to explain things from their side. However, be careful about being negatively influenced and illusions. I sense you are able to see right through people – trust your first instinct. Again, if something in your life doesn’t feel right – don’t force it. You may be seeing things very differently than you used to, this is because you are learning to trust and believe in yourself. Also, anything that has to do with beauty and decorating will be very fruitful right now – your appearance, your living space, your art. You may be feeling like you finally have a place to express yourself, so protect it. People with similar energies and ideologies will be coming your way. You may be attracting more likeminded people or a friend group. There is beauty within you and all around you.
Who considers you their religion? Whose thoughts are you constantly infiltrating?
happy Valentine's weekend ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ♡
Pile 1
This is somebody who is currently going through a tough time in their life. They are carrying a lot on their shoulders and feeling burdened by a lot of things, one of which is their feelings towards you. Most of these issues may be mental health related, a past heart break or stress. They are feeling very unhappy with their life right now, which might seem like they are being selfish or withdrawn from the outside, but they have been trying to recuperate. I see that they are trying to heal and change their toxic behaviours but they have no idea where to start. The healing process isn’t lineal so it might take some time. You may have had something going on with them but it abruptly ended or just didn’t start at all. I am seeing something was exposed? Maybe you found out something they didn’t want you to? I’m seeing accidentally liking an old photo or finding about an addiction they may have. They could have previously treated you like shit – stingy with money and their time? overcontrolling? avoidant and maybe a fear of commitment? And yet…. they see you as the sun and queen of wands. They view you as a guiding light at the end of a dark tunnel. They admire how expressive you are, how bright your presence is, how intuitive and forgiving you are. I’m also specifically seeing they love the way you dress, your walk, your determination, your eyes. If you wear any accessories on your head/in your hair – that too. I think that their fears and doubts are making them keep their guard up. They have so much respect for you that’s it forced them to look into the mirror themselves. A song that’s currently playing as I type this "For a lock of her hair, I would die anywhere. For a look in her eyes I would die a thousand times " and I can’t think of a better way to describe it.
Confirmations: malfunctioning electronics, lana del rey, working out, love spells (definitely working if that’s at play here), video games, 111, leo, aries, water signs
Pile 2
Once I connected to this energy I went out for a smoke, I had been star gazing an hour ago but now the sky is completely covered by clouds. Something may be foggy or unclear here? There is a feeling of losing hope. I also had to switch my music to something for upbeat and uplifting because the sad songs were bumming me out lol, maybe you’ve been trying to switch your mindset. I’m getting something about head coverings, wearing hoods or maybe trying to hide from the world. An overwhelmed type of feeling. This may be you or your person. I’m seeing the person whose obsessively thinking about you is an artistic masculine (man or woman) energy. They may be thinking about you while watching movies and listening to music. Someone may have already confessed their feelings before but there wasn’t complete reciprocity. One of you was trying to juggle their work life with their personal life. They may have been isolating, or still are. Both of you seem to be deep in your thoughts. This seems like a complicated situation – maybe there was a 3rd party involved. Or just a very right person wrong timing thing. This person could have first approached you in a very lustful way. I see that since then they have been trying to achieve success and become more grounded. I also see that you mirror each-other. This could have been a friends with benefits relationship and this person caught feelings they weren’t expecting to. Or they are scared to mess up the dynamic they already have with you, whether it's just friends or something more. They view you as someone very inspiring and valuable to them. They are definitely not letting go of the idea of you any time soon. I see them trying to impress you with superficial things. I’m picturing a bird’s mating dance heheh. They have been getting a lot of signs about you – maybe to the point of being creeped out. I’m seeing this has even made them more interested in a specific religion or spirituality overall.
Confirmations: back tattoos, places of worship, instruments, the ocean, fire signs, virgo, taurus, cancer
Pile 3
The person whose mind you’re constantly on has a cold, intellectual, aloof energy. They may have been traumatized in the past, something that has severely affected them. They may also live at a distance from you – even overseas, I’m definitely seeing an internet connection for at least one of you. This may also be someone that you wouldn’t expect at all. They aren’t upfront about their feelings but they may have dropped a few hints here and there. I see them very slow to approach. They are tip-toeing around this and fear the consequences of you not reciprocating their feelings. I’m seeing they have a dark aesthetic or interests and enjoy underground or alternative music. They are very passionate about you, you seem to light up a spark in them that no one else was ever able to. Also, I see them trying to manifest you – either consciously or subconsciously. They are uplifted whenever you communicate, they see you as a ray of hope in their lives. I’m seeing like a moth to the flame. They are very guarded emotionally so it may be hard for them to verbally express. I’m seeing them doing little gestures and hoping you pick up on it. You have completely transformed something in them – their values and old ways of thinking. Your light is very very infectious to them. Your energy gives them energy to keep going and they are slowly gaining more confidence in themselves. Even if they may had been afraid of emotion, they are finally learning to let themselves feel things. However, it may make them seem a bit up and down – maybe even easily agitated. There could have been a conflict between you. I see them trying to wait for the right time and for things to calm down. Maybe you hadn’t talked in a while? They are still holding on the idea of you, you live rent free in this person’s mind. They are waiting for a specific day or maybe for you to show interest first? I see them grabbing an opportunity the second it presents itself.
Confirmations: restless nights, books, rituals, hard music genres, purple, smoothies, libra, water signs, October
Pile 4
Whoever comes to mind first, that’s who. This person wasn’t expecting to have met you at allll. I’m seeing their life was stable beforehand, they already had built something for themselves. You came in and made them question everything. They could be older than you. They have no idea how to go about this. I’m seeing you are very sensitive and emotionally intelligent which is something they admire about you. You may have a very soft energy they are not used to. You showed them a different side to life. They are a bit possessive and view you as someone with many options. You are in their thoughts especially during the night and while they try to sleep, I wonder if they have a very busy schedule during the day that keeps their mind preoccupied. The connection they feel to you may be causing them issues within their relationships and their daily life. They are currently trying to balance everything and find a solution – but they are too hasty and impatient. The cards were not coming out as easily in this pile too so I’m wondering if there are a lot of obstacles between you two. This person may have an unhealed feminine energy, or may have mommy issues. They may purposely try to come off as a playful energy to you, even though there is a lot of heat and energy behind it. They love how you bring out a different side to them. They may have to make a choice between you and something else in their life, for example, their job, their independence or another person. They feel extremely lucky to have you in their life. Maybe you had met in a very strange, unexpected way. You may also have a past together. However, they fear that this wasn’t fated, because of all the issues coming up. They really want to see where things could go with you, so I see them deciding to make a move, but it may be a small offer. They are scared of the rug being ripped out from under their feet, they don’t know the right way to act around you. I am also seeing they are very defensive about you and keep you close to their heart. They are willing to fight over this connection
the south node ☋ in the natal chart - natural talents
this point in your chart shows where your soul came from, your past life, what you already know. however, because it is so comfortable and familiar, it may become a blind spot. i've noticed this can show somebody's natural born gift - a talent or skill that doesn't need nurturing, because it already resides within. and at the same time, it's also a great weakness. the native either sees this gift as pointless, not good enough or they hide it from the public. in my opinion, utilizing this gift can bridge the gap towards your north node, your destiny - because it is something that is so easy for you, so innate. but it requires sacrifices and deep introspection.
personal observations, only using examples i've seen play out in real life
i'll use mine as an example first:
south node conjunct descendant (7th house) and mercury in scorpio --->
the 7th house is the furthest from the 1st house - i have trouble speaking up for myself, or at all, and have been selectively mute for most of my life. i also started speaking later than other children and had to go to a speech therapist. however, everything i've thought about and wished well for other people has come true - i am great at manifesting things for others. i can be persuasive and good at winning arguments (if i don't let my fire moon get to me first that is). i've never enjoyed writing - being bilingual it makes my head feel like it's being pulled in two different directions. but i need it to be able to regulate my feelings, esp poetry and creative writing - which is funnily the only thing I was praised for during my school years, even if I hated my own work.
other examples:
south node in gemini/3rd house:
these individuals are so fun to be around. they easily form lifelong friendships, especially from childhood. this could be because a lot of the time they are only children. they may have felt alone in their own family. also, they are able to connect to strangers as if they are close friends. just like the 11th/aquarius i see these people often making very good connections too. however, these individuals are likely to make connections through hobbies. for example, to local artists, singers, to smaller organisations, to very influential people that can take them to higher places. very good social skills. however, these people may feel misunderstood earlier in life - especially high school. they may have been victims to gossip and disapproval. they may feel they are meant for something more than what is promised for them. they may get along better with people older, more experienced than them, like family members or parental figures. these people become teachers to them - or vice versa (they become close to their own teachers, i'm talking platonically here!!!!! oki)
south node in the 5th house/leo:
i feel like these are the types to think self expression is cringey lmao. they may shy away from showing their emotions through art and being in the spotlight. they may try to uplift others rather than themselves. however, they usually have a great hidden gift for the arts. sometimes it's an art form they don't even try till later in their lives, because they feared self expression and being openly vulnerable. however, these people greatly appreciate consuming art and may even be good critics. but it is important for them to create and much as they consume. once again, whichever sign it is in or planet it is connected to says a lot about what type of art. for example, 5th house in libra - decorating, fashion design, or makeup. in scorpio it can be connected to the occult (witchcraft), pottery, sculpting, writing, understanding symbolism in art.
south node in virgo/6th house:
these people may dislike living a mundane, boring life. they may try to get out of doing repetitive tasks and chores. they may suffer from a chronic illness. these people may feel some sort of guilt or shame that eats away at them. they are very good at making others feel good, servicing them, gifting personalized gifts. they know exactly the right questions to ask and how to make someone feel special. they may have a tendency to over give their time and energy. however, they may dislike conversing about everyday life and feelings. they may be dismissive of other people's struggles, sometimes it bores them, sometimes they would rather see the bigger picture. however, they can be very good at healing others. they make very good parents, older siblings and friends. they bring comfort and hope to those closest to them.
south node in libra/7th house:
these people bring harmony and peace wherever they go. they are able to resolve conflicts not only in their own life, but especially in other people's. this may be why people often come to them for advice. they may also have a natural charm/likeable quality that they do not see themselves. they may fit the beauty standard exactly and STILL not be satisfied. i also see a lot of the time, these people silence their own opinions for the sake of pleasing others. they may have very unpopular opinions but they fear sharing them. their morals cannn get a little questionable sometimes, but in the end they always make a decision for the higher good. they may be individualistic with their thoughts but they fear being selfish and insensitive.
south node in scorpio/8th house:
these people may have a tendency to lie or hide things from other people. this may stem from wanting to be accepted or sometimes even living a different life in private. these people have a skill at pretending. it may not always last long though and could backfire. their talents are connected to being vulnerable, authentic but still keeping their private matters private. people may use their secrets against them. however, these individuals are easily able to transform other people and their lives. they have a huge impact in their one-on-one relationships. they are like an ancient open book - full of symbols and untranslatable phrases. people can become obsessively interested and curious. they are also very good problem solvers, engineers, thinkers and researchers. they have the potential to use their intelligence along with their mystifying nature to invent something new.
south node in capricorn/10th house:
these people may have had a bad relationship with their father. they saw their own father as someone weak and broken. they may be slow to admit the similarities they share with him. a lot of these people try their best to hide their sadness and weaknesses - it makes them feel almost pathetic. they may have difficulty nurturing themselves or others. they may be seen as over controlling. however, they are very good at business and climbing social ladders. they are able to charm themselves out of any situation. even if they are cold and have a dry sense of humour, people instinctively trust their judgement. the public may have a very good view of this person, no matter what they are like in private. it's like their public persona is protected.
south node in aquarius/11th house:
these are the type of people that are able to control a whole room just by their emotions. they can be the class clowns, leaders or catalysts for change. they may often be dragged into drama and social conflicts, even if they themselves do not care for it. other people unconsciously view them as a unifying presence in their communities. they are viewed as having a higher perspective and good intentions for everyone. they may be able to befriend almost everyone - which in turn gives them connections everywhereee. people may rely on them for their connections. they have a big influence and high likeability. really strange example lol, but i knew someone with this and they were the only one in their circle to have contacts to dealers - so they became the middleman/hosted small parties,get-togethers.
south node in the 12th house/pisces:
this can make someone very good and understanding their own emotions. this individual is able to go through almost anything without a scratch. they've learnt to build an armour around themselves at a very young age. sometimes they have an altruistic personality and wish to save the whole world. i've also seen this with people who see into the future. for example, people with this placement just know before something is about to happen. even danger or death. It's like they feel it in their gut. other planets and what aspects are being made can show exactly what type of predictions they will have. an example: my mother has this placement in aries connected to chiron - she predicted dangers coming from men and their deaths. also, imo, any strong 12th placements show prophetic dreams and an ability to manipulate people and situations.
i usually see this in friendships, or romantic relationships that start off as very close friends. there is a silent sense of understanding one another, an easy going aspect - but it can become triggering once the sun person's ego is hurt by the emotions of the moon, or vice versa
sun square sun, moon, mercury:
squares are usually seen as a negative aspect (hard aspect) but imo it is also very magnetizing, both parties are curious about the other, the differences between both parties create a sense of illusion, there may be a sense of idolization for the better or for the worse. however, once both individuals start getting closer the differences are even more emphasized.
sun opposite sun:
opposites are also a harsh aspect but i've only seen this play out in a harmonious way. sometimes there are insecurities but both sides either hide or ignore them. willing to compromise etc. i think there's also this feeling of showing eachother a different perspective which both parties appreciate - a yin yang type of energy
sun trine sun, mercury:
i love this aspect so much. can get boring if there is a saturn-sun aspect involved but otherwise there is a strong unspoken bond. might have very similar ideas and habits. feel connected to a certain level. mirror eachother easily. both platonic and romantic (although in romantic instances the attraction may not be at first sight, rather a slow burn)
sun semisextile sun:
my very very personal experience - never ends (or starts) well. i can never gauge out the other person's emotions or intentions. a lot of misunderstandings happen here. many one sided crushes too (for me, always from the other person, which i suspect is because my natal sun is semisextile my venus). one person tries to trigger some sort of reaction from the other, boundaries are crossed too. on the other hand, i've seen some people that are comfortable in this energy - ideas bounce off of eachother, a lot of humour and partying together. stupid decisions too lmao
sun semisextile mars:
this feels different compared to sun semisextile sun to me, i like this a lot more. the fiery energy is now concentrated between both passion and ego. i feel like this is the type where one person has a dream of the other and suddenly catches feelings yk. however, it is usually not spoken or addressed
sun conjunct mars:
instant attraction, even if the person is not your typical physical type lolll. there is just something about the way they carry themselves that inspires and attracts you. i've experienced this as both the sun and the mars person. (especially strong if you have a mars dominated chart) in other cases, both parties may try to dominate one another, strong sense of competition that may make some people feel uncomfortable.
sun in the 5th house:
strong attraction, but any planets in the 5th house usually signify a very short romance if there are no other supporting aspects. the sun person feels as though they are able to fully express themselves and be happy, the 5th house person is inspired by the other's expression and it heals their inner-child. but once the fun honeymoon-ish phase is over, other aspects are needed to support so it doesn't crash and burn. both parties might say white lies to keep it light and stop from ending
sun conjunct jupiter:
many philosophical conversations, it's easy to open up for the sun person, the jupiter person however may feel a bit wary of the other/intimidated. the jupiter person may feel like they have to put on a show or brag about things. this can then make the sun person feel inferior as well and slowly distance themselves. maybe more positive as a casual relationship or if both sides are emotionally evolved. communication is key here (esp if mercury or the moon is involved)
sun conjunct rising/ascendant:
recognition from the sun, they see themselves in the rising person. in turn, the rising person can feel special or appreciated. there is also potential for the sun person to feel offended and misinterpret the rising person. the rising's actions may feel like a personal attack on the sun, even if it isn't true. for example, silence from the rising can make the feel sun disliked or ignored on purpose. and criticism from the sun hurts the rising a lot
sun conjunct venus:
i've seen instances where both the venus and the sun have an admiration for eachother but it can fizzle out. the venus person may present themselves (fashion choices, lifestyle etc) in a way which the sun person relates to and finds appealing. the venus person finds beauty in the way the sun person acts and lives their life, but it doesn't always indicate compatibility, rather a very surface level attraction - love/admiration at first sight too
sun opposite neptune, uranus:
the neptune or uranus individual may cause a tower moment for the sun person, whether it be through uncovering lies or putting on a false persona themselves. the sun person may also feel "weird" or not accepted by the uranus person. with neptune there are many illusions and false promises (generational planet so i see this play out more so in social circles)
sun conjunct south node:
they feel instantly comfortable with one another, but the sun person may feel they are being silenced or pushed into the past. the south node may not see the full potential of the sun person and project their own ideas and fantasies onto them. in rare cases they may even use the sun person for their own benefit.
sun conjunct moon:
this depends on the maturity of both individuals. as the sun person, i often feel i can read the moon's emotions and i get overwhelmed easily so it's hard to communicate. nothing is hidden here - both are very aware of the other's emotions. it's easy to empathize with them. as the moon person, you may have a very motherly influence on the sun - either overly critical or view the sun as a extension of yourself
sun in the 7th house:
an opportunity to feel aligned with the other. there is a possibility of becoming very close and dependent on eachother. good for business and working together too. however, the 7th house is also the house of open enemies - the sun person may publicly talk badly and gossip about the 7th house person
sun conjunct pluto:
pluto is a generational planet so the influence may not always be evident unless it's a very tight orb - there can be an obsession. the pluto person can make the sun person act out in ways that aren't characteristic for them. pluto finds a lot of enjoyment out of watching them react. the sun enjoys the attention but it may end very badly. if the pluto turns on the person, they will obsess over the sun's weaknesses and try to bring them down
People may think that you are very self-focused and that you don’t see them as worth the time or effort. You may be perceived as someone lighthearted, maybe even a heartbreaker lol. You seem to move on from situations rather quickly from their perspective, like you’re unburdened by all the things life throws at you. This makes them feel almost inferior or that you have the upper hand. They may also think you’re not truly satisfied by your life, that you’re ignoring love and fun for the sake of your own independence. I don’t even think you’re putting up a facade – people just don’t understand why or how. Alot of your experiences forced you to live in the present and constantly move towards a new goal. You are always trying to find a new distraction – something new and shiny. You believe in living in the present. However, I see that on the inside you may still be stuck on something from your past. Whatever hurt you is what pushes you to be clear with your boundaries and cut people off. You are also very good at being clear in your communication. People think you lie a lot or have an ulterior motive, when in reality you speak your mind. You just don’t mind ruffling feathers and saying what everyone else is thinking.
I think this stems from the fact you have trust issues or a fear of commitment. You should open yourself up to more new people. You may be wary of other people‘s kindness but I see that there a lot of people are truly interested in getting to know you. You don’t have to be completely perfect to be accepted. The many layers and different facets you carry within is what makes you special.
Confirmations: the number 7, artistic expression, ethel cain, fire signs, clairaudience, rainy days
Pile 2
You are very unconventional, not in a performative way, there is just something about you that goes against the norms. You’ve always felt like the black sheep, maybe in your inner circles or society in general. Because of this, you may have tendencies to self isolate or you don’t care to explain things. You may think - Why overexplain yourself when you will be misunderstood? People may perceive you as a self-saboteur. They see the potential in you – they think you have everything they could only dream of. Maybe you have a gift or talent others are envious of. Even beauty or wealth. They believe that you aren’t using it correctly. They may think, because of the fact that you carry a lot of pain and self isolate, you are ignoring your gifts. However, this isn’t true. I see you as somebody who knows exactly what they want and goes after it. You may be a very sensitive soul and get hurt easily. People may know you because of a public breakup or traumatic event. What they don’t see is that you are an extremely hard worker. Everything you have is because you worked for it. You have been hurt yet you still continue to grow and live authentically. Your growth starts within, they only notice once it’s over. You are very spiritually attuned and know exactly who you are. You may be interested in philosphy and psychology. Although you may have a melancholic nature, this is only because you need time to feel and heal, because you’ve never had anyone else truly understand. You have a lot of patience and strength, even in the face of adversity.
Confirmations: snow, nostalgic music, 2022, drugs and alcohol, adhd or autism
Pile 3
I had a lot of trouble with this pile at first. It seems almost contradictory? People may assume you to be critical and calculating, but naive and hopeful at the same time. Almost like a very bored child hahahaha. You may be very young or people just assume this. I also sense an almost cold feeling – maybe you are very withdrawn and keep to yourself. In reality, you have a very romantic soul. I don’t know why but I’m getting Romeo and Juliet vibes off of this. Maybe you’re a writer or enjoy reading? Anyways, I’m getting people may also think you don’t plan ahead. That you strike before you aim. I sense that you are a very good observer, you notice a lot of things people miss. People may think you’re careless when in reality you have already thought of a million possible outcomes in your mind. I’m getting this vibe of people assuming you love bomb and are very skilled at manipulating with your words (something about the way you speak or write is very significant here). However, you are a truly caring individual. You have a lot of love and light to give. Whenever you criticize someone, they take it to heart. But in reality, you are trying to help. People put a lot of gravity on what you say, whether it be for the better or worse. I keep getting this message of you seeming aloof and unreachable. People may assume you are able to turn off your emotions. You have been taught to hide your emotions and feelings. You may have a hard time expressing yourself, I think art in any form may help you with this <3 Right now I sense you are very focused on healing and taking care of yourself and others. You would benefit from grounding yourself and focusing on your own needs. There is this polarity within you – you are able to keep calm and focused on the outside whilst also experiencing the wildest range of emotions on the inside.
Confirmations: headaches, feeling connected to nature, Shakespeare, lil peep, aries, air signs, mountains
