People may think that you are very self-focused and that you don’t see them as worth the time or effort. You may be perceived as someone lighthearted, maybe even a heartbreaker lol. You seem to move on from situations rather quickly from their perspective, like you’re unburdened by all the things life throws at you. This makes them feel almost inferior or that you have the upper hand. They may also think you’re not truly satisfied by your life, that you’re ignoring love and fun for the sake of your own independence. I don’t even think you’re putting up a facade – people just don’t understand why or how. Alot of your experiences forced you to live in the present and constantly move towards a new goal. You are always trying to find a new distraction – something new and shiny. You believe in living in the present. However, I see that on the inside you may still be stuck on something from your past. Whatever hurt you is what pushes you to be clear with your boundaries and cut people off. You are also very good at being clear in your communication. People think you lie a lot or have an ulterior motive, when in reality you speak your mind. You just don’t mind ruffling feathers and saying what everyone else is thinking.
I think this stems from the fact you have trust issues or a fear of commitment. You should open yourself up to more new people. You may be wary of other people‘s kindness but I see that there a lot of people are truly interested in getting to know you. You don’t have to be completely perfect to be accepted. The many layers and different facets you carry within is what makes you special.
Confirmations: the number 7, artistic expression, ethel cain, fire signs, clairaudience, rainy days
Pile 2
You are very unconventional, not in a performative way, there is just something about you that goes against the norms. You’ve always felt like the black sheep, maybe in your inner circles or society in general. Because of this, you may have tendencies to self isolate or you don’t care to explain things. You may think - Why overexplain yourself when you will be misunderstood? People may perceive you as a self-saboteur. They see the potential in you – they think you have everything they could only dream of. Maybe you have a gift or talent others are envious of. Even beauty or wealth. They believe that you aren’t using it correctly. They may think, because of the fact that you carry a lot of pain and self isolate, you are ignoring your gifts. However, this isn’t true. I see you as somebody who knows exactly what they want and goes after it. You may be a very sensitive soul and get hurt easily. People may know you because of a public breakup or traumatic event. What they don’t see is that you are an extremely hard worker. Everything you have is because you worked for it. You have been hurt yet you still continue to grow and live authentically. Your growth starts within, they only notice once it’s over. You are very spiritually attuned and know exactly who you are. You may be interested in philosphy and psychology. Although you may have a melancholic nature, this is only because you need time to feel and heal, because you’ve never had anyone else truly understand. You have a lot of patience and strength, even in the face of adversity.
Confirmations: snow, nostalgic music, 2022, drugs and alcohol, adhd or autism
Pile 3
I had a lot of trouble with this pile at first. It seems almost contradictory? People may assume you to be critical and calculating, but naive and hopeful at the same time. Almost like a very bored child hahahaha. You may be very young or people just assume this. I also sense an almost cold feeling – maybe you are very withdrawn and keep to yourself. In reality, you have a very romantic soul. I don’t know why but I’m getting Romeo and Juliet vibes off of this. Maybe you’re a writer or enjoy reading? Anyways, I’m getting people may also think you don’t plan ahead. That you strike before you aim. I sense that you are a very good observer, you notice a lot of things people miss. People may think you’re careless when in reality you have already thought of a million possible outcomes in your mind. I’m getting this vibe of people assuming you love bomb and are very skilled at manipulating with your words (something about the way you speak or write is very significant here). However, you are a truly caring individual. You have a lot of love and light to give. Whenever you criticize someone, they take it to heart. But in reality, you are trying to help. People put a lot of gravity on what you say, whether it be for the better or worse. I keep getting this message of you seeming aloof and unreachable. People may assume you are able to turn off your emotions. You have been taught to hide your emotions and feelings. You may have a hard time expressing yourself, I think art in any form may help you with this <3 Right now I sense you are very focused on healing and taking care of yourself and others. You would benefit from grounding yourself and focusing on your own needs. There is this polarity within you – you are able to keep calm and focused on the outside whilst also experiencing the wildest range of emotions on the inside.
Confirmations: headaches, feeling connected to nature, Shakespeare, lil peep, aries, air signs, mountains
how manon's feeling 2 of swords rx, the high priestess, 9 of swords rx, 8 of wands, king of cups, 10 of cups, 3 of cups
manon is extremely happy to be back home (switzerland?) with her family. her decision to do so was relatively impulsive, but she doesn't regret it, because she clearly needed it. the energy here is extremely warm and seems to scream "i'm home, i want nothing more than to be among everything i love most". this shows that sometimes you need your family the most (which for every person doesn't necessarily have to be parents, relatives and guardians; sometimes it can be friends, strangers, even the vibe of certain cities/countrysides can be a person's home) after something you thought was a dream come true.
backstage check temperance, the moon, 2 of pentacles, 8 of cups, page of pentacles, the lovers, 8 of wands, 10 of wands | tree, key, mountain, fox, house
the things are already very obvious, as manon has terminated her contracts with hybe/geffen in all possible directions and has not even wanted to sign a solo one with them, which unlike last time, is important to note.
the initial intentions of both companies were to say that "manon left katseye due to differences between her and the rest of the group" and to throw the heeseung/evan card that manon agreed to a solo contract, but manon was firm and did not give them this opportunity, since she already wanted something completely different (and most likely reoriented her second job to become her first!) and left them without positions. also, i see a failed attempt by hybe/geffen to put manon in a dead end, and it is because a third person intervened in her favor, who is not in music circles at all (i have a suspicion who i see, but i'm limiting myself because of the part where i said last june that she has signed an nda).
unfortunately, the combination of the fox and the house in the lenormand spread may indicate xen0ph0b1@, which is most likely on hybe's side. both the tarot spread and the lenormand one show the whole story.
what's next for manon king of cups, the hanged man rx, the chariot, 7 of wands, the hierophant, 9 of wands, the high priestess rx
manon will be silent for another while, but she is entering a completely different industry. unfortunately for some, i don't see her in music or even less in the show business.
she is really worried about your reaction, because her choice could make her lose you as fans. she is afraid and worried. despite her brave actions, she still thinks "what will people say about my desicion", because she sincerely believes that with the next steps she is standing up for herself and for specific beliefs that she has always stood up for and knows that she may disappoint many people.
manon is hyper-aware that her decision changes the trajectory of 1) her future, 2) the future of the specific sphere she is entering and 3) the influence of everything from here on out. she is ready for anything, but she is scared and afraid, because she knows that she will face criticism, but she is ready to fight everything known and create a new world order.
110526 | i wish i could say more but i'm limited bc of the nda.
What is the Future of this Connection?? 👀💞 Lenormand Reading PAC
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think of a person while picking the pile, think about the future of your relationship with this person
pile 1
cards drawn: the stars, the crossroads, the house,
I see a good omen for the future of this particular connection, there will be a decision of some kind coming your way soon regarding this person you are thinking of, perhaps there is another person of interest which you are choosing between. This decision will end in success regarding the person you are thinking of, I see the two of you getting more serious in your future, and being stable and you two will become each others home, safety and comfort.
pile 2
cards drawn: the birds, the fish, the lilies,
I see a good omen in the future of your connection with this person, I see in your future that you and this person will be communicating a lot with one another. I predict a lot of late night phone calls that last hours, constant texting, constant chatter with one another, gossip, bonding etc. I see in your future that you and this person will be glued to each other constantly with one another. I get the strong energy that you and this person will be addicted to each other almost, you can't get enough of each other. And I get the energy that because you and this person have spent so much time chatting away at each other your relationship/connection will be the kind where you sit in silence with each other comfortably without it being awkward. I see that the relationship and connection that you and this person have will mature like a fine wine in a way, also get the energy that you will be with this person for an absurdly long time like you may grow old with this person (energy from the general reading but specifically from the lilies card which signifies maturity) overall i just sensed so much chemistry in this reading it was insane.
pile 3
cards drawn: the bouquet, the letter, the house,
I see a very good omen in this reading regarding the future of your relationship with this particular person, I see that this relationship will likely bud into something beautiful and romantic. I see in the future of this connection many exchanges of gifts, romantic messages literally in written form (for some of you it could be a classic love letter or just romantic flirty text messaging or talking through social media etc) I see that this relationship will become something very stable for the both of you and I see that the both of you will eventually seek each other out for safety and comfort once you are more serious.
Percolating to the surface of your consciousness today comes that eureka moment when something so incomprehensible begins to get unlocked so that a solution can be found. There will still be quite a bit of mental manoeuvring until you obtain the final answer but a complete certainty that it will come no matter the length of time it takes to develop and take root.
Disclaimer + Important Note: “relationship” and love refers to ALL KINDS OF RELATIONSHIPS when not specified. Romantic, platonic, familial, etc. Readings are not replacements for professional advice. Don’t force a reading to fit!
Hi pile one! You could really like gifts or other forms of physical appreciation; this makes you feel important to others. This could be you giving gifts or getting them, but some of you aspire to dynamics where people freely share and give to each other to the point where one person may be seen as a provider or benefactor (your family could have been generous in giving to you or others?/upbringing could influence why this is important). Or, your presence brings abundance to those you commit to. You encourage people to follow their dreams, you make it seem like anything is possible. This is a way loyalty is demonstrated for you. Help, benefits, gifts, encouragement, etc shows the words someone says are real. You feel relationships should improve the lives of those involved; there should be indications as to how you’ve helped each other grow and move forward (at least physical experiences together at minimum). However, you may have found it hard to determine people’s true character & intentions with this mindset, or people feel this way about you. Some of you are the ones who like to take on that role of sharing wealth, making dreams come true (or you really wish you could). That makes you wonder if people are really loyal to you or just like what you do for them (or you have this fear of the future). Because when giving, you also give yourself.
You want to cut to the chase or get to the gist of it in relationships. If you like someone, you want to dive right in. So, you might be very generous (or expect generosity) with acquaintances who you want to know better, like buying them meals. You might not have known someone long before it feels like it’s been a lifetime. You're able to give pep talks and make people feel strong/inspired without knowing them for long.
Security is extremely important for you. There’s a deep seated/constant stress about trueness, faithfulness, loyalty. This pile is very quick to enter and exit lives, or cut people off. Or, for other reasons you find it difficult to maintain relationships over long periods of time (moving a lot?). It’s a wall put up for fear of loyalty, especially if your fears were proven true in the past by someone important. This could also be how your love feels—very fast, like becoming best friends with someone in two weeks, or entering a relationship three days after meeting. A few of you were the ones who were disloyal to someone important and then lost them, so now that regret backdrops your other relationships.
People may find you confusing and mysterious. On one hand, you desire to improve the lives of those around you and remain steadfast, but on the other hand your presence is ephemeral & transient. You have struggled with remaining loyal to the wrong people for too long (especially family or an abusive partner). You remedy feeling small by showing strength through others.
For some of you, the fear comes from a specific prominent male figure in your history. This person didn’t have a lasting presence, or you associated their presence with anxiety & unsureness. Your desire to be true to others may be influenced by this yet your willingness to run is also influenced by it.
You help others overcome; you show them how to be strong when things don’t go right. People may find it hard to place what’s so magnetic about you, but it’s the underlying strength, a subconscious commitment to keep going if not a conscious one.
Some of you go through periods of being far more focused on money or accomplishments rather than relationships; it’s hard to do the perpetual trust fall with others. But, you’re hopeful of good connections in the future. You’ve done a lot of work to begin healing. Even if you’re not sure how to navigate intimacy and still have anxieties, your pure and strong intentions can guide you.
Your love is like a dream. You seem to spend forever in it, but when you wake up the memory is already faded. You respect yourself and others by recognizing when the dream is over.
Advice for Healthy Loving [Shine Bright Like A Candle, Clock Time rx, ]:
SLOW DOWNNN DAMN! It’s like you're trying to run every red light in love to get to the destination super fast, but the destination is just like, an empty parking lot or something 😭 That’s how the message wanted to come out lol. You tend to race into things as if there’s a timer on you, like you need to get to the end right now! You need to know who this person is now, you need to understand everything about them now. In your mind if a relationship is meant to last then the pacing doesn’t matter, and if a relationship can’t keep up with your pacing then you might use it as proof that it wasn’t meant to be. But, you aren’t the only participant in this race! It’s like your speeding down the road cursing because you’re gonna be late but everyone else is standing on the side like this “😀?” You might get very jittery and antsy when people take a while to reveal what role they’re going to play in your life. Slow down, you can survive the slower stages of relationships (both getting to know someone and also working through issues) and be glad for it. You can get through it even if it makes you anxious. Some good things take time. The relationships meant to be in your life only grow more beautiful and complex when you let them marinate, and it also gives you a chance to be truly understood, seen, and appreciated. Somebody purposefully dragging their feet is a whole other issue than someone not having an instant, deep connection with you!
A select message for those that know you have been very self-centered in love: this stems from anxieties + fear about self worth & commitment that you need to work on to have more fulfilling relationships.
Extra Details: a brother especially younger (10 year old kid w/ freckles who smiles like the MAD mascot). Unclear relationship with a younger sibling—you feel familial responsibility and want to help them, but both don’t understand the other easily, particularly because of the age gap. Enduring, “boy crazy” (could be someone close to you), “sprinkle sprinkle,” relationships that started out of benefit or convenience, no BS, avoidant attachment style, upper middle class or rich loved ones, South Asia, Taurus N Node/ Moon/ Venus/ ASC/ 4th/10th house (Taurus 10th house could especially be someone else close to you), revenge cheating or revenge in general, not seeking new relationships right now because of one that’s ended, networking event, “forbidden” relationship or love interest, work relationship, violin/viola/cello, I hear “trust fall” again so that could be significant. Absent, anxious, or angry father, hanging out in someone’s house because it’s huge/nice (the friend group treats it like a mansion but it’s really just a big suburban house; McMansion?), living alone (may frequently visit & stay with family anyway), drummers, a friend group from high school, basketball, immigrant family, feeling anxious or lonely but just putting up with it, “people come and go but things…things are forever.” Touch starved?
Hello pile two! Your love is a warm beacon—a safe shore from ravages of the world. You know how the world hurts people, so you know how to provide real solace. You have wisdom. To others, it might seem like you always have a clever or unbelievable way to overcome things even when the odds seem impossible. You find small but sure ways to survive. Your love shines through the world and reflects off others just by you being yourself. It’s not that you’re some pillar of infinite strength. Most of you actually have a tendency of feeling down and maybe a lot of relationships that ended? So you might be like “huh” at what I’m saying lol. But you’ve been through so many things and actually learned the lessons or grew in your emotional intelligence from them, and now you naturally exude warmth towards those you love since you know how hard life is.
You excel at reading others and understanding the situation at hand, so you find it easy to know things people like or what they’re going through. People are confused on how you just know or are able to do the correct thing regarding them lol. You strive to be a key that opens doors for others? You strive to make things better in a way others don’t fully grasp. This pile is the type to handle a situation for someone else before they ever knew what was really wrong (if you are spiritual this could include doing spiritual work for others, like protection, cleansing). You could be really adept at helping others through their own grief and anxieties; you help close chapters in other people’s lives (even if you struggle to do the same in your own. You could stick things out when the love or time for partnership has already ended, especially if you think the person will come around if they just understand you more).
For lack of better words, you guys have “baggage?” Just in a life has happened to you kind of way. A lot of you have gone through a major death or similar loss in life and this heavily changed the way you view & give love. You know this lifetime is finite and opportunities come and go, so you want to make the most of it. But, that very fact makes it hard for you to move forward, analysis paralysis out of fear of wasteful actions. You might bear a lot of strong grief that makes emotional vulnerability harder. You could feel like others don’t understand (or don’t want to understand) this part of you, they just see the effects of the “baggage” but don’t comprehend it in itself. Some of you have been treated like you’re hard to love or understand because of this, and you internalized it, so you just move through life with this assumption. A subconscious wall. But, this emotional history is the key to really seeing you as a person, it’s just that not all people are willing or capable. You shouldn’t despair over those people. It’s a blessing to not be bound with people who aren’t willing to bear witness to your reality, who can only be fair-weather loved ones. You & your love aren’t defined by how people treated you.
Some of you also have a secret or something that’s hard to open up about. You might have to be strategic with this info and who you share it with which adds another layer to why it’s hard to be seen by others. Others might have treated you like you were dishonest or crafty because of this, and you internalized that as well. Some people have info or history not everyone should know. As you trust and love yourself more, you alone can decide the appropriate time to share it. With the Sun and key under the fox, I feel like you want to be very open but others have seen what they want to see, not what you actually did? When I connected to you guys I got lover energy but people might not readily understand this about you due to things they’ve heard, seen, or think they know.
You may have gone through a phase where you tried to be more self-serving (or this is how people perceived you) but I don’t really get that vibe from you guys so I think it was/will be a temporary defense mechanism. Alternatively, you need to make sure your needs and desires are also being met instead of trying to be a saint.
A few of you could have strong beliefs or boundaries (religious, moral, etc). This either guides your love & relationships, or you need compatibility with those beliefs for a relationship to be long-lasting.
Advice for Healthy Loving [Keeping Up rx, Falling]:
How this pile shows their love can be very taxing. You are constantly doing all these things, big and so small no one else notices, to maintain the relationship and cover “deficits” you feel anxious about. Or, something related to emotional intimacy is a lot of hard work where you might’ve washed your hands of purposefully pursuing connections. This could be a way to keep control, by constantly trying to find anything that might go wrong or that can be improved/patched. The truth is nothing you do can make things 100% certain. You can balance the whole world on your head, think + do nothing else but the relationship, and the other person will still have their own agency. They’ll still find ways to surprise you. Don’t fight a war with free will (or your desires) or take on everything for your loved ones. They must also manage, grow, and learn from things. A relationship shouldn’t be 400% on your part only. Be smart, protect yourself, but loving others is vulnerable. It’s trusting them and building confidence in ourselves to manage if the relationship does end.
Not everyone you meet will be like the people you once knew.
Extra Details: easily distracted/you distract yourself to not think about things or fill your time while waiting for what you want? (ex, working extra but not because you care about the money or job, you just need something to pass the time), distracting others or redirecting the conversation so they don’t learn about you, pineapples? Sea animals, magazines or zines, creative, in love/infatuated or loves love. Fashion industry. Those that have gotten tarot or psychic readings before (or in other PACs), I wonder if anyone ever told you your energy is hard to read because I don’t think I’ve ever struggled to read a pile as much for no reason 😭 it was like a wall of confusing energy lol, stressing about people “seeing” or knowing you. Feeling like a burden. Some of you are mediums or channelers—if this resonates you receive knowledge through this which guides your relationships, but others don’t understand, so to them it seems like you’re using strange means to get info. You might use this to help others without them understanding as I mentioned. Either way, this pile is very intuitive or innately knowledgeable but it might’ve felt burdensome. Like knowing when things aren’t right, but you can’t explain it, so no one believes you, or you wish you didn’t pick up on things. Some of you have a son you worry a lot about, or this could be the deceased loved one you think about? If you call your emotional history “baggage,” you might feel better or more confident by calling it luggage instead lol
This pile is close to me, even as I was struggling to read the energy I knew I could get it because it’s like me! Even if you think no one understands, there are people that do ❣️
Hi pile three! This pile has a lot of childhood trauma or similar experiences that made it harder for you to experience healthy love. This could also be things that happened in the home or domestic sphere, things that happened with someone (especially a feminine figure) that had power over you, things that happened in that area of life where outsiders tend not to see. For some of you this is a long term [ex] partner or spouse? Regardless, those experiences created a huge blockage to expressing love, especially with yourself. It could be a tangible blockage, for example, you might still live somewhere you feel constrained? Right now, you’re entering a new era. There’s a transformation happening to the way you love. You’re in the beginning-middle of this where you feel you’re losing motivation or energy to heal. But, you want better things for yourself (you might have a deep wish or “fantasy” for more fulfilling love?), so you know you have to keep going. “Too late to turn back now” vibes. I’m happy for you guys! This pile should know you’re not going to be perfect just because you decide to heal. But, so much more life opens up. You guys have so much love, such a big heart waiting for YOU to find again. It’s not going anywhere, because it’s a part of you.
I don’t know who needs to hear this but your heart is not impure or tarnished because of what you’ve been through or the kind of person you became. Somebody has some kind of nagging feeling, like your love being less than, or the purity of the love you have has been lost? Purity is not something that can be taken away by others!
When you love, it is final and resolute. You make a strong, long-lasting choice to love. That person has a home in your heart. This can make it hard to leave unhealthy situations behind, you might even want to stay in relationships to prove you can keep loving someone unlike others? Or to prove others wrong? But it also makes your love valuable. “Honest,” I hear. You are not a fair-weathered friend; you will be there in every peak and valley with those you love. For better or for worse. Remember to also give this love to yourself! Because of this commitment you have, your love is very transformative in others’ lives. This aspect especially may help you heal—the commitment through thick and thin, and the grace with accountability you already hold for others.
You guys tend to be very harsh on yourselves. Or, you show love harsher than intended, especially if you’re frustrated that the person could do better. This directly stems from that traumatic or toxic environment mentioned, like defense mechanisms that are now automatic to you. A healthier manifestation of this is you can be sharp-tongued in a witty way, and your loved ones can count on you for more than empty flattery.
Because of your past or the kind of person you are, your heart is very guarded (and most of you prefer it that way). You hold on to your love and rarely give the real deal out. You might appear loving but it's hard to experience it on a deeper level. Other people might feel like they need to pass “tests” with you. They see you care, but they know there’s much more they’re not privy to. If your heart is a home, then people are free to mingle and stroll in the garden, but very few are ever invited inside the doors. You have to be special to get inside. That’s why you’re truly side by side with those who enter.
Advice for Healthy Loving [Power (Moon in Scorpio, 8th house), Such a Curious Dream rx]:
I heard “taking back your power.” This “curious dream” card is about being grounded and coming back to reality, but it’s in reverse. You guys may be getting discouraged; you feel pessimistic but confuse it with being realistic. Or, some of you feel “knocked down” a few pegs, like something was said that crushed the optimism you had. I don’t feel like this pile really gives away their power to others. But, there might be people or environments that hold a lot of space in your heart (not necessarily love)? You don’t rely on others to feel good but you might need to practice grounding methods or something similar because I feel like people are able to control your mood swings. This also applies to you sweeping yourself away in your own pessimism.
Also, it might not be a person you give your power to but society, or a societal structure. There’s something larger than just one or a few people that has a hold over you, expectations or something about the physical society you live in?? Or an institution. And you need to recognize what this is so you can bring balance to it. I specifically feel like the answer is not to fight a struggle against it but to restore balance or go your own way. Which can include actually moving. Not brute forcing the system but still being subversive using tactical means—and ensuring safety. Another specific message, this dynamic might be mirrored in one of your interpersonal relationships.
In the middle of your transformation you can feel like “wtf am I doing here.” Healing is depicted as a beautiful path to serenity, and it is beautiful but often not in that way. It’s messy, harsh, a whirlwind. You hear these good things coming to people after healing so you set out on the path all enthused, and next thing you know you’re in the middle of a hurricane and don’t feel much better than when you started. That is also healing. It can be serene or it can be a hurricane. But in the messiness is where your transformation is. Idk if any of you live in hurricane zones but after it passes there’s branches and dirt strewn everywhere but a calm feeling too. If you guys have been feeling in the dumps, you might need to hold onto that feeling or image of the peaceful scene of destruction after the storm. Just because your path is messier or harder doesn’t mean there won’t also be serenity and “rewards” I heard.
Extra Details: you might feel awkward or self-conscious, like you can socialize but you wouldn’t consider it in your top skills lol. Eloise Bridgerton. Likes reading. Dark/adult cartoons, horror, sci-fi, psychological genres. Seeing more dark birds than usual. Public transport, the power might’ve gone out while you were on a train/metro/subway? Courage the cowardly dog. A dark/melancholic time. Power struggles. An overbearing authority, maybe not overbearing in a typical way but their energy is overbearing. Like a guardian whose judgment has a hold on you, or someone/a group whose decisions affect your trajectory. More people in this pile who have guardians who are not their parents. You might give people a serious/stoic/dark vibe but I think it’s the way you carry yourself (like having RBF or wearing a lot of dark/“edgy” clothes). Most of y’alls inner personalities are not so serious or “stuck up” (people might see you that way?). Feeling tired all the time (not sleepiness but exhausted with life). Eye bags, dark circles, or lines. Seeing love as a choice you make every day rather than a feeling. Undertale.
Hi pile four! When you love, it’s for forever and ever. It’s eternal, ride or die. You pour your love into people with the intention of them always being in your life, to grow old together. You might imagine you and your loved ones as old people together lol. There are a lot in this pile that highly value marriage and family/legacy building, though perhaps not in a traditional way. You might only want a perfect relationship or perfect dynamic and can’t be bothered with the rest (including friends and family), or you might romanticize relationships in a similar way. This pile is very choosy with who you love and you don’t need a lot of people in your life, you may even feel like just one person is enough. Though, I feel like if you wanted a large group of friends you could obtain it. Alternatively, you may have a lot of friends but very high standards for partners, so you haven’t had many if any. I mean this in the present time, as I feel it could’ve been the opposite situation in the past. Some of you might’ve been lonely children, but this only made you more resolute in what you seek. A lot of you guys have big plans for the future so that’s part of why you’re selective about giving your love, because you are considering long term goals.
Because you seek the most long-lasting love, you like having a lot of options lol. You don’t want to be constrained, rushed, or to lose your freedoms and time to the wrong situations. Idk why I want to say situations more than people; you might fear the consequences of being with the wrong people? Or people in your life have ended up in bad situations because of who they committed to and you don’t want to repeat that mistake. When you tie yourself to others you want it to be because you’ve seen many options, you’ve had experiences, and you’ve weighed pros and cons. Not because of a haphazard decision. You want to have freedom within love and commitment; you don’t want to feel regret or amiss. When someone doesn’t seek to change or constrain you, that makes you confident that they’re a safe place. Consequently, there are more people in this pile in their “have fun/live life” phase before getting into big commitments, and this can also extend to material things (career, house, car).
Outings and keeping plans are important for this pile. That doesn’t necessarily mean you go out a lot, but that when you do it’s significant for you. So, quality time and acts of service could be the main ways you show and receive love. Some of you also like to go out because this is how you will observe or bump into new people? Some of you are looking for something in particular. This could also represent part of why you need so much freedom in relationships; knowing you can go where you want and do things without being stopped by other obligations is important.
Of all the piles, this is the one who understands most deeply about the need to love oneself—and put oneself first when necessary. This is not to call you guys self-centered because I feel someone will interpret it that way 😭 There’s an extremely strong energy of commitment you give and you also are able to give this to yourself, whereas other people in their own journey may struggle with giving nothing to themselves.
This pile doesn’t seem romantic but I think most of you are totally hopeless romantics at heart. Even if it’s with close friends or family you could wish to be very mushy or affectionate with them.
It feels very important to be with people who make space for your inner child. Seeing that someone can bring out that part of you and make you still feel welcome shows that you can “put all your eggs into one basket,” that you can trust that person for the long haul. Those who want children in this pile find it (or will find it) very important to be with someone who they view as a compatible future parent.
Your love is a breeze billowing the sails of a ship at sea! You show other people what long-lasting, freeing love is like as opposed to love that holds one too tightly.
Advice for Healthy Loving [Painting the Roses Red sideways, Lead the Way sideways, You Can’t Go Back to Yesterday]:
There’s a few different things I’m getting. Some of you do things or live a certain lifestyle because that’s part of your image, but doesn’t really represent you. You might always act a certain way because that’s how you really were before, but now this lifestyle or personality isn’t as comfortable. For example, if you were always the single friend ready for a good time, maybe you continue to be this way even when there’s curiosity about getting into a serious relationship. Or people expect a certain behavior out of you, and you don’t want to disappoint them, or you feel like people are looking up to you/at you. Your advice is you can’t eternally embody past versions of yourself. You need to operate out of who you are in the present moment, not out of your judgment of what that may be, what you were, out of others’ idea of you, nor out of an image.
There’s also advice to focus on what’s happening in front of you instead of past incidents. Some of you restrict your behavior in a certain way based on past embarrassment or regrets. Like, you may avoid some relationships because of shame surrounding someone you lost in the past? Whatever your individual case, the cards being sideways are not suggesting anything is inherently wrong with your current actions nor that these are purposeful decisions you make. But, love grows when you live in the present instead of only operating out of mindsets from the past.
I also think some of you put on a certain attitude or air about your lifestyle or something you do? For example, acting like you casually date because you don’t care for commitment but maybe it’s also because you’re wounded over something. Or acting very happy-go-lucky at parties to cover up feeling sad. Many of you are in a position that influences others, so being a little more open or vulnerable with your loved ones can be a positive force amongst all of you. Especially if you influence a friend group, sibling, or social media following, as I feel like the actions you take can have domino effects or encourage people to take steps in their own lives. You can inspire people to be their true selves. I just keep getting this feeling that there’s some regret or shame about the past or in your motivations, but that you hide this feeling under something else. It’s a way to vent at or blame your past self, but forgiving and accepting your past self will allow more love and healing.
Extra Details: wanting children, so specific but if you’ve ever watched something with a time loop I feel you guys would be the ones going back over & over to save someone, or to accompany someone. Committed to work, social life, or cultivating your image. Traveling or going out a lot. Obsessiveness. Some in this pile have more of a struggle between wanting their freedom and wanting to settle, there’s this dualistic energy. For example you might’ve been very overtaken or obsessed with others before so you cope by being less attached, but might flip flop between the two? I also think there are more polyamorous people in this pile but I am getting people who might flip flop between monogamy and polyamory at different stages of life. Heavy or significant Aquarius, Sagittarius, or Taurus placements (you might have one singular Taurus placement but find it very major, Taurus 2nd house?). Multiple 11th house placements. You might talk slowly, beat around the bush, or use a lot of filler words to “soften” your delivery (for example, instead of saying your opinion outright you might open with “I don’t know, but I feel like maybe…”). I think you guys need some fiber in your diet or something 😭. You might like silly or “childish” humor (like yo mama or poop jokes). Anxiety when you think about the past so you immediately distract yourself. Content creator, influencer, “local celebrity?” I also heard “fashion icon” lol, might have or be curating designer pieces. That might also be why you like to go out, for the fashion scene or to show off your outfit. Blocked throat and/or heart energy. Wanting to be married + have a family since you were a child, or knowing what kind of relationships you wanted since childhood.
I sense some of you feel judged or chastised reading this but I’m not judging you lol
Please select the number 1, 2 or 3. Or left to right:
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(Take these with a pinch of salt, for a bit of fun. Entertainment purposes only and all that jazz. Don't make decisions based on this lol, use that noggin' of yours that is so smart and perfect and remember you're always too good for 'em anyway!)
Group 1🌈
Yes
STORK - BOOK - BOUQUET
You may not know this, but they have a new admirer or are admiring someone new. They may have even had them in mind during your relationship or near the end (I’m sorry If that sounds harsh, sometimes people only leave confidently if they know they can jump into another relationship).
Looks like they’ve started something new. They might have been seeing the writing on the wall between you two, or noticing affection lessening or a negative change. The romance between you two might have been fizzling out.
Rider up top is for sure literally moving on. You might hear about this later on the grapevine. For now with book in the centre it makes me thinks they’re being tight lipped or not revealing much right now. Or that’s how it could’ve been when you separated, and you might not have understood quite why they were ending things.
They view this as a good change, and what they needed. If there was something you were wondering, you will get your answers. You might realize that there was no winning with this person, because their attention just seemed to go on starting anew.
Clover is temporary, they might have seen the last relationship as a fling, or something not so serious. Next to ring really is a temporary agreement, just a bit of fun. Fox next to ring is like having the mask of wanting something more serious or a long term agreement. This person pretended to want more, or want what you want.
They are happy playing the field right now. They might think you were just one of many options for them.
It looks like more than anything they like being single, or in non serious situations, hooking up, that kind of thing. They would not have been capable of giving you what you needed. I get the intuition they still think about you though, but I don’t really see regret, maybe just at the way of how you separated or stopped seeing each other. Did you give them an ultimatum?
Either way, I have to be honest, it looks like this is for the best for sure.
This person may be older than you or more experienced. They may be having to handle documents or communication with a council or government. They might be guilty of hiding certain things as well.
I think this person might have the typical issue of not wanting to commit or wanting independence, yet it can be lonely at times. Stinks of the whole late night hitting up.
If they’re not single right now, they are yet again pretending things are great or that they want something they really actually don’t. They really do replay how things happened though.
SUN - CROSSROADS - SCYTHE
CLOVER - RING - FOX
LILIES. - LETTER - TOWER
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GROUP 3🐭
They aren’t over you.
CHILD - SNAKE -WOMAN
STARS - FOX -MICE
CROSS. - SUN - HEART
They might pretend they care less, or like you less.
They may be using an account online to view your social media.
They want to start over with you but understand that it would be naive to expect that.
This seems like a messy one.
They still have strong feelings (yes, I know mice is there, but sun next to heart is such a strong influence).
There’s a sentiment of the connection being worth struggle, or hardships. They would be willing to try again. They could think there is a spiritual connection between you two. In their opinion, they seem to have a more childlike or pure type of feelings towards you. They might have done some things out of pride, and it ruined the relationship before it even got to properly start.
Whoever is the lady in the relationship or the feminine one, they are going through some things right now. They might be having issues with money, they might be ill. There is a burden on them somewhere.
If we want to go strong on interpretations, someone here could have stolen from the other, or be a charming person who was out for themselves. They might be someone who is willing to do anything to succeed. Or this could be talking about yourself being successful or wilful. There might be something about you (looks, dominance, popularity) that makes them still desire you.
Someone took advantage of the other here. It’s hinting there was a third party (classic other woman/man) or they played hooky. They could have played innocent with you. I’m seeing if this is the case, they have acknowledged it and would take responsibility for it if they got another chance.
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Hope it made sense, I'm having fun with lenormand so take this with a pinch of salt! Let me know if you can put anything together too!
