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Summary:ย You're desperate to have a child due to the possibilities (and your eggs) getting lesser and lesser by the year. The problem is, aside from having 'top-shelf' standards in men, you can't and won't commit. You just wanted a baby. Namjoon comes along the way - a hot bachelor, smells, looks and tastes top-shelf, but comes with a twist. Will he pass as your baby-daddy?
Warnings: ๐จ Minors DNI. Mentions of oral (M & F receiving), rough, unprotected.
Word count: 9k+
Youโre beat and all you want to do is go home, enjoy a hot bath, have a few drinks and sleep. But your best friend Jimin wonโt let you do that. Itโs the weekend and he would never allow you to just rot in your room.ย
In the club.ย
Jimin: (opens his arms) There she is! (laughs)ย
You roll your eyes as you approach him wearing a short black bodycon dress with a black leather jacket and a pair of black Mary Jane platforms.
Jimin: You donโt look beat. (hugs you) You look stunning.ย
Y/N: (groans) Oh stop, Jimin Park. I just came and suddenly youโre too nice to me?ย
Jimin: (pulls away) Hey, for the record, you are gorgeous. (wiggles fingers) Minus all that workaholic aura on you.ย
You snort. His phone beeps.ย
Jimin: Sorry honey, my date just arrived and Iโll just get her from the entrance, โkay?
Y/N: (scowls) Hey I thought I was your date?ย
Jimin blows you a kiss as he runs to the entrance.
Y/N: (scoffs) Bastard.ย
The barโs crowded. There are a couple of empty seats by the bar so you squeezed in your way there.ย
Y/N: (sits on stool) Whisky on the rocks please, stat.ย
Jin: Huh, if it isnโt miss VP-
Y/N: Ugh, shush Jin.
Jin - your former colleague, lawyer by day - club owner by night, and a very good friend.ย
Jin: Glad to know you have a life outside the advertising firm. โYou with Park?
Y/N: Was. And now his date has arrived so I guess Iโm flying solo. With that, can you (points whisky) make sure thatโs top shelf? And charge it to him. (winks)ย
Jin: (chuckles) Copy that.ย
Y/N: Thanks. So whatโs up with the handsome club owner bartending tonight? Ah (nods) hearingโs not until Tuesday, huh?
Jin: (gives your drink) Mhm. Tell Morgan to go easy on me. (winks)
You chuckle. Some people ordered so he canโt keep you company. You were enjoying your second glass when someone sits beside you. And damn he smells so good - like the cologne-mixing-with-masculine-body-odor kind of good.ย
You grew more interested when you heard his voice: โWhisky, dry, stat. Thank you.โ Deep, husky, sexy. Thatโs when you finally turn your head to him. He takes his glass, says โthanksโ to the bartender and smiles. Dimples. You turn your head away and read a text from Jimin telling you that heโs just at the mezzanine in case you look for him.ย
You were reading a couple more texts when you heard the guy speak again. โThought you were checking me out for a moment.โ You looked at him, made sure itโs you who heโs speaking to before you uttered a word.ย
Y/N: (clears throat) Excuse me?
Namjoon: (looks at you) Caught you staring for a few good seconds, so I thought you were checking me out. Guess I was wrong.ย
You scoff and chuckle softly.ย
Namjoon: Hi. (offers hand) Iโm Namjoon.ย
With whisky slowly hitting your bold switch, you didnโt back down.ย
Y/N: Well, Namjoon, yeah letโs say I was checking you out. Should I not? (shakes his hand) Y/N. (smiles)ย
Namjoon: (smiles) I actually wish you were.ย
Y/N: (hums) Hm.ย
So Namjoon kept you company that night and you honestly enjoyed talking to him. Heโs obviously smart and he definitely knows how to hold a conversation. The next thing you know, the talking led to kissing and making out in the clubโs restroom.ย
Namjoon: (panting) No. No kids, never married. You? (kisses you again)
Y/N: Mm, (talks onto his lips) no. Never married, but I wish to have kids in the future.
Namjoon: Interesting. Oh baby, do you want to get outta here?
Y/N: (panting) Hm. Your place? Sorry, canโt bring you in mine.ย
Namjoon: (raises eyebrow) Ha, intriguing. Well, I just landed so technically I still donโt have โmy placeโ. Iโm currently checked in though. Does that work?
Y/N: Hm, okay. As long as itโs not some cheap motel.ย
Namjoon: (chuckles softly) Baby, I donโt think you deserve a cheap motel when youโre drinking some top shelf.ย
You giggle. He brought you to the hotel heโs checked in. Five star, nice suite - youโre impressed. Not that you want things fancy. Itโs just that youโre a neat freak so you basically want things clean and hygienic. Though sex with a stranger is neither of those.
Youโre not the type to hook up with a total stranger. So tonight must have something to do with the whisky, this manโs very interesting personality, and not to forget how good he looks.
The first round was quick and excited - like both of you have never been laid for a while. You did not realize he was that tall until he carried you and pinned you up against the wall. Heโs got an impressive length and girth and youโre so damn full while you got his head spinning feeling you so tight around him.ย
The next round in the shower was slower and you ended things in bed. After that, you were both beat, in a very good way. Itโs safe to say that that was the best sex of your life. And Namjoon? He sure had the best time with you.ย
Drunk, you swear you can't remember when you fell asleep. The next morning, you woke up with a terrible hangover, a good kind of sore, wrapped in fluffy sheets. You smile at the sunshine kissing your face for a second, until you realize what happened last night and where you actually are right now. Your eyes bugged out and before you can even jump out of bed, you feel the bed move and a huge arm snakes around your waist.
Y/N: (shuts eyes) Shit.ย
Then you hear little snores again and warm breath touching the back of your neck. You carefully escaped Namjoonโs embrace and moved like a cat to not wake him up.ย
While dressing up, you stare at him. You smile at how attractive this man could be even if heโs asleep. He looks like a gentle giant.ย
You left him still in dreamland.
Namjoon wakes up to his phone vibrating nonstop.ย
Namjoon: (eyes closed) Yeah? Morning. (Nods) Mhm. Yeah? Sounds good. Tomorrow afternoon? Great. Sure, let me talk to her. Hey munchkin, how are you? (Chuckles) Yes and Iโm so excited to see you. I will, I promise. (Smiles) I love you too, munchkin.ย
He finally gets up. He thought you might still be in the shower since he saw your scarf still laying on the couch, but the shower is empty. Heโs a bit disappointed that he wasnโt able to see you off. The doorbell rings - itโs room service delivering a cup of coffee and some breakfast in a bag.
Namjoon: (confused) Uh- sorry, I don't think I ordered anything.ย
Attendant: (reads note) Mr. Namjoon Kim, right sir? You checked in last night?
Namjoon: Yeah, thatโs right.
Attendant: (gives bag) Then itโs definitely for you sir. Thereโs a note inside. (Smiles)ย
Namjoon takes it anyway. Curious of who sent it, he looks for the note first. And it reads:
โCoffee for your hangover and a little breakfast, just because- ๐ -Y/Nโ
Namjoon smiles and blushes. He finds this gesture sweet. And quite honestly, he never experienced anything like this. Usually, his one night stands will end on the same night or another round the next morning before either of them leaves. But this? Waking up alone but with breakfast on the side just hits different.
Back to your place. You crash on the couch after taking a shower and your chocolate brown ragdoll cat cuddles with you.ย
Y/N: (chuckles softly) Yes Mon-Mon, how about we do lazy Sunday today?
Cinnamon: Meow.ย
You smile and close your eyes. Youโre close to falling asleep when you hear your door swing open.ย
Jimin: There you are! (exhales sharply)ย
Cinnamon meows.ย
Y/N: (eyes closed) I hope itโs obvious that Iโm trying to get some sleep here?
Jimin: At 10AM? Itโs so not you.ย
You hear him hit the kitchen. You sit up knowing that you wonโt be able to sleep anyway.ย
Jimin: (making coffee) Where have you been all night?
Y/N: I hadโฆfun. Like you highly suggested.ย
You sit behind the island counter where Jiminโs making coffee.ย
Jimin: If by โfunโ you mean โgetting laidโ, then good for you and your breeding plan.ย
Y/N: (scoffs) What am I, a bird???
Jimin: Can be a fox, a cat, whatever works. We just want an offspring out of your few remaining eggs, okay?
Y/N: And you expect me to just hook up with a stranger and hope to get pregnant with a strangerโs genes?ย
Jimin: Well if youโd only accept my offer then I wouldโve already taken you out of your misery. I can just be the โmale dogโ in the picture and-
Y/N: (groans) Oh god, ew, stop. Weโve talked about this. Youโre practically a brother to me Chim. You know Iโd love every bit of your DNA, but NO.ย
Jimin laughs. He loves teasing you about this.ย
Y/N: And thatโd be so awkward - having your baby and you lurking around when the last thing I wanna do is commit.ย
Jimin: I can solve that problem too. You just have to-
Y/N: Ugh no, stop. (holds your head) I feel my hangover coming back.ย
Jimin: Huh, now that youโve mentioned that (unpacking breakfast), I thought you put some drinks on my tab last night? I asked Jin and he said it was already taken care of.ย
Y/N: Oh. (clears throat) Yeah?
You canโt clearly recall if Namjoon paid the whole bill.ย
Jimin: Yeah? What do you mean โyeahโ?
Y/N: No I mean yeah. Got that covered. Iโll let you pay next time.ย
Jimin: (hums) Hm, โkay.ย
Jimin lifts his head, finally done preparing coffee and breakfast. And he just stares at you for a few seconds.ย
Y/N: What? Do I have something on my face? (touches your face)ย
Jimin: (snickers) Huh. Y/N Choi, I think you fucking got laid.ย
Y/N: Wha- (scowls) what???
Jimin: ASG all over you my friend! (laughs)ย
Being the playboy he is, of course he knows. You keep denying and he keeps on teasing. Thatโs your friendship - leaving no crumbs, telling each other everything, but you donโt kiss and tell and just leave those stuff to each otherโs imagination. You just ended up admitting that you met a handsome and smart guy, thatโs it.ย
Later that afternoon, you swing by a nearby bookstore. Youโre in your lazy Sunday look - oversized hoodie, shorts, sneaks, big glasses with your hair in a messy bun. You were reaching for a book on your tippy toes when you felt a huge figure hover behind you and an arm extending, reaching the book you wanted.
Y/N: Oh. Thank you.ย
You turn around and you step backwards in surprise when you see someone familiar. He pulled you by the waist so you wonโt hurt yourself when you hit the shelf. Now youโre both standing too close to each otherโฆjust like last night.
Namjoon: You really want them top shelf huh? (smiles and gives book)ย
Namjoon: Nothing, sorry. (chuckles softly) Itโs just nice to see another side of you. Last night was a hot clubbing look and today is a lazy look hm?
Y/N: Oh. (looks at yourself) I hope I did not disappoint you without any makeup on.ย
Namjoon: Oh no, please. You look even prettier without anything on.ย
You raise an eyebrow and Namjoon stutters.
Namjoon: I mean I- you uh- you look prettier without any makeup on - thatโs what Iโm trying to say. (blushes) Sorry, that came out wrong. (chuckles shakily)
You chuckle. So this is how Mr. Confidently Smart gets worked up.
You ended up in a cafe nearby, both in lazy outfits. Damn he looks good even in sweats. Heโs really fun to talk to, sober or drunk. A couple of hours have passed and he asked you if youโd like to grab dinner and maybe enjoy a couple of movies back in his hotel room. You would love to, but your little Cinnamon still hasn't eaten.ย
Heโs secretly wishing youโd just invite him over. And you did. Youโre not the type to invite acquaintances over to your place, but you did. And itโs strange that he doesnโt feel like heโs a stranger nor an acquaintance.ย
He loves your cozy apartment and he adores Cinnamon. Surprisingly, Cinnamon instantly adjusted to a new visitor. As planned, you grabbed some pizza for takeout, you popped some wine and you both crashed on the couch to watch a movie.ย
A couple of movies later, you enjoyed your second bottle of wine and talked more. Heโd kill to hear the sound of your laugh. He loves it. At this point you could say that youโre pretty much acquainted and comfortable with each other.ย
You both admitted that youโre not the type to regularly hang out in a club and hook up with someone. Namjoon never invites a random girl in his place and you never invite a fling over to yours. Also, you donโt do second meet-ups.
Namjoon: So what are we doing right now? (smiles)
The look in his eyes and those fucking dimples would melt you anytime.ย
Y/N: (shrugs) Beats me.ย
Namjoon: (moves closer) Hm. Strange that I donโt feel strange around you.ย
Y/N: (snorts) Oh stop. Inviting you over doesnโt mean you can swoon me over with your sweet-talk.
Namjoon: Trust me, youโll know when Iโm sweet-talking and when Iโm not.ย
He leans closer and gives you a sweet kiss. You both smile after the kiss.ย
Namjoon: Damn, I love it when you kiss me.ย
You just hum in response. He kisses you again, deeply this time. Things started heating up so you brought your business in your room. Both undressed, Namjoon leans on the headboard and lets you straddle him.ย
Namjoon: (panting) โYou like โem top shelf? Then Iโd like you on top tonight, if thatโs okay?
Y/N: Ha. (smiles) We have a little problem though.ย
Namjoon: No condoms?
You nod.ย
Namjoon: No worries, Iโm clean.ย
Y/N: I am, too.ย
Namjoon: Then that settles it.ย
You kiss again and you feel his tip touching your dripping entrance.ย
Y/N: (panting) Really? (talks onto his lips) You trust me that much?
Namjoon: Uh-huh. If you trust me then I donโt see why I wonโt trust you.ย
Without saying a word, you start to sink down his length. You both moan.ย
Namjoon: (grunts) Oh fuck baby, so tight.ย
You started to move faster when you already adjusted to his size. It drives him crazy when you come - feeling you clench around him and seeing you fall apart on top of him is top tier.ย
Namjoon: God, youโre beautiful.ย
He flips you to missionary when youโre done chasing your high and he starts to pound on you mercilessly. He finished on your lower abdomen. You were both exhausted, but you immediately went for a second round after he cleaned up his mess.ย
After another exhaustingly good round , you were surprised that he cleaned you up with a warm towel. You wonder when and where he got it. You mustโve fallen into a quick nap.ย
Y/N: (closes your legs) Stop, (chuckles softly) what are you doing?
Namjoon: (opens your legs) Just let me. (smiles)ย
This is new to you. How can some random guy be this nice?
Y/N: Iโm starting to think that I let a psychopath inside my house on a Sunday night.ย
Namjoon: (snorts) What?
Y/N: Youโre being too nice, it scares me. (laughs)ย
Namjoon: (laughing) You and your cute little thoughts. Then yes, maybe Iโm a psychopath, a murderer, and I tell you now, you wonโt see the dawn break tomorrow because in a few hours, Iโll put you in a bag and throw you off somewhere.ย
Y/N: (snorts) God, stop. That sounded creepy.ย
Namjoon laughs. While you are busy laughing, you feel his lips on your sore cunt. You were caught off guard that you gasp.ย
Y/N: (whines) Joon.ย
Namjoon: Hm, โguess thatโs my new nickname? I like it.ย
And he continues to pepper your cunt with butterfly kisses. It was all gentle at first until you felt his tongue draw circles on your bud and lick and suck the hell out of you. Youโre a moaning mess and he loves it.ย
Namjoon: I think this is me killing you with pleasure now. Scream if you need to, babe.ย
He eats you shamelessly. Again, a first for a random hookup. You came and Namjoon finished off with soft kisses. He hovers on you afterwards, kisses you and lets you taste yourself.ย
Namjoon: (hums) Hm, you taste like top shelf, baby.ย
Y/N: (laughs) Oh you sweet-talker, stop. (touching his dimples) What did you do that for?
Namjoon: I wanted a taste so bad and you didnโt disappoint. I hope I did not cross the line.ย
Y/N: What stupid line are you talking about? (plays with his hair) Weโve been doing this since last night and you think youโre suddenly crossing the line? (chuckles softly)ย
Namjoon: (chuckles) I donโt know. Maybe I just thought you wouldnโt want such gesture.ย
Y/N: You just caught me by surprise. And maybe I was kinda shy.ย
Namjoon: (scoffs) Really? Why would you even be shy when you taste so divine?
He kisses you again. Youโre having a lazy kiss and youโre loving every single second of it. You feel him grow on your thigh again.ย
Namjoon: (moans) Mmn baby, I think we should stop here.ย
Y/N: What?
Namjoon: If you keep on kissing me that way, Iโll be in trouble again and I might beg for another round.ย
Y/N: And you donโt want that?
Namjoon: Oh Iโd love that. But would you? โCoz I wonโt force you with anything.ย
Y/N: Mhm. Such a gentleman huh?
Namjoon: I try my best. (smiles)ย
You did not have a third round, but you did give him a head. So good that he was able to reach his peak. He moaned so loud and sexy when he came.ย
You showered and he asked if he could stay over for a bit. You agreed. You end up laying in bed, facing each other. Before you fade away to dreamland.
Namjoon: Y/n? (touches your face)
Y/N: Hm? (opens your eyes)ย
Namjoon: I just had to ask.ย
Y/N: Mhm?ย
Namjoon: Whatโs with the breakfast yesterday?
You felt extremely embarrassed that you hid under your blanket, giggled and blushed big time.ย
Namjoon: (chuckles) Whatโs wrong baby? Come here.ย
He pulls you closer and pulls the blanket off your face.
Y/N: (sighs) I honestly donโt know why. I just thought youโd like coffee first thing as soon as your hangover hits and I just kinda tossed some breakfast on the side. (Scrunches nose) Too mushy?
Namjoon: So sweet and thoughtful, I love it. I mean, nobodyโs done that for me before.
Y/N: Youโre kidding.
Namjoon: Iโm serious. And your note says โjust becauseโ. Just because?
Y/N: Just becauseโฆI love breakfast?ย
Namjoon: (scoffs) Now youโre kidding.ย
Y/N: Iโm not, really. Itโs my favorite meal of the day.ย
Namjoon: (smiles) Okay, fine. (Touches your face) Then would you go on a breakfast date with me tomorrow?ย
Y/N: (chuckles) Joon, Iโm sorry (touching his dimples) I shouldโve told you sooner. I donโt do dates.
Namjoon: Oh. You donโt?ย
Y/N: I mean we can go out, but I wouldnโt call โem dates.ย
Namjoon: Sounds cool. Date is a strong word, I agree. Then maybe you can go out with me tomorrow and grab some breakfast before Monday kills us? How does that sound? (Winks)
Y/N: (smiles) Sounds better.
Tonight might be the best sleep youโve had in years. Youโre used to having someone sleep beside you because Jimin sleeps over a lot since you were kids.ย
While having breakfast at a bistro the next morning.ย
Y/N: Oh youโre not? (drinks coffee)
Namjoon: (shakes his head) Mm-mm. (wipes his lips) Not until in a couple of weeks. It takes a week for our team to settle everything regarding my transfer, I might pop up for a bit just to meet the rest of our team here, then Iโm off for another week to spend time with my niece. Sheโs currently having a mini vacation right now.
Y/N: Oh wow, that sounds nice. Iโd kill for a long vacation right now.ย
Namjoon: Iโm sure you can. But something tells me youโre practically married to your job? (snickers)
Y/N: (scoffs) Really? Is my best friend right when he said I have this workaholic aura? (groans) Ugh, I hate it when youโre right.ย
Namjoon laughs.ย
Namjoon: Youโre good, not judging. Anyway, Iโm moving into my apartment this afternoon. Iโd love to throw a small housewarming party if only I have any friends in the city.ย
Y/N: (chews and nods) Mhm? (wipes your lips)
Namjoon: So I was wondering ifโฆyouโre free? For dinner? Not a date, just dinner.ย
You chuckle.ย
Y/N: Well, thank you very much for the invitation, but Iโm usually swamped on Mondays so I really canโt say yes. At least not yet.ย
Namjoon: (nods) No worries. (smiles cutely)ย
Y/N: Can I be blunt?
Namjoon: Please.
Y/N: Do you plan on inviting me out for the rest of the week?
Namjoon: You know what? I love it that youโre so smart. (winks and clicks tongue)ย
You chuckle softly.ย
Namjoon: Well, neither of us do second meet-ups, but we did. So to answer your question, yes. If it doesnโt sound too selfish and too demanding, Iโd like to spend the rest of my free time with you before everything gets crazy around me. (smiles)ย
Any girl would give in at this point. And you might just be one of them.ย
Y/N: (hums) Hm, weโll see about that. I canโt even promise if I can make it to your housewarming tonight.ย
Namjoon: No promises, no commitments, please. Just- I donโt know. Maybe we can try and see if we can make it?
Y/N: Hm, I like that. (shrugs) Okay. (smiles)ย
Monday passed by so quickly. You made it through your busy day and Namjoon was able to put everything in place in his new apartment - or at least half of it. He sent you his address just in case youโll make it. You see his text six hours later.ย
Itโs 10PM and thereโs no sign of you - both in Namjoonโs phone and at his doorsteps. Not that heโs expecting that youโll come, but he just thought itโd be nice if you did.ย
10:30 and he already finished a bottle of moscato. Heโs planning on finishing the book heโs currently reading and hit the bed soon.ย
The doorbell rings. Heโs expecting some more boxes so he thought itโs just the maintenance guy. He opens the door and there you are, doing tiny hops, scarf covering half of your face.ย
Y/N: Oh my god! Was there a forecast that it will get this chilly tonight?
You barge in his place to finally feel the heater.ย
Y/N: Iโm so sorry Iโm late.ย
You unpack a bag of goodies at his island counter - a good bottle of whisky, a pasta dish, some chicken and dessert and you babble nonstop, leaving Namjoon still surprised.
Y/N: Aside from the fact that I was busy the whole day, I planned on surprising you when my schedule magically cleared up this afternoon. That's why I didnโt reply to your text.ย
Namjoon is just stuck there, staring at you while you talk some more.ย
Y/N: So I got home early to change up, thought I could make some aglio olio here, then I thought some chicken would be good too, ordered some dessert, and I swear I just planned on taking a very short power nap. The next thing I know itโs almost 10PM and-
Namjoon spun you around to face him, did not let you finish and just crashed his lips onto yours. And all you could do is hum to the kiss.ย
Y/N: (smiles and talks onto the kiss) Hm, your lips taste so sweet. (pulls away to look at him) What have you been drinking? (clings your arms around his nape)
Namjoon: Moscato. (smiles) You made it.ย
Y/N: Mhm. Better late than never. (chuckles)ย
And you kiss sweetly again. Youโre not gonna lie, you love the way he kisses you.ย
He popped another bottle, gave you a quick house tour and you both dug in the food youโre bringing.ย
Namjoon: (moans) Mmn! (wipes his lips) This tastes amazing. I should be the one who prepared food, not you bringing some.ย
Y/N: Right, and by preparing food you mean ordering some take-out?
Namjoon glares at you. You laugh.ย
Y/N: Joon, you just told me yesterday that youโre way too dangerous in the kitchen.ย
Namjoon: (sighs) I know.ย
Y/N: So, (looks around) too much stuff or too lazy to unpack?
Namjoon: A little bit of both, actually. Would you mind hanging out in the living room surrounded by boxes?
Y/N: Not at all. (smiles)ย
[BGM: Seven by Jung Kook]
Mixed scenes. For some reason your week has been pretty light and you have this urge to see Namjoon and spend the rest of his and your free time with him as planned. Heโs way too interesting to qualify just as your fuck buddy so no, youโre not just up for the sex.ย
Namjoon feels the same. Itโs clear that youโre not dating, but heโs really looking forward to seeing you at the end of the day. Youโd go to walks in the park, visit museums, try different cuisines, watch movies in either of your places, unpack more of his stuff, and of course some little steamy sessions in between.ย
Hanging out with Namjoon is easy, no pressure at all. Sadly, happy things have their ending. You both talked about this, so youโre both cool. It just makes you both sad that you canโt get to โgo outโ more often because 1. Things start to get crazy at work again; 2. Namjoonโs niece is back and as mentioned, heโs spending time with her; and 3. You both are in no position to meet on a regular basis like couples do.
You do, however, chat or call each other when you have time, but things have been pretty busy for the both of you. One day at your sisterโs daycare center, you brought her doughnuts and coffee after your field work.ย
Kate: So howโs your breeding plan going?
You almost spit your coffee out.ย
Y/N: Can you stop calling it that?
Kate: What? Jimin coined it and it actually makes sense.ย
Y/N: (groans) Oh god, that jerk.ย
Kate: Language, this is a daycare.ย
Y/N: (whispers) Sorry.ย
Kate: So? Am I gonna be an aunt soon?
Y/N: Ugh Kate, stop. My OB-Gyne is enough to pressure me.ย
Kate: Fine. But seriously sis, how the hell would your breeding plan work if you wonโt commit? Wonโt guys find that odd? I mean do you actually believe that youโre not gonna develop feelings eventually? Especially if you donโt get pregnant in, you know, โone goโ.ย
You sigh. Sheโs got a point.ย
Kate: Then that makes Jimin a perfect candidate.ย
You groan and roll your eyes.ย
Kate: Perfect genes, dad and uncle in one, no possible heartbreak nor emotional damage, and you guys can work out a setup where thereโs no commitment. Youโll be the mom and he would just (shrugs) do the daddy-ing once in a while?
Y/N: No, no Jimin in the equation, okay? Sis, weโre practically siblings. Thatโs incest.ย
Before Kate can even react, you hear a tiny voice ask โWhatโs incest?โ You and Kate were surprised that one of the kids in the daycare heard you. When you looked down, you saw a pretty 6-year old in a cute jumper.ย
Kate: (to you)(whispers) You better take care of that. (to the kid) Hey Rocky sweetheart. (fixes her nametag) This is my sister Y/n and sheโs joining us today, because sheโs done with work. Right, Y/n? (glares at you) So, do you want to hang out with her while I prepare your snacks?
Rocky: Hm. (shrugs) Yeah, I guess.ย
Youโre surprised that this kidโs so sass for her age. Itโs not usually crowded today so you get to bond with Rocky. While sheโs drawing.ย
Y/N: Wow, those are perfect lines honey. How did you learn to draw?
Rocky: Itโs in the genes maybe? My dad is an artist.
Y/N: Oh yeah? So um, your dad must be busy huh? I mean are you here often?
Rocky: (nods) Mhm. What do you do?
Y/N: Me? Oh uh, I work for a corporation and do, you know, boring grownup stuff. (winks)ย
Rocky: (chuckles) You sound like my dad.ย
Y/N: (smiles) Yeah? Well, good news is that you wonโt grow up anytime soon and do the boring grown up stuff that we do. (chuckles)
Rocky: Will I see you here often?
Y/N: Why? Do you want to see me here often?
She nods and smiles cutely, flashing those cute dimples.ย
Y/N: You know I used to be here a lot and help Kate around. It keeps my mind off my stressful job. So I guess thatโs a yes. (nods) I think I should come here often.ย
You guys clicked. If youโre being honest, you always wanted a daughter. Instant best friend, sister, baby all rolled into one. But at the rate youโre going with your OB-Gyne advising you to freeze your eggs, you know youโre not in any place to be choosy.ย
So you try your best to swing by the daycare as often as you can and fortunately, you get to catch Rocky when you drop by. You saw a babysitter pick her up a few times, but no โother dadโ. You assumed he must be really busy.ย
Some weeks later.ย
Rocky: (to babysitter) Really??? (excited) Weโre going to daddyโs office?
Babysitter: (smiles) Mhm. He said heโs taking you to a nice dinner tonight.ย
Rocky: Yay! (to you) Will you be here tomorrow?
A question she always asks.ย
Y/N: (leans forward) Iโm not promising, but I will try. (smiles)(boops her nose)ย
Rocky: (hugs you) Thanks for today, Y/n. Bye!ย
Y/N: Bye! Enjoy dinner.ย
While closing up.ย
Y/N: That kidโs parents must be really busy. I mean daycare + babysitter? Ugh. Thatโs exactly one of the reasons why I donโt want to get married. Weโll argue about that for sure.
Kate: (arranging toys) Why, because youโre workaholic enough to get yourself an alter ego and end up getting a babysitter?ย
Y/N: (throws a stuffed toy at her) I hate you.ย
Kate: (laughing) Truth hurts huh? (exhales sharply) Oh but did I not tell you? Rockyโs dad picked her up once and damn, heโs hot.ย
Y/N: Yeah?
Kate: Mhm. The mom must be pretty. I mean, look at Rocky.ย
Y/N: Oh for sure.ย ย
The door swings open.ย
Jimin: โEvening ladies!
Kate: Ooh, Mr. Sperm Donor is here.ย
Jimin: Ooh, did I miss something? (to you) Did you finally approve?
Y/N: Oh my god, cut it out before I punch your pretty face.ย
Jimin: Uh-huh, you admit I have a pretty face. (winks)
Y/N: You know I always tell you that, but no, you are in no way gonna be part of my breeding plan.ย
Jimin and Kate burst into laughs.ย
Jimin: Finally calling it a breeding plan!ย
You roll your eyes.ย
Jimin: Anyway, itโs the weekend and Iโm in the mood to treat you to a nice dinner and weโll go to Kimโs afterwards.ย
Kate: Ooh, can I bring Tom?
Jimin: Please, itโs been a while since we guys hung out.ย
Kate: (to you) See why I want him as my brother-in-law?
You groan. Youโre not too busy so you thought itโd be nice to go to some dinner and clubbing. You went to Jinโs club and heโs there bartending. You sit alone by the bar again since Jimin has his date and your sister is busy dancing with her boyfriend. This time, you plan on charging some top shelf drinks to Jimin.ย
Y/N: Oh Jimin Park, that big-mouth.ย
Jin keeps on laughing.ย
Jin: Hey Iโm not judging and that just sounds natural for our age. I mean your age.ย
Y/N: Do you really have to rub it in? (drinks a shot)
Jin: Okay, so if Jimin is out of the equation, would you consider me? I swear our kid would have the best looks. (winks)ย
Y/N: Oh my god, you did not just say that.ย
Jin laughs again.ย
Jin: Okay Iโll stop bothering you. Just let these guys know if you want anything okay? I just need to take this call upstairs.
Y/N: Cool. Thanks Jin.ย
You get a text from Namjoon, asking what youโre up to. You answered with a photo of your drink.ย
Namjoon: Ugh, so envious. This is the only top shelf I can afford right now. Cheers.ย
Message is followed by a photo of his hot cocoa, a familiar television behind it, two pairs of legs wearing cute socks - heโs probably having a nice time with his niece.ย
Y/N: Cute!
He sends a photo of him smiling cutely in a teddy bear hoodie.ย
Namjoon: Thanks!
Y/N: Haha, smooth.ย
Namjoon: I miss you. Once this project is over, I hope we can go out again.ย
You smile. You never planned on going steady with someone, but at this point, does it not look like โgoing steadyโ?
Y/N: I miss you, too. Yes, once our major project is also over, that sounds like a plan.ย
A couple of weeks later at your place. Namjoon pins you to the wall as you kiss each other hungrily.ย
Y/N: (panting) I hope you brought condoms?
Namjoon: Oh shoot, I didnโt. Sorry.ย
Y/N: Oh shush, Iโm clean.ย
Namjoon: I am too. Baby at the rate weโre going, I think the only thing that fucked us for the past month would be our jobs.
Y/N: Oh god, yes!
Namjoon: And damn I envy your job.ย
You laugh and he kisses you again. A couple of rounds and some after-care later, you lay in bed lazily. Still naked under the sheets, laughing at Namjoonโs story.ย
Y/N: (laughing) Youโre such a dork.ย
Namjoon: I know. (pulls you closer)ย
Heโs just staring at you.ย
Y/N: What? (touches his dimples) You always do that.ย
Namjoon: Do what?
Y/N: Stare at me.ย
Namjoon: I am not staring, I am adoring. Thereโs a difference. (winks)ย
Y/N: (snorts) Stop Mr. Sweet Talker.ย
Namjoon: And you always do that.ย
Y/N: What?
Namjoon: Touching my dimples.
Y/N: (hums) Hm, I adore them. (smiles)ย
Namjoon: (chuckles) Why, look at you little Miss Smooth Talker.ย
He pulls you in for a sweet kiss.ย
Things are still arenโt clear between you and Namjoon. You donโt want to label what you have, you try your best not to demand time and attention from each other, but you made it clear to each other that if you stay in this โsituationshipโ where you get intimate, youโre not supposed to sleep with other people. Saves you both from STDs and whatnots. You both want that anyway. Besides, as Namjoon said, thereโs no time to fuck other people when youโre both busy fucking your jobs.
Namjoon likes you. So much. Damn he might actually be falling for you at this point. But you made it clear from day one that youโre not the type to commit, so heโs having second thoughts confessing.ย
You, on the other hand, are trying your best to stick to your โno-hubby-โbaby-onlyโ principle. Your previous relationships have done you enough damage so you think not being in one saves you from all the hurt. Namjoon is there and though you think itโs unfair, you feel that what you have is enough for now. Also, like Jimin and Jin, heโs out of the breeding plan.
One time at the daycare, youโre getting ready to go and getting some of the kidsโ stuff ready including Rockyโs.
Rocky: Are you in a hurry?
Y/N: Not really honey. Why? (puts her jacket on)ย
Rocky: My dadโs picking me up today and I want you to meet him. (giggles)ย
Y/N: Oh yeah? Okay, letโs do that. (smiles and puts her beanie on) You know your dadโs running a bit late, yeah?
Rocky: Heโs always late. (frowns cutely)
You chuckle. The door swings open and you hear a familiar voice talk to Kate. โIโm really sorry. I got stuck in a meeting.โ
Kate: Oh itโs fine, really. Surprised youโre the one picking her up today. (smiles) Rocky! Your dadโs here.ย
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Rocky: (turns her head) Daddy! (waves at him)ย
You stand and look at the front desk. Youโre ready with a smile that youโre finally meeting one of Rockyโs parents. You did not know that you were in for the biggest surprise of your life.ย
Standing at the front desk is Namjoon. Both your smiles faded when you saw each other.ย
Rocky: (runs to Namjoon) Daddy!ย
Namjoon: Um, hey munchkin. (carries her)ย
Rocky: (points you) Sheโs the one I told you about. My favorite daycare buddy. (giggles)ย
Kate: Aww, so Iโm not your favorite? (frowns)ย
Rocky: You are too, Kate. (giggles)ย
Kate: (chuckles)(to Namjoon) Oh Mr. Kim, this is my sister Y/N. She doesnโt work here full-time but she helps out whenever she has the time. And yeah, I guess sheโs Rockyโs favorite buddy in here. (chuckles)ย
Namjoon: (nods) Right.ย
Kate: Sis, this is Mr. Namjoon Kim, Rockyโs dad. (smiles)ย
Still startled, you managed to get your shit together.
Y/N: Oh uh, hi Mr. Kim. Itโs nice to meet you. (smiles)ย
You shake hands. The door swings open again.ย
Kate: Oh youโre here! Picking up your date?
Jimin: Donโt tag her as my date or sheโll kill you. (hugs Kate)(to you) โYou ready to go? (kisses your head)ย
You told Namjoon about Jimin and Jimin knows about Namjoon sans the name, the face and the rest of the details. So they basically know each other, but not just properly introduced yet - or ever. You donโt think theyโll get properly introduced any longer with the plot twist youโre witnessing right now.ย
Y/N: Um, (nods) yeah.ย
You left a whole lot of questions in the daycare that day.ย
Namjoon tried messaging and calling you all night, but youโre not in the mood to deal with him yet. You are Jiminโs plus one that night at his bossโs 60th birthday. Their company got him a room at the hotel so youโre staying the night, too. While youโre changing up to more comfortable after-party clothes.ย
Jimin: Iโm sorry, what??? So thatโs him earlier? And heโs Rockyโs dad? (wears shirt)
Y/N: (tying your hair up) Mhm. Sucks, right?
Jimin: (sighs) Okay, why do I sense that youโre so disappointed?
Y/N: I am not so disappointed, Chim. I am worried. I mean can you just imagine me sleeping with a guy who claimed heโs never married nor have kids? I feel like a homewrecker at this point.ย
Jimin: Yeah, hang on, I know. Thatโs a natural reaction. But I sense something else.ย
Y/N: There is no โsomething elseโ.ย
You wear your jacket while Jimin keeps quiet for a few seconds. You thought heโs already dropping this conversation. ย
Jimin: (snickers) You have feelings for this guy. (wiggles index finger) I knew it.ย
Y/N: Oh my god. Heโs not dropping it. (wears earrings)ย
Jimin: No, wait, I really wonโt drop this until I hear it from you.ย
Y/N: (sighs) Fine. I might be โfeeling thingsโ for this guy, okay? Happy now?
Jimin: Okay. So aside from the fact - which we arenโt 100% sure yet - that heโs got a kid or heโs actually married, what could be so wrong?
Y/N: Because it will ruin my plans!ย
Jimin: God Y/n, what is so wrong with having a complete family?ย
Y/N: Because of the possibility that my kids will have a broken one like mine and Kateโs. I mean donโt you remember the common thing my exes have against me? They said that Iโm hard to love. (scoffs) Couples could divorce, kids usually go to the motherโs custody so I prefer not to go through all that trouble and just have kids. Period.
Jimin: You know that not all marriages end in divorce, right? You just think so because thatโs what you want to believe in or at least thatโs what your experiences made you believe. (exhales sharply) You want a guyโs POV? A guy like me who doesn't do second nights or second meet-ups would not, at all cost, bend or break my rules unless Iโm so into a girl. You told me before that Namjoon said almost the same thing and look where you guys are now. Youโre going out, youโre both not seeing anybody but each other. I tell you, this guy is also โfeeling thingsโ.ย
Heโs got a point. You and Namjoon feel like you have an unspoken rule.ย
Jimin: So until weโre sure about him being married or having a kid, fuck that no-hubby-baby-only plan of yours.ย
You scoff.ย
Jimin: Donโt scoff at me, lady. This is me thinking about your future if you donโt want me to be the male dog or cat or bird.
You canโt help but laugh at his remark.ย
Despite all the talking, you still did not reach out to Namjoon that nightโฆand the days after that. Heโs persistent at reaching you, but to no luck. Namjoon wouldnโt want to come unannounced at your place. Heโs thinks it would be a bit too much. So he decided to wait patiently.
A few days later at Namjoonโs place. Heโs drinking with his best friend Hobi. Bella, the babysitter, steps out of Rockyโs room.ย
Bella: Sheโs finally down.ย
Namjoon: And? Is she feeling better?
Bella: Nah, sheโs still upset that sheโs not seeing Y/n at the daycare for days now.ย
Namjoon sighs.ย
Namjoon: (gives allowance) Anyway, thanks for today Bella.ย
Bella: No problem boss. Iโll go ahead. Good night guys.ย
Hobi: Good night, Bella.ย
Hobi starts to laugh.ย
Namjoon: (scoffs) Youโre actually laughing?ย
Hobi: Iโm sorry. (laughs for the last time) Okay, Iโm sorry, Iโm done laughing. Nah bro, itโs just that you already found someone who loves kids and Rocky found someone she obviously considers as mom-material and the timing was just fucking bad.ย
Namjoon sighs.ย
Hobi: Before, youโd tell your date straight up that youโre adopting a kid and then they suddenly disappear. This time you switched to not telling your date too soon and this is what happens.ย
Namjoon is quiet.ย
Hobi: (snickers) You like her. (nods) So much.ย
Namjoon: (sighs) Yeah but she doesnโt want any labels, she said she doesnโt want to commit, and she doesnโt even want to call our meet-ups โdatesโ.ย
Hobi laughs.ย
Hobi: Oh sheโs really something. No doubt she got you hooked. (drinks whisky) Iโd love to meet her. And no, donโt make any more excuses like you donโt want to be pushy or anything. If you want her, then you really should push, you get me?ย
The next day indeed, Namjoon decides to push.ย
Your assistant knocks and enters your office.ย
Maya: Hey girl boss. How far along are you with that breeding plan of yours?
Y/N: (scoffs) Really? You too call it that now?
Maya: Well, your best friendโs pretty witty coining that term. (winks)ย
Y/N: (groans) Argh, gonna kill Park for this.ย
Maya: Well the reason I asked is thereโs somebody to see you. Heโs too hot to be a client so I figured you already chose a sperm donor?
Y/N: (scowls) Oh my god, Maya!ย
Maya: What? You donโt like โbreeding planโ, โsperm donorโ, then okay. Would โbaby-daddyโ work?
Y/N: God, you're giving me a headache. Who is it again?
Maya: Oh he didnโt give his name like the discreet gentleman he should be. But I sent him to the lounge where you could speak more (whispers) privately. (smiles)
And off she went.ย
Y/N: (sighs) What kind of people have I surrounded myself with?
You shake your head and leave your office. When you step into the lounge, you can already tell itโs Namjoon just by seeing his back. He turns around.ย
Namjoon: Um, hi. (smiles)ย
Y/N: Namjoon, hi. (smiles) What brought you here?
Namjoon did not waste a second. He explained everything in detail and left no crumbs. Rocky is his late brotherโs daughter; her mom abandoned her upon birth; Rocky calls her dad one day and heโs not complaining; she grew up with their youngest sister, but now that sheโs getting married and expecting, she needs a hand with Rocky. On top of all of that, Rockyโs mom suddenly shows up not so long ago, trying to get custody of her and Namjoonโs family wonโt allow it. Hence, Namjoon moving to the city.ย
He explained why he didnโt tell her about all this at first because of how his previous potential relationships ended, like knowing heโs got a niece that he wanted to legally adopt someday. Now that Rockyโs mom is in the picture, he might just adopt her sooner than planned.ย
You were in tears hearing Rockyโs story. It must be so hard for her to experience all these at a young age.ย
Y/N: Well at least we cleared the air now. (sniffles and wipes your tears) I um, Iโm sorry I didnโt take your calls. I just- I just needed some space.ย
Namjoon: I understand. And I never want to throw everything at you like this but- (sighs) I like you, Y/n. I want you, I want this, I want us. So I figured I should do this sooner and accept whatever your decision is.ย
So Jiminโs right - this guy is into you and is also โfeeling thingsโ. Youโre surprised at his confession. You feel like giving in any second, but your stubborn self wonโt let you.ย
Y/N: I uh- I like you too, Namjoon.ย
Namjoon strongly feels thereโs a but.ย
Y/N: But I need some time to process everything. And itโs not about you, or Rocky, or your plans of legally adopting her - believe me, that sounds really beautiful. I just have to deal with myself first. (Sighs) I just need to know what I really want right now.
As much as Namjoon understands, heโs a bit sad with what you said. Itโs blurry and it feels like heโs not seeing the end of the tunnel anytime soon.ย
Namjoon: (nods) Okay. Okay. (smiles sadly)ย
Y/N: Iโm sorry.ย
Namjoon: Yeah, no, no itโs fine. I totally understand.ย
You parted ways that afternoon with no clear resolution let alone a reunion. After that day he decided not to bother you anymore. He gave you the time you needed without any assurance that youโd still want him in the end.ย
You start coming over to the daycare again and Rocky couldnโt be any happier. There are times when Namjoon is the one picking her up and youโd both just act casually. Kate eventually knew about your situation and with the words she told you, you swear sheโs like Jiminโs little clone.ย
Point taken, air cleared. Now all you have to do is get your shit together. You want Namjoon. He has a beautiful mind, he has a very kind heart. So Jimin and Kate were like โSo what the hell are you waiting for?โ all the time.
One day at the daycare.ย
Y/N: Iโm sorry, what?
Kate: (nods) Mhm. You heard it right. Itโs the final hearing tomorrow and Namjoonโs lawyer is MIA. Bella heard from Namjoonโs best friend that Rockyโs momโs rich folks mustโve paid his lawyer to get his hands off the case.
You sigh. And quite honestly, youโre very worried. Youโve seen how Namjoon wanted Rocky.ย
Kate: Bella said she has never seen Namjoon upset and depressed the last few weeks. (exhales sharply) Rockyโs mom is a total pain in the ass. Imagine her leaving Rocky broken and now sheโs back to, what, confuse her daughter even more?
Youโre quiet. Thinking.ย
Kate: Anyway, thatโs some news about Nam-
You suddenly grab your coat and bag and you storm out.ย
Kate: Wha- Y/n! Where the hell are you going?!
Later that night you ended up at Jinโs club. Youโre already on your third glass of gin and tonic when he arrives.ย
Y/N: Finally!ย
Jin: I know, I know, Iโm late. (gives you a hug) But Garrick already told me the deets and (goes behind the bar) Jeremy has always been an asshole, but damn, he really proved it this time.ย
Y/N: (sighs) I know. So? Can you squeeze them in?
Jin: (pours some whisky) I donโt think youโd want no for an answer, yeah? (drinks) Hm, so tell me Choi. (pours another glass) Why are you so invested in this manโs case?
He puts the glass next to you and as if on queue, Jimin sits beside you.ย
Jimin: Because this man is our friendโs potential male dog-slash-cat-slash-bird-slash-whatever creature. (Fist bump) Hey bud. (Kisses your head) Hey hon.ย
Jin: For real??? The baby-daddy???
Y/N: (to them) Have you been talking to Maya???
Jimin: (ignores you) Yes my man. Namjoon Kim is the missing link in Y/nโs breeding plan.ย
You roll your eyes at these guys being silly.
Jimin: (Drinks whisky) So, are you in?ย
Jin: (excited) Hell yeah Iโm in! (To you) Iโll nail this case hon. For you and your baby-daddy. (Winks)ย
The next day at court. Namjoon is restless that he hasn't found himself a lawyer yet.ย
Judge: Mr. Kim, Iโm afraid weโll have to hear the final ruling now. Itโs been a-
The door swings open and Jinโs rushing in.
Jin: Iโm sorry, Iโm here! Sorry, traffic.ย
Judge: And you are?
Jin stands beside Namjoon who is confused and surprised at the same time.
Jin: Afternoon judge, Seokjin Kim from Richards & Parker. And Iโm representing Mr. Namjoon Kim today. (Winks at Namjoon)
He recognized him as the club owner.
Judge: Hm, โgot yourself a fancy lawyer, Mr. Kim. Okay let's get prepped and start in 10.ย
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Jin: Okay. (Checks documents) Namjoon? I got you today buddy, don't worry.
Namjoon: Ah- I- Iโm not sure I called Richards and Parker for a lawyer?ย
Jin: Oh yeah you did not. But your girlfriend did.ย
Namjoon: (more confused)(stammers) Girl- girlfriend? I think youโre mistaken. I-
Then Namjoon hears Rocky call out your name. Namjoon turns his head and sees you walk in the court, shushing and smiling at Rocky.ย
Jin: (turns his head) Ah, isnโt that your girl?ย
You smile at Namjoon.
Jin: Explanations later, okay? Right now, letโs get you Rocky.ย
Itโs an intense hearing, but as promised, Jin killed it. Itโs the first time you see Namjoon cry after the hearing. He embraced Rocky tightly and their whole family is so glad that Rocky is now under Namjoonโs full custody.
You gave Namjoon his moment and you went to yours - at Jinโs club early that night to celebrate.ย
Y/N: So I have proved the hearsays today. That you looked hot in court. (chuckles)ย
Jin: Oh stop. And today I quit pushing to be your male dog because I saw how you looked at Mr. Future Baby-daddy out there.ย
You laugh and cover your face.ย
Jimin: (groans) Ugh, I shouldโve come with you guys!
Jin looks behind you and smiles.ย
Jin: Whisky, dry?
You and Jimin turn around.ย
Namjoon: (smiles) On the rocks this time, please. (looks at you) Top shelf.ย
You smile at him. Jimin scoots so Namjoon could sit beside you.ย
Namjoon: Hi. (smiles)ย
Y/N: Hi. (smiles)ย
Jin and Jimin almost giggled at the sight of you finally welcoming a man in your life. They stayed and had drinks with you for a while and excused themselves after so you and Namjoon could talk.ย
You talked casually like you did the first time you met. Youโd still laugh at him being dorky and he would still adore your โcute little thoughtsโ.ย
Y/N: Youโre already taking some time off parenting on your first day? First few hours technically?
Namjoon: Oh uh, Rocky requested to spend some time with my sister before she leaves for Jersey. And she specifically told me to settle things with her favorite day care buddy or else, she wonโt come back home. (Smiles)ย
Y/N: (laughs) Oh sheโs such a darling.ย
You find yourselves on the dance floor a little while later. Your arms are around his shoulders and heโs holding you close.ย
Namjoon: So. I heard about this famous โbreeding planโ.ย
Y/N: (snorts) Oh my god! (hugs him)
Namjoon: (laughs and hugs you tighter) If you only know how hopeful your friends and your sister are that youโd consider having a complete family someday and give up that no-hubby-baby-only rule of yours.
Y/N: (looks at him) Hm, I see youโve been well-oriented. (smiles) Since when did you start hanging out with my weird circle of friends?
Namjoon: (thinks) Mm, since you left me sad and lonely. (chuckles softly)ย
Y/N: (laughs) That is so corny, Joon. (touches his dimples) I like it.ย
Namjoon: So? (tucks your hair behind your ears) Would you sign me up?
You look at him, slightly confused.ย
Namjoon: As your โbaby-daddyโ?
You laugh so hard.ย
Namjoon: That sounded weirder than it was in my head. (laughs)ย
Y/N: Right? (Chuckles) You must think Iโm going crazy with that whole plan.
Namjoon: Of course not, baby. It sounded so human. And Iโm certain youโll make an amazing mother. (Smiles)
Y/N: (blushes) But hey. (Touching his hair) Letโs not pressure ourselves with that. Right now I just want this. I want us. I want you. (Smiles)
Ever since I found out you're a Yoongi girl, I can't stop thinking about mechanic Yoongi (despite the fact that he probably knows nothing about cars haha) ((this isn't a request, just an interaction ๐))
hi cee! itโs so fun to have you here on my ~yoongi obsessed~ side of tumblr!! even though I kind of went on hiatus from this blog because my txt one just like blew up.
yes I am an absolutely flaming yoongi girl. Iโm literally responding to this ask while doing my homework and literally wearing a yoongi shirtโฆ..coincidence? idk.๐ณ
anyway. mechanic yoongi!! im so surprised I never have written this before? Iโve never really dabbled in the car guy bts side of things. even though I have a jdm car guy jk wip rotting in my notes app as we speak. lolโฆ..may have to blow the dust off of her.
yoongi would be the sweet mechanic that definitely would never try to upsell you, even if youโre a girl that knows nothing about cars lol. I think heโd only be intimidating in the way that wellโheโs hot. heโs one of those guys that when he walks into the room everyone looks. even if heโs wearing a dirty beat up denim jacket and his hands are dirty from his last brake job. UGH!! im starting to yearn.
I kind of have gone on an accidental, no fault of my own โ hiatus.
2023 has been a wreck of a year for me, and I hate to say that I may be absent for the rest of it.
while trying to finish this semester of school, work 40 hours a week, and try to enjoy the holiday season when everythingโs just weird โ I canโt say that I can put effort into the three blogs that I have. or should I say spread the effort.
I have so much reading to catch up on, and just things in my drafts I need to finish, fics to start that I promised a while ago, and just yeah. this year on this blog has been kind of a bust.
keep tagging me in stuff, send me messages, all of it. I am still here and will get to things when I can. thank u for the love always.
I canโt wait for 2024 for a fresh start. weโll try again.
SUMMARY: you and hoseok have dinner plans, but one thing leads to another and wellโฆtheyโre cancelled.
PAIRING: hotboyfriend!hoseok x f!reader
GENRE: smut (18+ readers only)
WORD COUNT: 880
WARNINGS: tongue kissing, making out, ass grabbing, reader is wearing a skirt, biting/marking on hobiโs part, oral sex (m. receiving), sloppy blowjob, very very messy, spit (?), hobi ruins her makeup, somewhat throat fucking lol, reader is kind of henced to have big boobs lolll, nipple play (minor), praise kink?
AUTHORS NOTE: plot twist, ash actually still writes!! this is kind of similar to something I wrote for txtโs yeonjun sooo if you read that and think that itโs the same ummโฆyeah it kind of is. I donโt consider it plagiarism if itโs my own work. I wouldnโt sue myself!! anyways hobi is quite hot in this so enjoy this comeback of mine.
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โWe donโt really have time, Hobi.โ You spoke, kissing along Hoseokโs jawline as you unbuttoned his white collared shirt.
โWe do.โ Hoseok breathed out; the sentence punctuated by a bruising kiss. Your back was shoved against the wall of your kitchen, the sudden movement startling you.
The both of you were trying to get out of the house for dinner reservations, but one thing led to another, and now you were both half undressed.
His hands slipped underneath your skirt, squeezing at the backs of your thighs and towards your ass. His grip was so hard that you moaned into his mouth.
That gave Hoseok the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth; sloppily tongue kissing you, ruining your lipstick.
His lips made their way down your neck, leaving wet kisses. Feeling Hoseok start to suck and nibble at your skin, your fingers pulled on his hair slightly; making him let out a moan.
โHobi, I cannot walk around with hickeys.โ Your voice was breathier than you wanted it to be. You always preferred Hoseok to mark you up where only you and him could see, but sometimes he had other plans.
โI wonโt.โ Hoseok eased up on your neck, now only kissing softly. โBut god youโre so hot. All mine.โ He kissed behind your ear before biting down onto the curve of your ear, emitting a whine from you as you placed your palm onto his chest.
Hoseok hiked your skirt up, bending one of your knees up against his waist. He touched your jaw with his fingertips, making you turn your face towards him before kissing you again.
As you kissed him, you moved your hand from his chest, and down to his bulge that was very prominent through his jeans. The contact made him groan and grind his hips into your hand.
Hoseok broke the kiss, smirking. โHey, donโt tease me.โ His lips were slightly glossy from kissing you. โWhat happened to โwe donโt have timeโ?โ
โHmmm.โ You started undoing his belt, then his pants. โBut I donโt think this will take very long.โ
โFuck.โ Hoseok swore under his breath when he realized what you were doing.
You slowly got down onto your knees in front of him; the sight of you getting Hoseok harder by the second.
He bit down onto his bottom lip, combing his fingers through your hair.
Once you pulled down his jeans, you leaned forward, planting a few kisses below his belly button.
Hoseok sharply inhaled, his stomach tightening. Finally, you hooked your fingers underneath the waistband of his underwear, pulling them down just enough to release his cock; painfully hard and leaking precum.
Hoseokโs fingers were still in your hair as you leaned forwards, grabbing at the base of his cock with one of your hands. You let a glob of spit fall from your mouth onto the tip and used that to stroke him a few times before sliding into your mouth. You instantly let him hit the back of your throat, earning a throaty moan from him.
โFuck. Just like that.โ Hoseok muttered, leaning his head back, then looking back down at you. โThatโs my girl.โ
His deep moans were going right to your core, and you shifted on the floor for any kind of friction, earning a smirk from Hoseok.
You released him from your mouth with a pop, panting to catch your breath. You reached up to stroke him once more, pressing your thumb against the tip.
โHang on.โ Hoseokโs voice had a sudden rasp to it, making you look up at him eagerly. He reached, pulling your strappy top down, making your boobs practically spill out. He toyed with one of your nipples, making you let out a whimper. Hoseok smirked โLook so pretty for me.โ
You had no doubt in your mind that your makeup was for sure ruined by now. The intricate eyeliner that you spent all that time on was now about to run down your cheeks, and your lipstick was long gone.
You took the tip of his cock in your mouth again, swirling your tongue around the tip, making Hoseok shudder from sensitivity. You hollowed your cheeks, sucking him in, and bobbing your head on his length. Hoseokโs hands were in your hair again, this time he had somewhat of a grip on you, a whine spilling from his kiss swollen lips.
You felt his cock twitch, and you changed your rhythm, feeling him hit the back of your throat repeatedly. Your eyes were watering now, and you were sure he was bruising the back of your throat, but you didnโt stop.
โFuck. Fuck.โ Hoseok panted, coming close to his own high.
He pulled you away from him, making you finally gag, a string of saliva going from your lips to his cock. You swallowed thickly, and it took you by surprise when he grabbed you by your throat and leaned down; sloppily tongue kissing you.
He pulled away, still close to you.
โOh no, Hobi.โ You started. โThe time. Donโt we have toโโ
You didnโt even get to finish your sentence.
โNo.โ Hoseok used his thumb to wipe your ruined eye makeup. โBecause now, I donโt care about the reservations. Go to the bedroom.โ
HAPPY THIRSTY THURSDAY I AM HERE TO TALK ABOUT HOW INSANE THIS MADE ME. I was really in the mood for some Hoseok content because I miss Hobi so much and when I came across this I started reading and could not stop.
Ash. ASH. ASH. This re-wired my brain for the rest of the afternoon. I am literally a ghost floating through my apartment thinking about doing exactly this with Hobi and it is your fault!!!
The sexual tension between reader and Hobi is so fucking good from the jump. I could feel their desperation and I swear it was like I could feel the scene of being like, pressed up against a wall and someone pressed tight against me and dirgdjogidjgoij my brain scrambled because I was so in it.
This is so hot. Like insanely so. I love the idea of like - trying to get somewhere with Hobi but just being like too attuned to him to leave without doing a little something first and I've definitely been there before where we just end up not going where we said we were because the clothes are off and the hands are handsy.
10/10 smutty ready, so perfect and just the right amount of everything. This was exactly what I needed and I am so so so happy I came across this in my Hobi search. EXCELLENT. EXQUISITE.
I am so so happy that you were able to visualize what exactly was going on and aaah that was my goal to really capture the intensity and desperation between the two of them.
gosh im quite literally so proud of this hobi that I wrote in this scene because heโs seriously so hott. I feel like this is so so so something that Hobi would do.
the ghost floating through your apartment mention seriously had me GIGGLING LOLLL
but yeah, seriously glad you enjoyed and thank you for your feedback. im glad I could contribute to the hobi fics here on tumblr (which I will say there needs to be more of!!)