Soviet Spook Story

"Fast, strong, had a metal arm. ...Like you said, he's a ghost story." Indie Winter Soldier/ Bucky Barnes. written by Boo Est. May 2014 Private. Selective. Multi-verse. Multi-ship. Mainly MCU & minimal Earth-616. Crossover & AU friendly. Mun and Muse are 30+ Please read Rules & Bio.

[anxietyproblem]

Yes. Just Yes.

[sovietspookstory]

*sticks nose up from the grave*

Hi.

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN as BUCKY BARNES THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021)

[unearthlydust]

Bucky Barnes being a smokeshow™ The Falcon and The Winter Soldier (2021)

[sebastians-stan]

The Falcon and The Winter Soldier (2021) dir. Kari Skogland

[sovietspookstory]

When will my mental stability and muse return from the war?

[sovietspookstory]

My brain still sucks, I want to rp but... yeah.

[this-is-a-job-for-vesemir]

MCU cast incorrect |65|

[sovietspookstory]

Am I done dying? Not quite yet. This has been a post.

[memories]

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @colorscanvas is a good person and deserves many good things.

[justaholesir]

FRANK GRILLO as General Ryle Cosmic Sin (2021) dir. Edward Drake

[mcufam]

Iron Man 2 (2010) — dir. Jon Favreau

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rxmlxw​:

@sovietspookstory​: „ did you just forget about me or something ? “ FROM: - ; phrases that really hit you where it hurts

                                 brock could feel a knot forming in his stomach as he heard the words coming from the former asset. the aching in his heart as the tone was so bitter and his features slipped and the hurt was visible on them. how could bucky even think that ? how could he ever forget the one person that made him feel more human than anything else in his life ? how could he ever forget the man he had thrown everything he had worked for away just to save him ? „ how can you even say that ? “  he asked quietly and slowly shook his head in disbelief. „ even if i try , i could never forget you. “ , he replied quietly and clenched his jaw , as his hands clenched to fists and he shook his head. „ you think it was easy for me to leave you behind ? “

Maybe that had been a little harsh/  He didn’t think Brock had actually forgotten about him but he was sure living like he’d pushed the memory of Bucky into the furthest recesses of his mind. The shift in Brock’s expression didn’t go unnoticed. Bucky hadn’t seen him look deeply hurt often but apparently he’d triggered something. Physical pain on Brock’s features was one thing, he’d seen that plenty, but emotional turmoil, that was much rarer. “I... I don’t know.” Pieces of Bucky’s memory were still hazy. He remembered a lot about Brock but not every moment, and in his last moments as the Asset, well that’d been particularly traumatic and compartmentalized it and blocked it out. Almost killing Steve, not knowing where Brock was, it was too much for even Bucky to handle. “I just... you’re certainly living it up here in Madripoor. Seems like you turned the page to a new chapter and never looked back.”

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rxmlxw​:

@sovietspookstory​: „ SENDER finds RECEIVER during an unpleasant / personal phone call. “ FROM: VULNERABLE SITUATIONS

                                       „ i’ve told you that i want her alive. not dead. “, brock growled into his phone , as he had settled on his couch with a drink in his hand and he was staring down at the liquid , eyebrows knitting as he let out another soft huff. „ it doesn’t matter how you do it. i want you to do it. kidnap her. bring her to me. i’ll do the rest and i don’t give a fuck if she’s got six or sixty security guards. you’ll do as i say or you know what happens. “ , he threatened with another low growl , but he almost flinched as he heard the footsteps behind him. they were still light , almost not noticeable for a normal person , who didn’t have sharpened senses. but he had worked for years with the former asset , he would notice him , so he let a sigh slip past his lips and he tilted his head to the side. „ listen. you get her to me. and i’ll let you live. i need to hang up now, so don’t even get started. “ , he huffed and ended the call , throwing his phone on the table , before he rubbed over his face and pushed himself on his feet to face bucky. „ you shouldn’t have heard that. “ , he sighed and stepped towards him. „ everything okay ? “

Making a near silent entrance wasn’t anything Bucky even needed to focus on doing, it was just ingrained in him. Sam was always snapping at him that he should wear a bell like a cat. If he thought about it, he’d make his footsteps and little heavier, let his clothes rustle, anything so people didn’t constantly feel like he was sneaking up on them, looming. His acute hearing quickly picked up the conversation being had down the hall. Threats and implications of violence, why would he ever think his former handler had changed? Stepping closer, Bucky just waited, leaning against the doorframe, staring at the back of Brock’s head. He remained silent and still until Brock hung up and spoke to him. “I already assumed I wasn’t supposed to hear it.” His nose wrinkled slightly in distaste with the fact Brock was still pulling this shit. “Yeah, fine.” A bitter smile curled his lips, “Same ol’ Brock Rumlow”, he couldn’t help but sound disappointed.

[sovietspookstory]

Okay, for my own sanity and trying to keep my muse perked up, I’m deleting (almost) everything more than two weeks old in both my inbox and drafts. It just feels like a weird amount of time has passed so my apologies. I’m always here to plot new shenanigans if you’re interested. Hit me up on IM or Disco for anything at all, questions, concerns, chat, plot. I’m here, I’m queer, but y’all are probably used to that by now.

Thanks for sticking around during my unplanned sabbatical from basically life itself. <3 Love you goobs.

[sebastianhub]

[wandawwilson]

Tony Stark in Iron Man (2008)