It’s your birthday today.
I wish we would have reconnected more than superficially. You got yourself away, you started a new life had new friends a new job a new business!! You had so much talent and such a bright future.
I know nothing I could have done would have prevented anything from happening but I still feel guilt weighing down on my chest. I guess this is narcissistic of me, trying to insert myself into your story.
It hurts me to know how our struggles were so similar and I feel I should have done more back then, but we were so young, we were only children. The world should not have been as cruel to you as it was and I wish I could have seen it instead to falling into my own black hole.
We will never be the same age again.
I’m sorry, I’m so sorry
