break me down easy

[3blush]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BZp9yOznxsK/

[saintjoan]

around the world in 80 cities: san francisco, usa (x)

[soyxsauce]

It is here where I left

Everything I thought I didn’t need

That turned out to be my everything

Through the walls muffled voices ring

“Stop denying the things that make you who you are”

[soyxsauce]

God bless nyquil/pills for making me numb and sleepy tonight

[fakinq-glory]

[soyxsauce]

I don't know how to not feel this way and it sucks. Maybe my mom was right about looking into getitng the anxiety pills. I'm just so scared of forming dependancy.

[soyxsauce]

Got high again after telling myself not to after last time. Now it's after minight, I'm wide awake, and I have an 8 hour shift tomorrow starting at 530am. I cant sleep afterwards either because cleaning ladies will be at my house as soon as i get off fml

[childmagazine]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BIljTBIBe5k/

[soyxsauce]

Me trying to get over my unrealistic crushes

[soyxsauce]

hahahahahahahahaha this is literally the shitiest summer and what’s worse is that it is seemingly endless!!!

[crescendoingbisexualyelling-dea]

Me: Y’know, being in a relationship sounds nice Brain: You don’t have the emotional stability nor capacity to be in any way romantically involved with anyone at the moment nor for a long time Me:

[soyxsauce]

So far, this has been a very depressing and seemingly endless summer BUT LIKE I’m trying not to let this shit shake me. I’m reading books, taking selfies, hitting the gym every day, and drinking my weight in water. I don’t care. Whatever happens next, whether it sucks or not, will do no harm to me.

[soyxsauce]

Honestly? I was too high to fully remember yesterday but what I did do has me up at 4am absolutely FILLED with anxiety. And yeah now I'm addicted to pokemon go even though I told myself I was gonna delete the app. Not happening now.

[soyxsauce]

Just bought some weed and now I'm walking around my house shirtless and playing pokemon. I feel too much like a boy someone please stop me!!

[harmony-sandoval-deactivated201]

Arrested Development - S01E02 - Top Banana

[soyxsauce]

lol me @ my mom after she looks at the credit card statement

[soyxsauce]

So I just started doing this thing where I keep my expectations as low as possible every single day. Then since I already anticipated having a bad day, it’ll just feel like a normal one at the least. Ya feel? So far every day has been normal as fuck.

[soyxsauce]

I can’t afford a therapist so hi here i am again

[soyxsauce]

Not a good day. Nope.