It’s been a while since I’ve been here, but I think I’m coming back again. Looking back at my personal posts, I cringe so hard at them. It’s crazy how much things have changed. This will probably be my last 2 semesters in college. It’s taken so long but I’m so glad I pulled through after all these years. I’ve taken breaks, taken less classes, but I pulled though. I’m taking 15 units this semester,which will be my most busiest I feel like because I’ve never taken 15. I’ve usually taken only the minimum or even less than that depending on my mental health.
This semester, even though it’s online I’m going to try really hard to keep up with class assignments and getting good grades. I’ve taken a step back with my part time job so I can focus more on school. Also, I’ve struggled with body image issues and quarantine had something clicked in my mind. I remember always going back and worth about lifestyle changes but I feel this weird spark in me that this is achievable. I’ve been working really hard last month to do mindful eating and knowing what triggers me. I stuck through it last month til now and I’m proud of myself LOL. I really crave boba sometimes and I went to get hotpot with my SO as a cheat meal. I might just eat hotpot during the winter with lots of veggies and delicious meat. So far, its been working and the subreddits on reddit really help motivate me.
Pretty much I’ve been just so busy with school and focusing on irl. it would be nice to reflect this over the end of the semester or even a year or so look back on this post. I really want to focus on school and health this semester and to continue on.
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