A little something cause I can’t sleep. The loml toji, pure affection and admiration ♡
Thinking about toji and how drunk he is on his love for you. His blood is infused, pumping into his heart, turns into an intoxicant and he’s addicted. It spreads through his veins, filling every capillary and every scar like its very source of healing. He’s dizzy with the weight of it all.
He looks down at you pretty face resting on his chest. You’re so vulnerable like this. Your delicate inhales and warm exhales that create a warm spot right under his collarbone. He finds himself a little jealous of the oxygen you breathe, wants to become it so he can become one with you, as close as possible because holding you in his arms like this isn’t enough.
He feels that he should never sleep again to keep you safe from harm. To make sure you’re never alone.
His eyes trail over your face when you take in a sudden deep inhale, a tiny noise with your exhale. He takes in whatever he can from this angle, your soft lashes and perfect brows, the apples of your cheeks a little red from the combined body heat, the bridge of your nose and how it curves to create your perfect portrait. And your hair. He tilts his chin to your forehead to inhale the scent, eyes slowly shutting as he walks through the gardens of heavens itself. Your strands feel like clouds on tip of his nose. It’s not the products you use, it’s you. You’re beautiful—no, you are beauty itself. Everything you touch transforms and blooms, he experiences everything all over again with you.
He’ll pay whatever prices to stay like this forever and feel the warmth of your soft, supple flesh moulding against his fingertips, your legs wrapped into his own.
The drowsiness gets to him, he doses off wondering what you’re dreaming of. Maybe if he tries hard enough, he can join you in whatever realm you’re in. Perhaps in that realm it would be possible, just a little bit easier, for him to tell you how much he loves you. Cause god knows, he could learn every language ever spoken, still he wouldn’t be able to show you how much of you there is in his heart.
