EPHEMERAE

multimuse sideblog. main blog @cheatdeaths.

[spakonamoved]

welcome to SPAKONA, a multimuse side blog. follows from @cheatdeaths​. 21+. penned by dani. cst. selective, plot only, mutuals only.

possible triggers. due to the nature of some muse’s canon’s subject matter, be advised that this blog may contain themes of child abuse, war, violence, murder, drug and alcohol use, and mentions of assault. due to character and themes, misogyny, trauma, loneliness, suicidal ideation, and manipulation will also be alluded to. curate your rp experience as you see fit. there will be nsfw on this blog.

please give me a week to check out your blog before i follow back! sometimes it takes me a bit to go through all muse pages, rules, etc.

                  MUSE LIST.           MAIN BLOG.          MEMES.          RULES.

PLEASE DO NOT REBLOG THREADS IF YOU ARE NOT THE PARTNER IN THAT SCENE. private, personal, and non rp blogs are welcome to follow, but as soon as you rb a thread i’m blocking.

MUMU DRAFT COUNT: 11

COURIER SIX DRAFT COUNT: 7

ASK COUNT: 4

STATUS. semi hiatus!

[spakona]

SPAKONA ( noun. ):  a seeress, a prophetess

FEATURING: muses from mass effect, the witcher, bioshock, cyberpunk 2077, fallout, resident evil, and others. penned by dani.  / credit.

[spakona]

SPAKONA ( noun. ):  a seeress, a prophetess

FEATURING: muses from mass effect, the witcher, bioshock, cyberpunk 2077, fallout, resident evil, and others. penned by dani.  / credit.

[spakonamoved]

i’ve been pretty frustrated with tumblr for reasons i cannot pinpoint. i think mainly i’m just very much in my own head and it’s making me feel like bad??? i go back and forth about talking about it and not wanting to be annoying or have it misconstrued one way or another. i just wanna say that i’m:

1. extremely shy and 2. interested in writing if we are mutuals. 3. picky about my writing because i feel like it’s all very bad.

i’ll do my best to toss more memes out and engage. sometimes i guess it just feels like a losing battle.

in any case, i’ve made my multi a standalone blog which i think might solve some of the problem of being in my head too much! same url, i’ll rb a promo once it’s fully moved over!

i’ll be reaching out to everyone who i am sitting on drafts for. thanks for patience everyone.

[spakonamoved]

might move this to a not sideblog in the near future.

[catherinesvalois]

Æthelflæd IN THE LAST KINGDOM, 2.07

[kate-dammit-run-deactivated2023]

[spakonamoved]

aamusedly​:

It took far too long for Hancock to try and yank his arm back– granted by that point he was half on his feet, and was banishing himself back to the sullied Earth. “Nooooo,” the ghoul whined. 

“I wanna stay here. I don’t wanna go back in one piece, this is where I live now.”

Lucky for Deacon and unlucky for Hancock, the scruff of his jacket was easy to grab, “Don’t think any of your many paramours would wanna visit your new pad. A little too stinky. Don’t wanna be stinky, right? Of course not.”

And with his grip on his shoulders, Deacon continued the good fight to get Hancock out of the trash, “What’s got you... down in the dumps?”

[spakonamoved]

@aamusedly        /        continued.

“Left it at home,” actually, it was tucked up safely underneath his pompadour, but what was another lie from Deacon, honestly. Hancock did them a solid, letting them work within Goodneighbor. Least the spy could do in return was make sure he was tucked into bed for the evening.

With a small grunt, Deacon let himself down into a squat to grab the mayor’s arm, “C’mon, help me do my civil service for the day. Let’s get you back in one piece.”

[cheatdeathsarch]

also i’ll probably do a little unfollowing spree here and on my multimuse blog (spakona) to remove inactive blogs or blogs i have not interacted with after some time. i like to keep follower count down as to not feel overwhelmed.

[bigcitynormal]

[levelcapped]

FALLOUT: NEW VEGAS SENTENCE MEME ↪ change pronouns, etc. where necessary

’ shh, we’re hunting shitheads. ’ ’ son, that’s called your face. ’ ’ i told my wife she was good-looking for a ghoul. it’s just too bad she’s not a ghoul. ’ ’ if my wife ever finds out, she’ll kill me ! ’ ’ i’ve never felt she was dangerous. ’ ’ the problem was what mattered to him, not its practical impact. ’ ’ i’m here because of you. ’ ’ i figure you’re the one most deserving of it. ’ ’ if you need anything – anything at all – you know where to find me. ’ ’ looks like you’ve got some dirt in you after all. ’ ’ you call and we’ll come running. ’ ’ that was a nice bit of hey-hey, girlie ! ’ ’ you stick with me and you don’t have to work a day in your life. ’ ’ you just sit there and look pretty for me. ’ ’ you again ? how’d you find me here ? ’ ’ if this is a trap, i’m going to take a lot of you with me. ’ ’ it was not a challenge to find you. ’ ’ the second half of your payment is late and i want to know why. ’ ’ if the republic’s skinhole-progress doesn’t kill us, greed will. ’ ’ thanks for bringing me this. ’ ’ i know revenge must have been tempting. ’ ’ for what it’s worth, i appreciate you didn’t share any more blood. ’ ’ glad you iced that little fucker. ’ ’ anyone that wears a suit like that… well, they’re asking for bullets. ’ ’ that sarcasm blew right over your head, didn’t it ? ’ ’ so fucked up she doesn’t even know that she’s the bad guy. ’ ’ you’re a weak link. do something about it. ’ ’ life’s harsh, but still, it beats the hell out of the desert. ’ ’ we’ve got numbers, we’ve got food, and we’ve got trade. ’ ’ i see you can take care of yourself. ’ ’ your revolver’s trigger shines like silver. ’ ’ i’d like them dealth with all the same. ’ ’ locals are getting edgy. ’ ’ how long, you think, before you’re gutted open by an angry mob ? ’ ’ no need for violence. ’ ’ i was hoping you’d be that stupid. ’ ’ i’m not so angry all the time, you know ? ’ ’ then i don’t need to tell you they can be a pain in the ass. ’ ’ business ? what the fuck do you mean business ? ’ ’ you looking to get yourself burned ? ’ ’ now you start talking real clear, and i mean fucking crystal clear, because i’m about to lose my patience. ’ ’ what, did you put a plug in his cocktube to make him explode ? ’ ’ no one can distinguish between my work and the real thing. ’ ’ can’t keep the courier spirit down, eh ? ’ ’ this is what a hero must feel like. ’ ’ playing out a bad hand can pay off in the end. ’ ’ then he turned down the job, just like that. ’ ’ then he just up and walked out. ’ ’ sounds like you two had a history for him to act like that. ’ ’ i don’t want you getting killed for this. ’ ’ i’m asking for eyes and ears, not your life. ’ ’ you and i, we’re just a couple of problem solvers. ’

[lockhvrts]

THE WITCHER 3 | CIRI

[nicolehaaught-deactivated202102]

A long overdue Jane Doe in Tank tops appreciation post.

[princessstabbity]

[rpmemes-galore]

muses who fight tooth and nail to protect others, but don’t think they’re worth saving.  muses who would look after someone else who was injured/sick, but don’t believe they deserve to be cared for.  muses who would give their lives for those they love… but honestly can’t fathom someone doing the same for them.  muses who don’t know their worth.  muses who view themselves as monstrous or unforgivable. muses with a dark past and trauma, which clouds their judgement and their view of their own self-worth. muses seeking redemption they don’t even believe they deserve.   rb if u agree

[spakonarchive]

OOC. time to doot a bunch of old art that i never got around to finishing up. have a charlotte jane shepard study.