evan spam

[spamatonevan]

spam-a-ton-evan

spam-a-ton-evan, get it? like Spamton? And spamming? Spam a ton, I'm spamming a ton? ok yeah

hi this account is for me to ramble and just get stuff off my chest, and maybe like life updates that I don't want to post on my other account because that account is for silliness and the Evan-Verse — @theevanverse

some stuff here will not be very happy and may include sensitive topics as I struggle with some pretty serious stuff

so please be aware!

I'll probably end up talking about theatre a LOT

- update, I have

I will also be posting my art here! My main account is dedicated to my persona / the evan-verse, so I will post art that is un - related, here!

This account isn't strictly for art, but do not be afraid to request! I am more than happy to draw stuff!

I think maybe that's all I want to say for now but I will update this if things change ok 💙

[spamatonevan]

im losing my will to live everything in my life is going to shit all around me

[spamatonevan]

i regret blocking him but i also dont

hes such a bad person but he got me so attached

god i miss him so much

[spamatonevan]

oh my god i just saw your newest post on this acc- AND I GENUINELY (like seriously) HOPE YOU'RE OKAY!!

I was checking your socials and thinking "oh yeah!! Wonder why evan got rid of his posts!! I'll check his Tumblr later-" AND HOLY SHHIITT- gut feeling WAS correct.

Take ALL and I mean << ALL >> the time you need off the internet. This place is NNNAASSSTTYY.

(Also fuck whoever your close friend was like what??? 😨)

You're a great dude and didn't deserved to be groomed. My condolences. Seriously.

You're cool 💙 /ref

- blue anon (as I've been named!!)

Aw, hi again, blue anon!! 💙

it's always nice to hear from you, you seem super awesome and very kind and i swear every time you send a message it makes my day better, even if its just a little, thank you so so much ♡♡

i appreciate you so so much and im sending lots of love eheh <3

Thank you to everyone who's being so kind to me and understanding about my break : )

it makes me happy that people care about me, thank yu

💙💙💙

i was going to make a post about this next topic anyway, so im just going to use this post to mention it

when, or if i do, start posting again, i will probably not be posting or drawing much regarding BMC because i associated said (ex) friend with Jeremy Heere as they were a big fictkin of him

and honestly, anything that reminds me of him just makes me really sick right now.

i love Be More Chill and it's been one of my biggest interests / one of my favorite musicals but I just can't put myself through thinking about them more than i have to.

i hope thats okay because i know a lot of people know me mostly for my bmc content

[spamatonevan]

hi i probably wont be posting much i dont have motivation to do anything anymore and i found out i was being groomed by one of my closest friends so i think i need a break from social media idk

i love you guys oki

[spamatonevan]

hi my FNAF SB phase from three years ago is coming back

[spamatonevan]

dude... i don't care if you don't have a consistent art style...

<< DO NOT QUIT ART!!! >>

You are literally the goat and i love your art sm EVERY SINGLE TIME I SEE IT I GIGGLE LIKE CRAZY WHY ARE THEY ALL SO DUMB EUUGHHH NOT TO MENTION LIKE THE PFPS YOU MADE FOR YOU AND CHARLIE LIKE AAWHWHH CUTIES

(yes you guys are canon in literally everything it's in the multiversal lore or sum shit)

Your rendering makes my jaw genuinely drop to the floor and just kind of stays there. (I need to drag it around.)

Anyways no but seriously if you genuinely feel bad about your artstyle, literally don't. Art is meant to be fun!! If you feel finding an artstyle threatens that mentality, then it's better to just take a break before you get burnt out! You are a massive inspiration for me and I hope you realise you are!

okay bye bye now I HEART your ART!

(That kind of rhymes!)

Hi so I'm crying now this is genuinely so so sweet and I cannot express how much I appreciate your words : ( 💙

I think, the biggest reason art style really bothers me is because I don't want to disappoint people or annoy anyone because of how much it constantly changes. I've been told so many times before that people could recognize art because of a certain art style I had at the time and that made me so extremely happy, I really like knowing people recognize my work — and it's like, if my fans are used to a certain style that they recognize and like it, I feel bad when I want to try something new or change it up

I just wish I could have consistency.

This means more to me than you could ever know, I'm genuinely tearing up—HAPPY TEARS VERY HAPPY—You made me feel so much better about this situation OUGH

I love you blue anon 💙💙aww www 😿💙😿💙

I don't know who you are but I really want to hug you

[spamatonevan]

not being able to find an art style that feels like me and that I can stay with consistent with makes me want to quit art

[spamatonevan]

shoutout to everyone, friends moots and people who just like my art for not getting tired of my ass for changing my art style 100000 times.

it's so hard to find ME

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you should draw rich hhahahhhhh rhthat would be soo coool hhhhw👀

awww so cute awww so cute

[spamatonevan]

SORRY I DID IT ON THE WRONG ACCOUNT !! so can you draw grace and jeremy from npmd and bmc ? i wanna see how they would interact .. AND MAKE THEM HOLD HANDS TOO !

not da best,,, but I think theyre cute

[spamatonevan]

Maybe we could kiss

SO MUCH YES 😳😳😳😳😳🤞🤞🤞🤞🤞💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[spamatonevan]

can I request a kiss..😳

Yes, you can, Charlie

I love you husband

[spamatonevan]

I love my friends so much, everyone is so awesome and nice and I'm so happy aw

[spamatonevan]

meee C:

[spamatonevan]

Last show ended, I just got home.

I cried so much and I'm so upset I miss everyone already.