Oh Hai 👋

I like things

[come-along-winchesters]

this scene but it’s reality tv

[spark1]

🤣🤣🤣💙💚💙💚

[purewasteland]

and on the table they put a little photo of cas and dean kissing too.

[sweetonsugden]

X

Lordt.

[spark1]

JFC that FACE!!!!!!!!

[aquadaraa]

Misha serves Jared and Jensen snacks at Chicon 2014

[kurooscoffee]

Aww jensen is there like… “Where should I put the chewing gum…” and Misha just takes it haha

[gettzi]

#no but like?? jensen is clearly handing his gum to misha#like.. how often does this happen#why is misha so comfortable with holding his gum#cockles#like thats a total couple thing like who holds their friends gum ew (via @mishkajensen)

[purewasteland]

many lyrics that were inspired.

[mbqnoyolo]

QUICK tag all the WoM deniers

[cocklesheadboop]

What's the cockles breakup theory?!!

While I could spend my time writing a huge masterpiece of an explanation, others have already done this for me and I could never top it. Here are some fantastic and thorough posts explaining the cockles break up theory (and a little more):

Post 1

Post 2

Post 3 (cockles masterpost)

Post 4 (video playlist of important moments related to the cockles breakup theory)

[cockles-empire]

💙💙💙💙

[spark1]

I love him so much 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[meadowdean]

you’re telling me this almost aired with the context that dean had just told cas he loved him? sick and twisted

[hehasacleft]

hi! apologies if this is a big ask but i was wondering if you'd have a list handy of all the jenmish panels through the years? maybe the year and the con? i'd really like to look them up and watch them in chronological order. or maybe someone else would be willing to come up with one? many, many thanks!

Hi! I personally don’t, and I definitely don’t have time to track them all down 😂. But I think someone has made a similar list before. So maybe they’ll see this and find it. But they should all be on YouTube so if you just search Jensen and Misha panels and filter oldest to newest I’m sure you’ll find the oldest ones. Sorry I couldn’t be of more help

[youchangedmedestiel]

I think I can help, because a long time ago I was digging into all the Jenmish convention videos. And then when I'd get lost on Tumblr and see a new photo of them hugging, for example. Sometimes I couldn't remember where it came from and the person who made the post didn't necessarily specify which video or convention it came from.

So I ended up making a table of the videos I saw. And that's not all, I took screenshots of the convention videos I watched to see what clothes they were wearing to make it easier to find out from which video something they did/say came from.

Am I crazy? Probably. At least I was. Well I had time at the time. Anyway, if it can be useful to someone now, it means I didn't do that for nothing. So there it is, I guess.

First, you have almost every JIB con:

Jib1 2010 (Misha crashing J2 panel)

Jib2 2011 Sunday panel

Jib3 2012 Sunday panel

Jib3 2012 transition between their panels

Jib4 2013 Sunday panel

Jib5 2014 Misha crashing Jensen's panels for support

Jib5 2014 Sunday panel

Jib6 2015 Saturday afternoon with Bob Singer

Jib6 2015 Sunday panel

Jib7 2016 Sunday panel

Jib8 2017 J2M panel

Jib8 2017 Sunday panel

Jib9 2018 Sunday panel (Jared crashing the panel at some point)

Jib10 2019 Sunday panel (Jared crashing the panel at some point)

Jib10 2019 transition between their panels

Jib12 2022 transition between their panels

Jib12 2022 Sunday panel

Jib11 2023 opening ceremony

Jib11 2023 transition between their panels

Jib11 2023 Sunday panel (Jared crashing the panel at some point)

And then some other cons:

Chicago con 2011 J2M panel

HonCon 2017 Misha and Jared starts together then Jensen joins then Jared leaves at some point

Birmingham con 2018 J2M panel

DCcon 2019 Salute to Supernatural

Denver con 2021 Misha crashes Jensen's panel

NJcon 2022 Main panel

SPNVAN con 2022 Jensen starts alone then Misha join then others

Burbank con 2024

[horrorcas]

am I thinking about that weird con moment during that fucking bizarre ass jenmish era in 2012 after season 7? it felt like a skit but not really. ya know. jensen mentions how he brought a stranger on stage that day and misha says its like a blind date? jensen apologizes to the audience if it's awkward much like it is when they're on set together? misha says he quite enjoyed working with him and jensen replied "it was great I had a great time" so weirdly. he then said "but it wasn't you it was me"? misha's inability to look at jensen directly and fidgeting with the microphone? "it's funny...for me it was really special" from misha? "that's too bad" from jensen and then "maybe we can give it another shot"? misha not replying to that. you know? you know. anyway. yeah. I'm thinking about it

[heller-cockles-truther]

People took the sad kind of joking about Destiel (!!) because Misha was fired from SPN, so no more Destiel, and Dean needs a new potential lover. The fandom turned it into a Cockles breakup theory since no one knew he was fired. Misha had nothing to add because another shot was just another shot for Destiel and not because of the fandom's love drama. So he couldn't say yes or no to the question, but this chat was meant to hint that Castiel is gone forever so yes it was akward when they want to share the painful knowledge Castiel gone from SPN but also knowing they can't share it openly.

[saltfromyoureyes]

if you're still taking suggestions, could you give your take on the breakup theory? Loved your writeup on pre-break era cockles

it's been a while since someone has asked me to talk about cockles, so i am rusty but let's see how it goes..... lmao

first of all, i will say that over the years my thoughts and theories about whatever is going on between them have changed so much. honestly my answers to what i think happened during break up era will probably change depending on the day.

for example, where i used to be sure that there must have been something solid going on between them even in those early years, ever since the poem men in woods i have changed my mind about that. to me, that poem screams jensen, and if jensen was indeed misha's new friend who tried to kiss him, i am more prone to assume that maybe the lines between very very close friends and something more were blurred at the time, but never really defined in the first few years before the 'break up era'.

i think we can all safely say we clocked something real there, real attraction, a real connection, but other than that who knows how they both saw their relationship or how sure they were of whatever was happening between them?

i do have some broad/vague thoughts (like i said, these could change any moment and is based purely on what we know and what we don't know aka fill in the blanks) on what might have been going on. i think it's possible that they both felt an attraction to each other, that jensen knew that misha was poly witch vicki and that jensen and misha either did actually explore that attraction or that jensen at the very least let misha know (by kissing him and god knows how else) that he was into him. and then, unfortunately, cas got killed off and suddenly they no longer had a valid excuse to keep blurring those lines.

because of everything that has been documented about that point in time, i have a strong feeling that jensen said or did something to fuck things up between them and upset misha and probably had immediate regrets but misha wasn't taking any shit and took his time to process everything and only when it was clear he would be back, did they hash things out.

they were clearly very very close, i mean they exchanged jewelry, this isn't something most men do with a coworker, so whatever was said or done was obviously hurtful cause even if they never explored each others bodies i have no doubt that misha valued (and still values) jensen a lot and that he considers him one of his closest friends, probably even back then. and the fact that misha was so very messy on stage, getting drunk etc, and jensen clearly tried to 'win him back' only strengthens the theory that they didn't even know what they were doing themselves back then, cause otherwise they would have been way less messy and loud imo.

[saltfromyoureyes]

if you're still taking suggestions, could you give your take on the breakup theory? Loved your writeup on pre-break era cockles

it's been a while since someone has asked me to talk about cockles, so i am rusty but let's see how it goes..... lmao

first of all, i will say that over the years my thoughts and theories about whatever is going on between them have changed so much. honestly my answers to what i think happened during break up era will probably change depending on the day.

for example, where i used to be sure that there must have been something solid going on between them even in those early years, ever since the poem men in woods i have changed my mind about that. to me, that poem screams jensen, and if jensen was indeed misha's new friend who tried to kiss him, i am more prone to assume that maybe the lines between very very close friends and something more were blurred at the time, but never really defined in the first few years before the 'break up era'.

i think we can all safely say we clocked something real there, real attraction, a real connection, but other than that who knows how they both saw their relationship or how sure they were of whatever was happening between them?

i do have some broad/vague thoughts (like i said, these could change any moment and is based purely on what we know and what we don't know aka fill in the blanks) on what might have been going on. i think it's possible that they both felt an attraction to each other, that jensen knew that misha was poly witch vicki and that jensen and misha either did actually explore that attraction or that jensen at the very least let misha know (by kissing him and god knows how else) that he was into him. and then, unfortunately, cas got killed off and suddenly they no longer had a valid excuse to keep blurring those lines.

because of everything that has been documented about that point in time, i have a strong feeling that jensen said or did something to fuck things up between them and upset misha and probably had immediate regrets but misha wasn't taking any shit and took his time to process everything and only when it was clear he would be back, did they hash things out.

they were clearly very very close, i mean they exchanged jewelry, this isn't something most men do with a coworker, so whatever was said or done was obviously hurtful cause even if they never explored each others bodies i have no doubt that misha valued (and still values) jensen a lot and that he considers him one of his closest friends, probably even back then. and the fact that misha was so very messy on stage, getting drunk etc, and jensen clearly tried to 'win him back' only strengthens the theory that they didn't even know what they were doing themselves back then, cause otherwise they would have been way less messy and loud imo.

[emmaesme-deactivated20200916]

Misha: “One of the things that I am constantly conscious of, is how I’m holding the microphone, because I know that there’s gonna be some schmuck out there posting a photo online where I’m…” *poses*

Kim: “Well now there is.”

Me: “I am that schmuck…” >.>

[mostly10]

Intro to rug burn: A Post

So, it started in October.

the delightful cadlymack posted an interview with jensen [x] where she pointed out the marks on jensen’s face (forehead and chin) and asked if they were Dean’s (as in make-up) or Jensen’s (as in real).

this was jensen’s reaction to the question [x]:

his coy face and smile and unwillingness to answer the question obviously set fangirl minds roaring, because what isn’t he telling us???

lots of people tweeted clif to ask if jensen was okay, and he tweeted “Everyone relax Jensen is fine he scraped his chin thats it.” [x]

fast forward a few days to chicago con, where the chin scrape was clearly obvious, and we got a much better answer to what happened than we could ever have expected.

first, at misha’s panel, a fan got up to ask a question. misha went off on a tangent and said:

I don’t know if I’m supposed to talk about this, I didn’t ask Jared or Jensen… oh, fandom would have loved photos of this… We wound up back in Jensen’s - or Jared’s, I don’t remember - hotel room and wrestling ensued.

(fans: ‘pics or it didn’t happen!’

… or it did happen and I’m just going to tell the story…)

so, both Jared and I have fractured ribs, and I’m told that in six to eight weeks my elbow will be almost back to normal. (at this point misha is laughing and struggling to get his words out) jensen had to show up at work with like half his forehead missing. the skin – he had rug burn all over (motions over his forehead).

[x]

the next day during the j2 breakfast panel, fans were quick to bring up the subject again.

jensen: doesn’t ring a bell.

jared: yeah I can’t seem to recall anything… but don’t hug me really hard on my left side today.

(…)

jensen: just to clarify – it’s fight training. misha doesn’t fight very often on screen and he doesn’t understand how to properly protect yourself.

fan: which is why you got the rug burn.

jensen: somebody had to jump in and save him. I missed… that’s enough of that.

[x]

a couple of weeks later, bts pictures from the set surfaced from the filming of episode 809 (citizen fang), where dean has an obvious cut on his forehead. again, cadlymack treats us to the information that the cut is only partly makeup [x]. the show construed a situation where dean gets a hit to the head so they could cover up jensen’s scars with some fake blood.

the rug burn is also quite obvious in earlier close-up scenes this season [x], when there is no obvious reason for dean to have an injury.

and most recently, on the PCA red carpet, the rug burn scar is clearly obvious still [x].

and that’s the story of the rug burn. there’s more pictures and gifs in my rug burn tag.

[becauseofthebowties]

@angelcaswinchester’s 6k Follower Celebration - Day 2: “kiss me”

[caught-a-dragonfly]

lazy sunday 💛

[deancasbigbang]

Title: Song of the Loon

Author: Desirae

Artist: eggchef

Rating: Explicit

Pairings: mentions of past Dean/Lisa

Length: 24438

Warnings: n/a

Tags: Narrator Castiel/Campground owner Dean, strangers to friends to lovers, past family trauma, survivors guilt, substance abuse(not Dean or Cas), Nurturer Dean, Hurt/Comfort, canon typical violence, angst with a happy ending, cabin by the lake fic

Posting Date: October 24, 2024

Summary: Dean Winchester is expecting a quiet, if not awkward, summer. His estranged brother Sammy was coming to visit from California, and all the chores around his lakeside cabin were not enough to distract him from his nerves. That is until an unexpected phone call from Sam’s sponsor, Gabriel, called with a favor: Could Dean put Gabriel’s brother Castiel up for the summer, no questions asked? Audiobook narrator Castiel Novak is exhausted and travel-weary. Fresh off of a book tour, Castiel arrived home to find his longtime online stalker has been to his apartment. At the urging of his brother, Castiel finds himself on a road trip to Angel’s Peak, Maine, where his host, Dean, is as stunning as the mountain view. Although Castiel and Dean feel an immediate connection, Cas is guarded, with emotional baggage he doesn’t want to inflict on his new friend. Will a summer in the wilds of Maine be enough for Dean break through Castiel’s walls and prove that he is worthy of love and protection? 

Excerpt: Castiel or C.J. Krushnic as he was known in the literary world, had spent the last few months doing the convention circuit promoting the latest book in the paranormal series. Very much an introvert, these events pushed Castiel far beyond his comfort zone, but the book series' popularity had made conventions a part of the job. This latest had been his third and he was getting better at sitting up on stage with fellow panelists. Castiel’s heart beat a fast staccato, as he answered questions about what it was like to give voice to characters like The Wesson brothers; his face a stoic mask as Castiel adhered to the requests to read book passages aloud in his distinctive gravelly voice.  He’d gotten through it, but now Castiel was drained and all he wanted was quiet and space.  Peering over the railing, Castiel heard the belligerent bellowing of a taxi driver and the jarring blare of a horn being pressed. Castiel sighed again. He needed to get away. Somewhere quiet, where he could just exist in peace and solitude. Castiel left the balcony, closing the doors behind him. With a jaw-cracking yawn, he dragged his boned tired body across the living room, back through to the bedroom, and into the ensuite bathroom. He set his now empty whiskey glass on the counter with an audible click. Tired blue eyes stared back at him from the mirror above the sink. Frowning, Castiel tore his gaze away from himself and turned on the water, cupping it in his palms before scrubbing it briskly over his stubbled face. His dark hair stood in tufts and he could use a shave, but Castiel just didn't have the energy. Wandering back out into the living room, Castiel absent-mindedly clicked on the television, noting that an old season of Tournament of Champions was playing. He left the cooking show on and grabbed the mail from on top of the suitcase. Slouching back onto his couch, Castiel rifled through the thick stack. It was mostly junk mail plus what looked like a belated birthday card from his older brother Gabriel that said I wish you love, laughter, and ha! Penis. Castiel snorted, fingering the last envelope in his hand. Furrowing his brow, he realized it was blank, save his pen name in a loopy scrawl. That was strange. Nobody had mentioned anyone dropping anything off for him when he picked up his mail at the front desk. Castiel opened the envelope and pulled out a slip of paper. His stomach plummeted unpleasantly as he read the words on the page. The sound of your voice, the way our eyes met, it is inevitable. You belong to me. -HeartsAflame With shaking fingers, Castiel pulled out his phone and quickly tapped on his brother's icon. Gabriel picked up on the first ring.  “Hey, broseph! How was your tour?” Castiel ignored the question. “Gabriel, they found my apartment,” he said, voice audibly shaken. “Sit tight, Cassie. I’m on my way.”

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