My Pronouns are They/It/He/Star with no preference!
I don't have a set nickname but you can never go wrong by giving me one or using any of my favourite characters names! :)
I'm just a silly guy who loves BSD and AFTG currently (the brainworms are STRONG)
Respectfully my Favourite Characters are Chuuya Nakahara (BSD) and Andrew Minyard (AFTG)
More under the cut ♡
♡ Credits ☆
Profile Picture made by the lovely @iwantmochisoup
Dividers used from @cafekitsune
♡ Main Art Blog .: @femboychuuya
♡ My Blogs ☆ UPDATE !!
These Blogs will NOT be used anymore. Everything will be piled here from now on with proper tags.
☆ Sketch Blog .: @westsktchs
♡ Art 18+ Blog .: @chainedslug
☆ Writing Blog .: @poeticmafioso
all of the above blogs are semi to non active, it depends on if my brain likes creativity
♡ What will you see on here? ☆
I will yap, reblog fanart, maybe vent-ish when the brainfog consumes me. I am not opposed to tag games so send them my way!! If it's art or writing related Ask/Tag Games, i will still accept the asks here but maybe answer them on the respected blogs!
It will depend whether its a challenge or just questionaire!
♡ Tags + End Information ☆
#west answers - Is used for Asks
#west rambles - Is used for rambling/vents
#west likes this - Is used for pinpointing my favourites things
it wont be a little i fear
#crossing hours - animal crossing stuff
#aftg - Is used for everything about All For the Game by Nora Sakavic
- #andrew minyard
- #neil josten
- #andreil
- #west reads aftg - Me live reading/posting about aftg
- #aftgsanity - Sorting Tag for my posts that aren't reblogs (mainly for myself)
#bsd - Is used for everything about Bungo Stray Dogs by Kafka Asagiri
- #chuuya nakahara / #bsd chuuya
- #dazai osamu / #bsd dazai
- #skk / #soukoku
Tags will start from January 2026, as otherwise i take too long to discern
This intro post will be updated with new things as it goes on, but this is the basic!!
You can find my old intro post here
If anything is unclear, message me or send me an ask!!
Neil canonically draws fox paws in the margins of his books. When Neil is trying to pass the time, he daydreams and doodles. Neil is obersvant and draws what he knows. He conjures images in his head and translates them onto the page. Neil likes drawing. Neil is an artist.
Do you have any advice for someone else who is in the very beginning stages of the "life is a precious gift rapidly escaping me, I have to change to become someone better and be happy before I've wasted all of it" transition? I'm tired of losing so much life and joy to grief and trauma and I also want to start creating and seeing and enjoying as much as I can for my tiny time as a carbon based lifeform but it's overwhelming to say the least
Actively seek out things that inspire wonder
Look for the good parts. There are good parts. There are interesting parts. There will always be good and interesting parts.
Treat yourself kindly. This one is difficult.
Do things out of ridiculous whimsy.
Practice cog itive behavioural exercises to self-examine and address beliefs and behaviors that are causing suffering.
Don't argue when people compliment you.
Don't rush yourself, and don't assume it'll be like this forever when you have a backslide. These things happen. Over time, they happen less.
Be honest with the people you love and trust.
Tell people how much they mean to you and what you like about them.
Help others and find satisfaction in being the stranger that did something good
Consider speaking to a medical professional, my antidepressants and anti-anxiety medical took some time to figure out but life is WAY better.
Have a silly little craft or hobby.
Let yourself be bored sometimes. Stand outside in the rain and let yourself get wet. Go on a walk. Put your phone in a different room and wander off. Meet up with a friend and go on a long walk together to nowhere in particular
Start doing things because you want to and it feels good, not just because you think it's something you should say yes to.
Say yes to things.
Take a random day of the week and go into a store or a business you've never been in before.
Compliment strangers when something about them is striking.
Read books and watch movies that make you feel the exact right amount of ecstatic and embarrassed, and make all the silly noises about it.
Collect scraps of fabric and little trinkets and all the little textures and colours you love and stash them in a shoebox or something like a tiny dragon's hoard.
Start a collection of something small and inexpensive. Like corks.
Make food with ingredients you've never used before
Make long lists of all your favorite things- flowers, bugs, songs, foods, places
Start a trash-book to fill with scraps of neat wrappers and bits of paper and colored fabric from old ruined clothes
Imagine yourself as a alien from a dead and barren world who has just arrived on this planet for the very first time and imagine how excited you would be by every little thing
Cannot recommend enough that you befriend a creature
i know theres been fics of andrew geting cuteness agression for neil before, but can we talk about neil getting cuteness agression for andrew? i dont think i've seen that yet and it seems like a good concept to explore
like neil staring at andrew like he does everyday and looking at the junction of where his neck meets his shoulder and wanting to bite and not let go. neils just horrified, looking down at his hands like what the fuck am i becoming my father that it startles andrew and neil tells him and andrews only reply to that is to pull neils face towards the crook of his neck, not encouraging but not denying. And neil just like sits there vibrating with urge but self control because andrew hasn't said yes.
i want neil to like, want to squeeze andrew to death or something when he sees andrew be particularly (emotionally) squishy or admittedly adorable. andrew squashed in the bean bag, legs up and resting, the sides of his face melting into the fabric. and neil just wants to grab grab grab. but he's never known good emotions before, he wouldn't know how to identify that regardless if he did. all he knows is that he's having a foreign emotion related to andrew and somehow related to violence. i think maybe he silently tweaks out about this before andrew relents and asks whats going the fuck on with him.
or like i want neil to see king or sir and want to wring its neck, and he can't for the sake of his life figure out why. the cats didn't trigger him, he doesn't feel anxious or panicked or scared. he just knows theres electricity in the veins of his hands which are telling him to squeeze the fluff till it dissolves in his mind, and some weird uneasy sorta content feeling floating about in his abdomen. maybe he avoids the cats for a while, who knows.
i think maybe i'll write like a 5+1 about this. 5 times neil felt cuteness agression and one time he figrued out what it was and (gently) acted on it
I love that four different people on my feed scheduled this joyous person to reblog by 8am on June 1. I look forward to seeing this a dozen more times today.