I know who I am now.

Species dysphoria is the experience of dysphoria, sometimes including dysmorphia, associated with the feeling that one's body is of the wrong species. Described as "the sense of being in the wrong (species) body... a desire to be an animal" ~ * ~ Indie RP & Ask Blog for NBC Hannibal's Randall Tier Mun and Muse 20+ Selective, OC & crossover friendly. Potential Triggers will appear, but all will be tagged accordingly. Tracking: #SpeciesDysphoric

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“You don’t know half of the abuse I went through with those people- it’s the main reason I don’t go for therapy anymore,” 

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      “------ No... But I can imagine.”

      “Though I-- I do recommend Doctor Lecter... He saved my life. No one saw my differences like he did.”

[speciesdysphoric]

      “....”

      “------ I’m sorry.”

[speciesdysphoric]

[ Reposting this here from my Matthew blog--

I’d like to try this again…

I want to bring back Matthew. I want to bring back Randall.

But the problem is, is that I don’t have much time to be online anymore. My muses haven’t died. So much has happened in my life over the last year (ALL GOOD THINGS no worries) and I’m always so busy, I only ever have like one day a week, sometimes less than that to myself. So I’m clearing out my drafts and starting fresh… But I’ll be slow. Please lemme know if you’d like to write with me, guys ;v; I’ll do my best when I can. ]

[recklessbarbieklaus]

friendly reminder that even if i take ages to reply, i still want to roleplay with you

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there are asexuals who are entirely disgusted by sex

there are asexuals who are fine talking about sex but aren’t willing to have it themselves

there are asexuals who like sex in theory but not in practice

there are asexuals who dont really care for it but are happy to do it for someone they love

there are asexuals who enjoy or even love the stimulation of sex but have no actual need or craving for it; its just like any other activity to do with someone and can easily be replaced with literally anything else

there are asexuals who do have a sexdrive but its only triggered by a strong emotional attachment rather than physical factors

there are a whole bunch of asexuals and if i hear “lol so ur like a plant” one more time i swear to fucking god

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You’re alone because you’re unique.

          He’d heard words similar, before. Namely from Doctor Lecter.          Though the words rung with truth, it still didn’t make being          alone any easier. He was a pack animal without a pack. His          Doctor prepared him for the world, for the loneliness he would          need to embrace to survive in this world, being what he was,           but that didn’t make doing it at all simple or fun. What he           wouldn’t give just to be normal, just for a day. To feel at least          somewhat comfortable in the skin he wore and the face he          presented to public.

                “ Being unique is hard. I’m tired of alone... ”

[angstmemes]

My muse is kept in a cage at the circus. Your muse comes across them before tonight’s performance. Send ‘☀’ for my muse’s reaction to yours stepping towards the cage.

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NBC Hannibal Sentence Meme

Tell me your design. Tell me who you are.

I feel like I’m fading.

I have no taste for animal cruelty. That’s why I employ an ethical butcher.

I’ve given my life to death.

Must I denounce myself as a monster while you still refuse to see the one growing inside you?

You have intelligence, gut, a good eye. So how is it you that you wind up where you ended up?

Neither of us are really free.

If there’s problem, you need to tell me. Is there a problem?

Nothing here is vegetarian. Bon appetit.

Must I denounce myself as a monster while you still refuse to see the one growing inside you?

I feel like I’ve dragged you into my world.

So, how was my funeral?

You’re alone because you’re unique.

You tried to kill me. It’s hard not to take that personally.

Would it feel good to kill me now?

You’re not my friend. The light from friendship won’t reach us for a million years. That’s how far away from friendship we are.

[overdueasteroid-archive-blog]

                 oh, the battle may be                                                 b l o o d y,                                                       but that kind of works for me

[jueki]

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{{ Makin another theme for Randall to match Matthew’s. -SIGHS AT SELF- Is it possible to have a graphics addiction? Cause I think I do. }}

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prxvatecarnage replied to your post:{{ -tentative bearwolf noises- }}

Will: *slides up to the bearwolf and pets gently*

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devincta replied to your post:{{ -tentative bearwolf noises- }}

*HAPPY BARKING*

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{{ -tentative bearwolf noises- }}

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