SPELLWEAVER.

thatㅤwasㅤherㅤmagic,ㅤsheㅤcouldㅤstillㅤseeㅤtheㅤsunsetㅤevenㅤonㅤthoseㅤdarkestㅤdays credit: x

[rpmusings-galore]

              Caged away in the dark,                    so far from the open sky she                                      ( d r e a m s )  of.

                                 Oh, but when those bars finally open                                         just watch how she’ll  ~ SOAR  ~

[dawntrailing]

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[spellwish]

“ i'm not going anywhere. “

She denied herself the accusation poised on the tip of her tongue that he wasn't real; he was, very much so, and as that primal fear she felt began to ebb away, little by little, only then did she allow herself to believe it.

It helped somewhat that, upon seeing her hesitation, he only further reaffirmed his presence by resting a hand on her shoulder, squeezing gently. His touch was warm, offering her comfort in a moment of vulnerability. The gesture itself brought the master to tears, and though she brushed them away nearly as quickly as they fell, it wasn't out of shame.

Life after spending over a decade in darkness had made acclimating back to a world filled with light of those she cared for most more difficult than it had any right to be. She had made progress through sheer force of will most days, but there were moments like these that she fell victim to memories of drowning in her own loneliness and disillusion--her darkness.

With a shaky exhale, Aqua slowly, but steadily met Riku's gaze, ocean blue depths peering back into sea green. She recalled the boy he had once been, quiet, and full of determination to protect those around him. In many ways, he was still that boy, just as quiet, just as sincere as the day she had met him and Sora during her first visit to the Destiny Islands, just two best friends having a race along the shore, oblivious as to what fate had in store for them.

Back then, she had implored Sora to look after Riku, but the pair of them looked after each other more than anything. They were so much more resilient than she had dared to hope, especially Riku, having mastered the darkness in his heart through acceptance and love as opposed to aversion and disdain. It was a lesson she wished she had learned sooner for Terra's sake.

" Riku... " She started, unsure of what to say at first before settling on a quiet: " I know. " Offering him the smallest of smiles, her usual warmth bleeding through her otherwise melancholy state. " Thank you. "

[khml]

watch as she buckles and bends but never breaks

[receiptsofwhiskey]

— reassurance starters

“ i feel safe with you. i always have. “

“ are you okay with this? ”

“ i trust you. you've got good values. “

“ thank you for your patience. “

“ can i kiss you? ”

“ i won't tell a soul. i promise. “

“ i appreciate you for you. “

“ you are so smart. the world is lucky to have you. “

“ you don't mind if i kiss you, do you? “

“ it's okay, you know. it's only if you want to. “

“ i want you to kiss me. “

“ i would pretty much trust you with my life. “

“ are you okay with being touched? “

“ if you're uncomfortable, you can tell me. “

“ if there's anything you don't want to do, you don't have to. “

“ you deserve the whole world. “

“ do you want me to talk to them for you? “

“ are you sure about this? “

“ it's okay if you say no. “

“ it's up to you. “

“ i'll always support you. “

“ you'll always have me. “

“ we don't have to do this if you're not ready. “

“ you belong to me, with me, under me. consensually, of course. “

“ do you want me to kiss you? “

“ can i hug you? “

“ i like kissing you. “

“ you're really cute, you know. “

“ you're adorable. god i love you. “

“ you and me, we make a pretty good team. “

“ you're worth everything. “

“ i've never loved anyone the way i love you. “

“ you promise this is okay? “

“ are you okay with me kissing you? ”

“ you can always talk to me. always. “

“ i'm here for you. “

“ do you trust me? “ “ yes. “

“ i like spending time with you. it's nice. ”

“ you make me happy. really happy. “

“ it's pretty nice, this thing we've got going on. “

“ you don't need to worry. you're safe. “

“ i got you. “

“ i'm not going anywhere. “

“ call me, even if it's the middle of the night. “

“ are you okay with this? “

“ i'm extremely okay with this. “

“ you know that i love you, right? “

“ whenever you're ready, i'll be there. “

“ if you're not ready, we can wait. “

“ take your time. i'll wait for you. “

“ don't think for even a second that you have to prove something to me. i love you just the way you are. “

“ everything's gonna be okay. “

“ you're not alone. “

“ are you busy? can i talk to you for a moment? “

“ you have me. you'll always have me. “

[cryptidsncurios]

⛥ Rules | Muses ⛥ ( Previously areapermostcapricious, thefatalmarksman, & thecrimsonmonster )

[spellwish]

FAQ + SELF-PROMO

ABOUT THE MUN

Name: Rood

Age: 31

Pronouns: She/They

My name is Rood! I'm autistic (among other things) and have other responsibilities going on IRL that frequently require my attention. I view roleplay as a hobby first and foremost, meaning that it's something I do for fun.

If you ever feel like approaching me OOC for whatever reason, I don't bite, just please understand that I may struggle to respond at times, especially if we've never interacted before.

ABOUT THE BLOG

Blog Url: spellwish

This blog is an independent, private, and HIGHLY selective 18+ (I will not interact with minors for my own comfort) blog for Aqua from Kingdom Hearts.

I've been away for a while, so it'll take me a little while to figure out how New Tumblr works. I'm also largely mobile bound, so responses may take a bit longer than they would if I had access to my computer. I also currently do not have any icons, but don't let that deter you!

If you would like to learn more about how I portray Aqua, feel free to check out my headcanons tag.

As for any additional rules, I'm fairly laid back. Standard roleplay etiquette and courtesy applies.

Be nice and have fun!

[spellwish]

okay, so! i have no icons, no real anything to help format things better, but I want to write, so if you're cool with that, we're chilling.

[spellwish]

ugughuhhuhhg this hell site really went ahead and deleted my rules and about pages

[thefatalmarksman]

hey so @spellwish

ur welcome

[spellwish]

dusts off this account

what the hell happened to tumblr

[thefatalmarksman]

💔 muah

A  FUCKED  UP  KISSING  MEME  | Accepting!

2.  a  kiss  when  it’s  not  allowed.

So it had come to this.

Braig—no, Luxu now, yes—had done all that he could do stave the inevitable. Tried to keep his distance as all of his carefully-laid plans had fallen into place, like a diabolical puppet master offstage controlling his little dolls on their invisible strings. Everything with Eraqus and Xehanort, Ventus and Vanitas, and Terra—events were nudging assuredly along as Luxu had hoped they would, and though he did not have the Book in his own hands, he would would take as much as he could into them, if only to imagine having control.

But there remained one last obstacle—one final thread that needed to be plucked from the web he had weaved, and yet had been unable to do so thus far. Luxu attempted—oh, attempted—to convince himself that it was merely because he had been far too busy. He had other things to tend to, and this was a mere footnote on the Master Plan, which could be dealt with whenever the frivolous hours approached.

He did not want to admit that he’d been avoiding Aqua for a very, very real reason.

And now they stood on opposite sides, facing one another in the harrowing silence following an intense, enveloped in the approaching darkness of night—for the last time.

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[ghastlymemes]

                                     " but they love you, “

                                                              over and over  ” they love you! “

[howling-suggestions]

One of the simplest fears in the world; you’re terrfied of accidentally hurting the people you care about most.

[millababicheva]

any girl, ever: *shows off her muscles*

me, immediately: i’m gay

[evendrierguys]

a kind caring character being kind and caring because they actively choose to be despite their anger and trauma will always be infinitely more compelling and relatable than them just being a pure innocent baby uwu

[headspace-hotel]

show compassionate, soft characters who are not “innocent”/naive but who fought bitterly to be and remain compassionate and soft

[akumeis]

♚ “ SPELLWISH  ASKED ;   “   “I want to make you feel good.” Breath hitches in proximity, voice scarcely above a whisper as fingers find themselves threaded betwixt silken ebon. Aware is she, of the way her heart beats in her chest, loud enough for him to hear. A telling shade of scarlet tinges her cheeks, hands settling themselves upon the broadness of his shoulders, touch light. “If you would have me, that is."  “.

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[spellwish]

ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ 'TWAS NOT OFT THAT THE TWO WERE BROUGHT TOGETHER without some impending threat of cataclysmic proportions looming over their heads -- a fact that Aqua had sought to rectify following the events of the Vault and mutual loss, a gesture that hadn't gone unnoticed, nor unappreciated by the lord commander -- her dear friend, though her many subsequent visits to Ishgard prior had never involved quite this level of...INTIMACY.  And yet, something had given way to change, to...to this, to the feelings that had their humble beginnings as STRANGERS fighting toward a common goal,  neither of them once imagining all that would come after. To think of it now as past, and to see the fruit of their mutual struggles pave the way toward a brighter future, a brighter Eorzea; she could not have done it without the SACRIFICE of those who laid down their lives for the coming of this dawn, nor the resolve of the man before her, whose hope shone like a beacon -- a light to cut through all the shadows. ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ Mayhap it was only natural that this journey they had set upon together had brought them to now. Ever the impulsive thing, in hindsight Aqua couldn't help but question her decision to "lay it all bare" as it were. But she could not deny the relief in the FREEDOM of doing so, to speak her heart -- to lay down the mantle and burden of her calling just this once. Nymeia, help her. Slaying primals suddenly felt PREFERABLE to the sea of doubt she now waded through. For a man capable of stirring the hearts of so many with his words alone, he has no speech prepared in lieu of her admission (and thank the Twelve for that). He does not deny her, though his response gives her pause on just how to proceed. Their friendship is not something she takes for granted, nor would she see it ruined to entertain a WHIM.  ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ She leans in closer, the faintest traces of a smile twitching at lips, mirthless. "Admittedly," says the Warrior, fingers idly resuming playing with the ends of sable. "I'm entirely expecting to be called away at a moment's notice to save Eorzea from certain peril." Brevity would ere be preferable to awkwardness, though it does little to SOOTHE her nerves and the truthfulness of such a statement they know all too well. ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ Forehead touches forehead, another damning admission poised on her tongue, for it seems as though she's unable to help herself. "I'm quite awful at this." Voice lowers, words meant for him and him alone as lips brush tentatively against warm, rose tinged cheek. This kiss itself isn't remarkable  -- it is on the cheek, after all, a peck more than anything, testing the waters lest it's too much. "But...you make me feel the same." Inhale. Exhale. "J'aimerais beaucoup t'embrasser si je peux."

[softly-and-quietly-musing]

Dear child,

What did the world do

To give you such t i r e d eyes?