“There is something I thought of after I broke up with my girlfriend of 8 years. She was closer to me than my family, and she was really good to me to the point of making me wonder why. But for a while, I focused on work so that I could become more financially stable. I’ve had a restaurant business that went bankrupt, I’ve run a street booth, and I’ve also moved plastic boxes for a beer supplier. However, one day my girlfriend suddenly asked to break up with me. It was out of the blue. I felt like it was my fault that we broke up, so I had a really hard time and I was not able to eat anything other than a bottle of yogurt drink per day. I thought that I would maybe lose half of myself, but actually I felt as though about ⅔ of myself suddenly broke apart. So with whoever I meet from now on, I need to keep half of myself for my own no matter what. In order to do that, there is one requirement. My life must be enjoyable.”
“8년 반 사귄 여자친구랑 헤어지고 나서 생각한게 하나 있어요. 제 가족보다 더 가족같은 애였고, 저한테 정말 잘했거든요. 내가 뭐가 좋다고 이렇게 잘해주나 싶을 정도로. 그런데 제가 경제적으로 안정적으로 살아보려고 한동안 엄청 일만 했어요. 식당도 한 번 말아먹고, 노점상도 하고, 맥주대리점에서 상자 나르기도 했어요. 근데 어느날 여자친구가 갑자기 헤어지쟤요. 진짜 뜬금 없었죠. 제 잘못으로 헤어진 것 같아서, 하루에 드링킹 요구르트 하나 말고는 아무것도 못 먹고, 진짜 힘들었어요. 제 절반이 떨어져나갈 줄 알았는데, 2/3이 댕강 떨어져 나갔으니까요. 그러니까 앞으로는 무슨 일이 있어도, 누굴 만나더라도 내 마음 속에 반 이상은 나여야 돼요, 무조건. 그러려면 하나 반드시 필요한 조건이 있어요. 제 삶이 진짜 재밌어야죠.”
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