Tavi Spice World

inspo, releases, and a piece of the mind of Octavia.

[hiphopphotomuseum-deactivated20]

[polysemics-deactivated20200713]

[supremeputa]

[fuckyeslilkim]

[90shiphopraprnb]

[amandesbleus]

QUEEN SOLANGE

[spiceoftavi]

💖💜 Happy Birthday to me. 😍

[simplyfrankmydear]

Nirvana Studio - Audio Cassette Pt. I

[sawleybeats]

[tayelchapo]

[play6irl]

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[unculturedmag]

[yidan]

John Baldessari - I Will Not Make Any More Boring Art, 1971

[passivestress]

My Photoshoot for my birthday. ♥

June 10th is the day I was born and the day I’ve ended up crying on each year for the past 12 years. I’m 23 years old. 

Today I realized that the only person that I need to put my focus and care into is me. For so long, I’ve always catered to what other people want and need and would bend backwards to make sure that they’re ok and happy. Yet, whenever it comes to me, I end up being disappointed by how everyone ignores me and only acknowledges me as an afterthought. Even yesterday, while I was expecting my family and friends to tell me happy birthday and show their love to me, only my close family and 2 best/close friends celebrated with me. Regardless of who did and who didn’t do anything, I’m happy because the ones that celebrated with me were the ones I truly valued the most. Most importantly, I’m happy because I finally gained the confidence to see how beautiful and wonderful I really am. From suffering from severe depression and anxiety, to being overweight, to not being able to work or find a job, to being molested and raped, to having my things and time taken away from me, to surviving a suicide attempt last year, I finally love me. And that’s all that matters.

[spiceoftavi]

I absolutely love my bestie! 😘😘

[hypescreens]

SZA | HYPESCREENS

LIKE//REBLOG IF YOU USE ONE

[asieybarbie]

This was so relaxing to illustrate. #CTRL

[spiceoftavi]

Question!

For musicians: if you write music and record it, do you ever get tired of your own songs through that process and how do you deal with that? I tend to write whole projects and get bored of them during recording and wind up scratching the whole idea/concept. I feel like I'm not committed enough.

[slaughteringbunnies]

[sallywood]

TLC - WAY BACK (2017)