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My biggest fear now, is one day realizing that my attempt to end my life 10 years ago was successful and I'm basically living in a mirror version of my life that's actually hell...

But I won't say a word. I didn't want to talk anymore....I just piss everyone off. I interrupt, I'm rude, I'm a bitch, and they're right. I just need to know my place, be happy and stfu.

#kill myself

purr-in-ink

mismedleym

animated version of moon eyes for her one year anniversary

thewindowofthesummerhouse

xsullo

I made the worst decisions in my life, from naivety and believing that people cared about me. I feel like it's too late to say I can change my life at this point, but GXD has the final say and I give it all to them now. Right now, I feel like I'm working off of auto pilot and if I happen to show too much emotion, positive or negative, someone or something is bound to send be back to silence.

herewithinthevoid

I'm leaving this right here because just the memory of this little video that Sesame Street shared with a gentle invitation to "stop scrolling, take a deep breath, and use the next few minutes to escape to a place where the air is sweet" reduced me to tears and gave me a safe space for a few moments to release some of the heaviness and sadness that's weighing heavy on my soul.