Spoopy Head Space

Welcome to my mind. Prepare to be spooked

[spiceydepression]

Being home really just reminds me of what I thought had changed. The fact that, as soon as I leave a place, everyone’s lives just go on without me. No “hey! I miss you!” or “you free to FaceTime?”. Not even a fucking text message. Even from my best friend that I consider my brother. As soon as I move, everyone who promises they will stay in touch and they will always be in my life, they’ll fade away too. It happens every time. Every god damn time. Every move, every vacation, every trip I take out of town. All it does is just remind me of how, once I leave, I’m all on my own once more.

[spiceydepression]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[notlikethisno]

Ok but consider this:

Technically

if I killed myself

The problem would be gone

[janedoherty666]

[sad-and-deppresed]

does it actually get better or do we just get used to the pain?

[valentina-poem]

[ztay-hope]

I am trapped and I feel like I can't ever escape

[spiceydepression]

I never thought that I would miss being capable of crying...

[lost-24-7]

[pessimisticvents2]

I’m super suicidal lmao

[dismalperspective]

I think thats it. I think ill try overdosing & see what happens

[dead-end-account-blog]

I wish I didn’t exist.

[http-xxaxx]

Im so lost and i don’t know what to do about it...

[whats-to-loose]

Does anyone else sometimes have the urge to absolutly f*kn destroy themselves? Like why am I so worthless, so ugly, so full of mistakes, so awkward and useless. I don't want to be around anymore, wish i could f*kn disappear. So done with this life.

[ztay-hope]

Don't be to honest, people can't deal with that sh*t

[heartbrokenlysurviving]

“No one would miss me if I was gone. Hell, I wouldn’t even miss myself. I am worthless, empty, and too sad.”

- (via @heartbrokenlysurviving)