I regret winning that sperm race

a lazy being

[spicychaotictofu]

Why do people ask for "all-consuming love" if they can’t handle it when it arrives?

TL;DR: I gave my ex everything (my soul, my money, and my future) and was willing to overcome every obstacle, including religious differences, just to be with him. After a year of living together, he told me he "wasn't sure" about a future with me. I don’t know how to love halfway, and being discarded after such total devotion is absolute hell.

I (26F) just broke up with my ex (23M) two weeks ago after living together for a year.

I gave him everything. My heart, my body, and my soul yearn for him and only him. I'm obsessed with every aspects of him.

Throughout our relationship, I made it my mission to ensure he felt nothing but completely loved for exactly who he is. I poured all my love, effort, and even my finances into him; there was nothing I wouldn’t do if it was for his sake.

Even with our religious differences, I never asked him to change. Instead, I planned to work even harder so we could eventually marry legally overseas. I constantly pushed myself to be "better" for him, trying never to be an inconvenience (even when I was mentally struggling and he wasn't able to support me).

All I ever needed in return was his love. I just wanted his commitment and a shared future. But when I finally asked for reassurance, he told me he "wasn't sure yet." He said he wanted to figure out his own life, speaking as if I wasn't even a factor in his future, while my own future is filled with him in every prayer.

Why do people claim they want to be loved truly, madly, and deeply, but when they finally receive it, they have no idea what to do with it? This is so painful. I just want to devote myself to someone who will love me with the same intensity.

It’s a special kind of hell to give someone your everything and realize they gave you nothing back. But for me, it's all or nothing. I don't know how to love halfway.

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[memesavior]

[spicychaotictofu]

Now that's perfect

[chrisbpdshit]

no matter what I'm doing it's wrong

no matter what I'm saying it's wrong

like what the fuck I just wanna die

[unknow-author]

Not everything in life will make sense. There are 7.85 billion people on this earth; all with a story to tell and most of which will not adhere to your preconceived notions.

Their reality makes sense to them, so deal with it.

[pearlinpig]

Repressing myself constantly with logical restraints

[seelenbalken-deactivated2023071]

These are feelings, bro. Those never make any sense. That's why people say you love with the heart, not with the brain.

[friendlypsychopathnextdoor]

How can i increase my logical thinking/ reasoning skills?

Practise.

Everything is essentially logical. No person acts a certain way without reason, nor does a storm come on a certain day without cause or an animal react hostile/friendly without threat/treat.

Sometimes it is not worth the effort of understanding everything to its smallest detail, but the explanation is still there. If you observe why something causes something, it will become easier for you to predict what causes what, eg. like a fisherman can vaguely tell you about next days weather based on his life experience.

Additionally, the fastest way of practising problem solving is probably doing mathematic excecises. Finding and rearraging numbers to get the correct formula instead of simply memorising it is possibly the purest form of logical thinking.

[istmos]

"5.6 The limits of my language mean the limits of my world. 5.61 Logic pervades the world: the limits of the world are also its limits. So we cannot say in logic, ‘The world has this in it, and this, but not that.’ For that would appear to presuppose that we were excluding certain possibilities, and this cannot be the case, since it would require that logic should go beyond the limits of the world; for only in that way could it view those limits from the other side as well. We cannot think what we cannot think; so what we cannot think we cannot say either. 5.62 This remark provides the key to the problem, how much truth there is in solipsism. For what the solipsist means is quite correct; only it cannot be said, but makes itself manifest. The world is my world: this is manifest in the fact that the limits of language (of that language which alone I understand) mean the limits of my world. 5.621 The world and life are one. 5.63 I am my world. (The microcosm.)"

Ludwig Wittgenstein, Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus, transl. by D. F. Pears and B. F. McGuinness (with an introduction by Bertrand Russell) Routledge, p.68

[faedaimon]

Your 20s are as a confusing time as your teenage years, because you have this realisation of new responsibilities and adulthood but you still feel like you’re a child, and you keep on looking at adults to tell you if you’re doing something wrong except you yourself are an adult now, and you keep second guessing yourself through things with faked confidence while also having a nervous meltdown inside, and it feels so freeing but scary at the same time, kinda like the first time you cross the road by yourself.

[skyefullofdaisies]

Just got back from Fantastic Beasts: The Secret of Dumbledore. 

This movie. My God. It’s so damn good. I understand the hate against it but it’s a terrible thing because in my opinion this is probably the best of the 3. It’s a shame we won’t get 4 & 5 likely. Be warned this is gonna largely be a Grindledore post, ha. 

I don’t buy that the cafe scene is a dream sequence. If Albus had woken up after this scene it would have made more sense. It screams of a memory or them meeting in a dream given the white that surrounds them but I 100% believe they actually met up. Don’t even get me started with Albus sitting there with his eyes closed and Gellert shows up watching and smiling at him as Albus sits there with his eyes closed. What kind of longing for an ex-lover shit is that? 3 min in and I was dying with that scene alone. Ya’ll warned me this movie would destroy me when it came to Grindledore and you weren’t fuckin kidding. Jesus. Gellert was totally loving flirting with Albus at that cafe. 

Then Gellert sitting there staring moodily out of the window at Nurmengard as he has a vision of Albus. Man is constantly seeing him throughout the entire movie. I know one of the arguments from the antis is that Gellert sent Credence after Albus so he clearly doesn’t love him but that is bulllllshit. There’s no way that Gellert, who considers Albus his only equal, truly thought that Credence had a chance in hell of killing him. I don’t buy it.

Another argument I’ve seen is that Grindlewald doesn’t love Albus. He’s just manipulating Albus’s obvious love that he clearly still has for Gellert. I can why that impression is given but that dueling scene? The Gif sets don’t do it justice. First it was Albus suggesting that they could “free each other” to Gellert who completely changes the subject and won’t even acknowledge the possibility of breaking the pact. Even if that scene wasn’t included in the movie that final duel certainly leaves little doubt of how Gellert feels. Do we get to hear an “I love you” from Gellert to Albus? No. But we don’t really need it, do we? 

What the gif sets can’t do, and what I didn’t realize until seeing the movie, is show when they’re standing there with their hands over each others hearts is that you can HEAR their heartbeats. That moment is intense. More so for Gellert in my opinion because he looks almost thunderstruck as he realizes that he can’t kill Albus. That he simply won’t. As he truly realizes he’s still in love with Albus. That he never stopped. They make Albus’s lingering love for Gellert slap you in the face obvious but it isn’t until the dueling scene that you really see the depth of Gellert’s love, in my opinion. This scene is done so well by Jude and Mads. 

It is absolutely no hate against Johnny Depp however Mads embodies Grindlewald better. The chemistry with him and Jude is electric. We know Mads can do the villain in love with his, on paper, “enemy.” Jude is just amazing. I can’t praise these two enough. Then when Albus walks away from Gellert? The look on his face? My God. He knew Albus wasn’t choosing him again and it was killing him. Then to end it with “I’m not your enemy. Then or now.” Clearly those words were meant for Albus more than anyone else. Gellert loves that man so much. Much more happens in the movie, I know, but Grindledore outshines it all, in my opinion. Thanks for sticking with this post if someone decides to read my fangirling

[yi-meili]

❤️‍🔥🤫

[stargazedmoony]

It’s two AM and you’re looking at fanart or fan edits or reading fanfiction of your favourite ships on the internet and you scream-whisper to yourself, “They make me so happy”, and the world just feels a little lighter and your chest a little less hollow.

I hope you’re okay, you deserve happiness.

[5688xoxo]

No one: 

Me: Excuse me, i’m busy fantasizing about two amazing people who are so much in love and are 100% fictional so that i can forget that the rest of the world exists. thank you. goodbye. 

[the-secret-hours]

I JUST REALIZED CLARISSE AND SILENA IN THE LAST OLYMPIAN WERE A RETELLING OF ACHILLES AND PATROCLUS

CLARISSE REFUSES TO FIGHT BC SHE FEELS SLIGHTED AND SILENA GOES IN HER PLACE WITH HER ARMOUR AND DIES FIGHTING WHILE PRETENDING TO BE CLARISSE