sinking in the deep end

selective indie multimuse rp blog written by Luna

[mcflymemes]

THINGS MY FRIENDS' MUSES HAVE SAID *  assorted dialogue written by my talented mutuals, adjust as necessary

you are stronger than you think.

there's so much you don't know.

sorry to unload this on you. i just don't get to talk about this much.

i'm sorry for misleading you.

you ought to know that. someone ought to tell you.

you really don't tire of this, do you?

i'm running out of patience for this.

you don't owe me anything. i don't think any of us should owe each other anything.

it's... hard to explain, actually.

sorry for waking you.

the opportunity was just too good to pass up.

i know you're just being nice.

i'll take the blame for this.

you're unbearably ridiculous.

i'm leaving after i get my coat.

quit your grinning.

what if we stayed up later tonight?

i'm still figuring it out myself.

you know i'm just gonna keep asking.

i spilled coffee all over not one, but two shirts.

as treacherous as i thought it might be, this journey has been rather... well. interesting, to say the least.

where did you learn to dance?

why the sudden declaration? you're not leaving me, are you?

maybe we should head back to camp.

the stars looked too pretty last night. i couldn't sleep inside my tent.

i love you. i care about you... but you're scaring me.

i hope you don't think you're going to lure me into your bed after a few charming words.

aren't you supposed to offer your assistance with stuff like this?

maybe you could help me from time to time.

you're a heck of a lot cuter than me.

i'm open to suggestions.

what was that for?

you don't have to tell me, if you don't want to.

why the stubbornness?

there's nights i don't sleep easily.

i'll see you at sunrise.

guess it's a good thing you haven't heard.

been a while since i told anyone about that.

what a damn shame i didn't bring a rose.

you're gonna have to be more specific.

i do live to make your life absolutely awful.

wait for me. promise you will.

i'll keep it safe. i promise.

you don't need to say it.

i'm not a bloody mind reader.

haven't you heard?

i know better than to tell you to stay behind.

you can say no. i won't be mad.

you're even sweeter than i remember.

i would have been even happier if i saw you more often.

honestly, i want to get inside before i start to turn blue.

hope you like meatballs.

not being kind. just being honest.

i'm taking us somewhere sandy.

you'll have to hold onto me for a while.

i want to catch up on my reading.

i'm in trouble. it's really bad.

the guest bedroom is all yours.

[ironslung]

230611

[spiderwebbingx]

bumblebee

where have you always wanted to travel to?

literally anywhere outside of the united states haha. I really wanna go to Europe, Japan, Australia, and of course Canada haha ;)

[spiderwebbingx]

"It's okay if you don't want to talk about it. Maybe we can just sit here for a while instead." - from doyun to anyone!

"I want to talk but my brain can't find the right words to say..does that even make sense?" she questions before groaning. she runs her hands through her hair and looks down. many thoughts filled her brain but nothing was necessarily wrong. perhaps it was just one of those days. hopefully, after a good nights rest she'd be better. "just sitting here is nice. maybe I'll figure out what's wrong with me.." she mumbles the last bit and looks to her friend, "thanks for being here."

[huiracha]

(230602) 특 (S-CLASS) ♡ FELIX

[spiderwebbingx]

for @seventhwinter!

what was supposed to be a routine supply run quickly turned into chaos. haru and nils had been separated by an incoming hoard of infected. the boy had managed to find a hiding spot in what seemed to be an abandoned apartment building. he carefully went up a few floors and looked out one of the windows, hoping to see nils nearby safe and sound.

haru's panic was only getting worse with no sight of him. he could only hear the sound of his heartbeat and short breaths. placing a hand on his chest he took a few deep breaths. he had to tell himself that nils would be okay. nils did better in this world than he did.

a loud thud took him out of his thoughts. "nils..is that you?" he said in a soft voice. not even a minute later infected filled the hall. Haru's screams could be heard from miles away.

[spiderwebbingx]

🍷- Xiu to anyone

[sms] i messed up

[sms] send hep

[sms] jelp

[sms] HELP*

[sms] 😖

[spiderwebbingx]

[ emerald ] bonus round: coffee or tea? morning or night? extroverted or introverted? hot or cold? fruits or vegetables? sweet or salty?

coffee or tea

morning or night

extroverted or introverted

hot or cold

fruits or vegetables

sweet or salty

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑬𝑴𝑷𝑨𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑻𝑰𝑪 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i know how hard this is for you, but i'm here if you need anything.  ❜ ❛  you did everything you could.  ❜ ❛  honestly, it's impressive that you're still standing after everything that has happened.  ❜ ❛  you're allowed to feel sad about this.  ❜ ❛  i wish you'd told me sooner. you need me and i ... i'm so sorry.  ❜ ❛  i know you feel like giving up right now, but it's not gonna solve any of your problems.   ❜ ❛  i don't know how you do it. if it were me, i don't think i'd have been able to get out of bed today.  ❜ ❛  i would like to know what i can do to help.  ❜ ❛  it's totally natural you feel this way.  ❜ ❛  i feel for you. this sounds like an impossible situation.  ❜ ❛  i know it feels like no one understands, but i'm listening now.  ❜ ❛  is there anything you need? anything i can do for you?  ❜ ❛  if it were me, i'd be upset too.  ❜ ❛  come on, talk to me, please. i can hear it in your voice that something is wrong.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry you are going through this. no one should ever have to go through something like that.  ❜ ❛  i can't even imagine the pain you must be in right now.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could make it better.  ❜ ❛  if you need someone to talk to, i'll listen.  ❜ ❛  thank you for trusting me with this. it really means a lot to me.  ❜ ❛  i understand how hard it is to talk about, but i promise you'll feel better after you've opened up to someone.  ❜ ❛  how are you feeling? do you need any help?  ❜ ❛  you are so brave, and i'm incredibly proud of you.  ❜ ❛  what do you need?  ❜ ❛  i'm here for you. no matter where or when i'll always be here for you.  ❜ ❛  i can't believe how strong you are, this must be taking everything out of you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how you do it. how are you able to stay so strong when everything around you is falling apart?  ❜ ❛  this must be so confusing and frustrating for you, and i wish i could do more to help.  ❜ ❛  you're managing this so much better than i ever could.  ❜ ❛  i can't even begin to imagine how you must be feeling, this is just awful.  ❜ ❛  you have no idea just how many people are rooting for you.  ❜ ❛  you're so strong for everything you've been through.  ❜ ❛  i care about you, and i want to help you ... if you let me.  ❜ ❛  i'll make sure you'll never have to go through anything like this again.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how you feel, but i want you to know that i care about you and am here for you.  ❜ ❛  it's okay if you don't want to talk about it. maybe we can just sit here for a while instead.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to. but i'm here for you when you decide you do.  ❜ ❛  whatever you need, i'm just one phone call away.  ❜ ❛  how are you holding up?  ❜ ❛  you're gonna get through this. i believe in you.  ❜ ❛  i promise you, it will get better after time.  ❜

[spiderwebbingx]

[ azure ] is there a specific character or type of character you want to write but never have? why?

I've always wanted to write a character who's just a bitch. That was my original intent with Nari. I just get too anxious when it comes to being mean or confrontational even when it's all fictional. maybe a meaner side to nari will come out here and there if the time feels right.

[spiderwebbingx]

indigo

when did you first start writing / roleplaying?

I believe I started roleplaying about 10-12 years ago. back when glee roleplays were a thing..twas a time to be alive for sure. then I moved on to horror and multifandom rps where I met Stevie! :)

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑶𝑼𝑹𝑭𝑼𝑳 𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑽𝑰𝑬𝑾. ( send one or more of these to get to know the person behind the blog a little better. )

[ cherry ]  what is one thing you love about yourself? [ crimson ]  what is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? [ scarlet ]  what is one thing you wish you could do? [ ruby ]  give one random fun fact about yourself. [ tangerine ]  do you speak other languages? if yes, which? [ amber ]  which is your favorite season? why? [ bronze ]  if you were stranded on a deserted island, which three things would you want to have with you? [ apricot ]  what do you think your life will be like in ten years? [ canary ]  do you have pets? if yes, how many and what? [ lemon ]  do you believe in ghosts? how about aliens? [ bumblebee ]  where have you always wanted to travel to? [ blonde ]  what is your favorite type of music? favorite artist? favorite song? [ lime ]  describe yourself as a character / mix of characters you've always related to the most. [ emerald ]  bonus round: coffee or tea? morning or night? extroverted or introverted? hot or cold? fruits or vegetables? sweet or salty?

[ mint ]  when did you start your blog? what made you start it? [ olive ]  what gives you the most inspiration for your muse(s)? [ cerulean ]  what is your favorite ( type of ) character to write? [ teal ]  which fandom has been your favorite to be a part of? which has been the least favorite? [ azure ]  is there a specific character or type of character you want to write but never have? why? [ navy ]  what do your muse(s) mean to you? [ indigo ]  when did you first start writing / roleplaying? [ denim ]  have you ever roleplayed on any other site(s) besides tumblr? [ mauve ]  give one random headcanon about your muse / one of your muses. [ lavender ]  if you could change one thing about the rpc as a whole, what would it be? [ plum ]  are you more of a dialogue or a description writer? [ mulberry ]  what tips would you give someone with writer's block? [ coral ]  give a shoutout to one of your favorite blogs. [ fuchsia ]  bonus round: angst or fluff? one-liners or paras? plotting or winging it? memes or starter calls? single muse or multimuse?

[spiderwebbingx]

What Minor Arcana Tarot Suit Are You?

The Suit of Wands

You are ruled by your spirit. You are constantly considering the wider questions of life and the soul as you attempt to navigate a world that doesn't seem made for you. You have questions no one else considers and no one ever has any answers for you. As a result of this you have developed a creative mind to help develop your own answers and theories to understand the world. It is important for you to understand that though it may feel that way, you are not actually in this life alone-- you can rely on people outside of yourself. Thank you for the beautiful creations you bring to life. Your elemental association is fire.

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What Minor Arcana Tarot Suit Are You?

The Suit of Cups

You are ruled by your heart above all things, you move through life with love and tenderness as your first priority. You imbue everything you do with passion and true dedication. You have a tendency to lose yourself in the swelling of your emotions and lose all logical thinking. You may find it helpful to take a step away from the intense emotions that fill your relationships and consider things from an objective standpoint. Thank you for the kindness you bring to the world. Your elemental association is with water.

[spiderwebbingx]

What Minor Arcana Tarot Suit Are You?

The Suit of Pentacles

Your focus lies in the realm of the physical. While others are busy letting their emotions sway them you are pragmatic and rational. You are a grounded person who bases everything on the strong foundation of understanding the world around them. Your connection with the material world can at times make you seem too serious. It is important to understand that even though you understand it best, the world does not rest on your shoulders; you can rest. Thank you for the stability and surety you bring to the world. Your elemental connection is to earth.

[spiderwebbingx]

“ hey, look at me. i’m slowing you down, we both know it. it’s okay. i’ll hide and wait for back-up; you get yourself out of here. “ nik to anyone!

nari shakes her head refusing to look at him. knowing that if she looked at him she'd break. "I can't just leave you, nik. I won't," she replies, her voice wavering. if something were to happen while she was gone, she'd never forgive herself. "we can both wait here for backup."

[spiderwebbingx]

❝ i’m worried about you. ❞ - from doyun to anyone!

"uh, why? I'm fine." he lies hoping that doyun will believe it. haru has always tried to keep a positive mood around others, never wanting to bring anyone down with him. he's known as the sunshine of the group after all. perhaps he let the light dim without noticing. "there's nothing to be worried about, doyun."