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Is Destiel Canon Yet ?

11/5/2020: Yes.

#i cant stop thinking about this #txt #spn

do you remember what it felt like to believe that god cared about you? it feels like so long ago. he was everything to you and you were just another fallen body in his holy war. just another glassy eyed sacrificial lamb spilling blood from its throat. maybe he did love you but not enough to save you. not more than he loved his grand plan.

#aka the jason toddification of my religion #sorry to just drop in here and post this after months of silence #mina.txt #religion tw #religious trauma #my body wont sleep. i dont know what its so afraid of #i dont have nightmares. i dream of jeans that fit and dogs that are still alive #of warm afternoons in the sun catching bugs #and sitting barefoot in a tree believing in the goodness of people and a loving god #what is a ghost? its a memory. something begging to be remembered. something refusing to let go

having an eating disorder is like being possessed. it waits for a moment of weakness, a chip in the armor to slip through and suddenly im watching something else pilot my body, make decisions for me, lie to the people i love. it’s me and it’s something else entirely. i don’t know where i end and it begins.

#mina.txt #i know i should feel afraid but im not feeling much of anything #and isn’t that how it always starts #no matter what choices you make no matter what details you alter #we will always end up here

there needs to be some kind of support group for when you wake up from a hyper realistic dream in which you were in love and happy

#this has been wrecking me all day #we were SO in love we were best friends i was so happy #mina.txt

how wonderful to feel this pain!! what a joy to experience the ache of loss because it means that i had something meaningful!! i am exquisitely deliciously painfully human ! what a wonder to even exist!!

#i have to say so many goodbyes #and someone had to leave first #but god what a wonder it was to have lived at the same time as the people i have known here #mina.txt

when i think of the girl i used to be, i’m hunched over her body, blood dripping down my chin and mixing with salty tears.

i went for her face first and now i can’t remember what she looked like. i try to put together the remaining pieces i have left, try to make her into a whole person again.

i’m so sorry, i tell her, but one of us had to go.

sorry, sorry, sorry. all of the i’m sorry’s in the world cannot mop up the carnage i have made of you.

one of us had to go. i dont know if it should have been me.

#mina.txt #gore tw #blood tw #im in a weird place where im grieving the versions of myself i cannibalized to survive #i would do it again I think #but im still sorry

godza

what detail about your blog can entitle someone who knows it to a veterans discount?

#when this was a rising demon falling angel spn roleplay blog….#during the mishapocalypse #txt

lelif

on loving your siblings

I don't love anyone, Belle and Sebastian//The Reynolds Pamphlet, Hamilton by Lin-Manuel Miranda//The Other Boleyn Girl(2008)//Fleabag, 2x06//NA//Rabbi Joseph Telushkin, Jewish Literacy//Antigone, Jean Anouilh//Maurice Sendak//Little Miss Sunshine (2006)//The Elektra Complex, @filmnoirsbian //NA

#siblings things make me cry without fail its so lame #txt #quotes

ten hour shift with no break today. planning a coworker appreciation dinner that our managers were supposed to give us. listening to my coworkers rant about my managers. listening to my managers rant about my coworkers. i am holding this fucking family together with duct tape rn

#jesus i would give anything to be eighteen years old in college just dicking around #mina.txt

carnival-phantasm

I wish I could somehow explain to non healthcare workers/healthcare workers without rural experience how fucking real the first 22 seconds of this video are

carnival-phantasm

You might think "americans and their lack of free healthcare, am I right?" but no. The farmer in Brazil living 15 minutes away from the public hospital, who can call us and get a free ambulance ride, will look at his own floppy arm nearly bended in half and go "whatever, it's my left arm anyway, I can hold stuff with my teeth. That arm was always shit."

#i grew up in middle of nowhere texas and this is true #death before dishonor #or professional healthcare #i once had a broken arm for three days when i was like 10. didnt go to the doctor til it started turning weird colors #and then once at my birthday party i broke my heel and didnt tell anyone until the party was over cause i didnt want it to end #txt #video

muppethole-deactivated20240312

yebisu

how i back up in the target parking lot after my car is 15% out of the space and it’s now legally not my fault if i get hit

#this has permanently altered my brain chemistry #so thanks for that #txt

being off my depression meds is so wack i want my sertraline back

#mina.txt

runa-falls

how many spotify playlists do you have

1-3 (?? wait really ?? how ??)

4-10 (normal imo)

10-20 (ok, so seasonal + mood playlists)

20-30 (damn, you have an eclectic music taste)

40-50 (it's the only thing i can control in my life...)

i don't have spotify :/

other (tags)

Voting ended onJul 16, 2023

just realized how many super specific mood playlists i have and i want to know if it borders on concerning :) peez vote and share for bigger pool of peeps~

#67……#txt #polls

dweebspace

"You can't be a lurker on tumblr." Yes, you absolutely can. I've been quietly reblogging things since 2014 and I haven't interacted with anyone in years.

#i used to have so many little tumblr friend groups that made gcs on kik and everything #and now i havent talked to anyone in YEARS #txt

threefuckencrowsinaleatherjacket

Myself included tbh

#i was discussing this with a coworker the other day actually #txt #that spn meme

wensedoods-deactivated20231019

would you have been naturally selected without the advancements of modern medicine

yes

no

Voting ended onJul 13, 2023

#i wouldve been taken out back and shot like a lame horse #unfortunately modern medicine intervened #txt #polls

the-scooby-gang

There are many benefits to being Barbie's cousin

dogydayz

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE CONTEXT HERE

ben-the-hyena

So for those who don't know some merch sources establish Barbie's full name is Barbara Rogers. And Shaggy's full name is Norville Rogers. So some people started to joke some years ago they could be related and we wouldn't know, and little by little the joke turned into an AU or a headcanon for some people

biglawbear

I was today years old when I learned that Barbie has a full name

#i love this sm #scooby #barbie #never thought i would tag those things tg but here we are #comic

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