To be honest with you I think I'm digesting this very well, I accept that I don't know things of God, I accept that my consciousness was given to me by God, I glorify Jesus Christ and see him as the light and the way and the true salvation. I understand and respect the fact that through a spiritual death where one is brought to the edge of an ego death that one actually takes their Central Sun explodes it open opens the vessel up as a way for the chakras to open and not only all of this but that I had nothing to do with any of this process it was all God. The Lightning Flash of Creation 777 causes the body to go to a hell to be crucified by his own spine. This is what makes the central sun explode. This is what sends the initiate with the Light of the Spirit of God descending into matter. They beat hell and death and as a result do the hardest feat of all, they become the itsy bitsy spider crawling up the water spout out came the rain and washed the spider out, out sun and dried up all the rain and the itsy bitsy spider claimed up the spout again. I literally found a way to burn hot enough spiritually that I never let the rain totally knock me back down. I did the hardest, and most metaphysically impossible feat, to climb up as the Serpent of Wisdom 666.
The serpent of wisdom was done by me for 6 long years, taking the weight of literally what feels like a spine to be over 500 lbs to becoming weightless again. I found a way to take the trip up with no more shortcomings God began by eating my upper chakras, then raising my Kundalini for me. I assisted and refused to spill seminal fluid as it's the astral light of the body. To be reborn as a Son of Man and not of Perdition, I conquered sex itself able to indulge but never allow any lust to cause me to spill even a drop. 13 seconds of bliss could never measure up to eternity with God. Sometimes I freak out because I get told things like I'm going to hell and that I'm about to get my second T which means death. I am entirely open to the fact that maybe hell isn't the place that we think it is. I have done nothing in my heart other than try to aspire to be beautiful in a way that God is with his love for creation. By beauty, I mean a soul of goodness, something bright and precious.
If I did all this right, the world is going to change! If I did all this wrong, the world is going to change!
Follow all of the unfolding of truly biblical tasks and also foretold of in Talmud the "King" was a Bull the Ox a Serpent who swallowed his seven neck vertebrae and made them become his seven upper neck vertebrae.
Life really is about to Change and I'm positive that no one will be able to deny that I will change the world by knowing what not to do, or by seeing what must be done.
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2012 made me death and resurrection in the flesh.











