2 and 9/10 of a mental breakdown

a slowly failing attempt at what you call life please dont be weird at me im a minor not that this needs to be said cuz my posts are trash, but do not put my posts on ANY OTHER PLAT FORM. DO. NOT. [thank you] the pfp by yours truely I love people, and asks!! youre always welcome to talk!

[spiralingmasquerade]

intro post cuz thats a thing I guess

haiii, you may call me either spiral or masque! [any pronouns, that arent she/her]

also here have this thing [its a pronouns page] https://share.google/2ECSewddMTqnQlEDG

TW!!! I occasionally vent on this blog!! some topics may be triggering!! I will attempt to tag them accordingly!!

I like deltarune, undertale, homestuck, I like fnaf, but I suck at it, I adore in stars in time! <3 , PLEASE GET ME INTO UR FANDOMS I always like trying to find new media <333

I listen to rock, jazz [as long as its not slow jazz] and like a total of four or five country songs

plus for movies I like 2001 space odyssey, project hail mary, electric dreams, the fnaf movies, the sonic movies, + studio ghibli films,

I love people, asks are always open, and I forever await the little notification dot to show someone's said hi! [dms also]

I like indulging in media to escape the horrible reality im living in, because politics suck and ignorance isnt something im physically capable of.

Im also sorta unstable and have a LOT of mood swings, dont ask why, I have no idea,

please dni: trump fans, maga people, transphobes, homophobes, you can probably guess from there.

have a nice night, and thank you for visiting,

[p.s, all gifs taken from random gif websits that I dont remember, sorry, except for the brackets one, which was a birthday gift to me ^^]

[triumphantbass]

okay, last hour of pride I had to do the classic Onion article

[ryebreadgf]

[meltingpotofinterests]

[five-thousand-loaves-of-bread]

dear autistics who

white

low support needs

not need 24/7 support

can work independently

can pay taxes

language privileged

intellectual & cognitive privileged

who can fit in societal definition of useful & productive (yes, even if hard)

when fight back against eugenics & ableism, you NEED to fight alongside, fight with, n fight for autistics who

racialized & POC

from places of world where there critically lack autism knowledge n support

visibly autistic

higher support needs

need 24/7 care

can’t work independently or even work at all

can’t pay taxes

nonverbal, nonspeaking, minimally verbal, without functional communication, or cannot communicate via language at all even AAC

w intellectual disability or cognitive disabilities

who cannot fit into society definition of useful n productive, no matter how hard we try

because we always are & always will be primary target.

because we most vulnerable most marginalized within our, OUR community, which you belong in.

because once they finish us off you won’t be spared.

[lazer-exe]

I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare

[nebulae-d]

"okay, but are you a nonbinary woman or a nonbinary man" im going to nonbury you in a fucking hole.

[spiralingmasquerade]

"sound of someone using a meat mallet on chicken at roughly 9am" is one of the top 20 annoying grounds right next to "why are you mowing its 6am" and "why the fuck are they doing construction, everyone needs to go to sleep" but just BARELY not as bad as "what shenanigans are they doing upstairs, nothing could ever involve this amount of sound at this hour"

[rappersdoingnormalshit-blog]

[st3fan00]

Why Wayne got socks in the jacuzzi

[whitegirlsaintshit]

those are his hooves you bitch

[world-heritage-posts]

world heritage post

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[carrionthird]

"Stop scrolling and please help me spread the word, because if I've landed on your page you're most likely either a black woman or someone who cares about black women and the simple phrase I'm about to share could help save a black woman's life.

Doctors are to black women what police officers are to black men. That may seem controversial but I believe it to be true and I speak from personal experience.

If you've seen this TikTok you know that a 2016 study showed that 50% of medical students and residents thought that black people couldn't feel pain the same as white people.

And we learned from this video that because of a 1999 study, to this day, there's a black correction factor for the creatinin levels in black people's kidneys, meaning we're less likely to recieve a kidney transplant if needed.

So if you go to a doctor, feel you aren't getting proper treatment or they refuse the treatment you've requested, say to them the following:

I will need you to document on record that you are refusing the treatment (or medicine) I've requested, and the reason you are doing so."

[dovewithscales]

This works. I have used it in other situations. If medical staff have to document and take responsibility and be on the hook legally for doing shady shit they behave much differently.

If you weren’t already going to spread this advice because black women are at risk, then spread it because it’s applicable to everyone else as well, including you reading this.

But particularly women, and especially black women.

[officialgeorgecostanza]

As a linguistics nerd, I’d like to formally suggest “Nespring” as a nonbinary equivalent to niece/nephew and “Avaun” as a nonbinary equivalent to aunt/uncle

Nespring: literally meaning “the offspring of my sibling” from the old English roots “offspring” which is just ‘of spring’ and the Latin root “nepos” that both niece and nephew are derived from

Avaun: derived from the roots of both “aunt” and “uncle,” the anglo-French “aunte” and the Latin “avunculus”

@nonbinary-culture

[mogaiqueued]

@radiomogai @io-archival @ref-lang (?)

[spiralingmasquerade]

found the #1 STUPIDEST design flaw about me becauze WHOS IDEA WAS IT TO MAKE ME CUPIOROMANTIC, DISAKOIROMANTIC, ASEXUAL AND AROSPEC, AND NEED A HIGH LEVEL OF ATTENTION TO FUNCTION ???? WHYYYYYYYYY

I think everyone should love me so much all the time actually but also when that happens its evil and scary cause I need to reciprocate the emotionssssss that I dont have in my brainnnnnnnnnn blehh (╥︿╥)

like bro I can get past the mental illnesses, I can deal with the mood swings, obsessions over media, or worse obsessions over PEOPLE, I can get over ALL of it, hell if i really try I think I can heal! so WHYYYYYYY AM I STUCK WITH THE HYPOCRITICAL SELF CONTRACTING WORM IN MY BRAINNNN

[mxjackparker]

Making motivational "it's never too late to transition" posts is really undercut if the age you're highlighting is still young. Claiming that your transition was late and it worked out great for you actually makes older people more afraid to transition if you're saying that shit in your 20s. How do you think a trans person in their 50s, 60s, 70s and 80s feels when you're 23 and calling yourself a late transitioner?

It's never too late until you're in a coffin. It is worth it for a single day of being yourself, even if you're 110.

[whomst-this-again]

SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT LET PAPYRUS SAY FUCK DAY

[lesspopped]

please wear sunscreen!!! I've seen "fuck the beauty industrial complex" posts about complicated skincare regimens and am 100% with them except sometimes they mention sunscreen and no. no. absolutely not. sunscreen is a wonderful supportive friend who wants to keep you safe, and you should let her do it. throw out all your other cosmetics and skincare products if you want, but keep your sunscreen. and if you're not wearing sunscreen, start wearing it!!!! this is not about terror of aging, this is not about every tiny imperfection our fucked-up culture has made you feel insecure about, this is about protecting yourself from skin cancer. wear the damn sunscreen.

[artistformerlyknownasbutttrumpet]

i was training a young person at work, and she referred to sexual assault as "SA" out loud, and i immediately was like, "no, it's sexual assault, call it what it is," bc idgaf if the algorithm overlords have taught y'all that you should fear direct language, how tf do any of you expect to ever address real issues with any amount of seriousness if you can't even say the words? imagine an advocate looking a sexual assault survivor in the eyes and asking "did he grape you?" it's absolutely fucking absurd, but these young interns and new hires are coming into an environment where we deal with survivors of all different kinds of abuse, and they're coming with the mindset that the words are as bad as the actions, and that makes them shitty at the job and look juvenile af

i HATE self-censorship for a lot of reasons, but being in crisis work makes it even more frustrating. who are you censoring for? like i am being so fr, WHO are you censoring for? have you even thought it through? people who have been raped know that they have been raped. if someone attempts suicide or is grieving someone who did, saying "sewer slide" isn't going to protect them from any of the feelings. a murder victim's family isn't going to feel better bc you said "unalived" instead of murdered. if anything, it's just extremely invalidating and othering. it's saying "what happened to you is so bad that i won't even say the word," which is NOT trauma-informed care. you are not protecting survivors/victims when you self-censor. the ONLY things you protect when you self-censor are the puritanical ideologies that are being encouraged by rich fascists who want your money and obedience

say the fucking words, guys. just say the goddamn words before i go insane!!!

[radella10]

Imagine waking up to 99+ notes and like 30 asks

[molluscappreciator-deactivated2]

[vexx-the-egg]

[dirtbrunch]