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OH MY GOD YOU'RE SO FUDKINGCOOL😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Aaw! Thank you! I feel honored!

I really like your blog haha!!

I need to make new sideblog of Shelly or Eclipse cause some people in this system arent very happy about this blog Why we're collectively a Spirzo Factkin

Hello now

no green today

spirzoling

Scrolling on Tumblr earlier only to see some fuck anti-transid take! It was saying sum about "All TransPlurals want DID or OSDD" That's some straight up bullshit! Not all TransPlurals are TransDID or TransOSDD! Even if that was the case it doesn't make anyone less vaild! Hell, I'd like to add I'm TransPlural, more specifically, I'm TransWillogenic and TransMixedOrigin! God damn it, i'd trade anything to have different origins and be able to will headmates better! Am I not TransPlural? C'mon now! Hand over some of that sweet attention to me too! Don't be shy! Some of y'all piss me the fuck off.

jeffther4dqueer

can't you just be willogenic.. Whats the point of it being trans... /genuine question I'm very stupid

spirzoling

So the thing is I've try to purposefully create headmates and it just doesn't fucking work for me and so I've never had a nonTraumagenic headmate! That is literally the whole point for me

I have a lot of IDs where I get questions like this and I get it since I literally could just do whatever the transid is. For example I'm also transRobloxPlayer! I know I could just play Roblox, I've had Roblox for years and have played it many times. I'm transRobloxPlayer cause I barley play now since it's boring as shit for me

So, umum, I just have a lot of IDs where I could just do whatever the transid is of

Does anyone know how I could transition to NullBirthday? As in not having a birthday whatsoever.

People around me do not enjoy respecting boundaries so I don't think simply asking for no celebration would work. Anyone have ideas?

ANOTHER BC YOU'RE COOL. Just like V.. Heh.. (I find V cool ok..)

🏄, 🥥, 🍬, 🐬- is there an identity you find interesting?

Thank you so much. I made this post right after you sent the ask BUT I only am not posting it the same day cause I posted 4 posts in one day after not posting for like 18 days 😭

🏄 - What does your transition look like for an identity of your choice? Hmm... I guess I'll talk about TransTraumatizedDaily! This is mainly a yearning to relive my past, split alters, and be under mental stress daily? I don't know. I suppose my ideal transition is to look very tired and have my skin look pale.. I want to feel paranoid and on edge dailyy. I want others to be worried but in a way where they keep their distant and go quiet. Hahah! I don't know! Just feel awful yet so happy because at least its under my control I guess?

🥥 - Any other Radq headmates? If so, who? Optionally whats their IDs? Yup! Like, fucking a lot. We're pretty radqueer adjacent as a whole... LMAO! But we got S, S, C, H, B, T, C, V, Y, M, B, G, I, V, D, F, and of course, Ritual! Shx's The OG Radqeer headmate. Also most headmates are single letters cause if someone we know sees this...WE'RE DEAD. They all already know we like Spirzo and interact with Radqueers. If they find this blog at all then they'll probably know. 💔

🍬 - Do you think the future it Radqueer? Why or why not? I would LOVE to say yes but I feel like it just won't be. I feel the future isn't radqueer mainly due to the demonization of paraphilia. I don't know how to explain why I don't think it will be a Radq future but that's the best answer I got.

🐬 - Is there an identity you find interesting? I'm not very interested in any certain identity. I find mental health, mental issues, and mental health disorders cis/trans/etc identities interesting but more of on the thought of why they'd want it and transitioning. I find the transitioning part more interesting then the IDs, this goes for all types of IDs! I feel transitioning is possible in some light with every id! When I say every, I mean EVERY I'd.

Here's the ask game!

QUICK!!!!!!!!

Give me 4 different TransID flags to make into chibi(?) art!! I've really liked drawing today okay... this will be good practice for me

I regressed in my art skills dude so....I NEED TO PRACTICE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!!! Tell me what the flag is pleasseee..it'll help me draw!

You can give me more then 4! But 4 is the amount I will definitely do and I might do the others later if you give me more then 4!

OKAY PLZ GIVE ME FLAGS NOW. THANK YOU

I yearn to have someone factkin me or be TransPerson of me.

The only problem is you guys don't know me. I don't use my own art I use Spirzo's, my username is a reference of what I called myself when Spirzo was getting problmatic and more popular, and Sinister? My name? It's a fucking Lapfox reference. I'm dead I have nothing of my own.

"Oh yeah! I factkin/am TransPerson of Sinister! You know Spirzoling that one Spirzo Factkin Factive Tumblr user? The one that posts once in a blue moon? Yeah! I identify as them!"

I just reaaally wanna be special I guess

YOU. ASK GAME. ☀, 🌺, 🐠

Woohoo! You are quite the whimsical queer. I shall answer now. ☀️ - Which identities do you want people to treat you as the most? I'm a TransID hoarder.. So I have a lot! But probably Trans/CisSpirzo, TrisConductDisorder, CisEnvyEmbodiment, TransGerman, TransRAMCOA, PermaDitgal, PermaProblematic, PermaHated, PermaAdmired, andd Trans/CisAgeless!

🌺 - Choose a few characters to represent ur transition goals & explain! Serial Designation V and Serial Designation J! Ohh, J, my lovely F/O... I'm sorry. Anyway! I'm Serial Designation V irl, many others don't see me as her. I wish to be seen as her, have her body shape, her personality.. She's so me... For J, the Fandom treats SD-J as bossy and rude from what I see. I would LOVE to be seen as bossy, rude, even toxic! I usually get distressed when I get told I'm nice, caring, empathetic so I'd rather be the most negative being EVER. Also Ginger from Dandys world! I have NO idea on what the Dandys World drama is but either way I barley play it. Though I feel like from Ginger's dialogue she really struggle with memory! I wish my memory was worse and I truly wish to forget everything between switches with my headmate or even by just...zoning out! I know Ginger isn't like that but it's how I feel when thinking about her! Anyway.... I'm barley in fandoms and this is a big yap..I'll just stop it here

🐠 - What identities are you transitioning or planning to transition to? Currently transitioning to TransWorsenAmnesia, PermaAbused, TransConductDisorder, and Perma2000s! Thoughhh I'm planning to transition to PermaPsychosis, TransNoEmpathy, TransMoreOnlineFriends, PermaParanoia! But I also wish to transition to TransPOTS, TransEmetophobia, TransMoreBrainmadeAlters, TransDarkshipFriends, TransVRchatUser, TransVRchatPhantomSense, and PermaTraumatizedDaily soon enough! (I need to figure out if its even possible to transition for some ids)

Here's the ask game!

piichipiichibitch

ASK GAME !! . . . except its questions i'd REALLY LOVE to answer personally and i havent seen them on any other ask games so .. :3 pls ask !!

🌈 — WHAT IDs DO YOU FEEL MOST ATTACHED TO ?

🐠 — WHAT IDs ARE YOU TRANSITIONING TO / PLAN TO TRANSITION TO ?

🏖️ — WHICH PARAPHILIA IS YOUR STRONGEST ATTRACTION ?

🏄‍♂️ — WHAT DOES YOUR TRANSITION LOOK LIKE FOR AN IDENTITY OF YOUR CHOICE (or the asker can choose!) ?

🐬 — FREE SPACE !! ASKER'S CHOICE !! ASK YOUR OWN QUESTION !!

🌺 — CHOOSE A FEW CHARACTERS TO REPRESENT YOUR TRANSITION GOALS & EXPLAIN THEM !

☀️ — WHAT IDENTITIES DO YOU WISH PEOPLE WOULD TREAT YOU AS THE MOST ?

🥥 — ANY OTHER RADQ HEADMATES ? IF SO , WHO (and optionally , what are their IDs) ?

🍉 — CHOOSE A PARA OF YOURS , WHAT'S YOUR "TYPE" (what are you specifically attracted to / ideal partner / etc.) ?

🍬 — DO YOU THINK THE FUTURE IS RADQ ? WHY OR WHY NOT ?

spirzoling

Guys ask me now...pplease

I'm begging,.. Okay I'm watching YouTube now

Scrolling on Tumblr earlier only to see some fuck anti-transid take! It was saying sum about "All TransPlurals want DID or OSDD" That's some straight up bullshit! Not all TransPlurals are TransDID or TransOSDD! Even if that was the case it doesn't make anyone less vaild! Hell, I'd like to add I'm TransPlural, more specifically, I'm TransWillogenic and TransMixedOrigin! God damn it, i'd trade anything to have different origins and be able to will headmates better! Am I not TransPlural? C'mon now! Hand over some of that sweet attention to me too! Don't be shy! Some of y'all piss me the fuck off.

Hmmmmm,...

I'm thinking... I've been thinking.. anddd.. I think I might just be radqueer... Very interesting thoughts today

Off topic, but for the 'Day _ of making flags for my IDs' shit. It hasn't been getting done since I'm busy, I haven't been fronting very much, and I don't know how the fuck to make flags for some of my IDs cause they are very specific.

I will make more soon I swear. I think I'ma just upload my old flags first and try to make flags for my IDs later.

Sounds good?

Okay.

Day 2 of making flags to coin my old IDs ( i had these ids for a while now, anyway, pls do not change my definitions)

TransSpirzo/Spirzoing — Trans . Spirzo / Spirzoing

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be Spirzo/Spirzoing/Yorubolu/Yoruballs ! This is trans person .

TransNecrovee — Trans . Necro . Vee

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be NecroVee ! This is not inherently transnecro / does not equal transnecro ! This is trans character .

TransCaterpillarSpirzo — Trans . Caterpillar . Spirzo

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be Spirzo/Spirzoing as a caterpillar/laying down !

TransSpirzoShelly — Trans . Spirzo . Shelly

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be Spirzo's design of Shelly ! This is trans character .

I have no fucking idea what the last two are but I wish I was them- also I'm literally all Spirzo's Shelly designs hahaha, okay, also the transspirzo was originally coined as a flag by me december 26 2025, tho I used the term before the flag (just like what happened with all these flags) !! sorry for this being posted a while later.. ALSO ALSO, spirzo never called that Caterpillar spirzo. I just did that with my friends- im 99% sure its just spirzo/vee laying down. idk I don't read captions

Day 1 of making flags to coin my old IDs

( ive had these ids for a while now- anyway, please do not change my definitions )

TransSprizoingAnimation — Trans . Spirzoing . Animation

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be an animation made by Spirzoing/being animated by Spirzoing !

TransSpirzoPebble — Trans . Spirzo . Pebble

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be Spirzo's version of Pebble ! This is trans character .

TransScruppyZubb(y) — Trans . Scruppy . Zubb(y)

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be ScruppyZubb/ScruppyZubby ! This is trans person .

TransSpirzoDrawing — Trans . Spirzo . Drawing

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be a drawing made by Spirzo/drawn by Spirzo !

TransCatShelly — Trans . Cat . Shelly

When an individual identifies as, is transitioning to, or desires to be Spirzo's cat/warriors version of shelly ! This is trans character .

I'm very aware some/most of these flags are ass, I'm sorry 💔 and yes I have not Spirzo related ids.. but I mean.. Dont be surpirsed I do have so many relating to Spirzo, look at my account dude..

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