[spo0kychick]

And I'm angry at you for being happy and living your best life. I'm angry you found happiness. I'm angry angry angry at you and it's not fair. I shouldn't be mad at you for thriving. I'm mad you left but I know I shouldn't be, you are allowed to live your life. My rational brain knows that.

[spo0kychick]

Everyone thinks I'm sad about you but it's not just you. It's realizing everyone I love will die. Is there a heaven? What if there isn't? Will I see them again? When we die are we just a crazy brain in a dead body unless we are cremated ?

Everyone's like talk to me if you need but my problems are nothing, I don't have problems that bad

As far as basic needs go I'm set.

But mentally I'm in a turmoil of trying to make sure no one else is feeling bad or horrible when I myself went to rip and tear and scream and punch.

Practice mindfulness

How? I'm not a self starter, I'm lazy and driving myself crazy

My gf had to cover her ears so she wouldn't hear my sobbing this morning

[spo0kychick]

I woke up on the ground

I guess I should've kept that shit to myself

Turns out I'm pretty good at runnin' my mouth

But not good enough (not good enough)

You know when I go in, it's lights out

I couldn't hear a thing 'cause the song was too loud

Last night I had thirty-two teeth in my mouth

Some went away

Why'd you have to go and fuckin' ruin my day?

You're the reason why I got my ass kicked

But you're the only way to drown my sadness

This is my love-hate letter out to alcohol

You're the reason why I got my ass kicked

[spo0kychick]

I know that I'm not I'm love with her.

[bqpsy]

[wild-erwein-deactivated20220913]

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[spo0kychick]

[spo0kychick]

Truly I believe I identify as more than just "lesbian". Not many know, but I am bisexual in the sexual aspect. I'm Demi sexual in the romantic aspect. I've fallen in like with many people by simply chatting or emailing. The mind is beautiful

Can we talk about this??

[spo0kychick]

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[spo0kychick]

Sometimes I'm a mess but right now I'm just me.

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[spo0kychick]

i felt myself getting stronger.

i stood up, peeled the thick crusted blood off my chest and

walked away. i stopped.

i bent over and picked the lies out of your teeth.

i cut the smile back into your face.

the one i remember you smiling in your sleep.

[spo0kychick]

toxicity

i don’t like when i speak.

sentences becoming

D

R

O

P

S

of venom

Spilling from my lips.

frontal lobe poisoned,

changing the way i feel

and when it hits my veins

it will reverse the way my

heart pumps blood.

once blue is now black,

oxidized red, i’ll still bleed black.

& i will wait for delirium to set in.

[retrospeckt]

[cherubg1rl]

[niceferatu]

[mind-of-a-borderline]

[spo0kychick]

a night without sleep, staring out the window waiting for the sky to change colors

Light brings hope of a new day

Light brings hope

Light

There's no Light inside, only the darkness

She is trapped forever.