Odd

[wordsto-remember]

Florence and the Machine - Shake it out

[tangled-envisioning]

[savagesisu]

[spookyoyakodon]

1.31am I hope he really changed.

[mvojourney]

I’m not afraid of you cheating again. I am afraid of you losing feelings for me because your words of “ I love you but its not the same anymore” still haunt me to this day. If it happens, I don’t want to be blindsided by it. 

[spookyoyakodon]

2.16am

He cheated and I’m still staying. Why? Because it’s not easy to move on. It’s not easy to start over with someone new. He cheated, he lied. I was loyal and I am still.

Today, he found out something. He knew I knew everything. He knew I talked to one of them. He was mad as if I’m the one who’s cheating.

That woman, a single mother who’s four years older than us. Pity her too. The man I’m dating never told her about me, at all. I know she is hoping for him too.

The guy who I trusted the most, the guy who I helped to move on from his ex, the guy who I accepted all his flaws, his past and the only guy who I brought home to mother, cheated on me.

My dear, I love you too much to let go. Please stay and change. Loyalty and honesty are all I asked for. It kills me to know the truth but in the end of the day, I’m still hoping for us. Forever.

[spookyoyakodon]

It's fading but I'm still staying.

[spookyoyakodon]

Still holding on because I never planned to leave.

[spookyoyakodon]

I know it was his privacy but if I never check I will never know.

[spookyoyakodon]

Malaysian food, nasi kandar.

[little-blackbook]

[spookyoyakodon]

When can I be happy again?

[spookyoyakodon]

Am I not worth fighting for?

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

You can’t just switch off your feelings because the other person did.

Sophie Kinsella (via i-m-d-e-p-r-e-s-s-e-d)

[pirism]

The more I try, the more disappointed I get

Me (via unconditional-true-love)

[1980vibes]

[ana-greentea]

Please, don’t get tired of me.

It happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don’t bother hitting me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it’s my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there’s nothing I can do about it.