asphyxia.

krystal jung soojung. you can see the flowers in her hair. but not the devils in her brain.

[spxjung]

hiatus

hello mi lovelies! though it pains me to do so, sooj and gayoung are going to be on hiatus for the next two weeks as mun struggles to get her life together for finals week (insert bitter laughing in the background here). i will be much more active when on return on the 14th of march since i'll be on break. in the mean time, i'll try to get to all message replies for both of them. if you would like to start plotting now, so that when i get back we'll be all ready to write, aim is probably the best way to reach me (@soupjung).  and because i’ve never been good with ending ooc post... peace out, girl scout.

[spxjung]

13, 16, 19

13. What decision in their past did they most analyze and fret over the fact?

Soojung prefers not to live with any regrets, she’ll take any and all outcomes of the decisions she makes and goes through it with her head up. Though some she’ll shove to the back of her mind, so she won’t give herself the chance to fully think about them enough to analyze her poor choices. 

16. What do they think about where they currently live? If they could move anywhere else, would they?

Despite the little time she spends at home now, Soojung loves her loft in Seoul. She’s had the place since her second year of university, when she was able to spend practically whole days in her home. It’s become more of a home to her than anywhere else, including the house in New York where she grew up. She wouldn’t give it up for the world. 

19. What is their favorite texture?

Soojung likes a lot of different textures because they’re all connected to things she likes, such as the cool metal grip of her gun in her hands or the light feel of her comforter. However, it seems as though she gravitates to things with a more cool (in the temperature sense) texture.

[spxjung]

15, 14

14. What are they like when they are drunk?

There are levels to how Soojung acts when she’s drunk. When she’s just pass the line to be considered drunk, she starts laughing at everything. After a while, she starts get flirty. The line between her covers and her real self get blurred then. At no point will she ever begin revealing any secretive information about herself.

15. Where in their body do they keep their stress or tension?

When Soojung gets stressed out, she usually gets headaches. Which she proceeds to sleep for the day to get rid of if she has the time.

[spxjung]

[spxjung]

21, 24, 28.

21. Answered here!

24. Answered here!

28. What is a gift that they have received that was especially touching or significant?

Soojung hasn’t received all that many gifts, but the one that left the largest impact on her was from her parents on her birthday. They spent that entire day together, the three of them, at Coney Island and they bought her all the fair food she wanted and won her a small stuffed Stitch plush (it is currently hidden in a box at her loft).

[spxjung]

[spxjung]

9, 30

9. As a child, what did they want to be when they grew up? Did they realize their dream?

When Soojung was young, the only goal she had was to be a better parent than her parents were to her. She bounced around the idea of becoming a social worker because of it or maybe a psychologist with the way she enjoyed watching people (even little her didn’t quite have the same dreams as other kids). It wasn’t until she was almost graduated from college that she realized a career in justice was what suited her. In a way, working as a Kingsman is her dream.

30. Answered here!

[spxjung]

20 and 21! \o/

20. Do they like to travel? How do they pack and prepare?

Soojung doesn’t particularly enjoy traveling because it means spending time away from the comforts of her own home, but she’ll occasionally be convinced to go on an adventure or two every once in a while. She’s the type to need to be coaxed into being adventurous. Her few trips tend to be more of the spontaneous type when she does take one, thus she just grabs her overnight bag, shoves a few things in there and gets going.

21. Answered here!

[spxjung]

7 21 25

7. What clothing do they like to wear, and what do they wear most often?

Her wardrobe has an incredibly wide range for the variety of covers she uses. But on most casual occasions, one can find Soojung wearing loose shirts or blouses tucked into dark pants. 

21. How well do they take criticism? How do they react to others noticing their flaws?

There isn’t much that Soojung hasn’t heard about herself from others, considering her less than sociable personality. She doesn’t mind it either. There are only a few comments one could make that would cause her to blank for a moment, before collecting herself, making some smart ass quip and continuing whatever she was doing.

25. What do their hands look and feel like?

Soojung’s petites hands are soft and pale with long, slender fingers. There are a couple fading marks on her them from training and missions. If she’s been going through a rough time, one can almost always find callouses on her hands from spending a bit too much time in the training room.

[spxjung]

3,6,12,24

3. What is their preferred method of transportation? 

Her matte black Ducati 848 motorbike with red detailing. She loves it almost as much as she loves food.

6. What languages do they speak? Do they have any idiosyncrasies or identifiable patterns of speech, word usages, etc?

Before joining Kingsman, Soojung could fluently speak Korean and English and only conversationally speak French from mandatory language classes in the States. Now, she can speak it fluently, as well as conversational Mandarin and Russian. She tends to throw in a fair amount of curse words (leaning most often toward “fuck” and occasionally “shit”), a habit she’d developed growing up in the States.

12. Do they sing or play any musical instruments, even if just for fun? How well?

With her love for all things art (visual, literal, etc.) Soojung’s learned how to play the piano in her spare time. It also gives her another option to use as a cover for missions. At home, she might hum or sing quietly to herself, but never around anyone.

24. How do they react to being physically injured or undergoing medical treatment?

Soojung absolutely hates going to the medical wing. She gets hurt more often than she’d like to admit on her solo missions, and she’s fine with that, but she won’t sit for long to rest and recover. She’s the type to get right back on her feet and go on  another mission as soon as possible.

[spxjung]

29, 30, 1

1. What foods do they love, and what foods do they refuse to eat?

With food, Soojung has never been picky. She’ll eat just about anything, though she’s a particular three foods she can’t give up: beef, bread and potatoes. They’re her comfort foods. Currently, the only thing she knows she won’t eat is Korean sundae.

29. How do they arrange their living space?

Soojung’s loft doesn’t have much in it (practically just the bare necessities), seeing as how she prefers more open space. Her furniture is arranged to create as much space as possible and her walls are adorned with pieces of artwork and photographs. Her bedroom is kept on the loft’s second floor, with a wall divided into sections that store her collection of movies, cds and books.

30. Do they have an allergies or chronic conditions?

She doesn’t have any allergies or chronic conditions that she knows of.

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[soojng]

[wnq-music]

And like the sea, I’m constantly changing from calm to ill…

City and Colour, “Sleeping Sickness,“ Bring Me Your Love (via wnq-music)

[f-x]

[spxsojin-deactivated20160329]

Patches | Sojin & Soojung

@spxjung

Normally it takes quite a bit to shock the doctor.  Having seen far too many strange things in the field and in the hospital, she was hardly fazed by much anymore.  But if Soojung came in here one more time with an injury like this, she was going to petition to have the girl removed from the field completely until her life was sorted out.  How many times was this girl going to get herself into this sort of trouble.  The shock quickly wears off as she follows the stretcher down to the emergency room, listening to the nurse rambling off everything that was wrong this time.  Gunshot wound in the shoulder and dislocated elbow.  If they worked quickly she would be back on her feet fairly soon, at least that was the hope.  

Her aggravation with the girl on the stretcher fades as she gets down to business.  Working as quickly and efficiently as she can.  It’s touch and go there for a moment when they realize there is a bit of shrapnel lodged into a major vein.  But they manage to get it out and cauterize it quickly enough to avoid any more major blood loss.  She’d be clocked out for a few weeks at minimum until she recovered though.  Sojin was going to demand it and she didn’t care how much the agent gripped about it. She’d oversee her recovery if Sojin had to.  That wasn’t something she usually did, she was the one usually taking care of the more gruesome and lengthy recoveries.

Once the girl is in a private recovery room, Sojin takes a moment to draw up the papers to force the other to rest for at least a few weeks.  Of course she knows these agents are stronger than average civilians, it doesn’t sit well with Sojin to send them out into danger like this so quickly. Especially after everything that has happened over the last few weeks.  She sighs and tiredly runs a hand over her face, some days she wanted to just go home and snuggle up with her daughter.  After a moment she expels this thought and adds the paper to her chart and makes her way over to the room the patient is recovering in.  

Stepping inside, she finds the other is actually awake.  That’s a surprise, especially considering they had only left her an hour or so ago. Sojin cautiously takes a step forward, closing the door behind her.  “How are you feeling?  Do you need anything?”  Professionalism always takes precedence in this sort of situation even when Sojin wants nothing more than to be a scolding mother sometimes.  Especially when it’s a patient she’s seen this many times.

[spxjung]

There’s a flash of bright lights and a stark white ceiling, a familiar voice scolding her and she’s almost tempted to laugh despite the ripping pain in her shoulder, then the scene moves to brighter lights in a dim room with masked individuals above her. And suddenly, everything goes black.

The first thing she experiences when she finally comes to is a soreness throughout her entire left arm. “Shit.” She sucks in a breath as she tries to get comfortable in the lumpy beds of the agency’s medical wing. After a bit of shuffling, the woman finally concedes. A peek at her arm shows that there’s a splint covering most of her arm and a wrapping over her shoulder. The mission. The memory comes back of the entourage of guards that came in after she’d retrieved the files, coming at her all at once. She considered herself lucky to have made it out with just a single gunshot wound and possibly fractured elbow. She didn’t quite know how much damage one of the guards had done to her elbow.

Speaking of which... Where is my doctor? Soojung’s eyes scanned the room for any sign of paperwork about her injuries. When she saw none, the woman began leaning on her side to see if there was anyone outside. As she did, the door opened suddenly and in she came. “Sore. Like I’ve just taken a bit of beating by a couple of goons.” She shrugged like it was an everyday situation, though with her it might as well be. “Stronger pain medication would be nice. I’d also like to know what my injuries are and their extents.” There’s a pause before she continues. “And a slip out of here too. I’ve got a debriefing to do and a stack of missions with my name on them. Oh- Nice to see you again Sojin.” No smile accompanies the greeting.

Over the past few years as a Kingsmen Agent, the hospital had become a third home to Soojung (her second was the training room). She was constantly coming in to the medical wing with some form of injury after a mission, especially those she went on alone. But she got the job done and that was all she cared about. With her constant pop ins, Soojung had gotten on a first name basis with a few of the doctors there. The one who seemed to tend to her most was Sojin. And despite the doctor’s orders, she was always out of the hospital as quickly as she came in.

[spxahyoung]

into the past ❜

@spxjung

“soojung!” ah young waves when she sees her, jumping twice in her place out of excitement and from the cold. “i’m late, aren’t i? sorry, the bar was really busy today so i didn’t even get the chance to text you. i tried to leave as fast as i could, though.” she huddles close to the girl, sliding an arm around hers. “it’s like there are people who still haven’t got over the whole new year cheer yet, they kept ordering continuously.” if she didn’t have plans to meet with soojung, she’d have stayed just a little to see the faces of the customers when they saw their bill. some people can really go crazy once they have a little bit of money to spare. if it was her to receive a bonus, anyone can bet their first born that she’ll be saving it. 

it’s not too late that all the cafes are closed, and ah young looks around before nudging her friend gently. “let’s go somewhere warm that doesn’t sell alcohol.”

[spxjung]

Soojung had never been the “looped arms and walking downtown together” kind of girl. In fact, she hardly had anyone to do that with considering her lack of social graces and rather introverted personality. But the Jung Soojung that was Kim Ahyoung’s friend enjoyed their walks and had a personality to compliment the other’s just right. That version of her was, of course, made to be the other’s ideal friend. 

“That’s alright, I’m just glad we both had time to meet up today.” She looks at the other with a grin. Some part of genuine despite her denial that it was. “How about we hot chocolate at your place? We can catch up on all that’s happened lately since it’s been a while.” This was a mission, she wasn’t  really Ahyoung’s friend, her personality wasn’t bright, she wasn’t friendly. But after spending the last few months pretending to be this other person around Ahyoung, Soojung was beginning to believe that she was all those things.