Squadbuddy

Wisdom, Rantings, And random ramblings of a 30-something broke white guy. Inspirational quote!

[ohhmylynn]

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[squadbuddy]

Wow

[squadbuddy]

Dear Tumblr

I don’t come here to have YOUR politics shoved down my throat. If you don’t quit, I will.

Additionally, compromise is a two way street. Trying to force what you believe down someone else’s throat does not accomplish anything.

As a gun owner, I can support measures to restrict those with mental illness from purchasing firearms. I support violent felons being restricted as well. I even support private party “blind (yes/no only)” background checks.

What is the other side of the coin? What will the gun control crowd back away from?

What we have is a problem with people not respecting each other.

[squadbuddy]

Learning my job...

It consists largely of “oh yeah, we don’t do that”

[squadbuddy]

Well...

I deserve better than I got. I love her more than she loved me. Our separate directions are the way we needed to go. It sucks. It hurts. I feel like my soul has been ripped from my body. I want so much to wake up and realize this is a dream. My stress level is through the roof. I don't know what to think right now.

[squadbuddy]

I'm gonna marry this girl

I didn't stutter

[squadbuddy]

I love this girl.

Seriously. I do. Everything about her. The way she smiles. The way she laughs. The way she looks at me. The way she smells. How she brightens my mood and doesn't try.

[squadbuddy]

I'm gonna post over here because no one reads this anyways. I'm extremely frustrated. I have never felt so alone in my life. I'm over this feeling. Everyone seems to have something better to do than to ever see me. And I'm not saying this is someone who just wants people to come over to the house. I would like to get out of the house. I just don't know where to start anymore.

[squadbuddy]

Frustrated

The only way I could be more frustrated right now is if that bitch came into my life again.

[squadbuddy]

Today

Today I was asked to be dishonest. It's over something someone will get in trouble for. The person asking was trying to cover themselves. It could backfire and get me in trouble. I'm covering my tracks. Still, it makes me dislike people when this stuff happens.

[squadbuddy]

Want to anger me?

Lie to me. (Sorry, can't vent elsewhere)

[squadbuddy]

All that matters

[squadbuddy]

I don't know what to think.

I didn't talk to you today because I don't know what to say. You scare me, then we get along, then you get mad at me, then we get along, then we don't talk, then things get weird, then things are ok, then they're good, then they're great, then we start over. I need to know what you're doing.

[squadbuddy]

I read them

And smiled.

[squadbuddy]

Better

I'm feeling good.

[squadbuddy]

In Paradise and I'm miserable.

[squadbuddy]

I'm hurting

I lost my best friend, and have no clue how or why.

[squadbuddy]

I'm glad I'm not a songwriter

I would hate to see what would come out of me today. My thoughts are everywhere.