using tumblr as therapy :)

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In a Jane Austen novel tell a man to change his negative traits and he will ditch his pride or arrogance or ego or acquire higher positions or fame or money or write long letters to show his innocence and will love you poetically and still believe himself to be undeserving of your love.

Tell a man to change in real life & he will go and get a haircut.

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someone needs to discover a pill to combat the loneliness you feel in your bones even if you're surrounded by people :")

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Remembered I had free will so I deactivated instagram and made peanut butter and some healthy chocolate desserts and life is worth living <3

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The Fate of Ophelia is like the sequined, happy The Prophecy girl and I am all up for it ❤️‍🔥

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let’s settle this shit but do NOT reblog if you’re gonna be modest about it like a little BITCH. anyway privilege check tell me which ones apply to you: hot, funny, can dance, can do math, can spell, can drive, can cook

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funny, can spell, can cook

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The winner takes it all , yes but what if the winner does not wanna take it all what then huh

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The universe really is testing my patience on finding my * soulmate *

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fought with all my family & decided to rot in bed all day - peak summer vibes 🍋

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So I'm working in the early morning shift this week that starts from 4am and I woke up at 4.55 and my colleague from whom I was supposed to take handover called me and this colleague is someone who hates me not a chill person and I know will definitely mention this to everyone although it's completely fine and people join in much later as there's practically no work at that hour most days but I've been spiralling since then it's 8.30 now and I thought about getting coffee and got up to get it but felt so so dizzy suddenly and I remembered I haven't had food since 8pm yesterday and also I feel this uneasiness in my chest is this anxiety?

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🫂 me hugging myself bc todays dinner was so delicious and i am a great chef and i can cook beautiful meals for myself 👩‍🍳

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me when I throw in a bunch of shit that was about to spoil and make a Michelin star dish ✨️

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Undersharing with friends because I have appearances to keep

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Overshared with strangers because I'm never gonna see them again, right? right?? right?????

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So I started writing this thriller story yesterday which starts with me being at the office later than usual because of working a later shift and opting for the office provided cab at 11.30pm instead of the 10.30pm one which usually everyone opts for even when working in the later shift

Also, we are never working from office during early morning or night shifts and to be honest the office is almost empty after 10.30pm so I can only imagine how deserted it becomes after the last cab of the night leaves at 11.30pm

I didn't finish the story yesterday but I had a lot planned for it and was wondering if I should make me work a night shift in the story but I didn't because I as I said, I had never had to work a night shift at the office and I wanted the story to be as realistic as possible and to draw from my personal experiences

Today we received an email saying from now on all employees are to work the night and early morning shifts from office.

Moral of the story - the universe wants me to get first hand experience on the spooky shit I was about to write and I'm now lowkey afraid of writing the story any further because what if all of it comes true again

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please please please don't come for a fight

and please please please don't forget I'm capable to kill even though I act so nice

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is it just me or do you ever go out and socialize and you suddenly have this realisation that life is so much more than the four walls of your bedroom

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My mom just casually gifted me a dainty cute bridgerton vibe diamond necklace on a random weekday because she knew I wanted one like that but I wouldn't spend that money on me and then expects me to go find a man who loves me like she does :') ❤️

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In case someone really is out there for me, please come meet me soon, I'm losing my patience and will give up of ever finding you like all my unfinished and abandoned dreams amd hobbies.