gross? yes please

30 * they/them * snz + upset tummies + h/c + kink stuff

[squishy-growls]

♥ big fun pinned intro post yay! ♥

hi, you can call me squish/squishy! this is the blog where i finally admit the kinks i'm into LOL. it's my spot to be horny, it's MY playroom, take it or leave it ❤❤❤

so, what do i like? tl;dr: i loooooove sickfics but i really like the dirty ones :3c

to be more detailed... look below. 👀

PLEASE do not click unless you're prepared for Dead Dove: Do Not Eat territory after the first section hahaha

— what i’m into ❤️❤️❤️ —

first, the "normal" ones:

whump & hurt/comfort (i looooove stories about sickies and people taking care of them)

snz kink

humiliation (nothing TOO extreme)

light petplay (wearing collars, being a good boy <3)

dacryphilia (a bit)

hypnosis

spanking

fics/stories/art about these things 👌👌👌

good? great.

you can go now.

unless... 😉 you wanna know the "gross" stuff.

WARNING: here's the Dead Dove stuff i warned you about, if ye be brave (or horny) enough:

belly noises (particularly upset tummy noises, but hungry ones are also cute)

this includes: gassy/bloated/rumbling bellies

emetophilia

messing/omo/pantypoop (mostly messing tho)

messing in diapers

SOME hyperscat

giant/giantess (if the giant/ess is embarrassed about their size and they have destructive bodily functions)

farts/farting (holding in farts is also MMMM good)

desperation (pee & poop desperation, holding it until you’re about to burst 🥵💦💦💦)

belching/burping (mostly if it's accompanied by a noisy belly or fullness)

rubbing someone's upset tummy 🥺

pooping in places that aren't toilets (outside, in a trash can, basically when someone can't make it to a bathroom and has to make do with what's around them)

SOME vore (nonlethal)

a bit of stuffing/feederism (the idea of feeding someone as a sign of love and affection warms my heart... but then i like the idea of them getting an upset tummy from being overfed :3)

and finally...

— what i’m NOT into 🚫🚫🚫 —

scat that involves eating (NO THANK YOU, nope, that's where i draw the line)

anything involving minors

snuff

NO FEET

Fandom list is right here!!! Please talk to me about my hyperfixation! Please!

anyway, in case you couldn’t tell by now, this IS a fetish blog. an ADULT fetish blog. **no users under 18 here, AT ALL. PLEASE DNI!!!** i would be more comfortable if you're 21+, though.

NOTE: I WILL DO MY BEST TO TAG ALL CONTENT. if you're only here for a specific fetish/fandom, please use your filters liberally! i'm considering a tag for the more "hardcore" stuff as an umbrella tag

FYI: i'm open to DMs of all kinds - anons or not, feel free to toss headcanons at me about characters i write, ask me what fandoms i'm into, etc.

anyway, nice to meet y’all! ❤️

last updated: 9/20/25

[tyonghyung]

han sneeze * other angle *

[squishy-growls]

can i admit something here. it's like. really personal LOL. but also somewhat kink related? this is gonna be a lot of fuckin rambling, sorry

so. i got into omorashi a long time ago (thanks to a fandom that you'd think wouldn't have omorashi in it) and started wetting myself for fun every now and then. then i got into messing and only did that a few times since i didn't live alone (but man it felt good).

but...

somewhere along the line, pissing myself became... not so fun.

because... my pelvic muscles aren't as good as they used to be.

and i've been wearing disposable underwear for almost ten years

i don't know the exact cause. i think it was after switching depression meds. because, seemingly out of nowhere, i suddenly started having nighttime incontinence... i didn't think it was related to my meds at the time, so i just stayed puzzled and confused, being sad that my (then) boyfriend didn't want to share a bed with me as often (we were close to breaking up anyway, i kicked him out a few months later)

i'm seriously afraid no one is going to ever want to be with me because i piss almost EVERY TIME i fall asleep. like 99.999999999% of the time. even if i go to the bathroom before bed. the only times that i don't is if i haven't had enough water that day (so usually only on trips since i don't drink nearly enough of any liquids then).

the underwear is never enough. it's getting more expensive, as is everything else. i have to do laundry all the time to wash all my wet bed sheets. soiled disposable panties gush with absorbed piss drip into my trash can.

and sometimes?

sometimes... more often than i'd like to admit... i'm aware of needing to pee so, so badly. maybe i haven't fallen asleep yet. maybe i woke up but my underwear isn't leaking yet

and... i get lazy.

i let myself go.

i piss right there, moaning quietly as the heat spreads between my thighs. sometimes i have to push it because my (conscious) body is adamant about letting it go. so i push. and push. and i feel it leaking, gushing into the absorbent pad beneath me, letting it out so fast that it starts to crawl up my crack on my backside

and then i'm soaked for the night. and i get a little mad at myself, because maybe i wouldn't have made as big of a mess if i had just gone to the bathroom then come back to bed

but i can't stop it

the feeling of pissing in my disposable underwear is so addicting

i'm already ashamed of not being able to control myself

i'm already so annoyed and humiliated by having to do laundry every day

but it's the one good thing that i've taken away from all of this. i really can't believe it's almost been ten years.

ten years since i feel like part of my freedom has been taken away. because who wants to sleep at a friend's house if you're risking pissing on their couch?

(yes it has happened but it was at a party so i pretended i had drank too much)

idk why i'm venting here

on the one hand, i'm miserable about it. on the other, it makes me so horny

so.

if anyone actually wants a pissy partner who'll soak you during the night... you know who to bug LOL

[squishy-growls]

me eating four slices of pan pizza yesterday when it was fresh: this is so fucking delicious, i'm going to stuff my face with this greasy, extra-cheesy goodness, i want to eat this forever

me today after eating only two slices of reheated pizza that got cold way too fast: oughhhhh... fuuuuck... i can't tell if i need to barf or shit

thankfully the pukey feeling has passed, but oh man, i haven't felt that nauseous in a long time lol

also, before i even ate my pizza tonight, i came home and ripped a pretty small fart in my kitchen that stank a LOT more than i expected... but i've been needing to poop all day, so i guess i shouldn't be surprised. i ripped another one a few minutes later, also pretty small, but the sudden burst of stink was incredible

i still have to poop now, but i'm enjoying the little bit of tummy pressure and the risky game of pushing out insistent gas despite feeling something poking out a little...

i can't wait to see how stinky this gas gets after my stomach's done churning a little more from dinner... also, this feels like it's gonna be a somewhat tough dump. pray for my asshole lol

[1dwaekki]

Han sneeze

EXCUSE ME WHAT??? EVERYBODY PANIC

A rare moment in history 🥹🥳 Especially since he sent on bubble that he has a cold- I hope this means we're getting a lot more content soon, I'm so glad to finally have something to post 🫶

[squishy-growls]

completely unrelated to the previous post but oh my gooooood, han, you just had a cold in february! i hope he feels well enough for the upcoming fan meetings…

though i won’t complain if it leads to some cute sneezes captured on fan videos, or even if he’s just a bit sniffly ❤️

[squishy-growls]

oh hay~

i’ve been sooooo busy with school stuff, aghh. i know i always randomly pop in and out, i apologize lol

i’ve had some real monsters come out of me in the past month or so. like really big, so big that i’m afraid they’ll clog the toilet. a lot of them have been pretty soft, but some start out hard before the rest of the load comes out of me as soft, lumpy ropes. they stink terribly, and the pre-poop farts are always nasty.

and there are a lot of days that i wake up feeling something solid pressing against my anus, eager to come out. not even in a super urgent way, it’s really just there like “hey whenever you go to the bathroom, you should know that i’m gonna pop out as soon as you push.” my butt is so impatient (or at least my bowels are)!

yesterday i took a pretty big dump in the evening that was soft and easy to push out. it came out in several small pieces, but not like the hard, pebble-like rabbit turds i get often. these were soft, each one maybe a little smaller than a chicken’s egg, and they came out so smoothly, no trouble at all. i’d think i was about to push out a fart but instead a smooth nugget would slide out, gently plopping into the toilet and making a big pile. i was almost proud of the big pile of round nuggets (certainly surprised, because i didn’t even realize how much i was actually shitting).

there really is nothing quite as satisfying as taking a huge, soft dump where it seems like you’ll never stop pushing out shit. you push and push and push and shit comes out every time, easy and smooth. even better if you’re a bit gassy and a lot of your pushes not only produce soft logs but also some little relieving bubblers.

[squishy-growls]

whyyyyyy am i getting constipated so often!!!! agghhh

that’s rhetorical, i know it’s most likely because i’m so stressed LOL

but dang, i just got home after class feeling kind of desperate (having held in my piss all day, i peed before i showered but i already needed to pee again before i left for class), but right when i got to the bathroom, my ass was like AY HOLD ON THIS NEEDS TO COME OUT TOO and suddenly i’m pushing as soon as my ass hits the seat then it starts to fucking stretch me and i actually have to stop and breathe for a second to adjust 😵‍💫

this one was pretty tough 😭 definitely not the worst but i absolutely wasn’t expecting it… where did this urge come from??? was i so distracted by needing to piss that i didn’t realize i needed to shit too or did my body just decide at the last second “oh we can do this too now, let’s go”

[squishy-growls]

good morning, an unknown source woke me up just before 4 am and i can feel something insistently pressing my asshole. i don’t wanna get up… trying to suck it back doesn’t seem to work. hopefully it won’t try to escape if i fall back asleep, but i might need to be careful later when i’m pushing out my inevitable morning farts (those always feel so big and… full, i guess? i’m not sure how to describe them but those specifically feel really good when i let them out)

… okay, i just felt them come on as i was typing this LOL, i had to be careful because i did feel a bit of movement when i started to relax my hole a little and then actually push

ughhhh i’ve been having big hard poops the past few days… this one feels like more of the same. stop being so big and stretching me out 😫

[squishy-growls]

poor baby 🥺 hope he feels better soon though I wouldn’t mind if he tells us how sneezy and sniffly he possibly is…

[overstuffednpadded]

Please describe the mess they made in their diaper/undies. Please describe the warmth, the speed of the stream, the way it spreads in their clothes. Please describe how hard and big it was and how big of a bulge in made in their bottom, or the sudden sick jolt from their tummy when their butt started to spew like a firehose, and the warm mushy feeling that spread from front to back.

Please describe the look on their face, how hard they tried to hold it, how hard they're pushing now and how obvious it is what their doing despite their best efforts to hide it.

[g1rls-r-gr0ss]

i had an epiphany of a concept...so yknow how there are remote control vibrators...what if that existed but for, like, bowels

this would definitely involve some kind of futuristic tech, like take a pill with nanobots in it that stimulate the gut by remote control Bluetooth or something, but think about it...dominant controlling their fart submissive in public...

the lowest setting probably would cause some mild stomach upset at most (although leaving it on for long enough would probably cause some movement), raising it more would probably make the submissive have to clench their cheeks a little to keep themselves from farting a little, but once you get up to a higher setting it would basically cause them to fart instantly without being able to hold back...their dominant lulling them into a false sense of security by having it off and then when they least expect it they turn the remote control up and the fart sub starts immediately ripping wet, loud farts, one after the other, the sub praying that nobody around is paying attention (or worse, can smell it)

readmore for scat

The highest setting would definitely cause immediate bowel movements and if the sub isnt close to a toilet theyd probably shit their pants/panties right then and there 😵‍💫 and if its on that setting long enough it would just keep going until theres not a single bit of excrement left inside their gut...

[squishy-growls]

thoroughly craving some g/t content

especially if it’s about a certain group of boys

no really please i need some good scat/eprocto/possibly vore g/t content, especially things with an emphasis on how destructive a giant’s bodily functions are… and them being embarrassed about it (would also love just some tame snz content, too)

more specifically…

please please PLEASE someone write/draw sweet little hannie as a giant. please

i want to see him stuck as a giant and he’s so flustered because now everyone can see him all the time and he’s scared to “go” because he’s afraid it’ll destroy things AND humiliate him (even though the urge to let things out is getting stronger)

shoutout to skz, actually. thanks for catering to my niche fetishes, boys. idk why you keep having han sneeze during songs but i’ll take it. and run with it. forever. it’s like this scene was made just for me.

[squishy-growls]

so i moved back in january and i gotta say, even though i’ve only been here for a short while, i have already introduced the (small) toilet to my giant shits 🥴 i had a really good one the other day that was huge but soft and more or less came out as one giant piece. plus my urge to go was so strong that i barely even pushed, i relaxed slightly and my tummy got to work right away moving that huge load out. it felt so fucking good, especially since it was really big but didn’t hurt coming out

the toilet being small is a bit worrying, though… but so far, it’s taken my thick, snake-like dumps like a champ! no clogs at all (let’s hope it stays that way LOL). the turds look extra-monstrous in such a tiny bowl… i’m afraid that one day, i’m gonna fill it up with enough long turds that they poke at my butt!

it just sucks that my huge ass barely fits on it, and the space is so small that i usually have to stand up to wipe my ass properly 😭 like come on, i gotta SPREAD, one side is super close to the wall and the other is up against the shower. the toilet paper holder smushes into my leg and the tub means i can’t “cheat” and turn to the side loooool

i’m being lazy and haven’t gotten up for the day yet, but i’m hoping i can take a good dump this morning. last night, i felt a tiny bit crampy but couldn’t push out much except a few farts. i still feel the slightest bit of trapped gas, but i’d like to poop before going out…

[squishy-growls]

I played on my PS5 for the first time today and managed to get myself very very motion sick. I’m feeling so nauseated. I wanna lay my head on someone’s lap while they rub my back/tummy 🥺

aaaahhhh this is from last month, sorry! how are you doing now? is the motion sickness any better, or do you still need some gentle back and tummy rubs after gaming? ❤️

[squishy-growls]

I love how stinky my farts are after I eat my veggies😖 they just smell so stinky and satisfying I can’t even explain it…it smells so strong and funky and I’m not ashamed to say that it turns me on!

what kind of veggies? i know that some are notorious for making extra-stinky gas, i think it’s cruciferous ones? do they make your tummy hurt at all or extra gassy? either way, i’m glad they make you hot! 🥦🌽🥕

[squishy-growls]

Been on the toilet for a while now and figured I need to tell u how yucky my farts and poopy smell..I’ve got the biggest tummy ache ever I’ve been holding it back for about two hours now >.<

ohhh i hope your tummy feels better now! and if it was hurting, then yeah, i bet the stuff coming out was pretty rank 😮‍💨 i know that when my belly hurts, everything that comes out of me smells extra gross haha