Thoughts on this please!!! I was going to just write this but I felt that it was going to be a long one. so before I actually start! is this like interesting???
The Magic Tree
That was what the children in the neighbourhood called it. An urban myth. A legend that was passed down from generations to generation in the town. The legend said
âIf you were to truly desire something and speak of it, it will occur. If you ask the branches for what you seek, only then shall it appearâ
A myth that not many believed in. Some miracles that seem to have been granted might have been merely coincidences. Perhaps so, but to the two friends who forged a friendship at the very tree. The magic tree was sacred regardless of whether it had magical powers or not.Â
The two friends who spent most of their childhood sitting by the tree talking and playing with the fallen branches. The two friends who sought solace in each other companies, filling the gaps they had in their heart. Well that was until half of that pair suddenly disappeared. Only leaving behind dust, confusion and .. well Han Jisung. Wherever Kim Seungmin left for ten years ago, he did not bring along his supposed other half.Â
Heartbreak manifested into hurt transformed into anger and evolved into shadows of pain in Jisungâs chest.Â
Ten years have past since the very disappearance of the boy who took off in the middle of the night. The sounds of search parties ringing through the streets. No, not the boy that took off in the middle of the night - he was the boy whoâs life was taken away, that had no other choice but to resort to such during that night. The boy who didnât look for Jisung for comfort that very night, breaking their sacred promises that had been witnessed by the magic tree as they sat on the very roots of the large tree.Â
Ten years has passed. So yes, Han Jisung has learnt to live and let go. He has dealt with the anger and pain that seems to pop up back every September. Every memory of Seungmin pushed to the back of his mind. And yet, why does he still find himself sitting at the very tree they used to spend so much time at. Silently wishing that maybe, the very boy he has been unconsciously missing the past years will reappear. A wish so ridiculous that even those with the strongest of faith to the most magical of beings would scoff at.Â
** it was going to be like a travel back to the past to change the future kind of fic but thoughts on whether that fits?? or like just sad vibes and reminiscing vibes?
*** also this is my idea and story (so do not steal it!!! don't be a dumdum and ctrl c ctrl v this loser)
guys i was at dominATE in sg last night and can i just say that watching mr seo changbin perform ultra made me feel things and he has over taken my bias list
yes i post for the first time in forever to just share that changbin HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR THE LAST 24 HOURS
also chan was so cute (and hot) i actually also lost my freaking mind
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pairing: han jisung x lee minho, platonic han jisung x skz
words: 2.8k
synopsis: "Welcome to the Department of Lost Souls" When Jisung first met Chan in the Department of Lost Souls, he thought his dreams had suddenly become too vivid. But suddenly finding out he had 90 days left to live, left him clueless. There's so much he wanted to do with his life.
tw: death
âHello and welcome to the Department of Lost Soulsâ
âHope you had a pleasant journey here. Please wait here while we connect you with our Finders.â
Jisung stood in front of the woman behind the counter and scratched his head in confusion. It looked like an ordinary office. You could see people in office wear bustling around the office. Some talking on the phone, one standing in front of the printer with a big stack of paper. Jisung squinted at the board behind the woman at the counter,Â
âDepartment of Lost Soulsâ
 âSoul counter: 901,034,941â
âWhat on earth is this dream about?â
Sure Jisung has had some weird dreams in his years of living, the one about a pirate breaking into his house and surprising him with a birthday cake and a balloon, being the weirdest he can remember. But this was on another level. What does a department of lost souls even do?Â
Jisung shrugged and figured since this was a dream that heâd enjoy it. And that was how a brown-haired man who didnât look much older than him found him snacking in the pantry with a steaming cup of coffee talking to one of the workers.
âExactly! I believe that clown wear should be considered as casual wear for clowns! Iâm so glad we have the same views Yuna!â Jisung exclaimed. Chan looked at the situation confused with a tinge of amusement.
âHan Jisung?âÂ
âHere!â Jisung immediately stood up, unsure why he sounded so excited.Â
 âHi Jisung, my name is Chan, your Finder.  And welcome to the department of lost souls. â Jisung moved closer to his âfinderâ and looked around cautiously before whispering.
âAnd what exactly are you trying to find?â âLost souls.â
ââŠOkay⊠Who lost their soul? I mean what kind of loser loses their soul? Ah! Is this like an insurance coverage thing for people who sold their souls to the devil or something?â Chan chuckled looking at the wide eyed boy.
âWell for starters, I am your finder. So Iâd say that youâre one of those who lost their soulâ
âI DIDNâT SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL!â Jisung started, panic laced in. âOh my god! Donât tell me Changbin sold my soul to the devil! I mean we argue sure, but I wouldnât sell his soul to the fucking DEVIL!â
âIâm gonna need to re-evaluate all my friendships once this stupid dream is over.â Jisung groaned and rubbed his eyes.
âHey, hey listen, you arenât here because you or someone else sold your soul to the devil.â Chan guided Jisung towards a fluffy couch. âHave a seat first and Iâll explain it to you. Itâll be a lot to take inâ
Jisung followed and raised his eyebrows at the brown haired man.
âIâm a finder and we find souls ââÂ
âYes I know, Iâve heard this part already ââ Chan glared at Jisung which instantly shut him up.Â
âDo you see that?â Chan pointed to the board of soul counters. Jisung nodded. âThat is how many souls we have found and helped.â
âBasically we help people who got lost. And give them a little push. We help to ensure that their life has been fulfilled until they pass.â
âUs finders have 90 days to help their clients to the best of their abilities to fulfil their goal. And at the end of the 90 days we part ways and they can pass in peace.â Jisung furrowed his eyebrows.
âWait! If youâre my finder and Iâm the one with the lost soul. Does this mean that Iâm going to die in 90 days?!â Chan only smiled sadly at the boy.  âTake this as a push to do the things youâve always wanted to do.â
ââŠâ
âAnd what if Iâve always wanted to rob a bank?âÂ
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âSo this is the recruiters. The recruiting team pairs up souls with us Finders based on how well they think we would match togetherâ Chan pointed over to the group of people hovering over their keyboards on their desks. Jisung scanned the room, it looked like any office area with desk partitions separating the colleagues from each other. Some desks were decorated with memorabilia like photos and plushies. How on earth is my dream coming up with such intricate details? I can clearly see the photos and I literally have no idea who these people are.Â
âSo â Jisung pointed to himself and back to Chan â we match well?âÂ
âWell we better, if not these are gonna be a tough 90 daysâ right the 90 days.. and iâm gone.. Wait, why am I taking this dream so seriously.Â
âJisung, I can see it on your face that you still think this is a dream.â Chan stated blankly. Jisung only stared at Chan wide-eyed. âItâs real. And even if itâs not just tell me what goals you have. If itâs fake, you will just wake up and live you life. Doesnât hurt for you to try. â
Jisung thought about it. Chan was right. If this is fake heâd probably wake up with more conviction to achieve his goals and finish whatever he started instead of procrastinating like he does. Oh my god, it this like an epiphany so I live life to the fullest? Wait- is that even what an epiphany is?
A cough startled him out of his thoughts. Chan raised an eyebrow at him as if questioning his thoughts.Â
âWell, iâve never thought about it but what could you even do to help? Like would you just be my personal motivational speaker? Or are you like magical. But that wouldnât be fair because technically I wouldnât have achieved my dreams by myself? But if youâre just motivating me it doesnât make sense! What if my wish takes years?â Jisung rambled confused with the system of the organization.Â
âThen tell me something you can achieve in 90 daysâ
âWell.. since iâm going to die.â Jisung slightly shivered at the thought. â Iâd like to invite my friends to my place and just hang out with them and buy them thingsâ Jisung smiled slightly at the thought. âTheyâve always helped me with all my troubles and being a unknown music producer doesnât really pay the bills.â
Chan nodded and hummed.
âThereâs this guy.. â Jisung started, unsure if he should continue. The other man only smiled, as if urging Jisung to continue. âHis name is Minho, well heâs in the group of friends that I just mentioned. And I really like him â no actually never mind scrap thatâ Jisung vehemently shook his head at the thought.Â
âI canât.. if Iâm leaving in 90 days anywaysâ Jisung whispered. Chan offered a light touch on his shoulder. âAnything else?âÂ
âI just want to finish this one song thatâs been in my drafts for a yearâ At the mention of this Chanâs face lit up slightly. âWell I could help you with that! I loved making music in my previous lifeâÂ
Jisung stared at Chan in awe.
âThatâs so cool! So youâre not like an angel but you were human?âÂ
âDo I look like i have a thousand eyes and wings?â Jisung snorted at the reply. âSo do I just wake up from this or?â
âYouâre not asleep Jisung. The door is there. â Chan pointed to the door behind Jisung, leading the brown haired boy to it.Â
âWait youâre leaving me alone? What happen to being my personal motivational speaker?âÂ
âI never said that, you did.â Jisung pouted. âIâm just here to help you start the things youâve always wanted to Jisung. But i can stay with you for the rest of the day if you wanted me to.â At this statement, Jisungâs face lit up once more and dragged Chan through the door that lead exactly through Jisungâs front door.
âYo what in the fuckery is this door, oh my god you ARE magicâÂ
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The two months passed with Jisung going above and beyond for all his friends. And Chan stopping in at times to just chat with Jisung, keeping him company. He knew how hard it was. Heâs watching hundreds of people know about their upcoming demise and still try to live on as it nothing was wrong. Chan wished he could help Jisung. Within the two months, a bond that Chan has never felt with any of his clients formed between the two of them. There were nights when Jisung cried himself to sleep not knowing what to do or realizing he would eventually have to leave his friends â not wait his family behind. The emotional attachment Chan held for Jisung wished he could turn the tides and stop what he knew was going to happen, happen. But alas there will always be things we canât control.
âNo way! Itâs the headphones Iâve been wanting to buy. Sung, how did you afford this?â Changbin exclaimed in awe staring that the gift he just unwrapped on his lap. Noises from the other side of the sofa increased as the others opened their gifts. Hyunjin getting the art paints of the highest grade that he could never have justified buying. Felix getting a new keyboard and mouse. Seungmin getting a film camera. Jeongin getting a some clothes and a bag. And finally Minho, getting a necklace and a pair of boots. Just like the elders used to say, gifting someone shoes will lead them to walking out of your life. But this time I will be the one walking out.
âSung! This is amazing thank you! I love you!â Hyunjin shouted in excitement, throwing himself at the boy sitting on the bean bag in his living room. The others followed, pouncing on Jisung as they all thanked the boy.Â
âHow dd you even manage to buy all these?â Seungmin questioned. âYou didnât rob a bank or something rightâ Jisung interally scoffed. If only Chan wouldâve let him, he wished.Â
âIâve been saving up to buy all of you guys these. You all always take care of me and I just canât express how blessed I am to have all of you in my life.â Jeongin looked like he was going to make fun of Jisung being sappy but before he could Jisung continued. âI really love all of you. And I hope you guys will know that. Never forget that please.â Minho frowned slightly. Was something wrong? Why was Jisung talking like this. Minho couldnât even finish his thoughts as he caught the glimmer of a tear on Jisungâs cheek. He reached out his hands to pull Jisung into his chest.Â
âHey, donât cry Sung. We know you love us, we love you tooâ Jisung let out a sob and wiped his tears, squeezing this hand in between the tight gap between his face and Minhoâs chest.Â
âYea, I know. Sorry guys, just feeling sentimental these days.â Jisung let out a small laugh.Â
âWell, how about another game of mariokart!â Felix smiled as he patted Jisung on the back.Â
âLoser buys ice cream from downstairs!â Hyunjin declared earning a whine from Jeongin. Jisung stared fondly at his friends fighting over which character to choose. Minho kissed the top of his head.Â
âWhat was that for?â Jisung slightly looked up not wanting to leave the warmth of Minhoâs arms around him.Â
âNothingâ Minho whispered and shook his head, looking up to stare at the rest starting the game.Â
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Jisung slept soundly in Felixâs lap as the other stroked his hair. Jisung accidentally falling asleep after rounds of games played with the group. Felix looked up at the guys all looking at Jisung.Â
âGuys..â Felix started out. â Iâm worried about Sungieâ Jeongin glanced at Felix.Â
âItâs just. I know heâs showing his love for us. But it feels like a goodbye somehowâ Felix slightly let out a whimper at the thought. âOh Lixie, I donât think thatâs the case. Iâm sure heâs alright. And even if he is not, we will be by his side all the wayâ Changbin comforted the rest.Â
âYea, we know Sungie, whatever heâs going through, heâll bounce back up in no time.âÂ
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The group never let Jisung out of their sights for the most part. With all the love Jisung was giving, he was given tens times back by each of them.Â
âSungie! Look what I painted for you with the paints you got meâ Jisung had been begging for a Hyunjin paitain for the longest time and the older has always declined, jokingly saying that he didnât deserve such art when Jisung knew Hyunjin was just too shy and felt like he didnât have enough talent to have his paintings be given as âgiftsâ The incredible painting of Jisungâs favourite flower and a silhouette of the 7 of them by the park now hung on the wall staring at him as he fell asleep.
âJisung! I was trying out this new cheesecake recipe! Try itâ Felix would come storming into his apartment with a new recipe he tried out. Somehow, It was as if Felix knew what desserts he was craving. A first it was once a week he came in shoving a new dessert down Jisungâs throat. But recently heâs been coming in at least four times a week. Felix has always said he was swarmed with work and barely had the time to bake as it is. But somehow he was baking so much these days. If this thought had even crossed Jisungâs mind at one point of time, it did not stay long for him to have questioned it.Â
âJisung hyung, i want to go shopping, Letâs go!â Jeongin would now drag Jisung out more, shopping for clothes and accessories.  Buying matching items for the rest of the group to wear. Matching items was most of the groupsâ love language. It felt as though they were connected in a way.Â
âOi Jisung letâs go to the beach. I want to take some picturesâ Seungmin would bring Jisung to the most randomest places to get good pictures. It started out with going to the beach and gardens. Now they go on hikes and restaurants that nobody has heard of.  Sometimes bringing the whole group like when they went snorkelling.Â
âOf course Iâll help you Sungâ Changbin said when Jisung asked him if he could help with one of his songs. A song about his friends. âIs this.. about â us?â Changbin asked carefully. To which Jisung only smiled. Changbin loved the idea of sharing his love for his friends through a way where all his friends loved. Music. Jisung pouted days and nights was poured into the song â with Changbin checking in at times when Jisung got stuck.Â
âI love your music Hannie. Iâll forever love whatever you writeâ Mino has said one night as they were watching a movie together on Jisungâs couch. Jisung has quietly asked if making music was a right decision for him. âIâll always be your number one fan and Iâll always be the first to listen to everything you put outâ That night when Jisung fell asleep, Minho took out his phone and turned on notifications for Jisungâs soundcloud.Â
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It was only a few weeks later when a notification on Minhoâs phone lit up at 3:25 in the morning.Â
Forever Young.Â
That was what it was titled. Minho listened to the song, eyes glistening at the love he could hear from Jisungâs voice. It was a song about all seven of them together. A song that he knew Jisung had been working on with Changbin. Minho shared the link on his Instagram and sending a message to Jisung before tucking himself back in bed.Â
>> SUNGIEEE YOUâRE SONG WAS AMAZING AS USUALLY!! Nightnight baby <3
It was 10:25 the next morning when Minho awoke to another notification. From soundcloud? Another song?
My DaisyÂ
                  Iâve been trying to write this song for years but never got to finishing it. I just didnât know if the person I wanted to write this song about would ever hear it. There are so many things I want to share with you. So many moments i want to have with you. So many words that needs to be said. But sometimes, some words are better left unsaid. I love you with all my heart and maybe in another life we could have our happy ending we both deserve. My daisy, itâs always been you and will always and forever be you.Â
A tear fell on Minhoâs screen as Jisungâs soft voice echoed through the room through the speakers on his phone. The caption he wrote for this song illuminating his face from the dark, curtain-drawn room. He scrambled to text Jisung as the last note of the song ended.Â
>> I love you too Sungie.Â
Itâs been 90 days since Jisung first met Chan. And Minho was 40 mins late to sending that message.Â
Some things are better left unsaid but telling you I love you too late will always be my deepest regret. Â
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Hi, I suddenly felt the urge to write and this has been WIP (with on paragraph for a year or two) Finished it up in one sitting at its 2am now. This means it did not beta it! it was meant to be a longer fic but I'm tired
Let me know what you think and all!! hehe would appreciate all the support! <3
pairing: han jisung x lee minho, platonic han jisung x skz
words: 2.8k
synopsis: "Welcome to the Department of Lost Souls" When Jisung first met Chan in the Department of Lost Souls, he thought his dreams had suddenly become too vivid. But suddenly finding out he had 90 days left to live, left him clueless. There's so much he wanted to do with his life.
tw: death
âHello and welcome to the Department of Lost Soulsâ
âHope you had a pleasant journey here. Please wait here while we connect you with our Finders.â
Jisung stood in front of the woman behind the counter and scratched his head in confusion. It looked like an ordinary office. You could see people in office wear bustling around the office. Some talking on the phone, one standing in front of the printer with a big stack of paper. Jisung squinted at the board behind the woman at the counter,Â
âDepartment of Lost Soulsâ
 âSoul counter: 901,034,941â
âWhat on earth is this dream about?â
Sure Jisung has had some weird dreams in his years of living, the one about a pirate breaking into his house and surprising him with a birthday cake and a balloon, being the weirdest he can remember. But this was on another level. What does a department of lost souls even do?Â
Jisung shrugged and figured since this was a dream that heâd enjoy it. And that was how a brown-haired man who didnât look much older than him found him snacking in the pantry with a steaming cup of coffee talking to one of the workers.
âExactly! I believe that clown wear should be considered as casual wear for clowns! Iâm so glad we have the same views Yuna!â Jisung exclaimed. Chan looked at the situation confused with a tinge of amusement.
âHan Jisung?âÂ
âHere!â Jisung immediately stood up, unsure why he sounded so excited.Â
 âHi Jisung, my name is Chan, your Finder.  And welcome to the department of lost souls. â Jisung moved closer to his âfinderâ and looked around cautiously before whispering.
âAnd what exactly are you trying to find?â âLost souls.â
ââŠOkay⊠Who lost their soul? I mean what kind of loser loses their soul? Ah! Is this like an insurance coverage thing for people who sold their souls to the devil or something?â Chan chuckled looking at the wide eyed boy.
âWell for starters, I am your finder. So Iâd say that youâre one of those who lost their soulâ
âI DIDNâT SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL!â Jisung started, panic laced in. âOh my god! Donât tell me Changbin sold my soul to the devil! I mean we argue sure, but I wouldnât sell his soul to the fucking DEVIL!â
âIâm gonna need to re-evaluate all my friendships once this stupid dream is over.â Jisung groaned and rubbed his eyes.
âHey, hey listen, you arenât here because you or someone else sold your soul to the devil.â Chan guided Jisung towards a fluffy couch. âHave a seat first and Iâll explain it to you. Itâll be a lot to take inâ
Jisung followed and raised his eyebrows at the brown haired man.
âIâm a finder and we find souls ââÂ
âYes I know, Iâve heard this part already ââ Chan glared at Jisung which instantly shut him up.Â
âDo you see that?â Chan pointed to the board of soul counters. Jisung nodded. âThat is how many souls we have found and helped.â
âBasically we help people who got lost. And give them a little push. We help to ensure that their life has been fulfilled until they pass.â
âUs finders have 90 days to help their clients to the best of their abilities to fulfil their goal. And at the end of the 90 days we part ways and they can pass in peace.â Jisung furrowed his eyebrows.
âWait! If youâre my finder and Iâm the one with the lost soul. Does this mean that Iâm going to die in 90 days?!â Chan only smiled sadly at the boy.  âTake this as a push to do the things youâve always wanted to do.â
ââŠâ
âAnd what if Iâve always wanted to rob a bank?âÂ
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âSo this is the recruiters. The recruiting team pairs up souls with us Finders based on how well they think we would match togetherâ Chan pointed over to the group of people hovering over their keyboards on their desks. Jisung scanned the room, it looked like any office area with desk partitions separating the colleagues from each other. Some desks were decorated with memorabilia like photos and plushies. How on earth is my dream coming up with such intricate details? I can clearly see the photos and I literally have no idea who these people are.Â
âSo â Jisung pointed to himself and back to Chan â we match well?âÂ
âWell we better, if not these are gonna be a tough 90 daysâ right the 90 days.. and iâm gone.. Wait, why am I taking this dream so seriously.Â
âJisung, I can see it on your face that you still think this is a dream.â Chan stated blankly. Jisung only stared at Chan wide-eyed. âItâs real. And even if itâs not just tell me what goals you have. If itâs fake, you will just wake up and live you life. Doesnât hurt for you to try. â
Jisung thought about it. Chan was right. If this is fake heâd probably wake up with more conviction to achieve his goals and finish whatever he started instead of procrastinating like he does. Oh my god, it this like an epiphany so I live life to the fullest? Wait- is that even what an epiphany is?
A cough startled him out of his thoughts. Chan raised an eyebrow at him as if questioning his thoughts.Â
âWell, iâve never thought about it but what could you even do to help? Like would you just be my personal motivational speaker? Or are you like magical. But that wouldnât be fair because technically I wouldnât have achieved my dreams by myself? But if youâre just motivating me it doesnât make sense! What if my wish takes years?â Jisung rambled confused with the system of the organization.Â
âThen tell me something you can achieve in 90 daysâ
âWell.. since iâm going to die.â Jisung slightly shivered at the thought. â Iâd like to invite my friends to my place and just hang out with them and buy them thingsâ Jisung smiled slightly at the thought. âTheyâve always helped me with all my troubles and being a unknown music producer doesnât really pay the bills.â
Chan nodded and hummed.
âThereâs this guy.. â Jisung started, unsure if he should continue. The other man only smiled, as if urging Jisung to continue. âHis name is Minho, well heâs in the group of friends that I just mentioned. And I really like him â no actually never mind scrap thatâ Jisung vehemently shook his head at the thought.Â
âI canât.. if Iâm leaving in 90 days anywaysâ Jisung whispered. Chan offered a light touch on his shoulder. âAnything else?âÂ
âI just want to finish this one song thatâs been in my drafts for a yearâ At the mention of this Chanâs face lit up slightly. âWell I could help you with that! I loved making music in my previous lifeâÂ
Jisung stared at Chan in awe.
âThatâs so cool! So youâre not like an angel but you were human?âÂ
âDo I look like i have a thousand eyes and wings?â Jisung snorted at the reply. âSo do I just wake up from this or?â
âYouâre not asleep Jisung. The door is there. â Chan pointed to the door behind Jisung, leading the brown haired boy to it.Â
âWait youâre leaving me alone? What happen to being my personal motivational speaker?âÂ
âI never said that, you did.â Jisung pouted. âIâm just here to help you start the things youâve always wanted to Jisung. But i can stay with you for the rest of the day if you wanted me to.â At this statement, Jisungâs face lit up once more and dragged Chan through the door that lead exactly through Jisungâs front door.
âYo what in the fuckery is this door, oh my god you ARE magicâÂ
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The two months passed with Jisung going above and beyond for all his friends. And Chan stopping in at times to just chat with Jisung, keeping him company. He knew how hard it was. Heâs watching hundreds of people know about their upcoming demise and still try to live on as it nothing was wrong. Chan wished he could help Jisung. Within the two months, a bond that Chan has never felt with any of his clients formed between the two of them. There were nights when Jisung cried himself to sleep not knowing what to do or realizing he would eventually have to leave his friends â not wait his family behind. The emotional attachment Chan held for Jisung wished he could turn the tides and stop what he knew was going to happen, happen. But alas there will always be things we canât control.
âNo way! Itâs the headphones Iâve been wanting to buy. Sung, how did you afford this?â Changbin exclaimed in awe staring that the gift he just unwrapped on his lap. Noises from the other side of the sofa increased as the others opened their gifts. Hyunjin getting the art paints of the highest grade that he could never have justified buying. Felix getting a new keyboard and mouse. Seungmin getting a film camera. Jeongin getting a some clothes and a bag. And finally Minho, getting a necklace and a pair of boots. Just like the elders used to say, gifting someone shoes will lead them to walking out of your life. But this time I will be the one walking out.
âSung! This is amazing thank you! I love you!â Hyunjin shouted in excitement, throwing himself at the boy sitting on the bean bag in his living room. The others followed, pouncing on Jisung as they all thanked the boy.Â
âHow dd you even manage to buy all these?â Seungmin questioned. âYou didnât rob a bank or something rightâ Jisung interally scoffed. If only Chan wouldâve let him, he wished.Â
âIâve been saving up to buy all of you guys these. You all always take care of me and I just canât express how blessed I am to have all of you in my life.â Jeongin looked like he was going to make fun of Jisung being sappy but before he could Jisung continued. âI really love all of you. And I hope you guys will know that. Never forget that please.â Minho frowned slightly. Was something wrong? Why was Jisung talking like this. Minho couldnât even finish his thoughts as he caught the glimmer of a tear on Jisungâs cheek. He reached out his hands to pull Jisung into his chest.Â
âHey, donât cry Sung. We know you love us, we love you tooâ Jisung let out a sob and wiped his tears, squeezing this hand in between the tight gap between his face and Minhoâs chest.Â
âYea, I know. Sorry guys, just feeling sentimental these days.â Jisung let out a small laugh.Â
âWell, how about another game of mariokart!â Felix smiled as he patted Jisung on the back.Â
âLoser buys ice cream from downstairs!â Hyunjin declared earning a whine from Jeongin. Jisung stared fondly at his friends fighting over which character to choose. Minho kissed the top of his head.Â
âWhat was that for?â Jisung slightly looked up not wanting to leave the warmth of Minhoâs arms around him.Â
âNothingâ Minho whispered and shook his head, looking up to stare at the rest starting the game.Â
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Jisung slept soundly in Felixâs lap as the other stroked his hair. Jisung accidentally falling asleep after rounds of games played with the group. Felix looked up at the guys all looking at Jisung.Â
âGuys..â Felix started out. â Iâm worried about Sungieâ Jeongin glanced at Felix.Â
âItâs just. I know heâs showing his love for us. But it feels like a goodbye somehowâ Felix slightly let out a whimper at the thought. âOh Lixie, I donât think thatâs the case. Iâm sure heâs alright. And even if he is not, we will be by his side all the wayâ Changbin comforted the rest.Â
âYea, we know Sungie, whatever heâs going through, heâll bounce back up in no time.âÂ
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The group never let Jisung out of their sights for the most part. With all the love Jisung was giving, he was given tens times back by each of them.Â
âSungie! Look what I painted for you with the paints you got meâ Jisung had been begging for a Hyunjin paitain for the longest time and the older has always declined, jokingly saying that he didnât deserve such art when Jisung knew Hyunjin was just too shy and felt like he didnât have enough talent to have his paintings be given as âgiftsâ The incredible painting of Jisungâs favourite flower and a silhouette of the 7 of them by the park now hung on the wall staring at him as he fell asleep.
âJisung! I was trying out this new cheesecake recipe! Try itâ Felix would come storming into his apartment with a new recipe he tried out. Somehow, It was as if Felix knew what desserts he was craving. A first it was once a week he came in shoving a new dessert down Jisungâs throat. But recently heâs been coming in at least four times a week. Felix has always said he was swarmed with work and barely had the time to bake as it is. But somehow he was baking so much these days. If this thought had even crossed Jisungâs mind at one point of time, it did not stay long for him to have questioned it.Â
âJisung hyung, i want to go shopping, Letâs go!â Jeongin would now drag Jisung out more, shopping for clothes and accessories.  Buying matching items for the rest of the group to wear. Matching items was most of the groupsâ love language. It felt as though they were connected in a way.Â
âOi Jisung letâs go to the beach. I want to take some picturesâ Seungmin would bring Jisung to the most randomest places to get good pictures. It started out with going to the beach and gardens. Now they go on hikes and restaurants that nobody has heard of.  Sometimes bringing the whole group like when they went snorkelling.Â
âOf course Iâll help you Sungâ Changbin said when Jisung asked him if he could help with one of his songs. A song about his friends. âIs this.. about â us?â Changbin asked carefully. To which Jisung only smiled. Changbin loved the idea of sharing his love for his friends through a way where all his friends loved. Music. Jisung pouted days and nights was poured into the song â with Changbin checking in at times when Jisung got stuck.Â
âI love your music Hannie. Iâll forever love whatever you writeâ Mino has said one night as they were watching a movie together on Jisungâs couch. Jisung has quietly asked if making music was a right decision for him. âIâll always be your number one fan and Iâll always be the first to listen to everything you put outâ That night when Jisung fell asleep, Minho took out his phone and turned on notifications for Jisungâs soundcloud.Â
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It was only a few weeks later when a notification on Minhoâs phone lit up at 3:25 in the morning.Â
Forever Young.Â
That was what it was titled. Minho listened to the song, eyes glistening at the love he could hear from Jisungâs voice. It was a song about all seven of them together. A song that he knew Jisung had been working on with Changbin. Minho shared the link on his Instagram and sending a message to Jisung before tucking himself back in bed.Â
>> SUNGIEEE YOUâRE SONG WAS AMAZING AS USUALLY!! Nightnight baby <3
It was 10:25 the next morning when Minho awoke to another notification. From soundcloud? Another song?
My DaisyÂ
                  Iâve been trying to write this song for years but never got to finishing it. I just didnât know if the person I wanted to write this song about would ever hear it. There are so many things I want to share with you. So many moments i want to have with you. So many words that needs to be said. But sometimes, some words are better left unsaid. I love you with all my heart and maybe in another life we could have our happy ending we both deserve. My daisy, itâs always been you and will always and forever be you.Â
A tear fell on Minhoâs screen as Jisungâs soft voice echoed through the room through the speakers on his phone. The caption he wrote for this song illuminating his face from the dark, curtain-drawn room. He scrambled to text Jisung as the last note of the song ended.Â
>> I love you too Sungie.Â
Itâs been 90 days since Jisung first met Chan. And Minho was 40 mins late to sending that message.Â
Some things are better left unsaid but telling you I love you too late will always be my deepest regret. Â
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Hi, I suddenly felt the urge to write and this has been WIP (with on paragraph for a year or two) Finished it up in one sitting at its 2am now. This means it did not beta it! it was meant to be a longer fic but I'm tired
Let me know what you think and all!! hehe would appreciate all the support! <3
pairing: han jisung x lee minho, platonic han jisung x skz
words: 2.8k
synopsis: "Welcome to the Department of Lost Souls" When Jisung first met Chan in the Department of Lost Souls, he thought his dreams had suddenly become too vivid. But suddenly finding out he had 90 days left to live, left him clueless. There's so much he wanted to do with his life.
tw: death
âHello and welcome to the Department of Lost Soulsâ
âHope you had a pleasant journey here. Please wait here while we connect you with our Finders.â
Jisung stood in front of the woman behind the counter and scratched his head in confusion. It looked like an ordinary office. You could see people in office wear bustling around the office. Some talking on the phone, one standing in front of the printer with a big stack of paper. Jisung squinted at the board behind the woman at the counter,Â
âDepartment of Lost Soulsâ
 âSoul counter: 901,034,941â
âWhat on earth is this dream about?â
Sure Jisung has had some weird dreams in his years of living, the one about a pirate breaking into his house and surprising him with a birthday cake and a balloon, being the weirdest he can remember. But this was on another level. What does a department of lost souls even do?Â
Jisung shrugged and figured since this was a dream that heâd enjoy it. And that was how a brown-haired man who didnât look much older than him found him snacking in the pantry with a steaming cup of coffee talking to one of the workers.
âExactly! I believe that clown wear should be considered as casual wear for clowns! Iâm so glad we have the same views Yuna!â Jisung exclaimed. Chan looked at the situation confused with a tinge of amusement.
âHan Jisung?âÂ
âHere!â Jisung immediately stood up, unsure why he sounded so excited.Â
 âHi Jisung, my name is Chan, your Finder.  And welcome to the department of lost souls. â Jisung moved closer to his âfinderâ and looked around cautiously before whispering.
âAnd what exactly are you trying to find?â âLost souls.â
ââŠOkay⊠Who lost their soul? I mean what kind of loser loses their soul? Ah! Is this like an insurance coverage thing for people who sold their souls to the devil or something?â Chan chuckled looking at the wide eyed boy.
âWell for starters, I am your finder. So Iâd say that youâre one of those who lost their soulâ
âI DIDNâT SELL MY SOUL TO THE DEVIL!â Jisung started, panic laced in. âOh my god! Donât tell me Changbin sold my soul to the devil! I mean we argue sure, but I wouldnât sell his soul to the fucking DEVIL!â
âIâm gonna need to re-evaluate all my friendships once this stupid dream is over.â Jisung groaned and rubbed his eyes.
âHey, hey listen, you arenât here because you or someone else sold your soul to the devil.â Chan guided Jisung towards a fluffy couch. âHave a seat first and Iâll explain it to you. Itâll be a lot to take inâ
Jisung followed and raised his eyebrows at the brown haired man.
âIâm a finder and we find souls ââÂ
âYes I know, Iâve heard this part already ââ Chan glared at Jisung which instantly shut him up.Â
âDo you see that?â Chan pointed to the board of soul counters. Jisung nodded. âThat is how many souls we have found and helped.â
âBasically we help people who got lost. And give them a little push. We help to ensure that their life has been fulfilled until they pass.â
âUs finders have 90 days to help their clients to the best of their abilities to fulfil their goal. And at the end of the 90 days we part ways and they can pass in peace.â Jisung furrowed his eyebrows.
âWait! If youâre my finder and Iâm the one with the lost soul. Does this mean that Iâm going to die in 90 days?!â Chan only smiled sadly at the boy.  âTake this as a push to do the things youâve always wanted to do.â
ââŠâ
âAnd what if Iâve always wanted to rob a bank?âÂ
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âSo this is the recruiters. The recruiting team pairs up souls with us Finders based on how well they think we would match togetherâ Chan pointed over to the group of people hovering over their keyboards on their desks. Jisung scanned the room, it looked like any office area with desk partitions separating the colleagues from each other. Some desks were decorated with memorabilia like photos and plushies. How on earth is my dream coming up with such intricate details? I can clearly see the photos and I literally have no idea who these people are.Â
âSo â Jisung pointed to himself and back to Chan â we match well?âÂ
âWell we better, if not these are gonna be a tough 90 daysâ right the 90 days.. and iâm gone.. Wait, why am I taking this dream so seriously.Â
âJisung, I can see it on your face that you still think this is a dream.â Chan stated blankly. Jisung only stared at Chan wide-eyed. âItâs real. And even if itâs not just tell me what goals you have. If itâs fake, you will just wake up and live you life. Doesnât hurt for you to try. â
Jisung thought about it. Chan was right. If this is fake heâd probably wake up with more conviction to achieve his goals and finish whatever he started instead of procrastinating like he does. Oh my god, it this like an epiphany so I live life to the fullest? Wait- is that even what an epiphany is?
A cough startled him out of his thoughts. Chan raised an eyebrow at him as if questioning his thoughts.Â
âWell, iâve never thought about it but what could you even do to help? Like would you just be my personal motivational speaker? Or are you like magical. But that wouldnât be fair because technically I wouldnât have achieved my dreams by myself? But if youâre just motivating me it doesnât make sense! What if my wish takes years?â Jisung rambled confused with the system of the organization.Â
âThen tell me something you can achieve in 90 daysâ
âWell.. since iâm going to die.â Jisung slightly shivered at the thought. â Iâd like to invite my friends to my place and just hang out with them and buy them thingsâ Jisung smiled slightly at the thought. âTheyâve always helped me with all my troubles and being a unknown music producer doesnât really pay the bills.â
Chan nodded and hummed.
âThereâs this guy.. â Jisung started, unsure if he should continue. The other man only smiled, as if urging Jisung to continue. âHis name is Minho, well heâs in the group of friends that I just mentioned. And I really like him â no actually never mind scrap thatâ Jisung vehemently shook his head at the thought.Â
âI canât.. if Iâm leaving in 90 days anywaysâ Jisung whispered. Chan offered a light touch on his shoulder. âAnything else?âÂ
âI just want to finish this one song thatâs been in my drafts for a yearâ At the mention of this Chanâs face lit up slightly. âWell I could help you with that! I loved making music in my previous lifeâÂ
Jisung stared at Chan in awe.
âThatâs so cool! So youâre not like an angel but you were human?âÂ
âDo I look like i have a thousand eyes and wings?â Jisung snorted at the reply. âSo do I just wake up from this or?â
âYouâre not asleep Jisung. The door is there. â Chan pointed to the door behind Jisung, leading the brown haired boy to it.Â
âWait youâre leaving me alone? What happen to being my personal motivational speaker?âÂ
âI never said that, you did.â Jisung pouted. âIâm just here to help you start the things youâve always wanted to Jisung. But i can stay with you for the rest of the day if you wanted me to.â At this statement, Jisungâs face lit up once more and dragged Chan through the door that lead exactly through Jisungâs front door.
âYo what in the fuckery is this door, oh my god you ARE magicâÂ
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The two months passed with Jisung going above and beyond for all his friends. And Chan stopping in at times to just chat with Jisung, keeping him company. He knew how hard it was. Heâs watching hundreds of people know about their upcoming demise and still try to live on as it nothing was wrong. Chan wished he could help Jisung. Within the two months, a bond that Chan has never felt with any of his clients formed between the two of them. There were nights when Jisung cried himself to sleep not knowing what to do or realizing he would eventually have to leave his friends â not wait his family behind. The emotional attachment Chan held for Jisung wished he could turn the tides and stop what he knew was going to happen, happen. But alas there will always be things we canât control.
âNo way! Itâs the headphones Iâve been wanting to buy. Sung, how did you afford this?â Changbin exclaimed in awe staring that the gift he just unwrapped on his lap. Noises from the other side of the sofa increased as the others opened their gifts. Hyunjin getting the art paints of the highest grade that he could never have justified buying. Felix getting a new keyboard and mouse. Seungmin getting a film camera. Jeongin getting a some clothes and a bag. And finally Minho, getting a necklace and a pair of boots. Just like the elders used to say, gifting someone shoes will lead them to walking out of your life. But this time I will be the one walking out.
âSung! This is amazing thank you! I love you!â Hyunjin shouted in excitement, throwing himself at the boy sitting on the bean bag in his living room. The others followed, pouncing on Jisung as they all thanked the boy.Â
âHow dd you even manage to buy all these?â Seungmin questioned. âYou didnât rob a bank or something rightâ Jisung interally scoffed. If only Chan wouldâve let him, he wished.Â
âIâve been saving up to buy all of you guys these. You all always take care of me and I just canât express how blessed I am to have all of you in my life.â Jeongin looked like he was going to make fun of Jisung being sappy but before he could Jisung continued. âI really love all of you. And I hope you guys will know that. Never forget that please.â Minho frowned slightly. Was something wrong? Why was Jisung talking like this. Minho couldnât even finish his thoughts as he caught the glimmer of a tear on Jisungâs cheek. He reached out his hands to pull Jisung into his chest.Â
âHey, donât cry Sung. We know you love us, we love you tooâ Jisung let out a sob and wiped his tears, squeezing this hand in between the tight gap between his face and Minhoâs chest.Â
âYea, I know. Sorry guys, just feeling sentimental these days.â Jisung let out a small laugh.Â
âWell, how about another game of mariokart!â Felix smiled as he patted Jisung on the back.Â
âLoser buys ice cream from downstairs!â Hyunjin declared earning a whine from Jeongin. Jisung stared fondly at his friends fighting over which character to choose. Minho kissed the top of his head.Â
âWhat was that for?â Jisung slightly looked up not wanting to leave the warmth of Minhoâs arms around him.Â
âNothingâ Minho whispered and shook his head, looking up to stare at the rest starting the game.Â
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Jisung slept soundly in Felixâs lap as the other stroked his hair. Jisung accidentally falling asleep after rounds of games played with the group. Felix looked up at the guys all looking at Jisung.Â
âGuys..â Felix started out. â Iâm worried about Sungieâ Jeongin glanced at Felix.Â
âItâs just. I know heâs showing his love for us. But it feels like a goodbye somehowâ Felix slightly let out a whimper at the thought. âOh Lixie, I donât think thatâs the case. Iâm sure heâs alright. And even if he is not, we will be by his side all the wayâ Changbin comforted the rest.Â
âYea, we know Sungie, whatever heâs going through, heâll bounce back up in no time.âÂ
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The group never let Jisung out of their sights for the most part. With all the love Jisung was giving, he was given tens times back by each of them.Â
âSungie! Look what I painted for you with the paints you got meâ Jisung had been begging for a Hyunjin paitain for the longest time and the older has always declined, jokingly saying that he didnât deserve such art when Jisung knew Hyunjin was just too shy and felt like he didnât have enough talent to have his paintings be given as âgiftsâ The incredible painting of Jisungâs favourite flower and a silhouette of the 7 of them by the park now hung on the wall staring at him as he fell asleep.
âJisung! I was trying out this new cheesecake recipe! Try itâ Felix would come storming into his apartment with a new recipe he tried out. Somehow, It was as if Felix knew what desserts he was craving. A first it was once a week he came in shoving a new dessert down Jisungâs throat. But recently heâs been coming in at least four times a week. Felix has always said he was swarmed with work and barely had the time to bake as it is. But somehow he was baking so much these days. If this thought had even crossed Jisungâs mind at one point of time, it did not stay long for him to have questioned it.Â
âJisung hyung, i want to go shopping, Letâs go!â Jeongin would now drag Jisung out more, shopping for clothes and accessories.  Buying matching items for the rest of the group to wear. Matching items was most of the groupsâ love language. It felt as though they were connected in a way.Â
âOi Jisung letâs go to the beach. I want to take some picturesâ Seungmin would bring Jisung to the most randomest places to get good pictures. It started out with going to the beach and gardens. Now they go on hikes and restaurants that nobody has heard of.  Sometimes bringing the whole group like when they went snorkelling.Â
âOf course Iâll help you Sungâ Changbin said when Jisung asked him if he could help with one of his songs. A song about his friends. âIs this.. about â us?â Changbin asked carefully. To which Jisung only smiled. Changbin loved the idea of sharing his love for his friends through a way where all his friends loved. Music. Jisung pouted days and nights was poured into the song â with Changbin checking in at times when Jisung got stuck.Â
âI love your music Hannie. Iâll forever love whatever you writeâ Mino has said one night as they were watching a movie together on Jisungâs couch. Jisung has quietly asked if making music was a right decision for him. âIâll always be your number one fan and Iâll always be the first to listen to everything you put outâ That night when Jisung fell asleep, Minho took out his phone and turned on notifications for Jisungâs soundcloud.Â
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It was only a few weeks later when a notification on Minhoâs phone lit up at 3:25 in the morning.Â
Forever Young.Â
That was what it was titled. Minho listened to the song, eyes glistening at the love he could hear from Jisungâs voice. It was a song about all seven of them together. A song that he knew Jisung had been working on with Changbin. Minho shared the link on his Instagram and sending a message to Jisung before tucking himself back in bed.Â
>> SUNGIEEE YOUâRE SONG WAS AMAZING AS USUALLY!! Nightnight baby <3
It was 10:25 the next morning when Minho awoke to another notification. From soundcloud? Another song?
My DaisyÂ
                  Iâve been trying to write this song for years but never got to finishing it. I just didnât know if the person I wanted to write this song about would ever hear it. There are so many things I want to share with you. So many moments i want to have with you. So many words that needs to be said. But sometimes, some words are better left unsaid. I love you with all my heart and maybe in another life we could have our happy ending we both deserve. My daisy, itâs always been you and will always and forever be you.Â
A tear fell on Minhoâs screen as Jisungâs soft voice echoed through the room through the speakers on his phone. The caption he wrote for this song illuminating his face from the dark, curtain-drawn room. He scrambled to text Jisung as the last note of the song ended.Â
>> I love you too Sungie.Â
Itâs been 90 days since Jisung first met Chan. And Minho was 40 mins late to sending that message.Â
Some things are better left unsaid but telling you I love you too late will always be my deepest regret. Â
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Hi, I suddenly felt the urge to write and this has been WIP (with on paragraph for a year or two) Finished it up in one sitting at its 2am now. This means it did not beta it! it was meant to be a longer fic but I'm tired
Let me know what you think and all!! hehe would appreciate all the support! <3
