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Things are not always as complicated as they seem..........

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Open letter to all of "you"

I'm mad at you. I let you into a place in my heart that I didn't know existed and didn't know I needed to be filled. I loved you like I never thought I would live again. You weren't my first love but you were just as reckless and exciting. You had potential. You lied so much but I didn't know where the lie began. I believed what you said because I trusted you. My friends didn't trust you. You were imaginary because of you being standoffish and absent. I made excuses and still loved you. I ignored the signs. I even believed your apology. I allowed you to come back and let down the wall that you and helped me build. I don't know if I'm more mad at myself or at you but if won't happen again. Now I trust even fewer people and realize how much I closed myself off for you. Everything I did for you.....for us is a waste and yet I can't let go. You come back and I just let you in. It's like I look forward to the pain. It's almost worth the pain. I might be alone forever but I will never do anyone the way that you did me. None do you will ever understand the way that I loved you.

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I wish the first rule of Christianity was exactly the same as the first rule of Fight Club.

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I think everyone can agree with this

[textsfromlastnight]

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Lol my best friend made me get rid of most of my flannel for this reason

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One of life’s cruelest jokes is how horny I get when I’m on my period

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Sweet ninja baby Jesus I'm glad I'm not the only one

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“Our ecosystem was clearly designed by the Devil, but at least we don’t have more guns than people.”

America’s Gun Problem Is So Bad Even Australians Are Scared

[ohgreatblackbunny]

@sharp–practice

[notanightlight]

Considering I had to learn and demonstrate strategies to take down an armed attacker before I could even do unpaid work in a school for a semester, this is legitimate.

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Lol sad but true

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I’d be a lot more motivated at work if my boss paid me in cash every hour.

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99% of international borders in the world are simply fields, forests, or rivers, completely unguarded

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I wonder where I’ve already been for the last time.

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The more neon a hotel has the less you can trust it.

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When someone you hate sits next to you in class

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these vines are getting out of control

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Yaaaaaaassssssss

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My heart

I'm not sure if I feel the way I do is because he has seen The deepest, darkest, dirtiest parts of my life and me and still wants to be my friend or maybe it's the physical connection........whatever it is I just can't seem to let him go. I love him on a level I can't even comprehend or explain.

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‘I tried bulimia once.’ There’s nothing quite as lovely as a thoughtful message from someone who understands:      ’Sorry you’re going through this, I tried bulimia once and it sucked.’ Bulimia does suck.  The sky is also blue, and the world round. But darling, you did not try bulimia once. Forgive me if I’m callous, but I can’t dig up much sympathy for someone who believes gagging once and deciding it’s icky is ’bulimia’.  Sure, it’s never a good thing to try to make yourself sick, unless you’ve just been poisoned.  And thinking purging is a viable option isn’t exactly healthy. But sticking your fingers down your throat and coughing and then going OH MY GOD EW is not bulimia.  Fasting for a day and then ‘fainting’ in the hallway is not anorexia.  And ‘getting so desperate I seriously considered anorexia or bulimia’ isn’t an eating disorder.  Bulimia is a speeding train with no brakes, bingeing and purging and bingeing and purging no matter how broke you are or how disgusting the food is or what you should be doing.  It’s gorging until you can barely stand, puking until you bleed, and the city could burn to the ground and when it was over you’d still be standing in the ashes, bingeing and purging. Anorexia is a wall of blue-gray ice, a miswired translation code that turns appetite into disgust, a terror you don’t understand, a fear so real you can see it and hear it and kiss it goodnight, an illogical logic that rewrites everything and you know you need to eat and maybe you even really want to eat but you just can’t because if you did everything would fall apart. Desperation is digging through the garbage for nothing-something-anything to stuff in your face because you have to binge and purge right now.  Desperation is standing frozen in the aisle of the grocery store for minutes/hours/years, and then buying the same calorie-free crap you always buy because you can’t eat it if it’s not safe.  Desperation is swallowing laxatives like normal people swallow candy, just because you have to be empty. And you can’t ’consider anorexia and bulimia’, as though they were for sale at the pharmacy between agoraphobia and cyclothymia.  You didn’t ‘try bulimia once’.It’s not a diet, and it’s not a choice.

(via imnosupermanx)

This is the most beautiful description of horrible diseases I've ever read.

[lexapro20-mg]

[ohsofitspo]

WHATS THIS FROM GUYS?????

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Girl code

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What is happy?

how do you define happy? who decides when you are truly happy? i think everyone deserves their own version of happiness. this doesn't  mean that they need to be in a relationship. i believe that not everyone is meant to be in a relationship forever, but that everyone deserves to feel loved or find love, however they find it, at least once in their life. find what makes you happy and make the most of it, however long it may be. when love is true wit doesn't matter what other people think or say, it only matters how you fell and how you treat one another. everyone deserves to be loved and to love 

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Just Me

Sometimes I'm irrational and impulsive. I get mad and upset over little things I probably could just let go. I give a million second chances to people that don't deserve it. I have so many trust issues because when I love, I love with all my heart and every fiber of my being. I believe that even when there seems to be no redeeming qualities in someone, that there is some good....somewhere. I am a hopeless romantic and as hard as it is for me to trust, I love that much harder. I'm tired of trying to change to make other people happy and I'm glad I found someone that doesn't want me to. I feel like for the first time in a long time someone sees me for who I really am and doesn't want me to change for them. Wanting someone to be happy with all their flaws and everything that makes them who they are is the most beautiful thing you can do for anyone. Letting them be who they are with all the insecurities, weird obsessions, and awesome hidden talents is more important than any physical or superficial changes. I'm glad that I took a chance and have a wonderful person in my life that has shown me there are still genuinely good people in the world. 

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