the familiar keys jingling & currently being thrusted into the keyhole are enough to make you perk up from where you sat at on the couch that swallowed you.
“‘m home, sweetheart.” someone’s had a long day, judging by the sunken, navy eyes & the gruff tone in his voice that makes it sound like a growl with every word.
“hi, i missed you.” you’re immediately met with the sight of him plopping down with his back towards you, scooching back until he feels your shins. your head tilts in confusion as he hooks his hands around your calves & lifts them onto his shoulders where your knees rested.
“…you okay?”
“long day.”
that’s when you feel him lean his head back between the doughy flesh of your thighs & a pressure from his hands against the sides of your knees, is he squishing his head?
you chuckle from the tickle of the tips of his silky hair against your lap.
“weirdo, what are you doing?”
he snorts at the name & leans his head against your left thigh gently, his eyes shut in exhaustion.
“so now i’ma weirdo for being between my girls legs?”
“no,..you’re a weirdo for squishing your head with them!”
“oh, so a weirdo for loving my girls thighs?”
“…ugh”
he feels you lean back against the couch, taking it as a sign of victory for him in your little ‘weirdo battle’ & he sinks deeper between your thighs, sighing at the soft cushioning.
he’s unaware of the soft gaze from behind him, but it shows through your fingers which now gently scratch at his scalp, earning a grumble from him. “fuck, baby..”
it’s almost funny with how fast he manages to sleep, judging by the limp tilt of his head which now feel 2 pounds heavier against you & the soft snores that emerge from his parted lips. so cute.
“sleep well, baby. okay?”
you softly chuckle at his peaceful state & swipe a hand under his bangs to pull it back & you place a kiss on his forehead as if he wasn’t a six foot something sorcerer who kills people for a living, but the most delicate thing made of glass.
and to you, he was. but that’s only for you to see!
You and Simon revel in the fact that everyone thinks he's just as much of a hardass off the field as he is on it, that he's authoritative and resolute, an enigma wrapped up in a mystery covered in a riddle. They couldn't be further from the truth. He's the neediest, most lovesick, most devoted beefcake cunt you've ever met, the deep timbre of his voice just as soft and affectionate, pretty brown eyes following your every move, looking so reverential and in love and shit. He fuckin' worships you, couldn't keep his hands and lips off of you if he tried. If you were to say jump, he'd ask, "How high, sweetheart?" He does something to irritate you, best believe he'd do everything in his power to correct it. Some pissant's bothering you? All he needs is a look, and it's on like Donkey Kong. You don't have to worry about anything, luv; you just gotta keep being you and loving on him. Hell, YOU have his bank cards.
And yes, he's right where he bloody fuckin' wants to be.
being married to jack means sleeping on your tummy with one thigh hitched over his waist when he sleeps on his back. his broad hand & chubby wrist holding onto your warm skin, fingers curled around your thigh. you’re basically sleeping on top of him as he wiggles a little closer, lifting your leg up further so he can press his morning hard-on against the soft swell of your cunt.
one hand spreading your cheeks so he can wedge himself into you, while his foot plants flat on the mattress. a low, sleepy, raspy groan “fuuck.” oozing out of him as he settles himself inside.
when you stir, pushing your leg further into his tummy to keep him close, he’s instantly going for the kiss. hips bucking up in circles as he lazily laps at your tongue, “good morning, baby. kiss?”
slooooooooowwww makeout and fucking at 8am on his off-day </3
you were awoken, rather abruptly, by the sound of toys clattering down your side. blinking sleep away, you groan softly, before you’re face to face with your little toddler, her little ringlets messy and sticking up in every direction. she blinks at you. you blink at her.
“g’mo’ning, mama,” she says, in something akin to a whisper, but it comes out more just like hot toddler breath in your face. you can smell coffee wafting from the kitchen.
“mm, baby, what’re you doing?” you croak, lifting a sleepy hand to move the sheets off of you when you’re instead met with a small plastic toy car. then, a little train. then — ah! another toy! this time, in the form of a small cloth bee stuffed with pellets. there’s a damp spot on its antennae, where your darling daughter had no doubt chewed on it just moments ago.
she blinks at you again, extending a little pointer finger towards the collection of trinkets now placed on your stomach. “play.”
“play?” you ask, as she hands you yet another toy from her chubby fingers. she must’ve gotten out of her crib somehow, and judging from the fact that jack’s side of the bed is empty, that’s probably how. “where’s papa?”
“ou’side.” she says, walking the little bee plush along your blanketed stomach. “mama, play.”
“mm.” you groan slightly. you give her one last look before resigning to your newly appointed role as a play-mat. the books did say to encourage spontaneous play. “m’kay.” you pick up the little car, rolling it along your torso as she mimics the buzzing of a bee.
her cheeks are flushed a sleepy pink as her brows furrow in concentration. freckles dust her little nose, and the person who gave them to her walks into the bedroom. jack, still in his sleep shirt and plaid pajama pants leans against the doorframe, as a warm smile graces his aged features.
“there you are, buggy,” he says, as your daughter’s head whipped over her shoulder to look at him. jack cocks his head behind him. “pancakes’re ready,” he smiles.
then, your daughter turns to you. “mama, pancakes.”
“mm, i’ll be there in one sec, baby,” you nod, still wearing off the last of your grogginess as you sit up, the toys clattering into your lap. your daughter, sweet and full of energy as she is, waddles her way out of the bedroom with the soft pitter-patter of her feet following her. as she rounds the door into the hallway, jack extends a hand to cup the back of her little head, gentle.
then, he turns to you, a bright glint in his eyes. “she wanted to play.”
a little smile graces your lips. “yeah, she did,” you murmur, stretching your arms over your head.
rubbing your sleep from your eyes, the comfortable silence is broken by the sound of your toddler shouting, “mama! papa!” from the kitchen, the clumsy clanging of her plastic utensils against her paw patrol plate joining her.
you can’t help the laugh that leaves you, and jack’s chuckles join you.
“she’s a tyrant,” you sigh with affection, kicking the duvet away from you as you stand, approaching jack. you rest your hand on his lower back as his drapes over your shoulder, and he presses a soft kiss to your forehead before walking the both of you out in the hall, muttering, “yeah, but, i mean, look at her,” he says, nodding in the direction of where she tries to climb into her high chair. “she makes for a pretty fuckin’ cute one.”
It’s been a slow day in the pitt with few major traumas and a lighter load of charts than normal. Due to this you decided to take your lunch break a little early.
A dramatic sigh sounds from across you at the breakroom table.
“Giiiiirl, I am ready to go.” Trinity moans as she mindlessly scrolls through her phone.
You smile a bit as you eat your sandwich.
“Like why didn’t we just skip medical school and do tiktoks all day, i swear”
Looking down you do your best to hold in your laugh before responding.
“Maybe because we’re too uncoordinated for that life and would end up in the pitt from a dumbass injury?”
Trinity gives you a blank stare before frowning “Ugh you’re right, sweets. We’d be ass.”
Suddenly her eyes widen as she looks at you.
That can only mean trouble.
“Trinity Santos if y-”
“Hear me out! I have an idea!” she pleas
You look at her with a raised eyebrow
“Okay” she starts “have you ever done a tiktok prank on your boy toy?”
You laugh as you roll your eyes.
“Trin, Jack is my fiancee, not my boy toy. But no I haven’t.”
She quickly moves to the seat beside you, leaning into your side with her phone in your face.
“This would be a good one to try on him. He’s so whipped by you, it’s perfect.”
You scrunch your face as you watch the video she shows you.
It’s a compilation of a girl nonchalantly wiping off her boyfriend’s kisses and catching his reactions.
Funnily enough, Trinity was right about this being a perfect one for Jack. Jack, your physically affectionate fiancee who would stay wrapped around you all day if he could. Who loves giving kisses and getting them too.
“Okay, I’ll do it but you have to get the reactions. And if it ends badly I’m blaming you fully.” you point a finger at her.
She salutes you with a goofy smile “Ma’am yes ma'am."
You shake your head with a smile.
Oh Jack.
Please don’t hate me for this
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Jack’s shift started two hours before yours so he was up and out of the house before you had even gotten out of bed.
All you remember was a kiss pressed to your forehead and a soft ‘love you’.
You savored it because that was gonna be the last one you let stay for the next several hours.
—--
You walk into the pitt, bag and lunch box in hand, and make your way to the locker rooms. That’s where you find Trinity waiting with a big smile. She looked like she was vibrating with excitement.
“Sweets, thank god! I thought you were gonna back out.”
You chuckle while putting your things up “As if. I feel kinda bad but I know he’ll get a laugh out of it later.”
Trinity links arms with you as you both make your way to the nurses station.
“That man could never truly be upset with you. He’s all heart eyes for you and shit.”
Your face heats up at her words.
Trinity lets go of you and taps her phone.
“I’ll be around and catch all the good stuff.”
“Okay Trin, let’s do this” you point at her as she makes herself scarce.
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The first time Jack comes around for the day, he spots you standing at the desk working on charts. You don’t notice him until strong arms gently wrap around your waist.
“Hey pretty girl, how are things so far?”
You turn your head towards him and he kisses your cheek.
Here it goes.
“Hey handsome,” you smile as you nonchalant wipe the kiss off “it’s been okay. Hoping for a fast day.”
You don’t miss the way Jack zeros in on your hand when you wipe off your cheek. He looks a bit confused but otherwise keeps his smile.
“Is everything o–”
“Incoming MVAs! Multi-car pileup with several patients in route! Get ready!”
Jack’s interrupted by Dana’s announcement.
“That’s our cue, babe. Let’s go” you close your chart and go join the other nurses to gather medical supplies.
Jack watches as you move but shakes his head.
Maybe he’s just seeing things.
—--
The next time it happens, you’re taking a breather in the ambulance bay after a busy nonstop string of traumas.
Hands on your hips you slowly pace back and forth, letting out a large breath.
Jack had seen you make your way out of the building and gave you a few minutes alone before following you out.
He finds you with your hands covering your face as you continue to pace. He steps into your path and pulls your hands from your face.
“Hey, you did great in there sweetheart” he praises you.
You nod your head silently.
“Thanks J. I’m just… I just needed a minute.”
He pulls you closer to his body.
Jack kisses you briefly, wishing he could bundle you up and take you home.
You, again, wipe the kiss off but this time with the sleeve of your scrub.
“I need to get back but at least we get to go home soon. See you in a bit J.”
You give him a wave as you walk back into the pitt.
Jack stands there with his arms crossed. This time he knows he didn’t just imagine it.
You did wipe off his kiss.
But why?
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The one that finally does him in is when you’re talking to Robby about a patient you both were helping. You both had stepped out of the room to discuss treatment and recovery when Jack makes his way towards you.
Surely you would accept his affection in front of friends.
Little did he know.
“Hey sweetheart” he greets you.
He then grabs your waist from behind with one arm and the other across your chest, placing a kiss on your cheek.
“Ready to head home?”
Then you do it. You wipe the cheek he kissed with the back of your hand.
“Yesss finally,” you answer dramatically.
Jack’s eyes widen as he looks at Robby who has equally wide eyes.
In the whole time he had been around you and Jack, he had never seen you shy away or literally wipe away his affection towards you.
“I’ll take care of this first thing in the morning Robby” then you turn to Jack “I’m gonna grab my stuff and then we’ll go. Be right back.”
The two men watch as you go.
“Dude” Robby starts “What was that?”
Jack shrugs as he looks in the direction you disappeared to.
“I dont know but im fucking worried man.”
Robby pats his back “It’s something but I wouldn’t worry too much. Just talk to her.”
Jack nods as Robby walks off.
He can only hope whatever it is can be fixed.
—--
You both walk to Jack’s truck, arms full of your stuff.
You’re in the middle of naming dinner options as you go to reach for the passenger door handle
“I could make spaghetti. Maybe some quick steaks. Oh! I could make that casserole you l–”
Everything stops as Jack’s hand pushes against your door, keeping you from opening it.
You turn your head to Jack.
“J, what’s wrong?”
He gets close into your space.
“First, you know that you’re never going to have to open your own door when I'm around. Second,” his hand goes to your hip “Is everything okay?”
You know what he’s talking about but you have to play it cool.
“Yeah? What are you talking about baby?”
He looks to the side and takes a deep breath.
“I… did I do something wrong? Are you upset with me? You’ve wiped off all of my kisses today and I'm lost here baby. Just tell me what I did so I can fix it”
Fuck.
You don't know how much longer you can keep this up.
It breaks your heart that he thinks he's done something wrong.
You set your things down and grab his face in your hands.
“It was a joke, J. Something Trinity saw online. There's nothing you did wrong.”
His face scrunches “a joke? So we're okay?”
“Yes Jack, we’re okay. I promise. I’m sure Trin will send me the video she took of it earlier.”
He immediately kisses you. It turns more into a short makeout. He pulls back slightly, forehead pressed to yours.
“Gonna wipe that one off?” he smirks
You chuckle at that.
“Hmmm, I think I need another one before I decide.”
Summary: You, Daryl and Michonne make a run to your old high school. The walk down memory lane gets weird when you come across and old classmate of yours who has been living in the school since the beginning. To put it mildly, he isnt exactly over his highschool glory days with you...
Warnings: Typical TWD violence and gore, harassment, profanity, insecure man-child, SMUT (eventual), graphic 18+ smut (Creampie, quickie, exhibition kink?), suggestive innuendos, I think that's it.
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Author's note: Oof sorry I haven't been active lately i have no excuse 😝 this has been sitting in my drafts for AGES, since the start of July i think. I will be getting to requests dw just gotta clear some shit out of my drafts hehe. IMPORTANT ‼️ The character Randy Gardner featured in this fic is an antagonist i came up with for this story, not to be mistaken for Randal in season 2. I just realised the link lol and I wanted to clear that up so there isn't any confusion. Anyway enjoy 🙈
The school looked more like a tomb than anything else.
The double doors groaned on their hinges as you stepped through them, the sunlight cutting sharp and angular through grime-smeared windows, casting fractured beams across the scuffed linoleum floors. Dust swirled in the light like ash. Every sound echoed — your footsteps, Michonne’s quiet hum of disapproval, the distant clatter of something falling in an unseen wing. The place hadn’t just been abandoned. It had been left behind like a bad memory.
Lockers lined the walls in various states of disrepair — dented, some hanging open with rotting textbooks still slumped inside. A faded banner for a long-forgotten spirit week still fluttered limply from the ceiling, half-shredded by time. You could still smell the chemical tang of floor polish beneath the rot. Someone had once tried to keep this place clean. Tried to preserve something.
“Jesus,” Michonne muttered under her breath, the sound barely carrying. Her eyes swept the halls like she was expecting a walker to lurch out of a guidance counselor’s office at any moment. “You went here?”
“Briefly,” you murmured, fingers brushing the cool metal of a locker as you passed. Number 117. You didn’t remember what was inside it anymore. “Moved halfway through freshman year. Didn’t exactly leave a legacy.”
“Coulda fooled me,” came Daryl’s voice from up ahead, echoing lazily off the tiled walls.
You turned instinctively, catching him just as he emerged from a hallway junction with something in his hands. Your stomach dropped the second you recognized it — a cracked, dust-covered photo frame. You already knew what it was before he turned it around.
And there it was. A grainy, overexposed team photo. Girls in sweat-streaked green and white jerseys, mud splattered across their cleats and knees. In the middle, nearly buried beneath a too-big trophy, was a younger version of yourself — sweaty, triumphant, hair in a crooked braid, grinning like you hadn’t a care in the damn world.
“Oh my god,” you groaned, dragging a hand down your face. “Burn it. Burn it immediately.”
Daryl didn’t move. Just tilted his head, squinting at the photo like he was genuinely studying it. “Huh. S’funny,” he muttered. “Coulda sworn ya told me you was a nobody in high school.”
“Shut up.”
Daryl tucked the photo under his arm with a grin that said he was definitely not letting that thing go.
“Think I’m keepin’ this,” he said. “Yeah - I’ll hang it up in our room.”
You pointed at him, backing slowly down the hall. “You hang that thing up I’ll string you up too.”
You waited for when he wasn’t looking and you lunged for the photo.
But Daryl saw it coming before you’d even twitched and immediately yanked the frame high above his head, just out of your reach. Your hand slapped uselessly at his shoulder, and you let out a frustrated sound somewhere between a groan and a growl.
“Give it here, Dixon.”
He stepped back, cocky grin in full bloom. “Nah. Think I’ll hold onto it.”
“Daryl.”
“Look at ya,” he said, holding it even higher, eyes gleaming with mischief. “All grumpy n’ red-faced. Betcha’d’ve been just like that if you lost a game.”
Well I guess we’ll never know.
You didn’t dignify that with a response. You just lunged again, fingers grasping for the edge of the frame. He twisted, spinning out of your reach, and you followed, nearly knocking into a toppled trash can in the process.
“Oh my god,” Michonne muttered, watching the chaos unfold with a deadpan expression. She leaned against a locker, arms crossed, sword still casually in hand. “Children. You’re both children.”
“I’m dealing with something deeply traumatic,” you shot back, ducking under Daryl’s arm as he blocked you with an obnoxiously smug smirk. “That haircut. Those shin guards. My chubby cheeks. I need this destroyed for the good of mankind.”
“Definitely a heart breaker huh?” Daryl mused.
You gasped, hand to your chest in mock horror. “You’re sleeping on the floor tonight.”
Before he could say something clever you managed to tackle him around the middle with enough force to send both of you stumbling into the lockers behind. They rattled with a clatter loud enough to wake the dead—or at least earn you a sharp look from Michonne, who was clearly weighing whether you were worth saving if something came shambling down the hallway.
You wrestled with him for another few seconds—his grip annoyingly unshakable—before finally giving up, breathless and laughing.
“Fine,” you huffed. “Have it. I don’t even care! Just… keep it away from me.”
“Gonna get it framed proper,” he muttered, mock-proud, tucking it protectively under his arm as he finally let you go. “Hang it right over the bed.”
Michonne snorted. “I’m telling Rick you two need to be separated.”
“I second that,” you muttered, brushing dust off your pants as you walked ahead, pulse still racing—not from the fight, but from the way Daryl’s hand had lingered just a second too long at your waist.
He let you go, but the photo stayed in his hands.
You rolled your eyes, but despite the dust and decay and looming threat of walkers, you couldn’t quite smother the small smile tugging at your mouth.
As you walked, you gestured vaguely at familiar corners, memories rising like dust from the scuffed floors.
“That was my locker… my homeroom… made out with Sam Goldberg behind that stairwell once. He had braces. I ended up with a split lip. Safe to say, it didn’t last.”
Daryl raised a brow, clicking his tongue. “You got a type?”
“Apparently—greasy-haired boys with too much attitude and unresolved trauma.”
Michonne snorted behind you. “Checks out.”
You smirked but didn’t push it, the three of you falling back into a familiar rhythm as you moved through the ghost of your past. Classroom by classroom, you swept through overturned desks and forgotten lesson plans. Daryl jimmied open a locked filing cabinet and found a small hoard of pens. You pocketed a few crayons from a kindergarten drawer, bright wax sticks still intact. Survival didn’t always mean bullets and canned beans.
Then—
“HELP! SOMEBODY HELP ME!”
The sound cracked through the empty hall like a gunshot. Without hesitation, the three of you took off down the corridor, boots thudding against warped linoleum, the echoes bouncing in every direction. It made it harder to pinpoint where the voice was coming from—but not impossible. Daryl led the charge, his crossbow already raised, and Michonne flanked his side, katana in hand. You followed close, heartbeat hammering.
Another scream.
“PLEASE, SOMEBODY HELP ME!”
You burst into the cafeteria—and chaos.
A man was backed into a corner by the serving counter, flailing a broken mop handle at a swarm of walkers clawing toward him. Maybe a dozen. Maybe more. He was sweating through his clothes, shouting hoarse, cornered like a scared animal—and he wasn’t going to last much longer.
One walker lunged low, teeth aimed for his calf—
Thwip.
A bolt lodged into its skull, dropping it mid-lunge. Daryl didn’t stop moving.
You and Michonne charged forward, weapons swinging with brutal precision. You took out the one nearest the man’s side, your machete slicing through rotted sinew. Michonne dispatched two with practiced ease, blade singing in the air. Daryl reloaded and dropped another. The room filled with the sickening squelch of torn flesh and the thud of corpses hitting tile.
When the last walker collapsed, the silence was loud enough to hurt.
You turned to the man, breathless, heart still pounding. He hadn’t moved—still crouched awkwardly behind the counter, wide-eyed and shaking. The guy looked like a walking cliché of the apocalypse: tangled beard, tattered hoodie, clothes baggy from too much time between meals. He didn’t look as bad as he smelled—but he didn’t exactly smell like roses either.
“You can come out now,” Michonne said, lowering her sword. Her voice was calm but clipped.
Still, the guy didn’t move.
“Hey, man…” you tried, stepping forward with a small wave. “You alright? You need a hand or something?”
His head snapped to you so fast it made you freeze. His eyes locked on your face, and then—he lit up. Like really lit up. That goofy, disbelieving, full-face grin that made your stomach twist with secondhand embarrassment.
Daryl stiffened.
Before you could say another word, the guy vaulted the counter like it was nothing and pulled you into a bear hug with the kind of force that knocked the wind out of you. Your feet actually left the floor.
“What the fuck—!”
It happened fast. Daryl yanked him off you mid-lift and slammed him chest-first into the counter with a sharp thud. The man gasped, hands flying up in surrender as Michonne closed in, sword angled, eyes sharp.
“Keep ya damn hands off o her!” Daryl growled, the edge of his voice dark with something cold and possessive.
“Wait—wait, wait!” the guy choked out, pinned and breathless as he twisted his head toward you. “Y/N—holy shit, it’s me! It’s Randy!”
You froze, blinking. “I—sorry, what?”
“Randy Gardner!” he gasped, eyes wide and hopeful like that might be enough to bring everything flooding back. “We went to high school together—come on, you have to remember—”
You stared a moment longer, searching. His beard didn’t help, and the apocalypse had done no one favors, but then something clicked. Your mouth opened in surprise.
“Oh my god.” You took a half-step back, eyes scanning his face. “Randy-G-in-bio-period-three Randy?”
Randy’s grin nearly split his face. “Yesss! Shit, I assumed you were dead. I mean, I hoped not, but—damn, look at you!”
You folded your arms with a mock-glare. “You look like you got eaten and spat back out.”
He laughed, breathless and still flattened against the counter. “Okay, fair. But you—I mean, you I mean, God, you look… incredible.”
Daryl hadn’t moved an inch. Still had him pinned, one hand on his shoulder, the other hovering near the knife on his hip. You could feel the tension radiating off him, like coiled wire.
You stepped in and laid a gentle hand on Daryl’s wrist. “It’s okay,” you said quietly. “He’s harmless.”
Daryl’s eyes didn’t leave Randy for a long second. Then, slowly—reluctantly—he released him with a grunt, stepping back just enough to let the guy breathe again.
Randy exhaled hard, rubbing the counter-shaped dent in his ribs, and turned back to you with a grin that hadn’t dulled since he recognized you. “God, I haven’t seen another living soul in weeks—then I walk into you? Of all people?” He gave a laugh, shaking his head. “What are the chances huh Trouble?”
You blinked, surprised. Trouble. That was his stupid nickname for you back then. “It’s a small world I guess - jeez how do you remember that?”
“‘Course I remember.” He gave you a crooked smile. “First time I saw you throw hands with Tasha Lipman for stealing your hair brush, I knew I had a type.”
You rolled your eyes, fighting the heat blooming in your cheeks. “Please. That girl was asking for it.”
Michonne raised an eyebrow from the side, but said nothing, arms folded as she watched the reunion unfold with mild curiosity.
“You two were close?” she asked after a beat, glancing between you and Randy.
Randy chuckled, a little breathless still. “You could say that. We used to skip gym and hang out behind the band building. She’d steal the janitor’s keys, and we’d sneak into the auditorium to smoke and make out. Practically got expelled together. Right, Trouble?”
Daryl’s eyes sharpened.
You laughed, brushing imaginary lint off your jeans to hide your face. “Yeah, well. That was a long time ago.”
“Still,” Randy said, that look lingering just a little too long. “If I had to run into anyone after all this time… I’m glad it was you. I mean that’s gotta mean something right? Running into eachother?”
Daryl’s jaw ticked.
You cleared your throat. God it was stuffy in here.
Michonne gave a dry snort. “Yep. This definitely just got interesting.”
“Ya’ve been livin’ here?” Daryl finally snapped. His eyes darted around the cafeteria walls like they were proof of some kind of crime. “Holed up in a high school?”
Randy’s shoulders lifted in a defensive shrug. “Didn’t have much of a choice. First days, when it all went down, I got chased by rotters down the street. Ended up gettin’ shoved inside by the crowd. Once I shut the doors, I… just stayed. Every time I try to make a break for it, there’s another pack waitin’. Ain’t exactly got your skills with them.” He shot you a half-grin, like you’d get the joke. “But I ain’t dead yet, am I?”
You traded a look with Michonne, then with Daryl. That was impressive, in its own way. Not smart, maybe, but stubborn. And you knew stubborn.
“What were you doin’ up on the counter?” Michonne asked, cool as ever.
“Emergency stash.” He pointed upward. “Got supplies hidden in the ceiling panels. Food, water, a couple things I kept just in case. Was tryin’ to grab some when they cornered me.”
Your brows rose. The three of you didn’t even need to speak. The glance between you, Daryl, and Michonne said it all: supplies for safe passage.
You leaned back on your heels, crossing your arms. “Alright, Randy. Here’s the deal. You get us your stash. We get you out of here. We have a community, it’s safe. You pull your weight there you might just fit right in. Sound good?”
For a beat, he just blinked—then his face split into a grin so big you thought it might crack his cheeks. “Good? That’s the best damn deal I’ve heard in years.”
You looked up at the ceiling and positioned yourself directly under it. “Alright then, gimme a boost.”
Daryl had already moved closer, nodding slightly—until Randy, quicker and more eager than he should’ve been, stepped in first. His hands landed firmly on your waist, fingers splayed like he had any right to be touching you.
You froze.
It was instant—Daryl’s arm shoved Randy off with enough force to knock him back into the wall of trays and serving carts. Metal clattered. Randy held his hands up like it was nothing.
“Shit, sorry—thought she meant me.”
Daryl didn’t even glance at him. “She didn’t.”
Randy let out a quiet scoff, rubbing his shoulder. “Yeah, nah. My bad.”
Michonne’s jaw ticked but she said nothing, choosing instead to kick one of the pantry shelves aside.
You cleared your throat and lifted your arms again—this time only when you knew for sure Daryl was there.
That’s when it clicked for Randy. Daryl’s touch; it was familiar, his hands gripped your thighs like he had done it so many times before. You guys were together.
“Ok, let’s uh… try that again, shall we?”
He grunted, sliding his hands beneath your thighs as he hoisted you up, rough and certain.
And just like that, you were up and over.
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It started in the hallway outside the gym, where the sunlight knifed through broken blinds and caught you square in the eyes. You squinted, hand up like a visor, already cranky from the heat.
“Thought you said it was left at the lockers,” Daryl grunted, stopping at a dead end.
“I did,” you snapped, pinching the bridge of your nose. “But you insisted you knew better despite this being my old School. We covered this corridor before so congratulations, we’re lost.”
He shot you a look sharp enough to cut glass. “Ain’t lost. Hall’s just… different since last time.”
“Uh-huh. Sure. The hall moved.”
His jaw twitched. “Maybe if someone didn’t talk my ear off while I was countin’ steps—”
You stopped in your tracks. “Oh my god, are you blaming me for your sense of direction?”
Daryl gave a short laugh through his nose, shaking his head. “Shoulda known better’n lettin’ you lead. You’d get turned around in a straight line.”
Your hands flew to your hips. “Excuse me? I’m not the one who thought the music faculty was the cafeteria.”
“Didn’t see the piano.”
“Uh-huh,” you drawled. “One time we nearly got eaten because you can’t tell a kitchen from a music classroom.”
Michonne walked on ahead, carrying the box of supplies you had collected from the ceiling, wisely pretending not to hear any of it.
But Randy wasn’t so polite. He lingered near the lockers, watching with raised brows and a little twitch of a smile. To him, it didn’t sound like banter. It sounded like cracks—like a woman snapping at her man, tired, exasperated. The kind of exasperation that maybe had room for someone else to step in.
“God, I’m starving,” you groaned, fanning yourself with your hand. “Bet the mice got more rations in their stash than we do.”
Daryl snorted, adjusting the strap of his crossbow. “Ya eat more’n the horses, woman.”
You gasped, clutching your chest in mock offense. “Excuse me? Bold talk from a man who eats squirrel innards for breakfast.”
His lip twitched, eyes flicking over you. “Still, reckon you’d put down the whole coop if we had one.”
You narrowed your eyes and smirked, bumping your shoulder against his. “Mm-hm. And I bet you’d still skin it and serve it to me. Spoiled, that’s what I am.”
That made him smile, because he totally would.
You spun on your heel so you were walking backward, facing him with that smug little grin that always spelled trouble. “Maybe I’m keepin’ up my figure for my other boyfriend. He likes me all plump and curvy.”
Daryl’s head snapped so fast you half-expected to hear it crack. “The hell you just say?”
Your laugh bubbled out, and you darted a step away before he could grab you. “Exactly,” you shot back, teasing. “Thought so.”
He lunged anyway, catching your arm, and you squealed as he dragged you in against his chest. “Smartass,” he grumbled into your hair, but the twitch of his mouth betrayed him.
You shoved lightly at his chest, grinning. “Jealousy’s not a good look on you, Dixon.”
His arm looped around your waist, keeping you anchored, his voice low like a warning. “Keep talkin’ like that, I’ll toss ya over my shoulder ‘n’ leave ya in the gym.”
You gasped, laughing harder. “You wouldn’t dare.”
He leaned close, lips brushing your ear. “Try me.”
He squeezed your sides — the bastard knew you were ticklish — and your squeal echoed down the hall, your laughter spilling over like it always did with him. Daryl’s mouth twitched into that rare, quiet half-smile he never showed anyone else, and you were still breathless when a voice cut in, sharp and misplaced.
“Hey. You don’t gotta talk to her like that, man.”
You both froze, blinking in sync before you turned to find Randy standing too close, shoulders squared like he’d just stumbled into some grand rescue.
Daryl stared at him for a long second, his brow furrowing in sheer disbelief, like he wasn’t sure if he’d heard right. He didn’t move, didn’t even bother to explain himself — just looked at you like is this guy serious?
Then Randy stepped forward, his hand closing around your arm to pull you slightly aside. “Calling her greedy like that,” he said, jaw tight, voice dripping with misguided chivalry. “She’s just hungry, we all are. Ain’t right to put her down for it. She’s beautiful no matter what size.”
Ok who does he think he is?
The air went flat. Daryl’s jaw flexed, but he still didn’t rise to it — just squared his shoulders, his silence speaking louder than anything. You could feel it, though, the temper thrumming just under his skin.
And that was enough.
“Randy, I need you to really listen to me when u say this.” Your voice was sharp now, cutting through whatever fantasy he’d built up in his head. “We went to high school together for, what, five minutes? That was literally decades ago. We may as well be strangers.” You stepped back toward Daryl, shaking off his grip. “So quit acting like you know me, and stop coming on so strong.”
A heavy silence lingered in the hallway, Randy shifting uncomfortably like he wanted to argue but had nothing solid to stand on.
Then you felt the warm weight of Daryl’s palm settle against the small of your back. “C’mon,” he muttered, steering you forward without a second glance.
Except he did glance — over his shoulder. The look he leveled at Randy was sharp enough to cut glass, a death glare that promised if the man tried anything like that again, he’d regret it.
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The art faculty was half shadows, half dust, like time had locked it up and walked away. Canvases leaned crooked against the walls, their surfaces cracked and curling, a kiln crouched in one corner with its door hanging open, and the whole place smelled faintly of rot and turpentine.
Randy had been buzzing with words, pointing into corners, mumbling about a stash he swore he’d left here, though he couldn’t remember where. His hand twitched toward you—“Me and you can—”
“No.”
Daryl didn’t even raise his voice, but it cut like a blade. He didn’t look at Randy when he said it, either, just tipped his chin toward the hall. “You and Michonne. Down there. Take the rooms at the end.”
The air dipped taut for a moment, and then Randy shrank back with a muttered, “Ah. Yeah. Okay.” He disappeared into the hall behind Michonne, his footsteps scuffing until they were gone.
That left you and Daryl.
You huffed, crouching in front of a tall cabinet. Its hinges groaned like a complaint when you tugged it open—and the next second a heavy thud knocked into your chest, bursting cold and wet.
“Shit!”
The gallon tub of white paint rolled to the floor, its lid barely clinging, leaving your shirt soaked and smeared, paint dripping down in messy streaks that clung to every curve. You swore, swiping at it with the rag tucked at your belt, but all you managed to do was spread it wider. The fabric clung tighter, plastered in streaks of chalky white.
“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” you grumbled, rubbing harder. “This is just—perfect. I look like a prostitute on a Saturday night.”
You glanced up, ready to ask for more towels—“Can you—”
And froze.
He wasn’t moving.
Not a twitch.
He stood rooted to the spot, his crossbow still slung lazily at his back, his hands hanging at his sides like he’d forgotten what they were for. His eyes were locked on you, wide, dark, unblinking. Like someone had carved him out of stone, only his jaw ticking, throat working as he swallowed hard.
Your lips tugged slow, wicked. “What?” you asked, feigning innocence. “Never seen a girl get a paint job before?”
His mouth twitched, the faintest grimace, the faintest smirk. His voice came out rough. “Jesus Christ.”
You dropped the rag, dragging your palms over your chest deliberately, smearing more paint across the ruined shirt. “What?” you teased. “You don’t like my new look?”
His nostrils flared. He still didn’t move.
“Could use some help getting it off,” you added, softer now, tilting your head just so.
That cracked him. His eyes dragged lower, over your shirt plastered to your skin, up to your throat, and back again, heat plain on his face.
“Fuck,” he muttered, barely audible, like the word had clawed out of his chest on its own.
You grinned. “That’s not very constructive criticism, Dixon.”
Your boots creaked across the floor as you crossed to him, slow, deliberate. He still didn’t move. Didn’t back away. Just stood there watching you come closer like he wasn’t sure whether to step forward or bolt. When you stopped right in front of him, close enough to feel his breath mingling with yours, you murmured, “You’re staring.”
His throat bobbed again.
“If you want something,” you whispered, your breath brushing his lips, “all you gotta do is ask.”
The leash snapped.
His mouth crashed to yours, all teeth and heat, messy, desperate. You gasped into it, startled at the sudden ferocity, then clutched his shoulders, kissing him back with equal fire. His hands found your waist, paint smearing his palms, his shirt, gripping like you were water.
A strangled sound broke from him against your mouth, and then your feet weren’t on the floor anymore.
He lifted you without pause, hauling you up against him like you weighed nothing, spinning until your back hit the counter. The kiss didn’t break—it only got rougher, hungrier, his mouth greedy against yours, his fingers digging into your hips through the sticky paint.
You tore back just long enough to pant against his jaw. “We're supposed to be... looking for-”
“I'll be quick,” he rasped, breath harsh, already fumbling at the hem of your shirt. “Just a quick one, please.”
Your laugh was breathless, a whisper against his skin. “We really shouldn't...”
It wasn't a protest so much as a statement. His breath was fanning against your lips; you were so close that your lips kept brushing together. "Cmon, baby, we've got time."
You crashed your lips against his again, and you lost all reserve, if you had any to begin with.
“Better.. mmmfh… take your pants off then,” you mumbled against his lips.
It was when your pants were halfway down your thighs when Daryl finally lost his patience. He groaned low into your mouth like the sound was being dragged straight out of his chest, like even undressing you felt like too much to bear. His hands shoved the rest off in one rough tug, dragging your underwear with them, the cotton snapping against your skin before hitting the floor. You gasped at the cool air, but it was gone just as quick—replaced by him, all heat and weight and hard muscle pressing you into the counter.
You barely got his belt undone before he ripped his cock free himself, hissing at the sudden relief. He was already slick at the tip, flushed and heavy, and the second he pushed against you, your whole body arched forward like it had been waiting all day for this exact moment.
His cock pressed hot and heavy against your belly as he shoved his boxers down just enough, the heat of him smearing precum into your skin.
“Fuck—” he rasped, voice torn up. His forehead dropped to yours, sweat already beading at his hairline. “Goddamn baby—”
“I need you inside me. Now,” you breathed out and he swallowed your breath like it was his soul source of oxygen.
“Yes ma’am.”
When he finally sank into you, there was no patience, no testing the waters—it was a sharp stretch, a filthy, wet slide that had both of you gasping into each other’s mouths. The first thrust punched the air right out of your lungs. The slap of his hips against yours echoed loud in the empty art room, each movement wet and unforgiving, the counter rattling under your spine. His rhythm was messy, frantic, like he couldn’t pace himself even if he wanted to. His mouth crashed to yours, biting, sucking, drowning out your moans until he had to pull away just to breathe. The counter rattled against the wall, your back arching hard as you clung to him, and he held you tighter, hands spread wide on your thighs like he thought you’d slip away.
“Baby,” you breathed into his ear, voice wrecked and playful all at once, “we really… need to stop… fucking on runs.”
You meant it as a joke, and it landed—the broken laugh he huffed against your jaw was half-amusement, half-desperation, like even now he couldn’t believe you. “Shut up,” he rasped, biting at your neck before kissing the sting away. “Ain’t stoppin’ now.”
His hips ground against yours in slow, relentless drags, the coarse hair at his base and his pelvic bone scraping your swollen clit just right, and it was unbearable—the way he moved like his skin was on fire, like the only way to soothe it was to burn himself deeper inside you. His groans tangled with yours, teeth catching your lip, hands sliding over every inch of you like he didn’t know where to hold first.
The air was damp with sweat and paint, the tang of sex already thick around you. Your thighs trembled against the counter’s edge, your fingers tugged at his damp hair, and the taste of him—salt and spit and hunger—filled your mouth.
“God, Daryl”, you gasped between kisses, your forehead pressed to his, “you fill me so... so well—”
“Yeah?” His smirk was ruined by the wreck in his voice, by the way his hips stuttered even as he tried to sound cocky. “That why we keep endin' up like this?”
You laughed into his mouth, breathless and bright, but it dissolved into a moan when his thrusts turned deeper, more desperate. His was painted now from rubbing against yours, his pulse hammering under your palms, and when he groaned again—low, guttural—it vibrated through your bones like it was yours too.
And for a moment, there was no run, no danger, no world beyond these four walls—just the frantic slap of skin, the grind of hips, the desperate way he kissed you like you were oxygen and he’d been drowning.
Randy crept down the hall, knife clutched too tight in his sweaty hand. The noises had started low, muffled by walls and echoes—grunts, moans, the thud of furniture. It had to be walkers, cornered in one of the classrooms. He told himself this was his chance. He could handle this. If you saw him kill one—just one—maybe you’d finally stop looking at Dixon like he was the only man alive worth leaning on.
Don’t be a wimp. Dob’t be a wimp.
He crept closer, heart hammering. The sounds sharpened, not the hollow rasp of walkers but something hotter, wetter, human.
“Baby—oh fuck I’m close—”
The words froze him. His chest went tight.
That was your voice.
Randy’s throat clicked dry as he edged toward the window in the door, knife trembling in his grip. He shouldn’t look. He needed to look.
What he saw on the other side hollowed him out.
You were bent back across a desk, bare legs and feet flailing with Daryl perched in between them, your shirt tugged halfway down your chest, skin streaked with white paint and flushed pink with sweat. Your breasts bounced with every thrust of Dixon’s hips, your face twisted in pleasure so sharp it almost looked painful. Your mouth fell open on another broken moan, your fingers clawing red down his back like you couldn’t get him close enough.
And Dixon—Jesus Christ. His head was buried against your throat, hair damp, jaw tight, eyes shut like he was praying into your skin. His hand was braced on your thigh, forcing your legs wider, the other pushing your shirt down farther, desperate for more to touch, more to lick, more to claim. He fucked you like a man starved, hips driving so hard into you that the desk screeched against the tiles.
Randy’s grip on the knife tightened.
The sounds bled through the wall—your gasps, your whimpers, his guttural growl vibrating low in his chest. He watched Dixon’s mouth latch on your breast, sucking hard, wet, greedy, like he couldn’t get enough, clearly not fazed by the paint. You arched up into it, crying out, and Randy’s stomach flipped with heat and shame.
There was nothing gentle about it. This wasn’t comfort. Wasn’t survival. This was want, raw and shameless, painted across both of you. Literally.
And it hit him like a punch to the ribs: this wasn’t something he could compete with. Not strength, not skill, not devotion.
Everything he saw in Dixon was the kind of man he could never scrape himself up to be—solid, unflinching, the kind of strength that made people follow without a word. But what made Randy’s stomach twist, what made his throat close, wasn’t the muscle or the grit. It was the way Dixon moved with you. The way he touched you like he owned every inch, like he knew what you needed before you even asked. And worse—you gave it back. Your sounds, the way your body arched into him, the look on your face—pure surrender, pure pleasure.
Randy’s eyes dipped lower against his will, and bile clawed at his throat. Christ. Dixon wasn’t just strong, wasn’t just fearless—he was hung, thick and heavy, stretching you in a way that made Randy’s skin crawl with jealousy. Watching him slide in deep, watching you come apart on him—it was obscene, like something ripped from the kind of fantasy Randy had never been brave enough to voice, let alone live. He wanted to look away. He couldn’t.
You let your head fall back, eyes rolling, chasing that sweet, brutal edge, body chasing that brutal edge, pleasure pooling low and mean, when the haze cracked. Something flickered in the corner of your vision, behind the glass. Your lashes fluttered, blurry focus sharpening until the heat in your blood turned cold.
The strip of glass in the door. A shape. A face.
Randy.
Watching.
The bottom fell out of your stomach. Your pulse jackknifed, mouth drying even as Daryl’s cock hit deep, over and over. “Daryl—” you gasped, your voice tangled in a moan you couldn’t bite back, panic snapping into the sound like static. Your arms flew up, clutching at his shoulders, dragging yourself up and pressing against him so he was covering your bare chest with his body. “We—we gotta stop. Randy, he’s watching us—”
But Daryl didn’t lift his head. Didn’t even turn. His pupils were blown wide, his lips dragging wet against your throat as he groaned, low and dangerous, like a man too far gone to be pulled back. “So let him.” His voice was a rasp, guttural, and his hips didn’t falter. They snapped forward harder, rougher, each thrust a greedy slam that made your teeth click and your thighs shake.
“Daryl—” you whined, torn between panic and the molten ache spreading through you, your voice breaking when his hand clamped your thigh, pinning it higher against the desk. The angle made you sob out loud, your head falling back again even as your eyes flicked, terrified, to the window. Randy hadn’t moved. Still there. Still staring.
Daryl’s breath dragged harsh across your ear. “Let the fucker watch,” he growled, and the raw hunger in his tone made your whole body jolt, traitorous shivers chasing down your spine. His thrusts turned reckless, almost violent in their need, as though the idea of being seen only made him want to tear you apart more, claim you deeper, grind every sound out of you until there was no mistaking who you belonged to.
Your nails clawed red into his back, torn between shielding yourself and pulling him closer, the edge of humiliation tangling with the white-hot flood of sensation. “Baby hold on—oh my god—” you whimpered, the words half-muffled against his jaw. You didn’t want this, not like this, not with Randy’s wide, stunned eyes drinking in every second—and yet, with Daryl snarling into your skin, fucking you like he’d die if he stopped, your body didn’t care.
This would usually be very unlike Daryl, but you knew better - he only got like this, so reckless and driven when he was upset or horny. Sometimes both.
Your vision blurred at the edges, white flooding through the cracks, and your body gave before your mind caught up. The coil inside you snapped, vicious and sudden, tearing a raw cry from your chest as your cunt clenched down hard around him. The gush of release was hot, unstoppable, spilling down your thighs, soaking both of you. Daryl’s answering groan was guttural, wrecked, his forehead pressing hard into your shoulder as his hips lost all rhythm. He jerked, stuttered, desperate and undone, spilling inside you with sharp, frantic thrusts until every last drop was driven deep.
You shook through it, trembling, your nails dragging at his damp back, his breath ragged against your skin. The world narrowed to the sounds—the wet slap of his hips still pushing through aftershocks, the broken curses he gasped against your neck, the sharp hitch of your own breathing.
Slowly, the rhythm ebbed, leaving only the throb of your pulse in your ears. The room spun around you in muffled silence.
Daryl practically collapsed against you, his head suddenly feeling too heavy laid peacefully on your shoulder but his arms stayed locked around your back, iron-tight, his cock still buried deep, twitching weakly inside you as though his body wasn’t ready to be done. You held him the as he panted against your skin, chest heaving, every exhale hot and damp at your throat.
You stroked his damp hair back, your voice barely a whisper. “You good killer?”
He didn’t move. Just groaned low, the sound nearly a laugh, and finally rasped against your shoulder, rough and ruined, “Told ya I’d make it quick."
Daryl hadn’t moved much, still sprawled heavy against you, skin damp, chest rising slow against your back. His hand curved over your middle in that absent way he always did now, like he couldn’t stop reminding himself you were both there. He pressed a lazy kiss to your shoulder, then another, his lips dragging clumsy along your neck until you squirmed.
“Quit it,” you whispered, laughing.
“Nuh huh,” he muttered, voice rough, half asleep and half drunk on you. He shifted just enough to nudge your hair out of your face, fingers brushing gentle along your temple. And then, almost like it slipped out of him, low and simple—
“Y’know I love ya, right?”
It wasn’t a grand confession, not some big cinematic reveal. It was just Daryl, rasping out what you both already knew, like stating the weather, like it was the most obvious thing in the world. But it still hit you, warm and sharp, made your grin stretch wide enough it hurt.
“Really?” you teased, tilting your head to catch his eye. “Lil' old me?”
His mouth twitched into that reluctant half-smile, the one he never gave anyone else. “Shut up,” he muttered, and he face planted into the crook of your neck again.
You giggled against him, hand stroking his back. “Love you too Dixon... god you're so sappy after sex .”
“Yeah? Still ain’t hearin’ you complain.”
“Maybe I don't hate it,” you shot back, grin cocky, and he huffed that little almost-laugh into your throat, holding you closer, like he couldn’t help it.
You let your cheek rest on his temple, groaning into his hair finally;“God we are both covered in paint.”
He hummed against your skin, his voice hoarse and his eyes shut as if you were pulling him to sleep by just holding him. “Totally worth it.”
That earned him another grin, wide and wicked, and you cupped his face, pulling his face up so you could see that love lien face he he always tried to hide. You leaned in, kissing him slow, almost lazy, lips dragging against his like you had nowhere else to be. He kissed back with the same kind of stubborn gentleness that always undid you — sweet, steady, like he was sealing the words he’d just spoken straight into your skin.
By the time you pulled away, you were both smiling too hard to kiss again without laughing, foreheads pressed together, breath tangling. It was nothing new — the teasing, the banter, the ease — but right now, in this dingy classroom with paint still drying on your shirt and his hand tucked under your shirt like he owned you, it felt like everything.
And Randy, still rooted at the window, felt it too. That sharp, frantic hunger he’d seen in you minutes ago had shifted, softened into something worse — something he wanted even more. Not just the heat. Not just the frenzy. But this. The tenderness. The familiarity. The way you made it look so damn easy.
Randy couldn’t move. Couldn’t look away.
The way you laughed into Daryl’s mouth like you’d been doing it your whole life. The way Daryl let his forehead rest against yours, eyes closing like that smile of yours was the only thing keeping him upright. It wasn’t frantic now. It wasn’t hunger. It was soft, achingly soft, and Randy felt it punch a hole straight through his chest.
He wanted that. God, he wanted that.
“Really?” came a voice behind him.
He flinched so hard he nearly dropped his knife. Michonne was standing in the hallway a few paces back, arms crossed tight across her chest, her expression carved from stone.
Her eyes flicked once to the window, then back to him. And the judgment there was so sharp it made the hair on his neck prickle.
“You seriously standin’ here spying on them?” Her voice was low, even, the kind of calm that promised nothing good. “What a creep.”
Randy’s mouth opened. Nothing came out.
She shook her head slowly, like she couldn’t quite believe what she was looking at. “Gross,” she muttered, before stepping past him without another glance, her boots heavy against the tile as she moved toward the other end of the hall.
stomach twisting, the sound of your laugh still spilling faint through the cracked-open door. He’d seen more than he should’ve, more than he wanted to admit, and for the first time since the world ended he almost wished the walkers had gotten him at the start. At least then he wouldn’t have this burned into his skull.
The door creaked wider and you and Daryl stepped out, both of you flushed and breathless, streaks of white paint smeared down your shirts. You grinned, raising the battered duffel over your shoulder like a trophy.
“Yahtzee,” you announced brightly. “Jackpot.”
Randy’s throat clicked as he swallowed, forcing a smile that wobbled at the corners. “Never thought a supply run could be that… productive.” His eyes flicked between you and Daryl, too long, too knowing.
Your grin faltered just enough for the innuendo to sting, and you made a point of turning away from him, brushing past like he wasn’t even there.
“Let’s go,” Michonne snapped, already striding down the hall. No room for discussion, no patience for Randy’s tone.
Daryl lingered a beat longer. His stare was flat, unreadable, but when he shouldered past Randy he did it hard enough to knock the breath out of him. Randy doubled over, gasping. Daryl didn’t even look back.
And if Randy did manage to get out of this school alive, he knew one thing for certain: Daryl Dixon would make him regret it.
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The second your hand pushed on the crash bar, you knew it was wrong.
The doors rattled under the weight of bodies pressing from the other side—groans muffled through glass, teeth clicking against panes already spiderwebbed with cracks. Two dozen, maybe more, and the instant they heard you all inside, the sound swelled, frantic, hungry.
“Back,” Michonne hissed, raising her blade, but it was too late.
The glass gave out in a thunderclap, shards spilling like rain as gray hands surged through, clawing, reaching. The stench of rot punched the air.
“Shit—MOVE!” Daryl barked, shoving you toward the hallway.
You bolted, boots hammering across the tile. One walker lunged from the side, and for a half-second it was Randy’s dumb voice shouting, “Help!” that cut through everything. He’d tripped—of course he had— the box of supplies sliding across the floor from his grip and a set of jaws was already snapping inches from his throat.
You didn’t think. You just grabbed a mop from the broken custodial cart as you ran and jammed the splintered end through the thing’s eye. It crumpled, and Randy scrambled up, panting, wide-eyed. He looked at you like you’d just given him a Valentine.
“Cmon dumbass, get up!,” you snapped before he could even open his mouth. You picked up the box of supplies because clearlt he couldnt be trusted.
Michonne’s voice cut sharply. “We won’t make it through the front. Need another way.” Her eyes scanned the walls, the ceiling. Then she nodded, decisive. “Vents. Cafeteria runs straight above the loading bay—there’ll be a drop. It’s tight, but it’s clear. We can double back for the supplies when we get a window.”
Randy perked up, nodding like it had been his idea all along. “Yeah—yeah, that’ll work.”
“Then let’s move,” you said, already running for the nearest ladder bolted to the wall. You didn’t hesitate, plopping down the box of supplies. “Guess I’ll go first. Pussies.”
You hauled yourself up, shoving at the grate until it gave way with a squeal of metal, and slipped inside. The shaft was narrow, dark, stinking of dust and rust.
Behind you, Randy put a foot on the ladder. “I’ll—”
“Fuck that.”
Daryl’s voice was low, final. His hand clamped around Randy’s shoulder hard enough to make him wince. “Not you.”
Randy bristled. “I owe her—”
“You don’t owe her shit,” Daryl cut him off, his eyes flaring, jaw tight. “She don’t need ya watchin’ her back.” His gaze flicked up toward where your boots disappeared into the vent, then back to Randy.
Randy swallowed hard, shrinking an inch under the weight of it.
And then Daryl was climbing up, leaving his trusty crossbow behind so he could fit and sliding into the vent after you. He gritted his teeth against the cramped space, crawling forward on his elbows, the sound of your knife scraping faintly ahead of him, your scent—paint and sweat—hanging in the air.
The view of your ass didn’t hurt either.
No—fuck that. That was the reason. Not some bullshit about owing you. Not a chance in hell.
Daryl smirked faintly to himself and kept moving.
----------------------------------------
“You good back there, big guy?” you called, breathless, sweat beading along your hairline.
A rough grunt came from behind you. “Yeah… jus’—fuck—It's so tight. M'too damn big fer this.”
You bit down on a smirk, shoulders shaking. “Don’t flatter yourself. You’ll squeeze in just fine if you keep pushin’.”
“Shit,” he muttered, voice gruff and frayed. “Ain’t got much room ta move.”
You stifled a laugh that came out more like a gasp. “Guess you’ll just have to deal with it. Can’t exactly swap places now, can we?”
A pause. Then a sharp sting cracked across your backside—Daryl’s calloused palm finding its mark. You yelped, your laugh spilling out so loud it rattled through the shaft, but you kept going.
“Daryl!” you hissed back, scandalized, though the grin on your face was wide enough to ache.
“Quit wigglin’ it at me, then,” he drawled, absolutely not sorry in the least.
Behind you came a muffled curse, followed by a sharp, metallic scrape—his belt buckle catching, the noise ricocheting through the dark.
Then Michonne’s voice cut in flat, bone-dry. “Do you two even hear yourselves right now? Because we do. And it sounds exactly like I think it does.”
Your laugh burst out, echoing through the shaft until you had to clap a hand over your mouth to quiet it. Daryl groaned, forehead thunking lightly against the vent wall.
The truth was absurdly ordinary. Just four survivors, crawling belly-to-back through a dust-choked ventilation shaft, trying not to suffocate on rust flakes and old insulation.
The vent groaned as Daryl shifted closer, the metal clanging like it was ready to give. His breath hitched, low and ragged, and you could feel the vibrations of his body straining against the narrow walls.
The vent felt like a coffin—tight metal walls pressing in, every breath choked with dust, every inch forward a slow drag of knees and elbows. Your knife scraped along with you, clutched tight because you weren’t letting it go, not in a place like this. Behind you, the hollow thud of Daryl’s knees echoed, steady as a heartbeat, a quiet reminder that he was right there.
Until he wasnt.
The vent groaned under the weight as if to warn you.
Then came a single ping of a screw failing. Then another.
Your whole body went rigid. The metal beneath you dipped, then shrieked under the weight. Before you could even turn back, the panel gave out.
“Shit!”
The crash tore through the silence. Daryl and Randy vanished in a blur of flailing limbs and clattering bookshelves, the echo of their fall shuddering through the shaft. Dust rushed upward like smoke, choking the air, and then it was too quiet.
“Daryl!” you shouted down, clawing forward, your palms slipping on the vibrating metal.
Nothing. Just the groan of toppling shelves and settling rubble.
Your chest squeezed so hard it hurt. “Baby!?” The word rang out raw, the echo carrying through the library below like something broken.
At last, a rough cough answered. “M’ good!”
The breath tore out of you in relief, your forehead pressing against the vent floor.
“…Yeah, I’m fine too,” Randy called up. “Not that anybody asked.”
You ignored him, already shifting forward. “Hold on, I’m coming—”
“No.” Daryl’s voice snapped sharply, brooking no argument. “Ain’t stable. You keep movin’ forward. Michonne, double back. Go for the main entrance—it'll be clear now. Sound will bring 'em to us.”
"Wait what!? They're headed for us!?" Randy turned his head so quickly you thought he would have whiplash. The three of you ignored him ofcourse.
“Are you out of your damn mind? I'm not leaving you hear with snowflake here!” you spat back, fury boiling up through the panic.
“Would ya relax, nobody is leaving anybody, just meet us down there. Me 'n him are gonna make a break for the window.”
Your fist slammed against the vent wall, the clang ringing in your ears. “Don't get all smart on me Dixon. You are not pulling this macho bullshit on me—”
“This bullshit’s keepin’ ya alive, woman,” he shot back. “Would you fuckin' get—”
“You don't get to order me around, asshole!”
“Someone's gotta!”
The words collided, hot and sharp, until Michonne’s voice sliced through, exasperated. “Would you two shut up?" She yelled from across the gap in the vent, voice booming around the barren library. "We don’t have time for this.”
The silence that followed was suffocating. You pressed your forehead to the cold metal, teeth clenched, chest heaving. Finally, you forced the words out, shaky but steady enough. “…Fine. But you better meet me on the other side, Dixon. I swear to god.”
There was a pause—just long enough to make your throat tighten—before his voice came back, low and sure. “See ya there.”
You shoved yourself forward, and you heard Michonne doing the same, turning around to come back the way you came. Each scrape of your elbows against the metal was a promise, the ache in your chest heavier than the vent pressing down on you.
The library smelled like rot and mildew, all warped paper and dust that clung to the back of your throat. Daryl squatted near the window, testing the frame with one hand. The drop on the other side was steep—fifteen feet easy, maybe more. Not exactly something you could walk off.
“We ain’t jumpin’,” he muttered. “Need a rope.”
Randy hovered awkwardly by an overturned shelf. “So… like, curtains? Sheets?”
“Whatever the hell you can find,” Daryl said, already yanking the hem from a banner that had once hung across the wall, some pep rally relic of a world long gone. The fabric ripped in his hands, sharp and loud in the silence.
They worked in quiet at first, piling strips of cloth. Daryl twisted and knotted them tight, checking the give with a sharp tug. His hands were steady, practiced. Randy’s weren’t—his fingers fumbled clumsily, and when he spoke, it wasn’t about the knots.
“So you and Y/N, huh?” Randy asked, tone just a little too casual, a little too smug.
Daryl didn’t look up from the rope he was knotting together. Just gave a low grunt, clipped and noncommittal.
Randy smirked faintly, though it didn’t touch his eyes. “How long’s that been goin’ on?”
“Dunno.” Daryl tugged the knot tight, testing it with a sharp pull. “A while.”
Randy leaned against the wall, arms folded like he was settling in for story time. “Where’d you two even meet?”
“On the road.”
“Romantic,” Randy muttered, rolling his eyes. “Guess that’s all it takes these days, huh? Some guy with a crossbow shows up, does some grunting, and suddenly she's all doe eyed—”
“Stop.” Daryl’s voice was flat, a warning edged in steel, but the man either didn’t hear it or didn’t care.
“So what is it then? You save her from a couple rotters and she swoons? Or maybe she got sick of waiting around for someone better and settled for you?” Randy’s chuckle was sharp, humorless. “Back in school, girls like her… they didn’t look twice at guys like you.”
Daryl’s hands stilled. The rope dangled loose from his fingers, jaw ticking hard enough you could hear his teeth grind.
Randy smirked wider, mistaking the silence for an opening. “What, not gonna deny it? C’mon, man, you think if the world hadn’t ended, she’d even spare you a glance? She was—hell, she was outta my league too, but at least we make sense together. You guys? That don't add up—”
The sound of fabric slamming against the table cut him off. Daryl moved so fast Randy flinched back, his shoulders smacking the wall. One hand fisted tight in the front of Randy’s shirt, crossbow-calloused knuckles pressing into his chest.
“Enough.” Daryl’s voice was low, rough, but steady. “World ended. People changed. Accept it.”
Randy hesitated, then laughed under his breath. “C’mon, don’t tell me you really think this lasts. If the world hadn’t ended, she wouldn’t have even glanced your way. You wouldn’t have stood a chance. She had her whole life ahead of her. College, a career, a family—people like her weren’t looking at guys like you.”
The words hit their mark, and Randy knew it. He leaned in, emboldened. “You know I’m right. You’re a fluke, Dixon. A mistake she made because the world went to shit, and you just happened to be standing next to her when it did.”
The sound of fabric tearing was drowned out by the slam of wood against concrete. In one motion, Daryl had Randy pinned hard against the wall, forearm digging into his chest.
“You don't know shit,” Daryl spat, his voice low, but it carried like thunder, his breath hot with fury. His eyes burned, unblinking, so close Randy flinched. “World before don’t mean nothin’. Sooner you get that, the easier it gets. That girl you knew—she’s gone, man. Like everybody else. She’s who she is now ‘cause she fought for it. ‘Cause she survived it.”
Randy swallowed, face blanching under the weight of it. Daryl leaned in just a fraction closer, his words sharp as broken glass.
“You’re stickin’ your head where it don’t belong,” he said, each syllable deliberate, dripping venom. "If you make it out of here and tha's a big if, I don't wanna see you're ugly face near 'er, ya hear me?"
Randy’s throat worked around a pitiful gulp. He nodded, stiff and jerky, too choked to get a word out.
Daryl’s stare didn’t budge. His eyes were flat, cold as steel — the kind that let a man know he was looking straight at a predator, and all he’d ever be was prey.
The rope dangled from Daryl’s fist as he stepped back, shoulders heaving, his glare still locked on Randy like a loaded weapon.
“Get back to work,” he growled.
Randy straightened his shirt with shaking hands, no comeback this time.
------------------------------------------
The night air hit like a shock the second you wriggled free of the vent. It was damp, cool, full of the smell of wet asphalt and rot that clung to Alexandria’s forgotten corners.
You dropped down into the grass, knees bending to take the shock, boots sinking into the wet earth with a muffled squelch. The night air hit you like a wave — damp and sharp, thick with the scent of rain-soaked soil, copper tang still clinging to your tongue after too long breathing in the duct’s stale, metallic breath.
You didn’t move.
You listened.
The world seemed to hold itself still for you: cicadas silenced, the wind pressed flat. And then—there. A rhythm that didn’t belong. Footsteps. Quick. Uneven. Too light to be a walker’s drag, too frantic to be deliberate.
Your throat tightened. Every muscle pulled taut. You raised your weapon, moving along the wall as if plaster and brick could make you untouchable. The rough edge of stone scraped your shoulder as you crept, breath shallow, pulse crashing like a drumbeat in your ears.
The steps came closer. Closer.
And then—you weren’t alone.
Both of you rounded the corner at the same time. Two shadows colliding. A figure low to the ground, shifting quick and jerky in the dark. You couldn’t make out the face, not at first—the moonlight cut only enough to frame it in edges. Instinct took you the rest of the way, blades lifted, ready, your heart pounding so loud you swore they could hear it too.
For a breath, the world collapsed into nothing but the gleam of steel and the harsh rasp of breath, two shadows poised to tear each other apart. The silence pressed thick around you. Then the figure uncoiled, rising out of the crouch, and the moon spilled just enough light across their face to catch on the familiar fall of braids and the sharp glint of a katana you knew all too well.
“Shit,” you exhaled, lowering your blade. "What the fuck, Mich!"
Michonne’s brow lifted, just slightly, though her sword didn’t drop until she gave the perimeter a final sweep. “Thought I was about to cut your head clean off,” she muttered.
You blew out a shaky laugh, wiping the sweat from your palms. “Could say the same.”
The reprieve lasted only a heartbeat. Overhead, a dull thud shook the quiet, pulling both your gazes skyward.
The library windows gaped black against the brick. From one of them dangled a length of knotted fabric—curtains and shirts, fraying where they’d been tied together. The rope swayed under the strain of weight. Daryl was halfway down, every muscle locked tight, his jaw clenched as he braced himself, his boots scraping slowly down the wall.
And above him, framed in the window, was Randy.
He lingered at the top, white-knuckled on the frame, knife glinting in his hand. His eyes darted everywhere but down, sweat shining at his temple.
Relief swept through you, so strong it was almost dizzying. He was almost down. Daryl was almost out.
But then—Randy moved.
His knife jerked, clumsy, catching the fabric. The sound of tearing ripped the night open.
“Daryl!” The scream ripped out of you raw, panic cutting sharp through your chest.
The rope snapped.
For one gut-wrenching second, he was weightless. Then the ground came up fast, and he slammed down just a few feet from you, the sound brutal enough to make your stomach heave.
You were on him before the echo faded, knees sinking into wet earth, hands scrambling helplessly over him. “Daryl!”
His face was pale, his mouth tight with pain, but his eyes—those defiant, sharp blue eyes—met yours through the haze. He coughed, tried to straighten, voice gravel-rough. “M’ alright.”
The lie cut sharper than the fall.
Michonne’s blade angled upward, her gaze locked on the window where Randy still poked his head out. His knife trembled in his hand, his face pale with something between fear and guilt—but not nearly enough of either.
Your vision tunnelled, your hands still clutching at Daryl’s shirt. Rage burned so hot it made your skin prickle.
“Son of a bitch,” you spat, the words shaking out of you, low and guttural.
Daryl's face was chalk-white beneath the streaks of dirt and sweat, jaw clenched so hard the muscle twitched. He tried to stand, stubborn as ever, and for a fleeting moment you believed his lie—until the sound tore out of him.
A strangled, bitten-off yelp that hollowed you out. His hand snapped to his side, fingers clutching tight, his body curling around the pain like he’d been stabbed.
Your legs moved before your brain did. You dropped to the ground beside him, one hand pressing his chest to stop him from rising, the other tugging his shirt up with shaking fingers.
“Hold still,” you demanded.
“’M fine,” he panted, breath short, sharp.
“Shut up.” You shoved the fabric higher, and your stomach sank at the sight. Bruising already spread dark across his ribs, angry and swollen, the skin warped in a way you knew too well. A rib out of place, maybe two. Not fatal—not yet—but dangerous if left.
Your voice came low, urgent. “Dislocated rib. If we don’t fix this now, it could puncture something - that is, if it hasn't punctured something already. We gotta get him outta here.”
He shook his head, still trying to straighten, because of course he would. “We gotta get the stash, we ain't leaving empty—”
“Oh my god, stop talking!” You glared at him, your fear too sharp to soften.
With Michonne’s help, you hauled him between you, his weight heavy, his steps staggered, each inhale catching like a knife in his chest. Every time his boot struck the floor you could hear it—the low hiss of pain he was trying to bury.
By the time you reached the van, his sweat had soaked through his shirt, his lips pale and cracked. You didn’t wait for him to argue. You guided him down onto the floor, your hands firm but careful, lowering him onto his side.
“Injured side up,” you muttered automatically, like it was just another box to tick on some apocalypse to-do list. Your hands moved without asking your brain for permission, all muscle memory and stubborn calm, while your stomach was tying itself in knots. Inside, you were screaming. Outside, you kept your voice flat, almost dry, because if you let the panic through, it’d eat you alive. You could panic later. After. Preferably not while trying to shove his ribs back where they belonged. Not unless you wanted to be the idiot who killed her own boyfriend by helping.
He didn’t fight, like every time you touched him, he relaxed slightly, though the tension in his jaw said he wanted to bolt. His body folded to your guidance, too tired to resist.
You shifted his head into your lap, your thighs cradling him, your belly curved protectively above him. His cheek pressed against your thigh, hot, damp with sweat, his breath fanning uneven against your shirt.
For a long moment you just stroked his hair back, grounding yourself as much as him.
His eyes dragged up to meet yours, glassy and half-lidded, but still sharp enough to cut. “That good, huh?” he rasped, the corner of his mouth twitching like he wanted to smirk but didn’t have the strength.
“Oh yeah. Fantastic,” you murmured, though your throat was tight and the joke landed like glass in your chest. You pressed your palm against the swollen rib, fingers spread, feeling the unnatural give beneath skin and muscle. “This is gonna hurt. Like—royally. But after, it’ll be better. Y’know, like puking up bad booze. You hate every second of it, but then you feel like less of a disaster after.”
He made a sound that was half laugh, half groan. “Nice one.” It was very unenthusiastic, especially considering he’d just burrowed his head harder into your lap, like if he could just get comfortable, maybe the whole ordeal wouldn’t exist.
“Hey, I’m trying here,” you muttered, the exhale shaky, your hand steady only because it had to be. “You trust me?”
His throat bobbed once, then again, and he gave you the smallest nod—barely there, but enough to split you open inside. Of course he trusted you. Always. And that was what made your chest ache, because you weren’t sure you deserved that kind of blind faith, not when it meant you were about to break him just to fix him.
You bent closer, your lips at his hairline. “Alright. Deep breaths for me baby—”
His hand fisted in your shirt, curled around your middle, knuckles white. “Just—do it.”
He breathed with you for a few moments, the smell of you filling his nose, calming him—
You steeled yourself, shifted your weight, and pressed down.
The crack of bone sliding back into place was nearly lost beneath the scream he gave. Raw. Guttural. It ripped out of him and straight into your stomach, muffled against your body as he buried his face there. His whole frame shuddered, his back arching, sweat soaking through your clothes, fingers clawing at your thigh like he could tear the pain out of himself if he just held tight enough.
And then—relief. A ragged gasp broke through, his body slackening all at once. He trembled violently, but the agony had dulled to something else, something survivable.
You stroked his hair, shushed him with care, your other hand smoothing down the length of his back, whispering over and over, “That’s it. That’s it, baby. It’s done. You did so good. You’re okay.”
His breath was hot against your stomach, uneven but steadier with every exhale. His voice cracked when he finally spoke. “Ya were right—that sucked."
“I know,” you soothed, pressing a kiss to his damp temple, blinking back tears you couldn’t afford to shed. “Luckily, you got me.”
A sound caught in his throat, half laugh, half groan, and his arm curled around your middle, gripping you hard, anchoring himself to you.
And so you sat there, his head heavy in your lap, the world outside the van bristling with shadows and Michonne’s silent watch, while inside, it was just him and you—the steady rhythm of your touch, his breath beginning to even, the worst behind you.
The three of you waited out the night huddled in the van, the ruined school crouching in the dark like some giant carcass you weren’t finished picking clean. You tried to take watch, but Daryl’s arm was an iron band around you, even in sleep. Every time you shifted, every time you even thought about moving, his fingers flexed on your hip like his body remembered what his mind couldn’t. Michonne eventually smirked from her post by the window. “Ain’t no point. Man’s got you locked tighter than a bear trap.”
By dusk, the decision was made. The stash had to be retrieved. You weren’t about to limp back to Alexandria empty-handed after all this.
The gym doors were heavier than you remembered, their hinges shrieking in protest as Daryl and Michonne forced them apart. The air inside was stale with dust, rubber, and the faint rot that had seeped into every school since the fall. Your boots echoed on the polished wood, ghost cheers rattling somewhere deep in the rafters.
And then—bang.
Daryl yanked you back instinctively, his body covering yours as fragments of wood splintered where you’d been not even a second ago. The shot tore through the cavernous room, ringing against the walls so loud your ears screamed with it.
“FUCK!” Randy’s voice cracked from somewhere near the bleachers, the desperation raw. “You BITCH! That was my only bullet!”
You tried to shoot me, missed, and now I'm the bitch? Right. That makes sense.
You could hear him pacing, the scuff of his shoes on the floor, ragged breathing. He wasn’t even trying to hide.
“I had one shot,” he rambled, voice rising to a whine. “One chance to prove it—and you ruined it! You always ruin it, Y/N. Back then, now—it’s the same thing. You’d rather run around with him—” his voice spat like venom “—with that hillbilly—than with someone who you belong with. Someone who gave a damn.”
Your blood turned cold. You could feel Daryl’s whole body go still against your back, the quiet before the storm.
That was it. You were done. This loser has had enough spotlight for one day.
You bolted, Daryl cursing after you, but he was right behind, Michonne’s blade whispering free as her boots hit the floor. Randy shrieked when he saw you running towards him, panic ricocheting off the walls, and he ran. Of course he ran.
Through the gym, past the faded banners, toward the double doors—straight into the wall of walkers that had conveniently rushed to the scene when they heard the gunshot. How thoughtful. Randy skidded to a stop, tried to pivot, but more poured in from a side corridor.
Trapped.
You slowed just enough to watch it unfold. He bolted for the lockers, tried wrenching one open. His hands shook too hard, his screams rising high-pitched, almost childlike. He shoved himself halfway inside, scrambling like he could squeeze back into his teenage skin, back into the years that had already rotted away.
The door slammed on his leg.
The walkers hit him like a tide, tearing at the parts left exposed—his hands, his stomach, his throat straining above the edge of the locker as he screamed your name.
The sound cut off with a wet, ugly rip. Blood sprayed the faded paint.
Silence, except for the guttural chorus of feeding.
You stood there, chest heaving, sweat and paint still sticky on your skin. Michonne lowered her blade. Daryl’s hand closed on your shoulder, grounding you, steady as bedrock.
The three of you turned, leaving him exactly where he belonged—locked in with his glory days, devoured by the past he could never let go.
Daryl stepped back, slipping a hand across your back with quiet precision, fingers pressing against the base of your spine like he was still half on alert.
“You good?” he murmured, only for you.
You nodded, even though your pulse was still pounding and your stomach ached with leftover cramps and stress and that awful, sour taste of betrayal.
“Yeah,” you said. “`Let's just get our shit and go home.”
After doing just that, he opened the van door for you without another word. He helped you in, one hand steady on your elbow, as if he wasn't sporting a serious injury, then climbed in after. Michonne got behind the wheel, gave a last pointed look toward the school, then started the engine with a low grumble.
As the van rolled out of the cracked school lot, you leaned into Daryl like it was second nature. Your temple found his shoulder. His hand, without even thinking, dropped to your thigh—warm and solid, his thumb idly stroking through a rip in your jeans where the denim had stretched too tight to hold.
He didn’t seem to notice he was doing it. Didn’t care that Michonne was two feet away. She was family. She’d seen worse. In the art faculty, to be more specific.
“You sleepin’?” he asked softly, dipping his head a little to glance at you.
“Just resting my eyes,” you murmured.
The van bumped down a cracked road as trees flanked the path home. The conversation between the three of you drifted toward nothing in particular. Judith’s latest sass. Gabriel’s failed bread experiment. Rosita and Abraham are sneaking off again and thinking no one noticed.
Somewhere between the low hum of Michonne’s laugh and the feel of Daryl’s chest rising beneath your cheek, your body finally relaxed.
The van hummed low beneath you, Michonne’s steady hands on the wheel, her eyes fixed on the long stretch of road bleeding into dusk. The sky outside was bruised purple, streaked with the last scraps of daylight, but inside the van it was dim and warm, the air heavy with the smells of sweat, leather, and blood.
You were half-asleep already, body slumped completely against Daryl’s good side. His arm curled around you automatically, the weight of his hand a promise against your hip. Every bump in the road jostled you, but his grip never slipped. You could feel the steady thrum of his pulse under your cheek, the faint rasp of his breath where his jaw rested against your hair.
You blinked heavy-lidded, the world outside the windows a blur of dark trees and rolling asphalt, fighting the drag of sleep as you mumbled into Daryl’s chest. “It’s weird, y’know… Randy. He was just… stuck. Like he never made it out of high school. Like he froze right there forever.”
Your words vibrated faint against him, muffled by his shirt, and your fingers wandered in absent circles over the ink etched into his skin. You traced the angel wings spread over his collarbone, then followed the curve up to the skull just above. You’d done it a thousand times before, sometimes teasing, sometimes just to annoy him, but now your hand lingered like you were mapping a history, something deeper than bone and ink.
“I remember those days,” you murmured. “When I went there. But it doesn’t feel like mine anymore. Doesn’t even feel real. Like someone else’s memory I borrowed for a while.”
Your breath hitched on a quiet laugh, soft and tired. “Guess we all got ghosts from before. But compared to now, compared to this—it just feels… foreign. Like I couldn’t even fit into it again if I tried.”
Daryl’s hand flexed against your hip, a slow squeeze, and his lips brushed your temple. He didn’t answer right away, and you could hear the gravel of his breath stirring through your hair before he muttered, rough and low, “Ain’t just you. Sometimes I can’t even picture it no more. Like it’s a different world. Different people.”
From the driver’s seat, Michonne’s voice cut into the quiet, softer than you expected. “That’s because it was. That world’s gone. We’re what’s left.”
“Guess that’s why it’s hard. This one, I mean.” Your voice thinned to almost a whisper. “People like Randy… their big end-of-the-world moment was finishing high school. Moving towns. Ending relationships.”
You huffed a short, ironic laugh. “They didn’t stand a chance. Not when the real end came knocking. Sometimes I think… maybe I wish I’d been like that. Oblivious. Stuck in something simple.”
“No ya don’t,” Daryl rumbled, lips brushing your hair.
“Sure I do,” you teased back, but your voice softened. “Imagine it—thinking a bad hair day, or ruining your favorite shirt in the wash, was the worst thing you’d ever face. Back then, it was easier to tell the difference between living and surviving.”
His hand tightened around your thigh, his grip protective, grounding, and you clutched at his arm in return.
“Hey,” Michonne said, and when you glanced up, she wasn’t looking at the road anymore—she was looking at you, her eyes steady, certain. “We’re living. Believe me.”
Daryl grunted low, a sound that was almost agreement, and added, “Damn straight.”
The road stretched on, endless and quiet, the hum of the engine the only thing filling the silence. It was steady. Carrying you home.
You tucked yourself tighter into Daryl’s chest, your hand still drawing lazy circles over the rise of his ribs until your eyes began to betray you, lids drooping lower with every mile. His thumb brushed slow across the curve of your hip, keeping time with the rise and fall of your breathing.
And finally, when the pull of exhaustion won out, you let your eyes slip shut, lips parted just slightly as you dozed against the man who never once let you hit the ground.
⋮⟢ drabble: jack abbot and his controversially young gf who’s overly possessive (and he loves every second of it!)
⋮⟢ feeling tired couldn’t write a full fic so here’s a self-indulgent thought!
jack dating a girl who hasn’t quite kicked her petty and possessive tendencies™. it’s definitely a learning curve for both of you, and the fact that he is objectively the most charming man you’ve ever met implies that he definitely comes across as that to everyone else doesn’t help your case. what does help, though, is how keen he is on showing you he’s spoken for, has been for a while, and is not planning on looking anywhere else.
he’s both endeared and confused by it. he’s confused when it pops up at random times. he was also confused about how when it first showed up in your relationship – when you started giving him the silent treatment after a barista left a little heart on his coffee – and he felt so giddy proving to you that he’s only got eyes for you. he’d lit up like a christmas tree on the inside at the idea that you’d gotten mad over him. there was probably something wrong with him.
he knew someone else may have considered this somewhat of a red flag. but jack, instead, found that kissing you all over underneath a tree outside the coffee shop – your cheek, your neck, the corner of your cute scowl, hands holding your waist until the sulk gave out – undid you inside of ninety seconds. it also undid him considerably faster.
he’d thrown out the cup without mentioning it, tucking you both into the dappled shade. the bark of the tree caught roughly against his palms where his arms braced your head, and he was too busy watching the tightness drain out of your pretty face to notice the sting of it. he felt the exact second your fists uncurled from where they’d been pressed against his chest, fingers finding the collar of his shirt, forgetting what they were mad about.
this would not be a problem, he’d decided. he’d take about four hundred more of what people considered a ‘red flag’ if it meant you were entirely his to soothe.
he’d be scanning the groceries at self-checkout, and you’d turn to see one of the workers looking at him. your spine went stiff, a frown marring your face. and then you’d start tugging on his sleeve from beside him, telling him to hurry, hurry up, hurry up, let’s go.
“who wants to have their way with me now?” he’d mumble, bumping his hip into yours, still not looking away from the register.
“no one,” you’d say. you didn’t want to boost his ego anymore. “just fucking hurry up now.”
“who is it?”
“me. i do. let’s go home so i can have my way with you.”
he clicked his tongue. “liar. you’re just gonna yell at me.” still, he turned his neck slightly to where yours was, murmuring a small “ah” to himself.
you groaned, but he did speed up. with bags in hand, he turned to walk out with you, placing himself behind you, free palm on your shoulder, thumb finding the curve where your neck met it. you’d come face-to-face with the poor woman you’d theorized was already in love with jack.
“hey, my girlfriend here really wants some lottery tickets. can you let my girlfriend know where she can find them?”
he couldn’t help it! he loves the little way the corners of your mouth curves up whenever he makes it clear that he’s taken.
the woman would blink, an obvious wedding band catching under the lights (jack would snort softly from behind you), as she pointed toward the front counter, entirely married, entirely not the threat you’d decided she was.
“good,” you murmured later, grabbing the lottery ticket as it printed.
his free palm would settle on your waist and he’d murmur, “did i make you happy back there?”
“yup.”
and jack would smile because he truly did feel like he’d won the lottery. he’d watch you over your shoulder as you fussed out a coin, brow furrowed as you did the scratch-off.
“i won two dollars,” you’d say after revealing the last symbol. you’d twist in his arms, ticket held up with a smile like you’d just told him you were pregnant with triplets instead of two dollars richer.
“lucky girl,” he’d say, matching your smile. his mouth would brush your hairline.
“uh-huh,” you’d say, letting him stay there, nose tucked against your hair.
“c’mon then, let’s go.” he’d put his hand on the small of your back after a minute, turning you around, to lead you out. clearly still hanging onto your short burst of jealousy. “before someone else decides to steal me.”
“don’t.”
“i’m vulnerable,” he’d tease.
or you’d go to pick him up in the morning, watching him handover the shift to robby, and then he’d go and say goodbye to one of his patients who thanked him profusely.
when he’d come back out, you’d roll your eyes and turn your back to him, already walking to the exit. “aren’t you just a ladies man?”
robby’d look at jack slightly confused and maybe even a bit put off, but jack would just wet his lips as he watched you leave, looking completely and utterly delighted.
“your girlfriend’s got a jealous streak, i think.”
“she does, doesn’t she?” jack would still be watching the doors you’d gone through, tugging the lanyard off his neck. “i love her. i gotta go.”
robby would rub his chin as he watches the man he’s known for too long look utterly delighted to get chewed out and wonder what the hell was going on in your home.
meanwhile you’d be at the car with your arms crossed, watching jack walk toward you with a little smile on his face that should’ve been wiped off with the long shift.
“i’m sorry,” he’d say immediately, slightly out of breath because he’d sped up to find you. “she thought i was her son,” he said about the patient, an eighty-year-old woman who truly did think he was her son. “but i’m sorry.”
“you’re too old to be her son.”
“too old to be a lotta things.” he’d back you gently into the passenger door, hands finding your hips. “not for this, though.”
and you’d keep going anyway, muttering how he was too nice, that he should only smile at you, that it wasn’t fair, that he was doing it on purpose.
“tell me to shut up,” you’d say out of nowhere, in the middle of your rant, furrowing your brows as he let you go on and on.
“no.” he’d rear his head back like he was confused by the demand. “i’ve wanted to hear your voice for the last twelve hours.”
you’d stare up at him with your mouth slightly open and nothing at all to say. his thumb would come up to press gently on your chin, keeping the expression there.
“there she is,” he’d murmur, pleased. “quiet at last.”
in the car, on the way home, he’d respond to bits of your rant.
“all my patient satisfaction scores are gonna go down.”
“so those are more important than me?”
his hand would land on your thigh as he kept his eyes on the road. “nope. i like the girl more than the scores.”
a lot of the time with you, he’d feel like a puppy getting a trick right. which is why he’d started doing it on purpose; introducing you before he introduces himself, texting you the logistics of his life unprompted, taking your hand in the condiments aisle for no reason, calling you after physical therapy simply because his physical therapist – sam – had touched his arms during the lesson and – like he’d been pavlov’d, some conditioned little bell going off in his head that only you were allowed to touch him – jack felt an immediate pressing need to hear your voice.
he knew that he was only feeding into it, selfishly craving more of your teeth in his shoulder and your fingers wrapped around his forearms in public even if your positioning hardly ever allowed for it.
it was getting out of hand. on a night off, when he’d come in with swat during the day and stayed until the end of day shift, robby and dana asked him to come to the bar and get a drink.
“yeah – let me just ask her if she can come, too.” he immediately said, already pulling out the phone to ask you.
except you were on shift till nine p.m., and you’d said so – go!!! have fun!!! tell dana i said hi!!! – when he texted you. jack made a small noise in his mouth.
“i can’t,” he’d said.
“she’s not letting you go?” robby asked curiously.
no, you’d in fact told him the opposite of that. but he didn’t want to say that, quite liking the idea of you having that hold on him. so, he’d say, “somethin’ like that,” hoisting his bag over his shoulders. “i’m gonna sit in her bar till she gets off. you’re welcome to grab a drink there.”
“so we can all watch your girlfriend make drinks?”
dana would simply chuckle, shaking her head, already knowing that jack would somehow manage to convince half the staff clocking out to come watch you work.
he’d never felt as doted on and claimed as you made him feel. you’d swapped out the ancient bar of soap in his shower for something that smelled like you. there were bobby pins in every crevice of his car now. you’d somehow become his emergency contact, too, leaving robby a little stunned.
you’d spend all night leaving small marks on his body (the crescent of your nails at his shoulder, your teeth marks just below his collarbone that would be evident with one wrong movement under his scrubs) and he loved finding each of it randomly while getting ready.
this is also why he’s so confused when dana brings up your jealousy and how a little bit of couples counseling could help. nothing feels wrong about the relationship at all!
he’d go through all the questions he assumed a therapist would ask.
was he unhappy? not at all. he was actually stupidly happy. he’d started humming in the car and coming home early.
was he worried? about what – that you’d give him the silent treatment for twenty minutes and then hold onto his bicep for hours just to make up for it? that you’d get a bit vicious about someone and then fall asleep on his chest like an overheated animal?
that you sat tucked him in the corner in restaurant booths so you could see the whole room and he could only see you? jack hardly thought there was anything worth looking at besides you anyway.
“even the healthiest couples do it,” dana would say.
“what would it do?” jack would ask curiously, indulging her.
“well.” dana would settle in, elbows on the desk, warmly concerned. “it’ll help with her being less possessive, for starters.”
jack would just look at her, head tilted, genuinely lost. then he’d rub his thumb along his jaw, feeling eerily unsettled by the words. “it’d make her stop?”
“ideally, yeah. that’s the idea.”
oh, he hated that thought. he knew your possessiveness didn’t come out of you being insecure. he knew that it was easy to assume some poor anxious girl white-knuckling her way through the relationship, checking his phone, counting the women, but that wasn’t it.
it came out of you picking him up and putting him in your pocket. you’d simply decided that jack abbot was yours, and so what if you got a little feral when the world got too near him?
“nah,” he’d say, shaking his head as he pressed his lips together. “we’re alright.”
“you may be fine with it. but, she’d have healthier relationships in case – ”
jack’s eyes would widen, and dana would look a little caught off-guard, realizing what she’d said.
“no.” he’d make a small sound, shaking his head again. “we don’t need that, then.”
“jack –”
“she’s not goin’ anywhere.” he’d knock the desk twice. “neither am i.”
“you know what,” dana would say, blowing out a breath. “i believe that.”
later that afternoon, he’d settle on the couch beside you, mind still reeling from the idea of there being an after him for you. his arms would go around your shoulders, pulling you in impossibly close. one hand would fit around the back of your neck, thumb under your jaw, tipping your face up until you had nowhere to look but at him.
“never gonna leave me, right?” he’d ask.
your brows would pull in together, the corners of your lips curving downwards.
“why?” you’d drawl. “planning on doing something bad?”
“nope,” he’d say. “just askin’”
your jaw would tighten as you tried to gauge his expression. “then stop. nobody’s leaving anybody.” you fixed him with a pointed look. “you’re not going anywhere.”
“damn right i’m not,” he’d say. his hands would slide up your neck and into your hair, fingers spreading wide. “say it again.”
you’d laugh shortly. “you’re not going anywhere.”
“mm.” his thumb would drag along the column of your neck as he felt you go pliant under his hold. “again.”
“jack – ”
“humor me, angel,” he’d say, the words coming out in a barely-hidden plea.
“you’re not going anywhere,” you’d say, humoring him, half breathless and the other exasperated. he’d kiss you on the last word, catching it in his mouth before it finished.
the other hand would come down at your lower back and haul you across to settle on his lap.
both your knees would land on either side of him, and his hands would immediately settle on your hips.
“you’re being so strange today,” you’d say, chin tilting up as his mouth dragged down your neck.
“yeah.” he’d smile against your skin. “gonna hold it against me?”
you’d laugh, surprised at the dramatics. and he would smile so hard and spend the entire day proving to you he would never. which mostly meant he let you do whatever you wanted for eleven straight hours.
you’d put a face mask on him. he’d sit there on the couch, a decorated combat medic, and let you take four photos he’d only found out you’d posted when javadi and santos looked at him funnily during handover. he’d let you try different colors of polish on his nails, and then paint yours with the one you liked best.
he’d watch you scroll on your laptop through different clothes, pointing out things he liked, which you’d taught him to do while being visibly delighted the one time he’d said “this one’s nice.” now he did it constantly, never quite holding himself back from voicing his opinions (it was often, he thought everything would look great on you).
jack is exactly where he wants to be! and people would just have to grow used to your claws and your terrible manners spawning out of nowhere, because the man they came out for had no intention of asking you to put them away.
making a scene at dinner bc you want to w/ husband jack
jack abbot x fem!reader
heels clack across the pavement as you might as well be stomping away from jack, arms crossed over your chest, lips twisted in a little pout. “no.” you say, with a petulant huff.
“sweetheart,” he calls after you, passenger door still open. “sweetheart, get in the car.”
still frowning, you twist your neck to look at him over your shoulder to send him a furrowed brow, before continuing to walk away from him. he exhales.
it was a little, stupid thing. but little, stupid things to you were never just that, and so the waitress and her silly smile and the fact that she laughed absentmindedly at an inside joke between you and your loving husband immediately turned into: she wants you, she was flirting with you, and you flirted back!
none of that, of course, were actually verbalized to jack. instead, you sat in your chair and sulked, ordered another cosmopolitan, sulked some more, then ordered another cosmopolitan, until jack decided dinner was over and it was time to get you home and investigate what the hell got you looking so sour in the midst of what had started as a pretty good night.
jack shuts the door to his truck, one hand in the pocket of his slacks as the other massages his jaw. “sweetheart, come on.” he calls after you again, as you traipse down the street. when he realizes you’re not stopping, he begins to follow after you. “you can’t walk all the way home, honey.”
“i can,” you huff, despite the fact that the balls of your feet have already started to rub themselves raw against the sole of your manolo blahniks. “i’ll call a cab.”
“you got your wallet with you?” he asks.
your jaw shifts. because, of course you don’t. you don’t think you’ve brought your wallet out on a date with him in the last year.
jack doesn’t wait for an answer, already knowing. “so how the hell’re you gonna pay for the ride, huh?”
you look at him over your shoulder again, still pouting as you reach the crosswalk. “whatever.”
he lengthens his stride until he catches up to you, his hand, warm and heavy, resting on the dip of your waist. “the hell’s goin’ on?” he asks, voice low and raspy. warmth, sticky and strong, settles in your lower belly as you lock eyes underneath the streetlamp. another petulant huff, before you turn your face away from him again.
with exasperation, he sighs, tilting his head up to look at the sky as if to ask what it is he did to deserve this, and moreover, why he feels like he’s right where he wants to be.
“what? c’mon, honey, tell me. where’d i fuck up, huh? can’t fix it you don’t tell me.”
sad, round eyes look up at him once again. “she liked you.”
his brows quirk upwards. “the waitress?”
almost timidly, you nod.
his expression loosens as he sighs. “okay, so what?”
“she laughed at our joke,” you whine. “and you laughed at her joke!”
“i was being polite to a service worker.”
“you laughed at her joke. she was givin’ you fuck-me-eyes the whole time, i swear,” you huff, folding your arms tighter over your chest.
“sweetheart—“
“no!” you interrupt, shifting your body to face him as you drop your arms, purse flopping down against your thigh. “she was—she was flirting, i saw! and—and she wanted you, an’—an’ you—“
“and i what?” he asks, grabbing hold of your wrist from where you’d started poking a finger into his chest. he rubs little circles into the joint with his thumb. “sweetheart, take a breath. come on.”
you do, lips still downturned in this sweet little frown.
he nods, his voice shifting to something gentler. “okay. okay?”
again, you nod, quiet. a little embarrassed.
“you think i put this on your finger just to act a fool over someone else? huh?” he asks, thumb shifting to toy with the shiny diamond ring on your ring finger. “think she didn’t see it at the table?”
bashfully, you shake your head. “but—“
“ah-ah. i’m talkin’, baby.” you quiet. “fuck kinda business does she have flirting that openly with a happily married man?” he asks.
“none.”
“that’s right, none,” he says, lifting your hand to press a kiss over the ring. “and i’m sorry i made you think all that. didn’t mean to.”
pouting, you mumble, “‘s okay.”
“yeah?” he asks, pulling you closer by the hand, pressing his nose into your temple before kissing at it. “if another waitress ever does that again, i’ll be givin’ her the stink eye the whole time.” you giggle. “i’m serious. gotta make it clear i’m taken.”
“yeah, y’do,” you murmur, as he wraps his free hand around your waist to pull you into his body. you bury your face into his chest. “she was so desperate.”
“so desperate,” he humors you, rubbing his hand in circles into your lower back. he gives your ass a little squeeze. “you done now? you okay?”
tilting your head up to rest your chin against his sternum, you nod.
“okay,” he chuckles, eyes wrinkling. “gonna let me take you home?”
again; you nod.
“alright,” he hums, letting out a little sigh as he grabs your hand, tugging it lightly as he leads you back to his car. “jesus, baby. starting to think you do this just to get a rise out of me.”
you giggle. “a little bit.”
he turns his head to look at you, a brow raised, before he chuckles, shaking his head. “c’mon. let me take my pretty girl home. gotta make it up to her.”
he’d love to tell you you were being moody, a little dramatic, that there’s no need to make a scene on a date night he’d been planning for weeks, but that’d be denying him of the fact that, despite all the stress you give him sometimes, he wouldn’t have it any other way.