(text from @cate-eblanchett ) My chickens are waiting for you. They adore your presence, and they're surprisingly good at calming your nerves, too. Are you still filming two shows at the same time? I don't think it's dumb at all. I actually think you're getting into something much deeper here. I already googled it and came across a few articles and comments about it. I'm not entirely sure what to tell you, lady. Things get tricky when people start making up stories around it, creating theories and all that shit, saying you cheated. I know you don't want to get Jessica involved and how sacred that relationship was to you, so I understand where all of this is coming from. I'd feel exactly the same if people were talking about Andrew. I knew things would get complicated, but not like this. Is she in love with her husband? How does it even work? I think the two of you need to sit down properly and talk again about the conditions and boundaries of this whole "friends with benefits" arrangement. Do you still want to keep doing this, or not anymore? You really need to think about it, because from now on, every time people see the two of you together, the rumors will come back to life. Rosie and Tanya! Now all we need is Donna. Cancรบn... Oh, how I wish I could erase Cancรบn from my biography now. It was darker than I ever imagined. I didn't enjoy it. It was tense, sad... We tried to talk on the last night. I don't know whether it was for better or worse. She didn't say much, while I, as usual, said far too much and was ridiculously sentimental. She said something along the lines of not wanting us to become people who hated each other until we completely disappeared from one another's lives. But I don't know... I honestly have no idea whether she wanted me close or not. I'm stuck in this limbo, trying to forget everything about her because I have no clue if she wanted me around and if so how to approach her again. So I'm letting her live in peace, without my chaotic, emotional mess disrupting her life. I do have a question, though: do you ever wish Naomi wasn't married? I'm about to call some producers. You need your own reality show, and I'm fully invested.
( TEXT ) I'll lay down and you just pile those chickens on me, lady. I sure am. All fairs and horror story back to back, which, not as mentally exhausting as it was at the beginning but that might begin to change. Stay tuned. TMZ just kept rolling them out, like come on, dude, fuck off already ๐ซฃ๐ฌ And it's even more then that, lady. I don't even want jess's name dragged into this at all. Period. And now she has, and now suddenly the thing that was helping me get over her, is now intertwined. And i know, i know it ISNT technically but it just give me such a sickly feeling to have a story out there being formed about where my loyalties for jess stood, for what we had when we had it, Despite how it ended, that part of my life was so sacred and important. So, i know you get it. I do, it's just become trickier. And no, she's not. I mean, not i'm sure she loves him, obviously but she's not in love with him, or so she's told me. And despite all the "friends with benefits" stuff, i know naomi, i know she wouldnโt lie about that. It just their public image. I don't know. I didnโt entirely think it would get like this. Or maybe i'm a dumbass who should've thought a head, but i didnโt. Pretty much billy hadnโt even known it was me Naomi was sleeping with, which, all fine...apparently that's just a part of their "deal" not to disclose their business outside their bedroom.
( TEXT ) And it's not even like we hadnโt spoken about boundaries, it's not like she hadnโt told me about hers or about how it works for her, i knew it all. And i know I KNOW. But even without all this, her and i..are close, even without the sex. So regardless, i just don't wanna divide that part. She suchs an important part in my life, and i really do mean that. She's been there since i couldnโt hardly think, hardly wanna get out of bed. She was there since it all crumbled, and between every single laugh i've had since. Lady, i just don't wanna lose her in that sense and i'm acting if i will. I know i won't, i know i'm just being fucking dramatic. But i also don't know how to go about the fact that her doing damage control with her husband over their anniversary instagram post rubbed me the wrong way ๐ It's dumb, cause i know it is what it is, but jesus fucking christ. You think annie would agree to be our donna ? Oh cate....i'm so sorry. I guess sometimes words unsaid are less painful then words that are. We're hearing a truth, that...we might not want to. Or maybe a truth that, we donโt even know how to deal with. In this case, she obviously doesnโt wanna disappear from your life cate, a person doesnโt just say that without meaning in.....especially after everything you told already. It's not an easy situation either of you in, i won't even lie. But, think about it, are you keeping a distance out of love or out of fear. Cause new's flash lady, something tells me she got home and had the same dilemma. and I mean, let's say not romantically, but, do you think maybe you could ever see yourself just....slowly getting back into one another's lives ? geez, hit me with the hard fucking questions why don't you. I mean, maybe? I don't know. Does it even matter? I mean sure, would this situation be easier without the added extra person, sure. less crowded. But, that doesnโt mean this whole thing still wouldn't have happened. Honestly, if you can make it happen. I'll do it. BUT only if you'll occasionally be part of it, deal, bozo? we'll finally have a vegas adventure on tape.
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