ssscreamingwrites

keep on fighting!

[angelicdewdrop]

[girlmostlikely]

If self abuse ever did any good you would have flourished many moons ago.

[holdingcaulfields]

on identity

ojibwe / noah kahan / richard siken / unknown / elliott smith / oamisoa / cameron awkward-rich

[ssscreamingwrites]

Humiliation was the primary pedagogy of your childhood. You were taught through shame. You were corrected through degradation. You learned that to be seen was to be found wanting, and to be found wanting was to be humiliated.

Is it such a wonder to see you be swallowed up by shame? To live in the swamp of it? To look at others and wonder why do they act like they can't feel it, dragging them down to the bottom too?

[ssscreamingwrites]

It’s tough love, and it’s the only voice you understand. If I humiliate you, it is to save you from the bigger humiliation of remaining as you are!

— Bait (2026).

[longseasons]

Hey, hey, breathe... Look at me.... This is all your fault, okay?

[notgilderoylockhart]

this is a sign to update your wips

[vagante-do-abismo]

Liking character is fun until you think about them and you just have to stare at nothing for a few minutes because of how tragic

And mauybe you are almost crying but you are having fun

[ghost-teapiika]

^ having the time of their life obsessing over The character^tm

[ssscreamingwrites]

i finally managed to log back in again ahahaha

but, yeah, self-reminder:

reformat the blog to become a general writing blog

bc the og project genuinely just dwindled in inspo, it's still there, but it genuinely never took off

try to do the fifteen-minute writing sprints AGAIN

for the above, be consistent :D

besides that! i got a plot bunny, so i'm definitely gonna try to get into writing once more!

[gunpowdercarousel]

To authors on Ao3: Would you rather get...

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[lucidloving]

@roach-works // Melissa Broder, "Problem Area" // Mary Oliver, "The Return" // @annavonsyfert // Koyoharu Gotouge, Demon Slayer // Haruki Murakami, Dance Dance Dance // David Levithan, How They Met and Other Stories // Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

[justalittlebluetiefling]

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Voting ended onApr 16, 2024

[typewriter-worries]

the fallen angel becomes a malignant devil

Fallen Angel, Alexandre Cabanel | The Fallen Angel, Willem de Zwart | Angel of Grief, William Wetmore Story | Fallen Angel, Roberto Ferri | The Lament for Icarus, Herbert James Draper | Art & Lies, Jeanette Winterson

[ssscreamingwrites]

day 9

note: forgot to post this yesterday!

time spent: 15 min overall mood: fatigued. music: n/a. written line(s) that i liked: n/a.

i only managed to do the prophecy fic on my phone. i couldn't get up from my bed to do it on my laptop;;; honestly, i just wasn't feeling it.

i feel the urge to snip and edit the doc. mostly because i've been heavily focusing on writing not editing. so, there's just a bunch of words / paragraphs / etc that's out of order or unfinished solely because i've been following my thought tangents / stream of consciousness. will do that outside of draftdash time then.

[ssscreamingwrites]

Day 8

time spent: 15min exact! overall mood: tired. i wish i was a cat napping away underneath the warm sun. music: ... i listened to this TEDtalk bc i was surprised by who was giving the tedtalk about. oh, and i listened to a new kind of love covers- i think it's a trend? idk. written line(s) that i liked: 0

i tried working on my lady instead of the prophecy fic. which, was more difficult? i think it's because it's technically not in the drafting stage yet. i worked on one of the main characters' sheet as well as brainstorming the setting- i decided to reuse an old idea for it.

i think... i'm going to work on both this week. i will try to use the fifteen-minute time to write for prophecy fic and then once that's done, work on my lady on the side until it's ready for the drafting phase. this is mostly because i felt like i was just... faffing about this session? i could just jump in and try writing a scene, but it didn't feel right since there's 100% chance of me editing it right out.

[ssscreamingwrites]

Day 7

note: forgot to post this yesterday!

time spent: 15 min. overall mood:  music: West Coast by Lana Del Rey. written line(s) i liked: none for this session!

i skipped yesterday’s :;(∩´﹏`∩);: so, for this week i technically did only 4 days & the streak restarted. gonna try to not skip anymore. i thought i could do one before i went to sleep but completely forgot i had a D&D session that night. so, yeah, after said D&D session i just conked out.

i think i’ll try to work on my lady instead of prophecy fic next week. mostly because i’ve been focusing on only on the latter this week and my lady’s doc has been… empty.

today’s sprint i did in the car. i wrote using my phone instead of the usual laptop because i had the time and knew that when i got home i’ll too tired(?). i didn’t edit a lot— mostly because i skim read to just know where i’m at instead of reading it fully.

i managed to write about half of noyedas’ dreams in A1. then, another freaky dream for him in A2 and was happy there was a minor callback to A1— is it symbolic? IDK just thought it was cool & good suffering™️ for the man. but there is some on the nose symbolism of anwyn (the POV of side B for prophecy fic) that got me going yeah, that’s cool. i’m struggling with making lore-dumping natural/cohesive with the scene.

[writerthreads]

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